Hi I'm new nice to meet you. The forest is very beautiful, I love the white pelt.

Alright, firstly, I must tell you that I am a 16-year old girl who inherited a hormonal imbalance from her mother (who i believe was diagnosed with depression when she went into rehab for drinking), so take my moody ramblings with a grain of salt. The only time I'm truly emotionally normal is the first few days of menstruation. If you can't believe me, fine, don't. But even my boyfriend can sense the difference in me. I do not enjoy it at all, and it began when I hit puberty a few years ago.

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Also: I'm not returning, but I knew that if I got a friend to post for me, you'd possibly target that as a sign of weakness.

Although now you'll say 'you're an attention-hungry emo drama queen', maybe I'll get through to you better than if I'd gotten someone else to post for me :/

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My personality and yours, they don't seem to coincide well. I think I have come up with the reason: You aren't a very emotional person, and I can understand that, I never used to be, either.

So what you say in joke and jester to me, when I am having mood swings left and right for 3 weeks every month...I take it much differently than any guy would. I couldn't see any joke in what you said at that time, mainly because, well...any girl who has bad pms could tell you, you lose all reason. I mean, I cried over having a cat run away yesterday. (a cat showed up at my house, i think it was a cat of mine that ran away two years ago...and it ran away, and i balled my eyes out...no idea why)

I've had previous experiences with being unable to express my opinions, and I used to simply accept it and shut up. But I couldn't help but post once or twice (this was an entirely different forum), and they somehow found ways to turn my words around on me.

Yes! Im getting rid of Beethoven (he is no used to me) And I wanted to introduce you to my Final Deer!! MELODY!!! Woo!! Heres some info bout her!

She is a extremely beautiful and kind doe
She will never fight, dont try and fight her
?What set should she have? (i think I want something Original)

Already decided on Set
Beluga Antlers
Magpie
Orca Mask

Isis has been through so much lately...when she tries to do something all she ever gets is grief. She ran off last night and I cant find her anywere...I think its time for her to take a break... not a big one. She just needs to sort out Whats happened in the past few weeks. She is extrememly depressed, so when she is well enough to come back....please dont make her more upset than she laready is (if thats possible). Im sorry if Im sounding like its all about her right now...but in my world it is. I feel like Isis is real, she is infact, shes a part of me. When she is sad, Im sad. When she's happy, I'm happy. So next time your about to break her heart, please think about that....

Thankyou all for taking the time to read this...

I want to apologize about the drama I caused..

I have been one not to cause drama. I'm sure all of you know what happened, and I will take all the blame. If I had kept my mouth shut this wouldn't have happened... But keeping my emotions in is bad, right...? I did keep most of the things that happened by email... I'm sorry for all the drama and things I've caused. It got too out of hand, and it lays on my shoulders... I think. XD

At first my deer was me... But she started to form her own personality and habits, I never really wanted her to have a mate but then things started to change. After I met Cato's deer, Atiq, I thought it would be cute to have a mate but never told Atiq that Lacey liked him. Besides he didn't want a mate, she thought.

Thank you for those who took the time to read this.

why an i up? its 930ish in the morning. ill see oyu guys later. im going back to bed. sorry i had to get up to take rico downtown so he could go to to work. and now im going back to sleep. oh and btw i have an important picture and statement to post later.

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i wish my art was as popular as everyone elses. here in rl everyone keeps bugging me to go to art school. and do something with my talent. i know tee are people out there that are better then me. but i still try my hardest sometimes. i mean yeah my deer aren't great but my dragons rock. *goes and pouts in corner* im not loved *cries*

ouuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuchies. ryan made me some rice. it is still very hot. i burned my tounge, lol im just posting because i want to talk to people. the boys are boring today.

yay rico say i can load tef on his laptop. wich means i can get in the forest.