Isis has been through so much lately...when she tries to do something all she ever gets is grief. She ran off last night and I cant find her anywere...I think its time for her to take a break... not a big one. She just needs to sort out Whats happened in the past few weeks. She is extrememly depressed, so when she is well enough to come back....please dont make her more upset than she laready is (if thats possible). Im sorry if Im sounding like its all about her right now...but in my world it is. I feel like Isis is real, she is infact, shes a part of me. When she is sad, Im sad. When she's happy, I'm happy. So next time your about to break her heart, please think about that....

Thankyou all for taking the time to read this...

I want to apologize about the drama I caused..

I have been one not to cause drama. I'm sure all of you know what happened, and I will take all the blame. If I had kept my mouth shut this wouldn't have happened... But keeping my emotions in is bad, right...? I did keep most of the things that happened by email... I'm sorry for all the drama and things I've caused. It got too out of hand, and it lays on my shoulders... I think. XD

At first my deer was me... But she started to form her own personality and habits, I never really wanted her to have a mate but then things started to change. After I met Cato's deer, Atiq, I thought it would be cute to have a mate but never told Atiq that Lacey liked him. Besides he didn't want a mate, she thought.

Thank you for those who took the time to read this.

why an i up? its 930ish in the morning. ill see oyu guys later. im going back to bed. sorry i had to get up to take rico downtown so he could go to to work. and now im going back to sleep. oh and btw i have an important picture and statement to post later.

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i wish my art was as popular as everyone elses. here in rl everyone keeps bugging me to go to art school. and do something with my talent. i know tee are people out there that are better then me. but i still try my hardest sometimes. i mean yeah my deer aren't great but my dragons rock. *goes and pouts in corner* im not loved *cries*

ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuchies. ryan made me some rice. it is still very hot. i burned my tounge, lol im just posting because i want to talk to people. the boys are boring today.

yay rico say i can load tef on his laptop. wich means i can get in the forest.

ok i may be new to the site and all, but why does everyone have to leave. right when i was finnaly making friend they up and leave all because of a little rp drama. i mean what am i going to dp when everyone is gone? i know i can't play in the forest but i have a darn good reason. i don't have access to a computer that has the forest loaded on it and i won't for a few more weeks. but what happens when i get it back and no ones around? yeah i rp dramaed kana a bit but i will gladly change him if that ment everyone would stay. yeah kana fell for rowan but he has a very cold heart and can get over rejection pretty well. but i still can't figure out why everyone is leave.

sorry for ranting i just hate it when i make new friends and they want to leave.

honestly, people, way to make someone feel welcome...

i dont care what the circumstances were, i dont like it when my friends are hurt.

go ahead, try to justify yourself. i dont care if you call me names, i dont care if you call me immature. maybe thats what it takes to stay loyal to a friend around here.

i dont usually say anything when this happens, but dammit, its about time i do. now ill just sit back and let everyone start to hate me. *whistles*

Wow, been a while since I actually logged into the community. Been in the forest a lot, but even so. I guess it was about time I write a blog here.

So... Started College this last week. It's pretty cool. My first classes teacher didn'y show up on the first day of class so we all ditched. My geometry 55 class is decent... The teacher gets threw the material really fast, but somehow I get what's being said. Biology 101 is great though. =3 My specialty really. Math isn't too important imo, but writing is good for rpers and bloggers alike.

So, getting past the gibberish...

I heared about the Endless Forest a long time ago by my friend from The Dragons Haven and Deviantart... Maskanni. Tried to join a while back but my old computer decided to die shortly after I got The endless forest installed... not because of the forest mind you, but because the hard drive got fried in an electrical surge. Anyway, I'm pretty glad I joined! The game itself is enjoyable and I hope to eventually get involved with the community itself sooner or later.

If anyone out there care to know, I am Shade4716 on Deviantart.com, Groups.msn.com, and eh... many other sites. So, I'm recognisable... ^_^;

If yua know me, feel free to say hi... If not... introduce yourself! It's always ok to meet someone new.