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i wish my art was as popular as everyone elses. here in rl everyone keeps bugging me to go to art school. and do something with my talent. i know tee are people out there that are better then me. but i still try my hardest sometimes. i mean yeah my deer aren't great but my dragons rock. *goes and pouts in corner* im not loved *cries*

ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuchies. ryan made me some rice. it is still very hot. i burned my tounge, lol im just posting because i want to talk to people. the boys are boring today.

yay rico say i can load tef on his laptop. wich means i can get in the forest.

ok i may be new to the site and all, but why does everyone have to leave. right when i was finnaly making friend they up and leave all because of a little rp drama. i mean what am i going to dp when everyone is gone? i know i can't play in the forest but i have a darn good reason. i don't have access to a computer that has the forest loaded on it and i won't for a few more weeks. but what happens when i get it back and no ones around? yeah i rp dramaed kana a bit but i will gladly change him if that ment everyone would stay. yeah kana fell for rowan but he has a very cold heart and can get over rejection pretty well. but i still can't figure out why everyone is leave.

sorry for ranting i just hate it when i make new friends and they want to leave.

honestly, people, way to make someone feel welcome...

i dont care what the circumstances were, i dont like it when my friends are hurt.

go ahead, try to justify yourself. i dont care if you call me names, i dont care if you call me immature. maybe thats what it takes to stay loyal to a friend around here.

i dont usually say anything when this happens, but dammit, its about time i do. now ill just sit back and let everyone start to hate me. *whistles*

Wow, been a while since I actually logged into the community. Been in the forest a lot, but even so. I guess it was about time I write a blog here.

So... Started College this last week. It's pretty cool. My first classes teacher didn'y show up on the first day of class so we all ditched. My geometry 55 class is decent... The teacher gets threw the material really fast, but somehow I get what's being said. Biology 101 is great though. =3 My specialty really. Math isn't too important imo, but writing is good for rpers and bloggers alike.

So, getting past the gibberish...

I heared about the Endless Forest a long time ago by my friend from The Dragons Haven and Deviantart... Maskanni. Tried to join a while back but my old computer decided to die shortly after I got The endless forest installed... not because of the forest mind you, but because the hard drive got fried in an electrical surge. Anyway, I'm pretty glad I joined! The game itself is enjoyable and I hope to eventually get involved with the community itself sooner or later.

If anyone out there care to know, I am Shade4716 on Deviantart.com, Groups.msn.com, and eh... many other sites. So, I'm recognisable... ^_^;

If yua know me, feel free to say hi... If not... introduce yourself! It's always ok to meet someone new.

Yep... Homeschool again this year... I start tommarrow. Hope to see you all soon! Spread the light, mornings I wont be here!

Love you all!

Mystress

Sorry deers (), i need your help! i have one question: to update my client i have to unistall the old version or i can install the new on the old??? Thanks, i love you all! XD

Once again I have come before you to tell of my thoughts. You have heard of my latest thoughts, but I have now come to dwell on one specific happening. Of the one who has possibly softened the surface of my cold heart...

Yes, I have seen her, but only once. In all my shame and ignorance, I did not approach her. And in fear and cowardice I fled, for I did not know how to greet one such as her. I looked upon her graceful form as she lept and ran after another. Her pelt, although oddly paired with her mask, shone majestically in the sun, the vibrant greens and blues meshing together. I have seen her pelt on others, but they never wore it so perfectly.

She is quite the beautiful doe. Yet I do not think she realizes. I could have gone to her, shown my respect. But what could a mute such as I do? I cannot speak, she could never understand me. I would only put a blot on my image by going to her. A freak, they said. The word still echoes through my mind as if I were still a fawn. That's what she would think of me. Just a freak.

I have gotten to know her, by other means. I may not be able to speak, but I do know how to write. We have written, and I have found more intriguing things about her. She showed me that not all can be normal. She too is different, she claims to have a curse. My dear, it is not you who has the curse.