Ah...where do I begin....
I'm not sure as to the point of this, but I suppose learning from my interactions might be found useful....
I suppose reviewing these might benefit myself in the effects of others, as I have found myself refusing to report to my mother as of now.
Mi luna....I pray you stay silent, as I won't give in to your silly actions now.

......:When I awoke, it was incredibly warm, sunny, and refreshing. My skin felt soft, my fur loose instead of matted in layers of...well...I'd rather not remind myself. The spring air, I found, was quite immersing, as many others have explained. It's truly a wonderous thing to wake up...happy...when one fell asleep in desperate pain and fear. I've ought to remind myself that even though my mother isn't exactly that of the norm, I must be sure to at least think on her words. Acting like a gentlemen is only kind, after all.





.....:After standing, I slowly walked near the pond, my body feeling so free of any restrictions pain once imposed upon me. I assumed it was some sort of trickery which made my body appear so frail....but at least it had surpressed itself. Grinning, I turned to my relfection to find, with great joy, my face once again as white as the snow that had almost melted away. I sure hope nobody heard my chuckle, but I just couldn't seem to shrug it off. Although, someone must have, for when I turned my head, I found the deer I had met not long ago...when I was cowering in my desperate state. "Wudiin! You're okay!" She shouted gleefully. My eyes widened, and I quickly bowed my head. "I'm so sorry, miss....that I allowed myself to be seen in such a dreadful state....my greatest apologies."

i had an AWESOME TEF dream last night, and i thought it was real!

Michael came to the forest and cast a spell on me. turned out to be antlers AND a pelt, but it looked like someone designed it! IT WAS NEW! so i got up and started spazzing out and trying to see how to get this new thing. it became RIDICULOUSLY dark for some reason, so i could barely even SEE the set XD i logged off to find that Michael had announced something here. he told us to rub against every tree we could find, and we would get all the new sets! there were like.... a lot XD i was so excited too, but then i woke up |c

and then i was like "YES OMG NEW SETS I GOTTA GET DOWNSTAIRS" but after a few minutes it hit me XD MAN THATS NOT FAIR. that dream was so awesome. and those antlers and pelt looked really cool on Skokey D: oh well XD

so there ya go.

So today was my first time experiencing a change in weather (or might have been time of day) in the forest. Until then I experienced nothing but sunlight...
Anyway, I kept hearing something howling in the game. It sounded a lot like a wolf (yet this site doesn't seem to imply anywhere that there are other large beasts in the forest), but I wondered if it could've just been another deer with a mask I've never seen before. Running around I noticed the sound was louder in some places than others, but I didn't see anything on the sides of the window show any sign when the howl sounded, so I had a really hard time finding the source.
Is it just some nighttime sound effect thing just for the nighttime theme or is there another animal? Or masked deer?

Hello everybody! Today is Seele's birthday! This means that I've been on this game for 1 year now Am I one of the oldies now? Nah XD! I guess the outcome of it all is that even after a year, I'm still pretty shy. But, this isn’t about me, this is about little Seele!

Seele is based on my back then born OC, Seele. Since I had read all deer in-game were stags, I didn't want to go as my usual self Misako. So, I used Seele's name, because I came to adore him.
Seele, the actual boy my deer Seele is based upon (Getting confused yet?) was born as a deformed child. Blind, an enormous size-difference in legs, deformed hands, and a deformed back, he had a hard time living. His father called him Seele, which means Soul, because he hoped the boy's soul would be stronger as his body. Seele indeed turned out strong, and put himself through all the operations together with his healthy twin broter. But in the end, little Seele turned twisted. When he found out he could repair his own body by stealing the souls of others, he went on a rampage and had to be killed in the end.

My little deer Seele was in fact made in the time Seele was still pretty normal. Seele was also supposed to be retreated, shy, hesitant, but respectful. I think he always stayed that way. Instead of totally blind, I made Seele have a bad eyesight. All is a little blurry, which can send the stag in confusion when he can't really recognize someone, but he'll always try. I think the twisted side Seele turned out to have, hasn't turned up in the deer Seele.

Did you ever seen this? 8o

it's foggy in the forest and...well...
_{i would loooove to have the skeleton-pelt...maybe the antlers, too...??}
pleaase?<33

ok so like ryan got me into this table top game called warhammer. thats fine. i almost finished painting the pices i have. well ryan shows me some more pieces on ebay. and well. i bought almost 110.00 bucks in pieces. and i have another 39.00 buck i still have to buy. wich i can't do till next payday. i am hoping ryan can pay for them then i pay him back so they don't get mad. i got carried away. **dies**


ohh and i also helped this lady who came into my store today. she was kicked out of forsyth hospital. wich is next to my work. and she had no way of getting to baptist. the other hospital in town. well she was really upset. i mean besides being sick. she was just pitiful looking sad. so in order to figure out if she was faking it or not. i had her sit down and calm down. i called her a taxi. and got her calmed down. and when she was calm. i knew she wasn't faking being sick. so ya. i helped someone today.

Justa bunch of suggestions


*When you log out and log into another account, your deer loose their spells. I was wondering if maybe, this could be fixed? Otherwise, I'll stay off making a doe for now
*A Christmas set and map
*A friend list so you can friend other deer's pictograms
*Maybe making TEF a game and not a screensaver? If being a screensaver creates lots of errors, maybe it could be turned into a game like WQ or IT?

Tell me your opinions!


*EDIT*

If you want to change your password on the game, how do you do it?

*EDIT AGAIN GEEZ I LIKE QUESTIONS*

Where can I see the pelt list? I remember a while ago there was a diary or picture and it showed all pelts/masks/antlers

Because I want to slake Dannii's RP lust LOL...

hmmmmm what should i do? i dunno, who do you want to RP with? just request someone and ill write up an intro... ill RP anyone, really, even Ketan! but i think ill have to boot in either Chanse or Vessel if im gonna play Ketan. ANYWAY, you decide, i dont have the energy or unlaziness to decide. also, my nephews here, so i might not respond immediately XD

GO. GO FORTH AND REQUEST ME. deer, literate |D

Well, I 've been waiting for today ('unlucky' though it is) for awhile now.

My fawn has become a stag! The spells stay now! That's probably one of my favorite parts of The Endless Forest-the spells.

Well, I instantly went and started spouting off spells in an attempt to communicate that I wanted to be spelled. It worked! My stag's pelt, antlers, and even mask changed, though I will always have red flowers on those antlers. Thank you to all who helped!

I'm planning on constantly changing my appearance, except for the red flowers on my antlers. Hope to see/spell you in the forest,
Ocean