Idea shamelessly nicked(with permission) from gurgelin, whose post from yesterday was the inspiration for my own.


I've found myself trapped in a cycle I'd rather not be in... even though I've been in it for years. I try, halfheartedly, to change my habits and behavior and make goals and keep them... and I always give up after a few days, or find some excuse to stop. I'm clearly not a very motivated person, and that in itself needs to change xD This is a good way of keeping my goals in order, and of keeping them with me instead of just letting them float in and then back out of my brain before I can be bothered to latch on and actually do something. I'd like to finally grow, become something different and better than the person I've been for roughly the past 6 years. xD I've never made anything like this public, and maybe it'll help- Being readable for people who might relate and comment, join in, etc etc. Who knows? Worth a shot anyway.


Personal goals:

[ ] Start eating healthier
[ ] Exercise more, be outside in general more often
[ ] Manage money better
[ ] Manage my emotions/reactions to things better
[ ] Travel somewhere outside the state within the year
[ ] Get a job, soon
[ ] Get more organized
[ ] Learn a new skill
[ ] Create a sleep schedule and stick to it
[ ] Improve sense of self-worth/confidence
[ ] Attempt becoming more extroverted
[ ] Read more, waste time on computer less


The Good Shtuff:

- Usually happy/positive(or can act as such believably)
- Open-minded
- Honest, often to a fault
- Willing to do anything for loved ones
- Highly imaginative/creative

The Not-that-good Shtuff:

- Poster-child for Cancer. Smart, kind, cheery... and moody as hell, hypersensitive, paranoid, etc.

Hello world, my name is Aine, or at least that's my deer name (it's pronounced Awn-ye in Gaelic).
I just started this game yesterday and am really enjoying it! I am a budding artist and am finding a lot of things to draw in here, so hopefully I can post some fan art soon :3
Let's see.... I don't know what else to say for the time being, so uh... bye? haha

Okay can someone help me get the look i want? You can meet me by the pond, just tell me what you look like. Please help

Just now, Mufazzal came to me, telling that he saw a grown up deer with exactly the same pictogram as him! How can something like that happend? I know, when we were about to choose Mufazzal's pictogram, we twice ran into a pictogram that looked like a chineese guy.

Well. We are a bit chocked. But I don't think there is anything to do. Maybe there exists other deers that share pictogram, like some humans share the same name. Mufazzal just have to live with it.

I wanna give my deer a makeover - new pelt and new antlers..
wanna help?


more info under cut.

UBER WIPNESS. 8D
Ignooooooooreee~

An idea came to my mind a few days ago.

As a fundraiser, who would be interested in having a wooden carving of your picto to wear as a necklace on a leather string? I'd still have to work lots of things out... But what do you think about the idea?

This is the third of three stories I will write as 'conclusions' for my Deadly Trio, as well as Quad. These are set in the near future, so that means that this story will not affect other writings I may do of my Deadly Trio that are set present date. This story is after Nekumbra's Revelation Story, which was preceded by Anirapio's Revelation Story. Please note that I am not killing Quad off, simply telling the story of how he would die.

Also since this story involves every Endless Forest deer, if you'd like to write your deer's thoughts on everything going on in the comments, please feel free to do so.

Anyway, enjoy

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"The darkness is coming...", he spoke, his voice low. It wasn't a day he wanted to see, but he knew. Quad looked over to Zephyr, "I need to tell you this, should anything happen to me...", he began, already seeing the look of concern in his daughter's eyes.

"Dad, please...", Zephyr shook her head, "You've beaten her once before. You always win. I know nothing will ever happen to you.", she spoke.

Her father smiled for a moment, but then he said, "You need to know what I have to say. If it happens that I am unable to beat her, I want you to run. I don't want you in danger. Run away, and find the Twin Gods. They'll know what to do.", his face was more stern when he spoke this.

He nuzzled her, and under his breath, he spoke, "I love you, Zephyr."

"I love you too, Dad, and I won't lose you.", Zephyr said in return.

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Quad arrived at Twin Gods Hill, looking over the Forest. He knew that the day had come, he could feel the darkness already starting to fester.

Mufazzal were worshiping the twingods today, when he suddenly turned white. I told him it didn't last because he is too young, so now he can't wait to become an adult. Maybe he'll change his oppinion on which color he prefers to have. After all, he is the male-deer version of myself, so I wouldn't be surprised if he one day comes to me and says that he doens't want to be white. But now I'll try to move on with my easter letter to my mom. I wonder if she'll guess who send it.