I only have a few days more before my week-long break, during which I'll meet my online bf for the first time in real life. I'll be gone from Sunday until Saturday. I know a certain few people who will celebrate, lol.

*yawns*...Out of curiousity, what's up in the forest?

*watches live map*

(whee...i have to open a new IE page to refresh it)

What is a tree?
A tree? Well, it's a lot of things, I guess. There's a lot of uses for it, and, well, it's pretty nice!
But a tree... A tree is alive. It does not live like a deer or a frog or a bird, yet it is alive, and it grows and it speaks...
Ah, now, Olly, the trees only talk to you. Sure, the louder ones, I can hear a bit of mumbling, but you've got a gift, right.
Sometimes it is not a gift... It is unpleasant, sister, to hear the terrible words of the wrongful ones, they insult all and mutter to hurt.
All?
Even themselves.
... They sometimes shout out and it is hard to keep out their corruption... But many of the flowers are good and offer comfort when I lay by their side. They talk about the weather and pretty little things to block out the rude.
Flowers are flowers to me. But that doesn't sound so nice. *nuzzle*
So... The tree. What is the tree? The tree is shelter, the tree brings food, the tree feeds mushrooms, the tree offers greenth, the tree is a home, the tree makes the forest.
See, it's a lot of useful stuff. You answered your own question too.
Oh. Yes, I did.
Heh.
But the tree is not just for using.... A tree is a life, as it lives for itself and for others.
A single tree is so important, isn't it?
Without the trees, we have no home. The Forest would be no Forest.
And we wouldn't have our names, either, 'cuz we're both trees too!
*smile* Yes, Mae... But alas, we cannot run in the Forest, and we see no trees either... Or deer...
Wait! How can you talk to the trees and flowers, then?

Original Message:

There is, like nobody on this site! And the picture page is spammed up full of SS's pointless stuff. Gah. Sorry, I'm in a bad mood. You wont see me until tomorrow night (again) because I'm sleeping over someones house. *sigh*


My Response:

ATTENTION.

It seems I have started this mess. I apologize to anyone who has taken any kind of offense in this diary. I do not have absolute opinions about SS either, I was just annoyed because she had put many many pictures on the picture page, and they wouldn't even load for me, and it was just getting annoying. Please note that I was in a bad mood at that moment.

PLEASE GUYS, LETS NOT FIGHT. WE ARE ALL A FAMILY. WE ARE ALL FRIENDS. END OF DISCUSSION. WE HAVE DIFFERENT VIEWS, YES, BUT I DONT WANT TEF TO BREAK UP INTO TEAMS. WE ARE ONE WHOLE TEAM TOGETHER. WE ARE ALL APART OF THE ENDLESS FOREST.

THANK YOU.

~please note I was not talking specifically about SS in this message, this is just about the whole of TEF.~

Emiva

Have you noticed me showing up at random places on the Live Map whilst I'm in the forest?

...am I actually showing up at those places?

Last I checked, I was at the Playground, not right near the Pond o.o;

*is all confuzzled out of her mind*

"SQUEEGIE!" Shin roared, standing over the side of the waterfall, legs trembling and heart racing.

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Squeegie felt water pouring into his lungs as he gasped for air. "Not me... please not me... please" He begged inwardly, as pounding water filled his ears. He thrashed around wildy, trying to rid himself of the pain that was being thrust down upon his nearly numb body. How it all happened came back to him in a series of visions.


He and his mate, Poet, a delicately shaped light peach doe, had been talking about unimportant recent events and gossip on that sunny pleasant day. It had been a many moments later when Poet suddenly came to speak, "Squeegie, Twin gods know how I didn't notice! Have you been fighting, love?"

Squeegie hadn't fought with another deer ever since that time he had accidentaly tremmered a Seele's limphnode (welcome back ^^) in a simple playfight. Squeegie was taken aback as this remark was suggested.

"Fighting, love? Never" He stated accutely.

She leaned in closer to his face. Squeegie braced himself for a romantic lick on the muzzle when she suddenly leered back. "Oh my Twin Gods" She breathed, eyes wide, "You have it"

"Have wha-" He breathed in, a gaspy-sort-of-thing, and stumbled over to a nearbye puddle, almost bonking his nose to the bottom. There, very clear in statement, was a red dot.

Squeegie fell over purposely, swearing, his eyes a scared voilet. Poet rushed over to his side.

"Poet, I'm dying!" He exclaimed to her. She fell to his side for a comforting embrace.

"Dont worry Squeegie! Everything's-"

"Dont touch me!" He panted, scrambling away desperately, madness in his eyes, "You'll catch it!"

"I dont care, Squeegie! I love you!" She yelled to him, sinking to her knees. Tears were springing from her lighted eyes. She gasped, bringing up her hooves, which were covered in tears.

I meant to do this earlier, but Quad's not really hard to understand anyway

- (I'm away from the computer, or I'm there but not looking at the screen)

- If far away, Quad is calling out to see where other deer are. If close to a deer, he's having conversation.

- Usually done after a bow, it's his way to greet someone he knows really well. Also if he ever sees anyone be sad, he'll walk over and nuzzle them to comfort them.

- He rarely sniffs due to something stupid he used to do. If he does it, then he's following someone else's lead who's sniffing a deer.

- Is both a greeting and a farewell. Normally the first action he does whenever he sees someone, and the last he does when he needs to leave.

- He finds something funny.

+ - He finds something HILARIOUS! He often does this as soon as he sees someone he knows, in an attempt to make them laugh too.

- Doesn't understand something. During spell casts if a deer looks really strange, he'll tilt his head. He often does this for no reason, as it is his favorite action.

- just resting

- If he roars non-stop , hes trying to get someone's attention.If done once , hes calling for his friends.This one is probably followed by listen.

- He will listen when he tries to find someone.

- He dosent drink.

- he will sniff deer he dosent know.when followed by amazement , it means "OMG ITS YOU!"

- he will greet his friends.Usually comes after bow+head tilt.

- he will use it when he sees someone with his pelt/antlers/mask or full set like his.or when he recieves some funny antlers/masks.Probably followed with Laugh.

- he will greet
deer he dosent know very well.Followed by sniff.

- he will use it after he casted on you.He will wait for yes/no before casting again.Also used when you dont respond to his actions.

- used in button mashing , or showing amusement.

- he will use it when hes sad/depressed. if followed by agressive action , it means "go away!". If followed by bow , it means good bye.

Ever since I was a little fawn, I knew some glitch pictograms. I saw them at the bottom of the screen, but apparently, no deer actually had these pictograms. They were all fake.

Before I knew this, I grew fond of a certain pictogram, which I named Hangman.

Whenever I saw a deer with this pictogram, I nuzzled it. It always made me smile.

...

Somehow, some way, my Human did the impossible.



Hangman...LIVES!!!

*creepy music plays*

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Hours and hours wasted, but finally...I have the pictogram I've always wanted.

If this is a bad glitch or something as such, then I guess that Michael can destroy the deer, I'd understand, but...I'm extremely happy now, I was able to create a deer with this pictogram!!!

Cyric also has one of the fabled glitch pictograms, as I've noticed, so I doubt it's a bad glitch, if it is one.

*dances* Hangman shall be the final deer I'll ever create ^^;

Sorry for all of the diary entries, heh

Do you know me
Or do you

I watch the moth flutter, dangling
Helplessly
In that web
Strung on a string with a
Teardrop
Spun at the end
Swirled forever, it hasn't stopped
In ever
And the swirling curls its long daintless fingertips to the
Choke
And leaves her
Gaspless
Her wings is tears and tatters
As the venin creeps up to give her a kiss
On the neck
Like demise
Is met by
Day after day
In the same eternal way
As the
Flutter

And you watch me
And you think you know me
Flower
And you see me
And you dangle your string 'round
Higher
But my expectations run low
On a string tied around my neck
In tight-noosed
Chains
And let-loosèd
Pains
Well you won't have
Me

But who am I to
Who am I
To say
Welcome home
Or welcome near
My humble abode
Of unwelcome
Heart

And she's clasping
Gasping
For air
But I cannot breathe
Her in

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That.

Was.

Fun.

To.

Write.

OMG I love free-verse <333 Yes, there are multiple hidden meanings in this poem.

One of them is that Taint is actually thinking her thoughts about Plume. Querious, huh?

Miss Tuna
La luna
It sways with your mood
It lays so to soon
White the caps of your life

Swim giver
Life quiver
Unquenchable walk
Undrenchable flock
Of dolphins in your mind

Sweet to life
Smile to strife
You are of my heart
Never shall they part
Miss Tuna takes a dive

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I cannot take requests, because I procrastinate. When I want to write a poem, I write it. I can't force myself to.

But since you wanted one, I wrote one for you ^^;

You may or may not like it, I let the words flow from my mind into the keyboard and onto the computer screen...NO IDEA if it's any good x3