My fawn, Flame, is due to grow up around now, but I was wondering whether it was 4 weeks or 30-31 days? My 4 weeks have gone today, and I wasn't sure which one it was.. xD

"I'm not seeking it, but I wish it would find me..." -Xeoduz's thoughts on love...- (read more)

Shame shame.. tonight is the first round for the eurovision song contest and thursday the second and also the one where my country, Holland, will do a song. And oh my gosh.. that song is SO annoying!!

So if you want to laugh liked never before.. watch thursday night!

Shalalie shalala, shalalie shalala
Het gaat niet uit m’n kop
Shalalie shalala, shalalie shalala
Ik sta d’r ’s morgens mee op.

for my 2 amazing fawn Wish, and Ice.

They had met for the day only just then – but at the same time, each in their own world, they had chased after one another until that point – where at last, Nevilly realized he had been standing there all the while. They settled down next to one another.

Seed shook his head and chuckled. “Well, that was an interesting way to start the day. “

““Hnngh, sorry if I'm acting a bit weird. I'm just tired, that's all,” Nevilly said as she leaned against him.

“I've seen odder things happen. But...seeing you there, not noticing me, not responding to me...seeing a path you could take where I wasn't in it...Made me certain of something I've been thinking over.”

“I guess I've lately just become a bit numb to things around me. This will pass when I can finally relax and just do nothing.” She glanced up and saw the expression on his face – it was an omen difficult to read, like a cloud that could bring shade or rain. “Hmm? What have you been thinking, then?”

“Well, what I realized was...I don't ever want to go down that path. I couldn't bear to live in a world where I didn't see your eyes lighting up like the summer sky on a sunny day, a world where whatever meager offerings of pretty words I have wouldn't still manage to make you smile, a world where I could think of my life..and not have you in it.” Like always, when the words took control of his mouth, the trouble on his brow melted away, and his mouth shaped the words with a faint smile. “I don't think I can ever love anyone again, after you... and I want your life to be my life, your joy my joy, your pain my pain.” He paused and let the furrow return to its place on his forhead, let the weight of what he was saying – what he was about to say – take over for him.

Wanderers Silent Dream

goodnight tef (: x

"Wonder what's out there...."


I will be on a volunteer trip in Ecuador starting June 6 and won't be back until July 8 (savin' the whales and all that good stuff!). So, that means Riza will not be in the forest for a while. She will miss her fairly newfound friends very, very much. She will return a wiser doe. It'll beat the fawn outta me that's for sure! xD

She also hopes Ferin won't be too sad while she's gone. "You'll see me in your dreams." <3

I'll get on the website to say hi if I can!