My throat itches, but I feel it in my ear.

Ever had that happen? It drives me MAD. x.x

*blows nose* *clears throat* *coughs*

*wheezes*

x.x

Either I REALLY need my allergy medicine (which i ran out of a day ago), or I have a super bad cold.

*shivers*

Wheee...

*spins around in chair of doom*...*drinks alkaseltzer* XP

Delicately, strolled
The stag my eyes glaze upon

Sensitively told
The strings to pluck my heart's song

Sweetly tift his face clear
So to scare me, no, comfort me

Tiptoe through the floras
Lying down, my guardian angel

Always watching, waiting, hoping
That I'd be okay...

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He's been on my mind, on and off, through my daydreams...*smiles*...I know, I know...to crush is to be crush...the hopeless shouldn't hope...

But really...hope is all I have...and all I'll ever have...

<333

*looks towards the sky*...

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These are Anzel's thoughts, only humans and her know it. No deer can know, or she'll eat my head. That would be very unpleasant for the both of us.

Wheee...

*dazed by writing lame poetry*

*brain fizzles*

Stood the deer, whose call read Four
A Quadriped, the Quad, no more
With antlers blessed upon by God
Twin Michael of the two, the odd

Down his pelt and down his face
Bled belly white and blue to waist
And o'er eyes and face, 'twas mask
Of "Reindeer"...querious face, why ask?

Stood atop the granite tall
Orben figure seemed so small
Leapt, they did, from rock to soil,
"Orb, oh sphere, your plan, we'll foil!"

"Shhhaaa," screamed heavens, fraught with fear
The dove of cage-stone froze the deer
Then shock released, the orb, they followed
Past floras blue, and oaken, hollowed

At Crying Rock, the sphere transformed
As Michael stood, and stunned deer, swarmed
The God, a deer! He danced and played
And Quad, the Four, he never strayed

At last, the God ran off, away
To Godly lands, with Godly play
And Quad stood silent, rest the day
And trotted, smiling, into fray

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Four = Quad

Quadriped = Four-legged animal (i think, heh)

Of "Raindeer"...querious face, why ask? = The deer have never met humans, nor "Real Deer"...why would they think that a "Normal" deer face is normal? To them, it's strange. Their human face is what they think of as a deer face, and the Real Deer/Reindeer mask is what they think of as a Reindeer face, and they think Reindeer have weird faces ;P (strange logic, i know)

Cage-stone = Metal...it's the only metal in the forest, isn't it? Why wouldn't they simply think of it as another type of stone?

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I hope you like it...

I would love to see the forest at night...I cant imagine how enchanting it must look.
I'm nearly an adult deer now so I'll be more recognizable with my new appearance!
(If 4 weeks = adult deer then i've only got 1hour and 45 minutes!)

I've tried to get an avatar picture but it doesnt seem to work!
Can I get a hand here? I need some instructions!
I've got a picture of my deer on my photobucket account which I plan to use.
(yet it doesnt come up in search results either!)

Note: Heard a strange wailing sound...I dont know if it was a deer, wolf or something else!
It was very creepy!

http://endlessforest.org/community/once-lifetime-chance#comment-31383

Is you interested? Your the reserved spot, I thought I might save you one as I thought you mgiht want one!

Anzel's Current Theme Song: Strangers - Raj Ramayya

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As the world closes in before me
As the night draws with nectarine
As the grass kissed hoof, so lowly
I feel finally complete

And I know that the world is spinning
And I know that this moon's a lie
And I know that the smoke is thick'ning
I just know you are by my side

So take me away in your journeys
Kiss me with lullabies
Allow me to sit, remember
All the first steps and goodbyes

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Anzel is in the forest, in her first ever set...the blue/yellow pelt, with the hands mask and key antlers...

Until my mood fades, as they all do, I'm going to enjoy it...it's fading as I type, my smile is drooping, so I must get back...

Listen to that song I mentioned, there's no video with it, but it's beautiful nonetheless...

So I just googled iscribble because it intrigued me hearing about it on this site, and I've used similar online doodle board things. So I registered.

I was just wondering if anyone wanted to doodle with me. ^^

Also who here has Opencanvas and uses it to connect to other users and draw together?
Who's even heard of opencanvas? XD

I just wanted to say that it is going to be alright, and you must hold on, and YOU CAN DO IT! Do what you think is right... trust yourself. Trust yourself. You are a wonderful person. Your going to be okay...

My mom...is probably drinking...

And...and she said she's leaving my dad...

I'm afraid she'll be..s..suicidal...

>_<;

...

Feel free to ignore this like everything else I post. I'm extremely used to it by this point.

I don't apologise for irritating you all, because I've said 'i'm sorry' enough, and I'm crying. I just...don't feel like it.

Because I never forced you to read anything I wrote >_<; I never force you to notice me in the forest, I just say that I'm in the forest, but you can ignore those. You can ignore my poems, my fan art, and ignore me.

But please...stop being indirectly mean to me...it...it hurts...If you hate my guts, scream it at me. Say whatever. Tell me how much you want me to shut the hell up, that no one cares. I'll deal with it, read every word. I'll cry and cry and cry, like I did quite a few days ago because of someone whose name I cannot mention, and like I did years ago at a forum I go to. Just...gah...

You'd likely be glad if I left the community, no? And the forums?...I don't want to...why d..do you all want me gone?

I'm...I'm not talking to people who I know understand me, like Emiva, Pega, and Dannii (there are more)...though I do apologise to them, if I get on their nerves sometimes. I never mean to. I have no friends in real life to talk to...

>_<;

Damnit...I'm scared about my mom...>_<;.....gah...

Yes indead, but this time it's staring YOU!!!
That's if you want to joing the quest party.
So to get you brains moving and such! Here is the plot (work in progress).

10 deer (or few) Have somehow stumbled across
a land of dreams and sleep, they believe it to be the dream world
we all know and love. But oh how they are wrong! They must of made
a wrong turn! Because this world is dark, cold, and cruel, as death
creeps up on the deer so dous creatures willing for meat that
they haven't tasted in so long!

But on the other side of the zone, deer frolic around trying to find there
freinds and rescue them. But they must enter the deermuda triangle to get
in. And will they make it to the right place in time? It's a story of rough times,
and cruel fate.

(Needs to think of a title suggestions are taken)

10 deer sucked in dream world
1.Perplex
2.Rutylus
3.Taliene
4.Srila
5. Quad
6. Jen deer
7.Windhowler
8.Mazy
9.
10.
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The size of deer sucked in hole could be increased.
Other folk
1.Emvia (sorry if spelled name wrong...I do it too much
2.Vessel
3.Jared
4.Drium
5.Iris
6.
7.
(not sure how many yet)
You can stare in it or not, but know some of the
folk deer may decrease! As well as the 10.
And if no deer soul comes along then I'll either
not do it or just make characters.

Anyway...Yeah...
Help me think of a title ....Oh and Fawns!!!! Dearest Fawns!!! You
are certainly welcomed into this wonderful story...
Anywho....FLY LIKE A BUGGAR!!!
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EDIT= Forgot to say this, I will be illustrating some pics,
but probably not alot. But expect to see your deer in a pic
either running for it's life, or searching like a dog :3