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Sorry am I.
As I cause you Pain.
With my Eye Did I see.
Happy as you Could Be.
I ruined it all.
I Made you Feel,
As though a Bullet.
Has Peirced through your soul.
I felt so Full of It.
Like it was All About Me.
I am such A fool.
I made you Change.
I made you Weep.
My Dear Rutilus
Pain I will Not cause you.
I think its time for you to see
What A fool I am.
I have Said this Many Times Before
I am Deeply Sorry...

I'll be taking requests for anybody that might want somethin' done by me. It might take a little bit to get it to you (I'm job hunting and should be moving here soon), but it'll get done in due time. ^^'' You'll just have to bear with me. I'm willing to take five! Gimme a good picture of you deer, a pose, and their name. And a location would be good too, if you're wanting a sort of background. If your deer has any sort of uniqueness (ie. tufts of hair, long fur, something like that), be sure to make a note of it for me.

EDIT - Finally getting on these after a few failed attempts lol I should be working on these all day tomorrow, so hopefully I'll have one done by tomorrow night.

1. Emiva and Isis for Emiva - Done! here
2. Taliene and Gehirn for Dannii - in progress
3. Rowan, Emrys, and Ark for Rowan
4. Jendeer for Jen
5. Quamar for Quamar

The Twin Gods shall rue the day they mocked me!!! RUE!!!

*shakes head* Zelical, it is but a weather change, and you cannot even see it. why do you act so foolish?

Because, dear Vein, my heart aches to be welcomed within the forests' depths once more, unalone, and so they cry for me, with full knowledge that they can grant my wish without a moment's hesitation.

*sigh* Sister...you cannot blame them. You can blame no one, for none of us, nor human creature, knows the exact reason for our ghostly curse. You know that as well as I do.

The Gods do not care about the single, worthless Ghost family that we are. Hush, sister. I shall wander in the rains soon, so you might rest in abyss.

*sighs*...I suppose you are right. But what kind of existence is this? Every day, eternally re-entering an empty forest where everyone thinks you hate them because you cannot see them. I truly wish the waters of the pond could drown me...

Zelly...Zelly, please don't say that...*bows head lowly*...

*blinks, feeling truly bad about saying anything* I'm sorry, sweet Nurra, please forgive me...I didn't mean to sadden you...I...

*glares at anzel menacingly* Come along, Nurra...*nuzzles her away*...

*tears form in her eyes and she walks away with taint*...

*shakes head*...Anzel, why do you strive to be normal? Is it not a blessing to be so unique, so beloved and well-known?

I...I would prefer death, brother Vein. I never wanted this, I never wanted fame or anything of the sort. I want normality...or a chance at it...not this...I can't take this anymore...

I try to find other deer but i dont know how to . If you can help me please do!

Its raining in the forest. Its raining out here in the real world too but its much colder...
I spent a bit of time hanging around the hollow tree, lots of other deer there.
Everything looks grey and murky...particulary the pond.
Oh well...A little rain is good...just have to be patient and wait for the sun to come out!

Hey Everybody! I'm determined to have my book finished, before Christmas so I can give a copy to my friends in real life, who have been hearing about this book for three years. I leaned that I needed to do A LOT of editing and revising.... So, I'm going to be working on that for a good while....

THINGS TO DO:

~Request Pictures:

~Reetno- Planning
~Jen
~Silent-- DONE!
~Ammyluva
~Emiva-- DONE!
~Rowan-- Rowan's isn't done, what am I stupid?! XD
~L.C.
~Cato
~Io Rez
~Isaita

~Keep track of Lightbringers (Badges, pictures, points and such):


Farewell Lightbringers, for now, keep posting your stuff! I'll get to it sooner or later! Keep spreading the light!!

Havent written for a bit, I've gone back to university, I'm off my break...have been for a few weeks xD. Just been a bit slack for letting Draak write some things here. He's a little bewildered by his now aquired human form xD.

Draak: It's...odd o.o
You'll get used to it xD and Mitra's got her human form too. So does Quammy.
Draak: well..yeah...


iscribbles xD Pep I think or Hal...I think it was Hal gave Draak a pipe XD. I turned it into a bubble pipe.

Uh as usual we've got some images to share with you all. There seems to be so many new deer and fawns in the forest, it's a little mind blowing.
He's just a little shy XD. And now he's gone and wedged himself in the big rock at the playground with SS...xD. Aaand Sluggs and Sharun/Balticdragon seem to have wandered off.

Since Draak's wedged in a rock I'm gonna take over. Draak fell asleep, and when I returned I saw he had a fawn cuddled up to him X3.


A few days ago we discovered that either Michael or Aureia must have been in the forest and they left some flowers and rain. Draak went and investigated them.




Another time he decided to go for a...dip...a faceplant dip..


Forest linedance XD. There's some fawns we dont know, Sharun, unknown fawn, Draak, Vaaalaaaaaaa, Peppppyyyyy and Haaaaalllllll XD

Sorry, I made a new blog, but I just -had- to! DX so, just ask me! =) (you can ask Perp or Mio too)

here's the questions and answers I got on the older blog:

Emiva:

1. Will you ask ME some questions? XD
I think I just did. ^^

2. Why did you quit TEF and join up again?
read the first post in this blog.

3. Do you like pie
OMGOSHIcalledmystepmotherforauntie.
I like my stepmother's pies. X3

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Quad:

1 - What does your name mean and/or originate from?
nothing special really. I found it in a dictionary.

2 - Has anyone told you that your pictogram looks like a television set?
that's why I choosed that picto. and no, you're the first one.

3 - If you were stranded on a deserted island, and could only have three items with you (excluding clothes ), what would you bring?
you're asking everyone about that. 8] I would bring my family, my friends and my laptop! >=D

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Jadine:

1. favorite pizza?
Grandiosa. It's a norwegian pizza.

2. why would you drop the skull mask? i sometimes wish I had it ^^
because I had the gazelle set since I had my first day as stag. I just missed the gazelle set. I can send you the spelldata to the Zombie Set if you want. ^^

3. do you have a deviant acount?
I think so, but I can't remember.

4. What pelt should jadine have?
I don't know XD the grey wolfie one? if you know what I mean.

5. if you ever met me INR...?
... then I would died =0

6. Who is your favorite american actor...if you know any ^^. (idon'tknowwhatkindofmoviesyouguyswatch)
I don't know. XD (wewatchmostlythesamevideosasyouguysdo. I think)

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Dannii:

1. How long could you go without playing TEF?
maybe some hours XD

2. Have you ever met any deer you dislike?
ugh, yes. today I met a deer who stayed with his butt in my face all the time. >_<

Wow...today was the first time i ever saw rain...it was odd...but beautifull. It made me feel really cheerfull and wanting to run around alot.
After i ran around some i got turned into a bat, frog and a mini deer. But theres no better form then my own form nah?
I watched some other deer dance and joined in too for a while.
After i enjoyed the rain some more on my lonesome. Very calming to the soul i must say.
Eventhough i miss some people to hang around with, it was a nice and cheerfull day in my live.

Card about Azura, click for "maximalizace"