I guess that all Pirates of the carribean-fans knows that a fourth movie is in the making!! 8D 8D
BUT, today I heard the movie's not coming until 2012!!! O.ô Can this be possible, is it true?!
Srsly, how will I survive the wait if it's true?!?!?!?! O.o

Oh great, I caught the bug! -_- The pictodesease strikes again! The whole forest is frozen. I HATE this bug! O.o

Got a cure?

[ooc: I don't know where this came from. It was meant to be part of a journal, but it kind of evolved into this long rant. So, er. There you go. <3]

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I haven’t seen the phantom in nearly a week.

I never realized how much I would miss his absence. I wasn’t supposed to make him such a big part of my life. I was just curious about him, that day. Just feeling a little lonely, wanted someone who felt like me. Someone to understand, that sometimes it’s better to be alone. And yet, we deer can never truly be alone; because that’s when we wither away and die. And that’s why we needed each other.

No, that’s why I needed him.

I wonder where he is. I wonder if he even thinks of me, if I even made so much as a scratch in his life, the way he dented mine. And I don’t mean that he dented my life, as if it’s broken beyond repair. I mean he bent it back into shape, pulled the pieces back together. Maybe he’s not even aware of that fact, but it’s true.

I wonder if he even enjoyed the time we spent together, the days we wasted together. He was more than just a friend. He was the only deer I trusted, for a long time. So why abandon me, this way? So what if I have slowly begun to inch my way back into normal society; who’s to say that he can’t come with me? Why leave me, so alone?

I’m not alone, I know. Not when I have so many good friends surrounding me. Maybe it’s just old demons coming back to haunt me – that ever-present fear of being abandoned, weighing down on me. Was this his plan, all along? To gain my faith, to be my friend, and then desert me, leave me broken-hearted and alone? Does he understand that the faith I’ve built in other deer, is slowly being lost, with every day he is gone?

OKAY SO.

im pretty sure i wont have internet at my house for a WHILE. dads disconnected pretty much everything until he gets the whole room totally painted and fixed up so...

unfortunately, this means i wont have moms computer, which means no OpenCanvas, and NO FOREST UGH.

SO. just gonna tell ya, i wont be in the Forest for a while, and i wont be on the internet as much... at least until dad reconnects everything. who knows, maybe i do have internet, I DONT KNOW. point is, i might go poof for a while and i dont want you to worry.

SO OKAY.

sorry, im ridiculously happy today. i have something cheery happen to me this morning >D
ill give you a hint, it has to do with a guy i like and the hand motion of waving to someone 8D

KTHANXBAILOL

Because the best way to feel better, is to look at all the good things in life. <3

Things that don't suck (and are, in fact, wonderful):
+ Spring is almost here!
+ Being creative, having an imagination
+ Giving the perfect gift. xD (Got a gamecube and some games for my boyfriend on his birthday, which he's been wanting for aaaaages. He went insane, he was so happy. |D <333)
+ Getting 100% grades in school
+ Eating junky comfort food, even if you don't feel sad.
+ On that note, Ben and Jerry's icecream: specifically, cake batter flavor.
+ AND CHEESECAKEEEE. <3
+ Awesome music
+ Being able to walk, talk, see, hear, and feel emotions.
+ Being silly
+ Art
+ Finally finding out what love really is.
+ Actually having a future to look forward to, for once.
+ My ring.
+ Salsa dancing
+ Dancing in general; it's fun. :3
+ 90+F weather
+ Skype
+ Autumn leaves
+ Finding out that there are some guys, indeed, who actually aren't completely shallow bastards. Well, at least, I know there's one.
+ Summer
+ Being in a STABLE relationship lols.
+ Being able to draw/write/whatever.
+ Inside jokes that freak other people out.
+ Creating characters you can fall in love with
+ My wonderful boyfriend, Jan. <3
+ My adorable Holland Lop, Eliott; and my Miniature Dachshund, Andy.
+ The endless forest, and its wonderful community!
+ Life in general. <3

I could sit here for ever, but I'll end it there. xD

<3

I'm sorry but I can't be in the forest for 3 days now..

Because there's a wave going, I thought I'd jump in and add a twist to things. Thank you Avani and others for starting the wave.

What I see below is in my view but I'm sure many of you will find things you agree with.


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What does not suck:

- Having someone you care about.
- Giggles.
- Things that inspire you.
- People that inspire you.
- A rain that freshens the earth.
- Double Rainbows.
- Hugs.
- Favorite foods.
- Invigorating scenery.
- Wonderful smells.
- Love.
- Joy, you can never have enough.
- Creating.
- Sharing happiness.
- Freedom to choose.
- Being able to imagine ANYTHING without limits.
- Dreaming.
- Dancing.
- Smiles.
- Sparkling eyes.
- Music.


Care to share your own? (:

...for a bit.

He (I) just finds himself frustrated with interacting with others and failing miserably at it. Not to mention, story-wise there are conflicts (not with any of you xD) and he would rather not be in the Forest for a while to avoid said conflicts. Maybe I'll put up the piece of writing I had on it, but it's pretty lame.

So that's that. But you'll be seeing plenty of Masque in the meantime xD

How am I feeling today? Message in a Bottle - The Police
Yeah I guess I feel a little disconnected right now. I sometimes feel isolated, abandoned, ect. Or maybe it's my lack of someone to love...

What is my best friend's theme song? Mother's Cry - The Explosion
Well for one of my best friends, this is true. He commited suicide, and his mother could not keep but crying loudly at his funeral. "And we both know, that people come and go. No second guess, no regrets. And it's alright, cause good friends never die, even if we make our mothers cry."

I'm going to do another one in this category for my other best friend:
Beautiful - 10 Years
Huh...I guess this means I think she's beautiful.

What is the best thing about me? Black Fire - Dragonforce
Maybe this associates with my passions - my love for deer, my obsessive collecting, my enjoyment of using red cards in Magic: The Gathering (especially my Burn Deck!). Why it is Black Fire I don't know, because I always think of myself as a bright person rather than a dark person. *shrug*

How is today going to be? Right Where I Belong - 3 Doors Down
Sure, since it's 10:30 PM. I'm right where I belong at home, ready to go to bed with Brandy at my side. Maybe this also means that I'm where I need to be as far as school is going, that I need to follow my dream of being a geologist.

How is my life going? Better That We Break - Maroon 5
Wow this could be interpreted wrong. Maybe it means...better that I break from my old habits, maybe I need a change. Maybe things will be better.

What song will they play at my funeral? I Write Sins Not Tragedies - Panic! At The Disco
Haha! "Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne!" That sounds like something I'd want people to do at my funeral, drink toasts to me!

How does the world see me? Never Change - Puddle of Mudd

Chapter 4 - The Abandoned Ruins

The air was much colder than normal. The winds howled through hollowed structures that haven't been inhabited for years. A small town, once thriving with humans, had long been forgotten. The buildings were crumbling, the windows smashed or boarded up, and several old things sat in the streets, left for reasons unknown. The area had a strange feel, that could only be felt by two shivering creatures who were passing through.

Their hoofs echoed on the broken streets. Zephyr led her brother, who walked slower than normal and was taking deeper breaths. The doe stopped for a moment, "Axie?", she asked. Her brother looked up, "Can we take a break? I'm a little tired." Zephyr gave a slight smile and nodded.

The two found a spot of grass where a small park had been. Axie collapsed on the soft ground, grimacing as he extended one of his back legs. Zephyr sat and observed her brother. His leg had a gash that ran down the side. A small amount of blood had stained his fur, and the skin was darker and slightly bloated than it should be. Zephyr had never noticed that her brother's leg was slowly rotting. "Axie, why didn't you tell me?", she questioned him at once. The young deer sighed, "I thought it would heal along the way. It has only been hurting now...", he replied.

Zephyr at once had a horrible realization...that her brother may not make the journey. She turned her head, looking away from him as she shuddered and closed her eyes. He's going to die..., she thought to herself, and then couldn't help but start to sob. Axie knew that she was crying, and he tried to comfort her, "Sis, it's fine. I'm not in a whole lot of pain...", but he knew it wasn't helping, and her sister shook her head, still looking away.