EDIT ;;

K DUN GAIS ILU<3


okay gais. 3 spots. open and ready. yayy<33
I really should finish my requests, but, you see,
I'm just incapable of being responsible cB

I need set, eye color, gender, and personality in 3 words :B
Fanks.

Im gonna go take a bath nao.
bai<3

1. FAEYNPANTS
2. SAREBEAR
3. NALALLAMA
76. SARITAMARGARITA
yay.

So while I was just playing around the pond, I saw quammy sleeping on the bridge, garding it, as always. And then a bully came along, he started spellspamming quammy, who was just peacefully sleeping, then he started to sit on him, and scrap his hooves in poor quammy's face! And THAT made me mad, so I lowered my antlers at that bully and faught him of!
I just couldn't stand watching poor Quammy being insulted like that while taking a nap! :<
Now I'm sleeping right beside him, so the bullies can have a go at me instead, and leave quammy alone! >:l

I guess that all Pirates of the carribean-fans knows that a fourth movie is in the making!! 8D 8D
BUT, today I heard the movie's not coming until 2012!!! O.ô Can this be possible, is it true?!
Srsly, how will I survive the wait if it's true?!?!?!?! O.o

Oh great, I caught the bug! -_- The pictodesease strikes again! The whole forest is frozen. I HATE this bug! O.o

Got a cure?

[ooc: I don't know where this came from. It was meant to be part of a journal, but it kind of evolved into this long rant. So, er. There you go. <3]

~&&~

I haven’t seen the phantom in nearly a week.

I never realized how much I would miss his absence. I wasn’t supposed to make him such a big part of my life. I was just curious about him, that day. Just feeling a little lonely, wanted someone who felt like me. Someone to understand, that sometimes it’s better to be alone. And yet, we deer can never truly be alone; because that’s when we wither away and die. And that’s why we needed each other.

No, that’s why I needed him.

I wonder where he is. I wonder if he even thinks of me, if I even made so much as a scratch in his life, the way he dented mine. And I don’t mean that he dented my life, as if it’s broken beyond repair. I mean he bent it back into shape, pulled the pieces back together. Maybe he’s not even aware of that fact, but it’s true.

I wonder if he even enjoyed the time we spent together, the days we wasted together. He was more than just a friend. He was the only deer I trusted, for a long time. So why abandon me, this way? So what if I have slowly begun to inch my way back into normal society; who’s to say that he can’t come with me? Why leave me, so alone?

I’m not alone, I know. Not when I have so many good friends surrounding me. Maybe it’s just old demons coming back to haunt me – that ever-present fear of being abandoned, weighing down on me. Was this his plan, all along? To gain my faith, to be my friend, and then desert me, leave me broken-hearted and alone? Does he understand that the faith I’ve built in other deer, is slowly being lost, with every day he is gone?

OKAY SO.

im pretty sure i wont have internet at my house for a WHILE. dads disconnected pretty much everything until he gets the whole room totally painted and fixed up so...

unfortunately, this means i wont have moms computer, which means no OpenCanvas, and NO FOREST UGH.

SO. just gonna tell ya, i wont be in the Forest for a while, and i wont be on the internet as much... at least until dad reconnects everything. who knows, maybe i do have internet, I DONT KNOW. point is, i might go poof for a while and i dont want you to worry.

SO OKAY.

sorry, im ridiculously happy today. i have something cheery happen to me this morning >D
ill give you a hint, it has to do with a guy i like and the hand motion of waving to someone 8D

KTHANXBAILOL

Because the best way to feel better, is to look at all the good things in life. <3

Things that don't suck (and are, in fact, wonderful):
+ Spring is almost here!
+ Being creative, having an imagination
+ Giving the perfect gift. xD (Got a gamecube and some games for my boyfriend on his birthday, which he's been wanting for aaaaages. He went insane, he was so happy. |D <333)
+ Getting 100% grades in school
+ Eating junky comfort food, even if you don't feel sad.
+ On that note, Ben and Jerry's icecream: specifically, cake batter flavor.
+ AND CHEESECAKEEEE. <3
+ Awesome music
+ Being able to walk, talk, see, hear, and feel emotions.
+ Being silly
+ Art
+ Finally finding out what love really is.
+ Actually having a future to look forward to, for once.
+ My ring.
+ Salsa dancing
+ Dancing in general; it's fun. :3
+ 90+F weather
+ Skype
+ Autumn leaves
+ Finding out that there are some guys, indeed, who actually aren't completely shallow bastards. Well, at least, I know there's one.
+ Summer
+ Being in a STABLE relationship lols.
+ Being able to draw/write/whatever.
+ Inside jokes that freak other people out.
+ Creating characters you can fall in love with
+ My wonderful boyfriend, Jan. <3
+ My adorable Holland Lop, Eliott; and my Miniature Dachshund, Andy.
+ The endless forest, and its wonderful community!
+ Life in general. <3

I could sit here for ever, but I'll end it there. xD

<3

I'm sorry but I can't be in the forest for 3 days now..

Because there's a wave going, I thought I'd jump in and add a twist to things. Thank you Avani and others for starting the wave.

What I see below is in my view but I'm sure many of you will find things you agree with.


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What does not suck:

- Having someone you care about.
- Giggles.
- Things that inspire you.
- People that inspire you.
- A rain that freshens the earth.
- Double Rainbows.
- Hugs.
- Favorite foods.
- Invigorating scenery.
- Wonderful smells.
- Love.
- Joy, you can never have enough.
- Creating.
- Sharing happiness.
- Freedom to choose.
- Being able to imagine ANYTHING without limits.
- Dreaming.
- Dancing.
- Smiles.
- Sparkling eyes.
- Music.


Care to share your own? (:

...for a bit.

He (I) just finds himself frustrated with interacting with others and failing miserably at it. Not to mention, story-wise there are conflicts (not with any of you xD) and he would rather not be in the Forest for a while to avoid said conflicts. Maybe I'll put up the piece of writing I had on it, but it's pretty lame.

So that's that. But you'll be seeing plenty of Masque in the meantime xD