8.11.08

Fayne
Feels: Tired
Location: North Carolina's Coast
Is currently: Wishing she wasn't a drama causer
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Nothing
Notes: Yawn.
Plans: Get Tuna's pelt back. Damn Pirelli. >:C

Aeros
Feels: Tired (mentally)
Is somewhere near: The Ruins
Is currently: Thinking about life
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A wise stag
Is dressed in: Orca pelt, Poppied antlers, Long mask

Loop
Feels: At peace
Is somewhere near: The Twin Gods' Statues
Is currently: Sleeping off her troubles
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A chaste doe
Is dressed in: Peacock feathers, Real Deer mask, and Kirin pelt

Tuna
Feels: Angry
Is somewhere near: The Crying Idol
Is currently: Mentally bombing Pirelli's location and trying to get her pelt back.
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A strange doe
Is dressed in: Peacock feathers, Long mask, Doe pelt

Pandemonium
Feels: Delirious
Is somewhere near: The Cage
Is Currently: banging her head against the bars
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A crazy girlfawn
Is dressed in: Nothing

Daae
Feels: Cheerful
Is somewhere near: The Old Oak
Is Currently: Hopping Around
Is in the Forest? No
Is: A ressurected girlfawn
Is dressed in: Nothing

Pattering upon my face
I feel the pain
I feel the every drop
It feels the same
I scream to it, "ACIDIC,"
Never listens
I try to drown for hours
Solely Christens

I bleed my silver blood
All down this wall
With shadows warped by heart
And kept so small
I wander slowly, loathe
My every step
I scream and cry and plead
With lowered head

But silver 'twas the luna
Kissed me softly
And giggle, did the "good"
Twin Gods often
They do not care of a
Single doe's low head
And cast her immortal
To breathe the lead

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I want to die. I want it so badly. I taste the salten tears of the beast, forever frozen and locked in time, to bleed his endless energy outwards.

For to rid the forest of the wretched beast, need they but forever let his powers flow and pool, cast and drain, swirl to never.

My Lady won't let me play anymore.

Not after my failed attempt. My IGNORED attempt to drown myself, after smashing my head into trees, into the gravestone, OVER AND OVER AGAIN.

I WANT TO FLOAT DOWN THE RIVER WITH A SMASHED SKULL AND A BREATHLESS SOUL...

Why...why can't you let a ghost free....why..d..do you hate me...male God...?

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My sister is...is really hurting right now. It breaks my heart to see her like this...not like any of you cared...you all seemed perfectly fine with her desires...

There's nothing I can do to change her mind right now...>_<;;;...

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Last night, I basically found out Michael's sick of me, and he said the problem is on my end, not the server.

*sighs*...can't he believe there's SOMETHING off about the server? Just something? Maybe little, but combined with whatever problem my computer has, it means I can't play?

I've given up hope...what's the freaking point anymore...>_<;;;...

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THIS IS WHY I GIVE UP HOPE:

I'm back again. XD That was the most boring trip of my life, but I'm back now, so it's all good.

School starts for me in two weeks. ;_; What about you guys? I've got a lot of shopping to do, and a book report to write. And a new bike to buy. D: And music. MONEY. I NEED IT.

Her, the HerTunapic you requested is coming along. Slowly, but surely. XD As for anything else, I'm getting some personal stuff done. Pan's first in line. C:<

Deer-wise...Tuna's still looking for Her, and Loop's heart is broken. :C But she'll get over it, eventually. -luffs Squeegie-

How are y'all?

when i walked throught the forest today i saw a deer with right the same sign like me , by the fact that this deer was already grown, it seems like i am an thief. is it possible to get a new sign (thought every deer has his own unique sign)?

I'm...well, my mood is completely my own at the moment...I'm feeling a bit let down right now...

I can see a few familiar deer...Radeon was standing by a sleeping deer with Scape's set, heh...*sighs*...

Since it appears I'm being followed...I hope I'm not boring you all...

I'm feeling sad...let down...hopeless...

I want to nibble on a birdberry...to run into a tree...to choke to death in the cage bars there...why, WHY must I be me...?

I'm pondering suicide...I...I don't...want to roam the forest much more...

Can a ghost kill itself...?

I..I don't know yet...

I'm feeling like everyone is ignoring me, I'm irritating everyone, and they just want me to go away...I know a few people want me gone...*sighs*...I hate my life..

Pega: An album again, but make sure you read the titles and captions. They're there for a reason. =]
8-6 to 9-08

I'm back from vacation and I have my laptop back!
That means you'll see more of me. And maybe I'll finally be able to get to know some of you better! ^^
<3

Glazed upon thigh and should'
Lie golden blades of word
Stars flicker down like teardrops
Splain and spilled, I am furred

Query to the bald deer birding
Foot by foot o'er old bridge
Lonely, sin relativelies
Sitting to stare and to quiv'

Chipping the leaflets with nips
Standing tall, regal, unfurl
Grandfather Atiq to all
Lest there be seen a squirrel

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should' = shoulder
bald deer birding = bald monks walking on only two feet like a bird
o'er = over
sin = without (said like 'seen'; spanish...i wish it was an english word)
relativelies = relatives
quiv' = quiver
lest = unless

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Hope you like it :3 I was in "my groove", hehe, the words flowed from my fingertips.

Guess what! Wedding photos! All the images are thanks to my future sister-in-law. ^^