I was too slow
to keep him here -
I couldn't keep you close,
my dear.
The twisted heart
inside me screams
of hopeless love
and broken dreams.
I'm lying here -
lost, cold, alone,
with not one friend
to take me home.
I've closed myself
to stop the pain.
I won't be feeling this
again.

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From now on, Loop's decided not to love. e_e What a nub. I suppose that's what comes from being hurt.
(Still love you to the ends of the earth, Squeege. )

Playing as Ghost today, I was jumping then accidentally jumped right towards the river.
The funny thing is instead of falling, I ended up jumping through the air above the water then eventually fell closer so it looked like i was walking on water! I heard that it is possible to walk on water but ive tried and failed. I've also heard its possible to float or levitate. How can you do that?

Hehe...how long has it been twilight?

*nuzzles the bats*...

Sweet sister, how I wish you could see it...it's beautiful! The chirping bats, the soft ribbits of the little froglets...

Ooh, and I see the rainbow you have spoken of upon the yonder shore!

*nibbles at some water grasses* My human told me that she feels no one can see me. That's good, because I'm still too shy to show myself...but I shall, in the next few days...

*looks up at the sky*...but I can understand why sister is so distraught...it does get lonely, for I cannot speak the language of dove, bat koi, or flutter...

I wish that so many of you didn't anger at her for being sad...

...*tilts her head towards the little deer, half-smiles, and lets her head fall loosely into the water, looking down, letting it splash into her eyes*

*dries her chin off on her pelt*...

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(if you end up seeing and identifying her in the forest somehow...please don't reveal her identity anywhere JUST yet...okay?

thanks, heh...)

Oh well im here...

Jumping a bit around, looking whats going on.
Theres no real manual for this game, so i guess most of the things are based on trial & error...

I was actually back yesterday lol But still! ^_^ Isaita has returned to the Endless Forest! W00T!

8.11.08

Fayne
Feels: Tired
Location: North Carolina's Coast
Is currently: Wishing she wasn't a drama causer
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Notes: Yawn.
Plans: Get Tuna's pelt back. Damn Pirelli. >:C

Aeros
Feels: Tired (mentally)
Is somewhere near: The Ruins
Is currently: Thinking about life
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A wise stag
Is dressed in: Orca pelt, Poppied antlers, Long mask

Loop
Feels: At peace
Is somewhere near: The Twin Gods' Statues
Is currently: Sleeping off her troubles
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A chaste doe
Is dressed in: Peacock feathers, Real Deer mask, and Kirin pelt

Tuna
Feels: Angry
Is somewhere near: The Crying Idol
Is currently: Mentally bombing Pirelli's location and trying to get her pelt back.
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A strange doe
Is dressed in: Peacock feathers, Long mask, Doe pelt

Pandemonium
Feels: Delirious
Is somewhere near: The Cage
Is Currently: banging her head against the bars
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A crazy girlfawn
Is dressed in: Nothing

Daae
Feels: Cheerful
Is somewhere near: The Old Oak
Is Currently: Hopping Around
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A ressurected girlfawn
Is dressed in: Nothing

Pattering upon my face
I feel the pain
I feel the every drop
It feels the same
I scream to it, "ACIDIC,"
Never listens
I try to drown for hours
Solely Christens

I bleed my silver blood
All down this wall
With shadows warped by heart
And kept so small
I wander slowly, loathe
My every step
I scream and cry and plead
With lowered head

But silver 'twas the luna
Kissed me softly
And giggle, did the "good"
Twin Gods often
They do not care of a
Single doe's low head
And cast her immortal
To breathe the lead

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I want to die. I want it so badly. I taste the salten tears of the beast, forever frozen and locked in time, to bleed his endless energy outwards.

For to rid the forest of the wretched beast, need they but forever let his powers flow and pool, cast and drain, swirl to never.

My Lady won't let me play anymore.

Not after my failed attempt. My IGNORED attempt to drown myself, after smashing my head into trees, into the gravestone, OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

I WANT TO FLOAT DOWN THE RIVER WITH A SMASHED SKULL AND A BREATHLESS SOUL...

Why...why can't you let a ghost free....why..d..do you hate me...male God...?

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My sister is...is really hurting right now. It breaks my heart to see her like this...not like any of you cared...you all seemed perfectly fine with her desires...

There's nothing I can do to change her mind right now...>_<;;;...

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Last night, I basically found out Michael's sick of me, and he said the problem is on my end, not the server.

*sighs*...can't he believe there's SOMETHING off about the server? Just something? Maybe little, but combined with whatever problem my computer has, it means I can't play?

I've given up hope...what's the freaking point anymore...>_<;;;...

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THIS IS WHY I GIVE UP HOPE:

I'm back again. XD That was the most boring trip of my life, but I'm back now, so it's all good.

School starts for me in two weeks. ;_; What about you guys? I've got a lot of shopping to do, and a book report to write. And a new bike to buy. D: And music. MONEY. I NEED IT.

Her, the HerTunapic you requested is coming along. Slowly, but surely. XD As for anything else, I'm getting some personal stuff done. Pan's first in line. C:<

Deer-wise...Tuna's still looking for Her, and Loop's heart is broken. :C But she'll get over it, eventually. -luffs Squeegie-

How are y'all?

when i walked throught the forest today i saw a deer with right the same sign like me , by the fact that this deer was already grown, it seems like i am an thief. is it possible to get a new sign (thought every deer has his own unique sign)?