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Well, first let me say sorry I wasn't here yesterday... I've been really sick as of yesterday morning, and threw today as well... I went to a doctor this afternoon, and appearantly I have some kind of stomach flu or something... gastro sommat. ... anyway... I have't been ble to eat or drink ANYTHING, and appearantly if this continues into tommarow, I have to go to the ER...


I is scared...

So if I don't show up tommarow, or the next day... I will be in the hospital... D=

it's all I need for now

Hey...

I just wanna say something before I offend or worry anyone... Although, maybe this will just worry you more. I'm not gonna be too specific, but I won't be too vague.

I'm not feeling the best these days. At first, it was only my stomach. I had a terrible stomach ache that wouldn't go away, and I was also on very little sleep all day, so I was just physically drained. I still am, but to a lesser extent. The stomach ache is gone, as far as I know...

But now, I'm still not okay... I've developed feelings for someone, but it doesn't feel right, and I don't know what to do... I haven't been this confused in a long time, so... I just can't find myself right now. Seriously, I'm so confused and frustrated, I'm on the brink of tears... I'm planning on talking to someone about it tomorrow. Hopefully it'll help, but... I dunno...

So anyway... I'm sorry for not being around at all yesterday. That was the stomach problem. If I'm not around much this week, well... you'll know why... I'm sorry if I don't comment on something right away, or respond to rps for a while... I'm just letting you know so you don't worry about me. I'm not leaving, but I need some time to figure things out...

I'll try to get on the forest once in a while. I just won't be as energetic as usual. And I might leave very soon after I log in. There are some things the forest can't ease... I guess this is one of them...

Sincerely,
Raku <3

I woke up gently, but quickly noticed the absence of my brother from my side. I looked round - still hidden under the rocks of the playground, he had left me safely sleeping...he had probably gone to find friends or chase something.



I got up and, feeling thirsty decided to head own to the pond for a drink - my progress through the forest was slow. Unlike my brother, I was content just to walk through the dappled trees, pausing now at then to look around. I neared the pond, but stopped - I could hear movement, far too loud to be the normal forest sounds...then a deep booming call. I stopped behind one of the older trees and saw them, all gathered between me and the water.



My first instinct was to run, to get away from the huge crowd of deer; most of them were adults, and I could see the huge racks of antlers from my hiding place. I wanted to run away, fear chilling me all over and freezing me to the spot...then I could see one laughing, and a few others began to dance. It brought back memories; Mother dancing with Murchen, Father laughing as my brother toppled over, his long fawn legs tangling. I stood and watched, hardly breathing so as not to reveal myself. I needn’t have feared - the crowd was too happy, enjoying each other, dancing; they didn't notice me. After awhile, my legs grew heavy beneath me and I sat, still watching.

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Idag har det för det mesta varit lungt, det mesta av dagen har jag legat under ett träd och villat eller skuttat runt lite i skogen. Jag träffade Lemon idag och vi lekte ett tag, sprang runt och skrattade tills Nala dök upp, jag blev förstås glad men Lemon blev rädd och gömde sig, jag sprang efter Lemon och försökte berätta för henne att det inte var någon fara men hon var ändå rädd så vi sprang runt och lekte lite till. När det var dags för Lemon att gå lade jag mig för att sova igen.



När jag åter vaknade träffade jag Lemon igen och vi skuttade ner till dammen där Lemon verkade träffa någon hon kände i en stor flock av främmande hjortar så jag höll mig ur vägen och var inte allt för glad för att närma mig flocken. Men när Lemon och den andra hjorten lämnade flocken följde jag efter dem och lekte ett tag innan jag åter lade mig för att sova, så det har varit en rätt lugn och skön dag...



It was a nice and calm day today, most of the day i've laid and rest under a tree or jumped around in the forest. I saw Lemon today and we played a while, ran around and laughed until Nala showed up. I did get happy but Leomn was scared of her and hide. I ran after Lemon and tried to tell her that Nala wasn't dangerous but she still was afraid so instead we ran away and played a bit more but after that Lemon had to go.



When I woke up once more i met Lemon again and we ran down to the pond where Lemon met someone she knew in a big herd with other deers so I kept my distance and didn't want to get close to the herd.
But when Lemon and the other deer left the herd I followed them and played with them for a while util a walked away and laid down under a tree to sleep, so it has been a nice and calm day...

I don't know if somebody would read this. I'm not sure if anyone is interested. But I somehow have the feeling to share my thoughts somewhere, to tell everybody who is inqusitive enough to click this what happened today.
First, let me start with a pictured report about my time in-forest this day. At first, I want to tell you what happened to my little daughter Paya. When she woke up near the birch forest, she thought it was a wonderful day and listened for some other deer, sociable as she always is. She went over to the pond, where a little group of deer stood around and casted some spells.
But when she bowed, she would be ignored. Nobody even took a look at her. So she left, lost and lonely with her disappointed expectation of a lovely day.
Why does nobody even tries to be friendly to fawns these days?


When I came in the forest after I gave her some nice words, I went over to the same group to see what they were doing. It seemed like one of them wanted to have a new set, so I tried to help. They seemed to be a nice herd, maybe Paya had just been too impatient.


Three of us ran through the whole forest to the playground and had some fun with playing mirror. A few fawns watched us and even got afraid. Meh, what scared little ones!
But then, they seemed to enjoy and watched inquisitive.


But then, the two ladies had to go. I kept being sad until I saw a blue stag with antlers, similar to mine, sitting next to twin gods hill. I knew his picto from somewhere, so I stopped at his place and bowed. He stood up and welcomed me. After that, we hopped around a little, it was great fun! I discovered a wonderful pace that was overlooked by me until that moment: a small field of grass where the sunlight falls onto. Me and the other stag rested there for a while.

Name » Morag
Meaning » 'great' in gaelic
Other Names » little ghost

Picto »
Looks Like » a hill under still sky

Gender » female
Age » young fawn

Personality » Morag is the complete opposite of her hyperactive brother ; she likes to be still ad quiet, often spending hours just listening to the forest. She is shy, extremly so, and finds other deer far too scar to approach; even other fawns have her running in panic. She watches other deer, too nervous o approach and too scared to stay when approached - but she likes to watch them at play. Morag is also very respectful of the Twin Gods [she remembers her mother telling her about them; she said that Morag and her brother were special, since they were twins too] and, despite her fear of others, she has often spent time running about and spreading the devout pelt amongst sleeping deer.
History » Morag and her twin brother, Murchen, have only a couple of memories of their parents. Morag barely remebers their father; just that he was huge and scary, but alwas ver gentle around her. She remembers their mother better than Murchen, having barely left her side since birth. But their parents left when they were fawns; the twins woke up one morning alone, and never saw them again. This abandonment only made Morag's fear and shyness worse, but Murchen became her parent figure and made sure she was never in real danger.

Likes » sitting in secluded part of the forest; watching others; playng in the pond; long grass.
Dislikes » other deer; being chased; open spaces; butterflies.

Favourite place » the bowl valley with the blue flowers
Favourite game » not one for games


Pleased to meet anyone and everyone I'm Breathnach [pronouced bron-noch]