I decided to just repost this on my blog...
And..not to be mean to anybody, but what's supposed to go on these things are really personal things that nobody else knows. Not just your fears. Sorry if I seem really upset or mean by it..I really don't mean to be.

I question if now is a good time to speak. Perhaps it is too late to mend a broken heart. Perhaps it will destroy another. What is a doe to do when trapped in a corner? There are many things that must be said. Though I am afraid to speak...I've lost so much already thought. What else can losing more do? After all, I'm in a fragile state now; I have not hit rock bottom yet...I guess your feet must hit the ground at the bottom of the abyss before you can begin to climb out. I have no choice but to finally say the things my heart has been hiding.

Rowan...I...I do not know what to say. I swear, I did not know your feelings for him were so strong. When I found out, guilt rushed over me. I felt as if I was the reason your hopes were crushed; your dreams were shattered. I swear...It was never in my intentions to pull you and Reetno apart before you were ever given the chance to tell him how you felt. Now you wander the Forest with your head low, perhaps looking at him and I from the distance. But I must tell you, I was as shocked as you were when I found out his words were not dedicated to you as I original thought. For you see, my ignorance made me blind and deaf from my heart; a part of me told me that it was I he spoke of, but I silenced my heart. After all, what would he want with a doe like me?

kana: im confused because i have never felt this way about anyone. im still not sure wha this feeling is. when ever i am around her i want to hide and be as near to her as possible. but after what i herd\read im not sure if i can say it. i don't know if it will hurt her more or what. im so lost. m feel lonley as well because i have no one to be with. i can't ask for anyones help because im so stubborn, normally im just an emotionless being.

human: annoyed because big party and i don't like being around that many people. so i sit alone n my room. and they just keep bugging me. gahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Ok, I need to know how to make a better one of these, if anyone would like to enlighten me...

I sit here and stumble upon feet never made for the floor. I glide in dreams, in jetstreams pushing and pulling me through the skies, and knows my sorrow-heavy shoulders cannot dance with the beat of the cricket drum...not now.

Blessèd be the fae of calm tranquility, with her love tied tongue in tongue with another stag, not I. Melting within the nuzzle of one another, sin care nor worry.

And I lie here, frozenheartedly, for I hath tangled myself within the webs of mortal knots and caresses.

As I change back to sketchèd form, my antlers ache with sorrow; my throat is broken and rusting over, and my eyes desire to leap out. But I am afar from need for another feed, and I do not feel full of stomach...I am as close to being a deer as I wish I wasn't. My tyrant nature is tamed by a lack of bloodlust; my love for her grows with every pulsing beat of my antlers, and every raindrop thought that reminds me that I can never have her.

I wish to die a mortal death, but I haven't the strength to drop my antlers, hooked firmly to my migraine that is sufferance.

And here, shall I lie, transformed back into the form of a small creature closer to truth, wishing for warmth, for a hoof, for a friend. For a fair maiden named Taliene who shalt never be mine.

The end.

How do I begin? You all know me. I am Vessel, the Dream Watcher. You have heard my thoughts before, and you have seen myself change before you. I have come from being a hardened recluse to a... softened socialite. My heart has become heavy. My mind has gained so much more. The early wisdom of my youth has given me a different view of life. Many find my words cryptic. Many find them simple. Some are wiser than I. Some are not.

I do not know how I obtained this power. Some say the Twin Gods had granted me with it. Some say they cursed me. They never did tell me. I remember seeing a bright light, with two god-like figures in the distance. That was in my early youth. What they said is a mere whisper to me now. Their image, a blur. My fawnhood is not entirely clear to me. Reasons as to why are unknown.

I am writing this to you, because I have held my thoughts for quite some time now. Many of you might be curious as to what has been going through my head. In all the wisdom I can muster, I cannot begin to describe how I feel. Or rather, how I don't feel. I am numb. I do not know what to think.

'Tis a strange thing to endure. But so many things have happened at once. I've seen one of my dearest friends leave. I've felt a painful knife in my heart as I look upon a certain doe. I've had a flood of memories come to me all at once. Too many emotions to sort through now... I cannot feel one or the other.

i remember seeing something like this in the pictures. so instead of stretching it out, ill just post a blog

if anyone doesnt want to see this, ill take it down. it actually felt kinda good to write this...

Rutilus was right. He talked through everything. Now im happy againI think a love is growing inside my once dead heart. Now it is livening, and Im becoming my old self again, Thankyou Rutti, I thank you for helping me through it. I can love again <3333 He is there, beside me. I know what. Adnd yes...its Atiq. We discussed it all last night, but I still dont know what he thinks about me...

O THE IRONY!!

Awww..she is happy again!!! Thankyou Atiq!.

*Laughs her ass off* I shouldn't put myself down this much, but this cracks me up. I dunno, there are so many things wrong I've got a hard time taking myself serious at all XD And, pff, maybe it was a bad choice making it/uploading it at all.
But, anyway, to get to the point...

It must've been obvious for a while. With recent events, I guess these two are just being obvious <3 (She even got Gehirn to dance, LOL)
The comic is.. A bit based on true event's too. Maybe the other player here recognises it <3. LOL. Awright, I just post it then? I just powst it.. (If you have problems readi..There's no text. Nvm.)















*Hides in shame*
I do hope you like it Dannii. It's a bit of a present for you after all those beautifull poems <3 And because my deer have such a great time with yours XD (Especially Gehirn, ofcourse.)
TEEHEE.
(Nuh, no critique, I know what's off and this was VERY quick XDD)
Worst part -> THOSE SILHOUETS *cries* AHAHAHAHAHA Bambii style much? X"D I guess the moral here is: Don't dance the salsa with Gehirn. *Shot*

Just want you to know that Bale and Tuna just had a foursome with Her and Renojack on Iscribble.
XD