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Well it describes me well enough XD I've been playing TEF for a while now but I tend to just pop on when I can, and no one is usually on! So I am actually rather clueless to the game, like a child! T.T In fact I have a bad feeling I've ticked off more then a few people by accident today. I was just trying to get someone to help me get my pelt to the one I wanted again since for some reason I couldn't get it back after going into and leaving that drinky place. Finally I got it though, which makes me so happy. Course I wonder how hard it is to get the pelt I have, since it took hours to get! o.o But Evo has his pretty dark pelt back now so I'm happy ^^

I don't know much about what each action means to others, hence why I think I confused or annoyed lots of people today. I'd love it if someone could help me understand a bit better! I have a lot of places I go online, so TEF is not always a focus, but I've been trying to get on a lot more... ever since that goldfish swam past my screen. XD Evo was a little confused. And then he turned around to see a giant dandelion... yeah. Strange things, indeed.

Last little request before I go work on some things, if anyone reads this, is there a picture list of the diffrent pelts? I've always been interested in looking at them all and what their names are!


Lita and Evo, signing out!

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Wanderers Silent Dream

I turned, and I ran. I ran without thinking, straight in the direction of Latte and Serenity. The Deer Of Death thundered on behind me, its haunting laugh and chattering teeth rang in my ears.
I exploded into the clearing where Latte and Serenity were sleeping
" Run, Run for your lives! " I yelled at them and darted off in the other direction to the way they were running, The Deer of Death followed me.
Our speed was equally matched , but Death was a god, he would never tire. I thought frantically of what I could do..
That was it!
There was only one way I could avoid the Death God, I ran in the direction of Da drinkplaats, my breathe already beginning to run out.
Trees and bushes shot past me, deer let out calls of alarm and horror , but I ignored that. I had to keep running. I was aware I was slowing down slightly, the gap was closing between us.
The hoofbeats of Death were like drumming in my ears, the echoes never fading out. Then I saw the da drinkplaats, and hope shot into my chest. I didn't have much chance, if it went wrong, if I didn't become a bird and fly to safety. I was doomed.
I leapt over the edge of the fairy circle, Death crashing through behind me. I could smell the water now, I could hear the water trickling down onto the platform. I bent my head down whilst running and opened my mouth. As I ran water flowed into my mouth, I gulped it down then waited. Death ran closer. A flash in the distance,I looked down at myself...
I had become a toad.
Fear shot through me keeping me frozen to the spot, Death leapt at me, laughing.
Then everything happened so fast, a brown flash leapt from the bushes, slamming into the side of Death.
Death got up and reared above the fawn...It was Serenity.
" No! " I cried, Death's antlers came down.

thank you for the inspiring song Ephra (: x

Wanderers Silent Dream

Hey guys! Lieka brought it to my attention on Deviantart that I never posted my "goodbye" post.

Those of you who know me know that I have recently been disappearing off and on for quite some time. Unfortunately, this time I'll be leaving the community for good. I'm so sorry if my disappearance has worried anyone, or hurt anyone's feelings.

I'm not making excuses with this post, I just want you guys to understand why I won't be around. I figure I owe you at least that much. (:

Friends of mine know that I've been struggling with anxiety for many years, and recently the stress has gone through the roof. The Endless Forest was, at first, a place where I could come and relax. But as my character grew, the drama kept increasing, and it became stressful simply playing the actual game. This sounds bad, but it isn't meant that way. Drama is good, I've always said that. But I'm at a point in my life where stress is so high that I can't deal with any more. So roleplaying isn't for me, right now -- and not just at TEF, but everywhere I used to roleplay. I get too intwined with my characters, and I can't take it.

Please understand that it isn't you guys at fault. I really want to stress that part. Basically, I have a disorder which causes my brain overreact to every tiny amount of stress. Things which most people don't bat an eyelash at. It gets so bad sometimes that I actually feel the physical effects. For a few years, up until last June, it was difficult for me to even leave the house. That's under normal circumstances.

Yup, here we go again. There probably won't be as many this time.

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