Once again I have come before you to tell of my thoughts. You have heard of my latest thoughts, but I have now come to dwell on one specific happening. Of the one who has possibly softened the surface of my cold heart...
Yes, I have seen her, but only once. In all my shame and ignorance, I did not approach her. And in fear and cowardice I fled, for I did not know how to greet one such as her. I looked upon her graceful form as she lept and ran after another. Her pelt, although oddly paired with her mask, shone majestically in the sun, the vibrant greens and blues meshing together. I have seen her pelt on others, but they never wore it so perfectly.
She is quite the beautiful doe. Yet I do not think she realizes. I could have gone to her, shown my respect. But what could a mute such as I do? I cannot speak, she could never understand me. I would only put a blot on my image by going to her. A freak, they said. The word still echoes through my mind as if I were still a fawn. That's what she would think of me. Just a freak.
I have gotten to know her, by other means. I may not be able to speak, but I do know how to write. We have written, and I have found more intriguing things about her. She showed me that not all can be normal. She too is different, she claims to have a curse. My dear, it is not you who has the curse.
I don't think I've been entirely fair about the lovetide, guys. :3 Soooo. I'm gonna try to state my opinion and not get killed.
Looooove. Is fine. I guess. With humans it's kind of inevitable. I just get a little tired of seeing all these confessions after a while. I think it's fine to admit it and have it carry on. But I hate it when people make a huge deal out of it and get all emo when people 'ignore' them. If y'all want to announce it, and deal with it with the other human in question, that's good. Draw pictures, write poems, all of that stuff. I'm fine with it. But don't cross the line, please. If they don't love your deer back, that's cool - mourning period if they need it and it's done. Just, please, don't spam us with emo entries and/or harass the other person. Yes? DON'T WORRY. BE HAPPY.
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I give a nice stretch of disapointment knowing that
I have not only missed the night but the mini Abio that had came with it...
Aww, oh well. In any case it seemed to be a refreshiing day to re-enter the forest.
The smell of the lake actually brought happyness for once and I felt a tad
bit cheery. So, my day begins when I meet a pack of deer gathering around the broken building.
I could see Lacy way in the far back and Quamar prancing to her. So I galloped over.
It was a quick hello and goodbye, and soon Tabbi came?? Was that her??
Oh well, anyway, soon I was alone and traveled over to Tabbi and Quamar just to be bored.
Next thing I know we where danceing on top of a mushroom with mini stags
as our company.
And soon it too became boring and we all sat down and waited for
the fulminating noise of the sound that showed us we could
transform someone.
After endless poofs and such I became bored. I trotted around discovered
a few deer, checked on Lacy and sat around a bit. Gave a quick hello to 21
and was on my way. I stayed in the birch forest and slept the day away once
again.
To another day of bright lit candels and close warmed freinds
Your fool on the hill,
Blackhoof