New names. New people. New deer.

I feel like a stranger again, a new person. Just a few weeks away, and so much change.
Has there been any change? I see we have welcomed our new players.

Good morning all.

Adderskin

Amadahy

Jealousy creeps into my heart like a snake. It wraps around it and constricts. I watch everyone.
I watch who I used to consider my friends.
I watch them find each other, fall in love, and leave me behind.
Even if I was falling for them, I don’t have a chance any longer.
I secretly curse the ones who took them from me, secretly send glares and venom in their direction. They won’t know, because I’m a coward, right? Maybe someday they will. Ha.
Yesterday…
Well…
Where to begin…?

I suppose the first thing I remember is seeing a strange deer with the set of Kaoori’s mate, yet a different picto.
He was staring at me, straight into me. He didn’t really react too much…Just stared. I started to get a little nervous then.
Then Kaoori came. She seemed confused too, so we both went to check him out. He was so strange…After staring at him for a bit, he left, and we followed him.
He turned around and came to sniff me.
He unnerved me too much, so I took off. He was still in the area though and I have to admit that I was a bit…interested. I watched him a bit longer, but nothing else happened.
…Hm.

Maybe it was then that I first saw Furfur’s picto or…something so close to it. I…don’t really know. I followed it only to find some sort of doe with a crying mask.
…I don’t know if I’ve been hallucinating or what. I didn’t eat too many mushrooms or anything…haha…

Throughout the whole day, I kept seeing pictos like Furfur’s. Each time, I’d be so hopeful that it was him, that maybe he was back…Each time I’d look for him, and find some other deer in his place.
It was then that I realized…that he’s gone. He’s gone forever, he’s not coming back. So I gave up, closed my eyes, and tried to let him go.
I couldn’t. Somehow, I still hope he’ll be back some day.

I had been yelling at this one spot and hoping that deer would come back, still thinking it was Furfur, when a tiny little stag came up to me.

June 2 2010

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I can't seem to post replies, so I'm testing out the blog system.

mmm.. I dunno. Tsudo is being a negative nancy. It makes me feel better when I make my characters feel like crap. I guess I'm a little sadistic. OH WELL 8D -skips off- TRA LA LA LA LA.

Edit: oops I spelled at least one word wrong. I may go back and fix it... but most likely not, because I'm extremely lazy. n.n

ok so i got the sims 3 game and then i lost it so i bought the sims 3 high end loft stuff which will allow me to play the sims, but i accidently deleted the folder for both of them on my macbook last night and cleared the trash! and now when i try to reinstall it, it just says that it is already installed!! how do i uninstall it?? please help! (cause i accidently deleted the uninstall files!!)

I met two lovely red deer that ran through the statue. I hung with them a bit and my red wore off. Then I made the mistake of minimizing the app and it froze.....and when I came back, my ghost was still cuddling with them, haha!

Dear deer: everyone is special kind has a heart of gold that can not be replaced by anything in the world nor the most valuable, are sweet as candy. I like them almost all the deer and that I'm the love you

I love you.
Abina

under the cut homies.