You want to see me crash. {Cypher} Want to see me burn.

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Name: "Classified"
/>Codename: Cypher
Gender: Male
Hometown: Chelmsford, Essex
Resides: Manchester, England
Birthday: 31 October 1986
Age: 25 years old
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Originally born into an upper-middle class family, his carefree life would be short lived. Growing up, he had a very activate imagination which allowed him to amuse himself with ease but did not help with keeping him out of trouble. Each day was like an adventure to him as he played out a different persona; often pretending to be The Doctor the most as he wanted to be a hero. When he turned four, his parents decided to enroll him in a nursery school to not only develop him intellectually, but to also expose him to other children. Though, he had trouble keeping peace among the other kids. Often smarting off to bullies before getting picked up; pretty much once a week his teacher was calling his parents. Worrying about his son's behavior, Jonathan began pushing Sophie to wanting to send Cypher to a private, boarding preparatory school when he turned of age. At the age of eight, he was admitted to the Beaulieu School - a boarding school for both boys and girls from the ages of 8 to 13 - located just north of Chelmsford. Though his time spent within the boarding school would be short lived. Less than a year after admission, the kidnapping would take place.

His food was poisoned to mimic the symptoms of the flu, forcing his entry into the medical ward of the boarding school. Forced to stay under observation overnight, he was later transported to a "hospital" for farther treatment but woke up feeling very uneasy with the nurses as he was being carried to a van. He trusted his gut instinct and tried to run out of fear, causing him to blindly wander the forests of northern Essex before coming to stop as he overlooked one of the rivers flowing through the countryside. Considered jumping in order to escape whatever was chasing him but exhaustion ultimately saved his life, causing him to collapse in the snow where the nurses quickly found him again. This marks the earliest memory Cypher has of his life.

For the next nine years, he along with five of his former classmates were used in illegal brain washing experiments conducted by Dr. Malcolm Hayes and Dr. David Shun Heung. Each of the six children were attempted to be "broken" by a different means; fear was used on Cypher, attempting to strip him of his personality and free will by placing him in tormenting, dreadful situations. His spiteful attitude quickly made him a favorite among the group as Dr. Hayes grew to enjoy the satisfying feeling empowerment he had over the younger man. Cypher quickly developed aquaphobia after numerous drowning attempts and tortuous behaviors during hydrotherapy.

After turning eighteen, Dr. Heung arranged an escape option for him by placing him in the care of an old colleague, Jacob Walters, who was the president of AoM's Manchester branch. Desperately trying to figure a way to protect him as Dr. Hayes started to show murderous tendencies towards him. Cypher spent over a year in rehabilitation to be re-released into society, reteaching him the basics of socializing and how to live on his own. He has remained in AoM's care, finding comfort in the closeness he has developed with Jacob and enjoys the thrill of the job. His mission at the moment is to investigate a growing point of interest to the AoM- a secret, highly magical land known as the Endless Forest. Very little is known regarding this mythical forest. We have sent Cypher to gather data on the forest and to report all his finding back to headquarters.




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R e l a t i o n s


Balthamos
("Lil' Mos/Dear Mos")
A strange bond has formed between this ghostly entity and the paranormal investigator, often looking towards each other for support and advice. Feels honored that the fawn puts so much trust into him and relies on him, despite their rare - but treasured - encounters. Has taken notice in the specter's growing anxiety over the clothed-stag's carelessness with paranormal or strange entities, especially after discovering his "deal" with Mr. Sanguine. Quite fond and protective of the fawn, feeling slightly fatherly towards though is unsure if the feeling is mutual.



Bartleby ("Sir, Mr. Troy")
A finer gentleman and one of the most civilized individuals he has come across. Greatly respects not only for sharing a similar, proper upbringing but also due to the buck's dedication to Migisi. Feels the need to watch over the buck in order to repay him for his brave acts of protecting her. Respect deepened as he cared and helped teach the newly-formed doe basics of socializing and movement.


Once witnessed his regeneration after finding his corpse when killed by Mr. Sanguine. Farther increasing his interest in the young buck.

Bright Eyes
("Dear Bright")
Bewildered by the rollercoaster relationship, is uncertain of where they truly stand. Often bickering and mock each other in rivalry fashion, still tend to occasionally have decent meetings. However, recent events have caused the stag to greatly question their rocky friendship. Feeling foolish for putting so much silent trust into the crow-creature and feeling disappointment and hurt with the outcome of their last few encounters.


Has been awhile since the two have spoken but have glanced at one another in passing.

'Crying' Jane'
("Dear Jane/Miss")
Enjoys her pleasant company. Once feared he had ruined the feeble foundation to build a friendship on, having gotten slightly too cocky with the doe's 'adorable' blushing but the doe has approached him since. Giving him some hope that he has not screwed up too badly but feels pressured when speaking to her due to the delicate nature she seems to have.


Buttons
("My dear")
Young doe whom he recently met. Is surprised by her quickness to put trust in him and honored to bring another a sense of security. Eager to learn more about.


Daneth
Larger stag that he had previously met long ago. Never formed much of a bond outside of general acquaintances but recently has become a target for his "bullying". Triggers the very rare, barbaric side of himself as the two bicker for dominance over territory. Enjoys toying with the stagly stag by claiming trees as "his" but becomes defensive when Migisi is corralled from him.

Herla
Once barely knew the medicine doe outside of Migisi occasionally bringing them together or asking for her to tend to his wounds, has recently begun to grow closer to. Despite still feeling distant from her, is honored to discover her trust with him and offers what protection and aid he can.

Juliet
("Lovely/My sweet")
Recently developed a new sense of respect and fondness for her, having witnessed her bravery in action to come to his aid during a stressful time. Greatly admires her dedication. Enjoys her peaceful company and tender behavior, often feeling relaxed and more playful around her. Is capable of coxing out a more childish, carefree side of him. Still is oblivious to her deafness but suspects her to be mute. Has grown to greatly enjoy their outings but feels guilty for any burdens his presence near her might cause due to his spiteful past with her "father".


Migisi
("Darling")
The precious former-jackdaw that has become a staple to his sanity, often feeling "stronger" when near her and prone to jealousy when others get too close. Considers her his 'dearest' friend as she has remained loyal and dedicated to him despite all the hardships he has dragged her through with him. Offering silent support in her own little ways. Has become the only one he shares his 'true' feelings with, seeking comfort from her when he mental breaks down. Extremely protective of; greatest fear is losing her as she is the only "good" thing he feels he truly has in life.


Recently was persuaded by Mr. Sanguine to turn her into a deer. Feels guilty for her distress and was concerned that their bond might have been damaged over his failure to "protect" her. Yet despite the hardships, their relationship has remained strong though the doe does not hold back with throwing tantrums or blaming him.

"Buy a Cypher; Get a Migisi free."

Mr. Sanguine
("Sir")
Their meeting had been brief...but incredibly intriguing...The crimson's elegance and class greatly interests him as much as his high intelligence. Unsure what to make of him but feels oddly pulled to converse more often. Triggers a slightly more cynical side of himself and has grown to enjoy the thrill of their meetings.


Was convinced by to ask for the jackdaw to be turned into a deer. Was surprised that he did not ask for something in return other than amusement but questions his motivates.

Nathaniel
("Sir")
Recent acquaintance. Growing to enjoy the buck's company and thankful for his quick forgiveness after their initial meeting being over a fight. Is curious of.


Quill
("My dear")
One of the first acquaintances he met upon entering the Forest. The two bonded fairly quickly though she vanished without a trace not long after their meeting. Has re-patched their relationship but the pair have grown slightly more distant. Still thrilled and happy to her see, feels a slight emotional detachment upon he wishes to fix one day.


Ramsus
("Sir")
Has not had a proper introduction with the beastly stag. Feels uneasy around if only due to not understanding his motivates. Dislikes his aggression towards Migisi but feels there is a sense of miscommunication beneath their head clashing.


Saxophone
("Dearie")
Complex, confusing relationship. Is dedicated to her despite her being the reasoning for most of his beatings and bad reputation. Enjoys her subtle ways of showing affection and finds many of her antics to be amusing and likes to tease, though growing frustrated with her bickering of his chivalrous duties to her. Even though she has proven to be a handful, he watches over her feeling that she has wrongfully been judged and her attempts at making up for her actions have gone unnoticed.


Recently has lost contact with her, making him fear for her safety as he knows a little about her "other" world.

Sianna
("Minx")
Seen her a few times before, including faintly remembering a bad run in with her sometime far in the past over Migisi. Has surprisingly found himself in her company as of late. Still unsure of any personal feelings towards her and while interested in her liveliness, has grown frustrated with persistent flirtation. Partly from his own ignorance regarding how to act around women and another part from her quickness to get physical.


Sherlock
Originally started off on the wrong foot, was forced to tolerate the stag's presence due to his ties to Migisi. However, has somehow managed to befriend him though still occasionally feels jealous when the (now) doe favors him but has learned to control himself. Completely dumbfounded by the stag's flirts and gets confused over much of his behavior.

Shika
("My dear/Sweetie")
One of the first deer he met when first entering the Forest. Knew her as a fawn and watched her grow, giving him an 'older brother' father feeling. Very protective of and offers advice when given a chance, always keeping an eye on her to ensure she is safe. Shows her the more tender side of himself. Grew incredibly concerned when the young doe showed signs of an unseen torment but has lost contact with her, making him believe he has failed her.


A piece of his heart remains shattered.

'Smiling' Jack
("Sir" - Habit in the works of breaking)
Unsure of what to make of their relationship as of late. The white stag seems to have become more tolerable of him yet seems to still despise him. Mocks and insults him, but also allows his company Out of respect, he tried to keep his distance as he does not wish to worsen the little peace that does exist; always feels judged and under pressure when the two speak. Has been warned to not take Juliet away from him, in any way.


Sonne
("Dear Sonne")
Grew attached to her rather quickly due to her innocent and bubbly personality but after some hardships, realized that her innocence was not as pure as he originally believed. Still cares for her but the pair have seemed to grow distant, especially as she starts to side with Bright - the crow and stag's relationship interring with his and the doe's.


Talla
Has met the smaller doe on occasion and in the company of mutual acquaintances. Once attempted to approach her on his own, but quickly started to distant himself after seeing her fearful reaction to him - not wanting to put the lady in distress. Is interested in wanting to get to know her after Herla's attempts to introduce them but has chosen to eye her from afar until she feels willing to allow him closer.



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The Stag: Species wise he closely resembles a leucistic red deer though malnourished in appearance. Stomach not as rounded nor is his chest as muscular as the average red deer. Backside fairly evened and frame supported by slender, length legs giving him a very sleek, thin look. (Similar to this.) Scruffy fur is an unnaturally bleached color with mahogany-colored ear tips and bordered-tail, hind legs appear to have been "dipped" into the same coloring as socks run up from his hooves before blending and fading into his white fur just above his hock. Beneath his fur, multiple scars from his early days can be found, giving a tiny glimpse into his abusive past.

Antlers are of medium length with only a few tines as they curve slightly above his head sprouting from rich brown hair. Well-groomed and short in the back as it grows progressively longer towards the front before becoming scruffy medium-length bangs that drape over his forehead; sideburns run down both sides of his head and are trimmed just below the ear. Face remains humanoid, semi-diamond-shaped with slightly sunken in cheeks beneath raised, noticeable cheekbones and pointed chin. Nose somewhat long and pointed. Eyes a deep, crystallized blue beneath groomed, bushy eyebrows.

Clothing is still worn, despite being an "animal". Plain white, button-up cotton shirt layered with a black polyester vest. Shirt runs down to where his "wrists" would be and clipped together with silver cufflinks. Top two buttons generally left open to give him mobility with his neck with a silk, silver tie tucked into the 'V' of the vest. Pocket watch chain runs from the third button on his vest and drapes along his side to where his watch is tucked into a small pocket on his right side. Rounded fedora is nestled between his antlers. Along his upper left leg is an arm band with the initials "AoM" embroidered onto it.


The Man:English heritage, stands slightly around 6" with a scrawny frame. Arms and legs are both lanky with very little sign of muscle with thin wrists above medium-sized hands and long bony fingers. Semi-diamond-shaped with slightly sunken in cheeks beneath raised cheekbones and pointed chin. Nose somewhat long and pointed. Eyes a deep, crystallized blue beneath groomed, bushy eyebrows. Skin always soft and pale, face shaven daily. Well-groomed dark brown hair is short in the back as it grows progressively longer towards the front before becoming scruffy medium-length bangs that drape over his forehead; sideburns run down both sides of his head and are trimmed just below the ear. (He has unintentionally morphed into Cumberbatch. I swear, it was purely by accident.)

Clothing is personally fitted to his unique frame. Typically always dressed in business casual, favoring solid colored button-up shirts over other tops and often layered either with his ebony vest or a blazer depending on the weather or will wear just the shirt in a causal setting. Prefers dark colored slacks with polished dress shoes. Wears a leather belt but rarely tucks his shirts in. His silver tie may or may not be worn, depending on the situation often taking it off when not on the job much like the required "AoM" arm band. Silver pocket watch is always tucked into his right pocket, as his cell phone is kept in his left. Cufflinks clip together the bottom of his sleeves unless the weather is warm, then he will roll the sleeves up to just below his elbows. If in a dangerous setting or on a mission, will have a standard sized revolver holstered to his left side of his hip.

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M a n n e r i s m

"Anosognosia"
CausePsychiatric trigger caused by years of isolation and limited contact with a selective group of people; had little exposure to the outside world other than interacting with other mental ill patients     EffectHas no realization that his behavior is abnormal or that he suffers from mental illnesses; feels that his reactions are 'normal' and has trouble understanding why others do not view him the same way

Aquaphobia
CauseNearly ten years of constant, reoccuring torture during hydrotherapy sessions; often bound and gagged before being inclosed in a hydrotherapy tub in an attempt to break him; wanting to use fear to control him     EffectSeverely afraid water; cannot stand the sight of large bodies of water or its smell for it triggers repressed memories forcing him into panic attacks as he sees water as being deadly; showers quickly and avoid traveling in rain

Delirium
CauseA physical dysfunction caused from traumatic shock, starvation, and insomnia     EffectDuring aggressive panic attacks, may hallucinate or suffer from crippling flashbacks; though visions normally last more than a minute

Panic Disorder
CauseGenerally caused by large bodies of water or being suddenly forced into a situation that causes him to face a fear     EffectGrows extremely anxious and paranoid; suffers from a variety of physical symptoms depending on the severity of the attack possibly resulting in vomiting and fainting; is exhausted afterwards and often feels ashamed

Psychogenic Amnesia
CauseBrain's natural attempt to repress scarring emotional trauma caused from nearly ten years of torture; situation-specific; a coping mechanism     EffectHas lost much of his memory regarding his past and identity; cannot remember anything before the age of nine; years in asylum are blurred as a result from his amnesia and constant druggings, but can vividly remember everything from his rehabilitation to present day

Repressed Memories
CauseCoping mechanism for his torture; lead to the development of his psychogenic amnesia; has the mental capability of remembering his past and true identity but the scarring emotional pain tied to it prevents him from mentally accepting it      EffectHates introductions as they are bitter reminders that he is not who he says he is; prone to nightmares and flashbacks; can faintly remember a blurred figure of a brunette woman who treats him tenderly in his dreams and becomes almost paralyzed at the memory of the sadistic doctor

Out of Character Notes

Cypher's works are based on historical fiction meaning that his life mimics today's modern society. While he holds no recollection of how exactly he became a stag in a magical Forest, he is very in-touch with his humanity. He chooses to continue to wear clothing since the familiarity brings comfort to him and despite fur, he feels 'nude' without it. He also had a habit of making references to real world media. He has the capability of crudely writing with his left hoof and has the ability to read. Can do math and has a solid understanding of science but his knowledge only spans to about high school level.



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E n G a r d e




While he enjoys the thrill of a chase and a good brawl, confrontation is something Cypher will try to avoid if he can. The phase "his bark is worse than his bite" sums him up nicely. He will not hesitate to make snappy comments that often get taken as taunts, resulting in him getting punished for opening his mouth. At first, he will try his best to bargain with the opposing party to bide time as he tries to figure out a way to escape. If he cannot manage to slip away or talk his way out of a fight, he will stand his ground despite knowing it will end poorly for him. Unlike most men of his age, Cypher is on the scrawny side with very little muscle, making him agile and quick but causing him to get injured fairly easily. He knows proper fighting stances but lacks force to do serious harm unless a weapon is being used. He relies on his intelligence and quick thinking more than his body to protect him; often using the environment to his advantage.

The abuse he endured by the hands of Dr. Hayes have left him with a fairly high tolerance for pain. He is no masochist but he is capable of dealing with a beating. He hates the pathetic feeling that comes from failure, resulting in him often over pushing himself in attempts to "win" before finally being beaten enough to make him crawl away with his tail between his legs.

However, it has been noted that he tends to get a bit of a "thrill" from dangerous women. Being the gentleman he is, he very rarely ever becomes aggressive towards females, but if she asks for it... Or begs for it... Then sure, why not.

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Including his Cumberbatchness...
That was an accident that he morphed into with time.


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Odd, I could have sworn I

Odd, I could have sworn I tracked this. o_o; Anyway, he's awesome and snapped Quill right out of "her" funk.
...Hiding in the trees made me laugh. xD
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Heh so that's who has been

Heh so that's who has been following him. I just spent some time looking over "her" profile. Quill seems like she can be a bit feisty. I think that Cypher could handle that pretty well.
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Yes, she's become suddenly

Yes, she's become suddenly attached to him--finds him as funny as I do. xD She can be, yes. >> Quill seems like she would enjoy teasing poor Cypher.
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At first Cypher, seemed

At first Cypher, seemed distressed as the small figured approached his hiding spot. He could feel the heat of his forehead warming up as an anxious sweat began to emerge from his pores. In his chest his heart pounded madly. Repulsive memories from his capture flashed before his eyes. Even in the quiet Forest, he could almost hear the sound of sirens in the distance. He desperately shook his head to chase away the growing nightmare. By the time he cleared his mind, the "doe" was before him.

Run...I must... Run. was the first thought that ran through Cypher's head. It was all he had known: if someone gets too near, run or be put behind bars. However, he had already accepted the consequences for his past actions. There was a reason the AoM had sent him here and it was time to find out more about this world, and perhaps experience a life he had never known. Yet deep within his soul, he could feel the conflicting feelings begin to battle for dominance of his mind. He had to push thoughts aside. He had to silence the voice that tormented him.

After hesitating, he stepped out from his tree disguise. He tipped his fedora in the "doe's" direction, "Evening."

.... Needless to say he was a man of few words...
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Quill had been approaching

Quill had been approaching out of pure curiosity. After all, it wasn't every day she could spy a pair of antlers sticking out of a tree like that. Her red ears flicked forward, studying the odd tree for a moment. Well, it certainly had to be a deer, right? Antlers didn't grow on trees...not even here. The thought caused a small, reserved laugh to echo from the small creature. It wasn't the laugh she'd had a few weeks back, but at least it was a laugh.
With a smile, the little red creature trotted up to the tree in which the deer was hiding. Her voice was soft, but with a hint of another laugh on the edge of it. "Y'know, yer a terrible hider, buddy, if yer hidin'. You really oughta pick better spots ta hide in." Noting the fedora, her head tilted to the side.
"A man with manners, if I say so myself. 'lo, there. So why you hidin' in such obvious places?"
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Cypher gave an embarrassing

Cypher gave an embarrassing chuckle. He had been a thief for sometime in his younger years but not even the greatest thief could hide in broad daylight in the middle of the woods. Though, he knew he could have done better, but why admit it?

"My dear, have you not heard? The greatest place to hide is right under one's nose!" He stood straight and tall while puffing his chest out with pride in his makeshift lie. His vest glistened in the setting sun.

"Ah. Allow me to introduce myself. The name is Cypher and may I say, you have an intoxicating laugh."
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"Not when the eyes above the

"Not when the eyes above the nose can see you plain as day," she teased lightly, rolling her eyes. What a card. If he thought that was hiding, well, even she could show him up any day! In response to his body language, she puffed out her own chest, eyes glinting.
"Cypher it is, is it? Curious name, but then again, I ain't one to judge that kinda stuff. Call me Quill, if you prefer if over 'you' or 'red tiny thing'." This time, Quill snorted.
"Well, thank ya. You've got a nice little vest-hat combo goin' on there. Very classy." She nodded in approval, flicking her ears and stifling her laugh.
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Another chuckle escaped from

Another chuckle escaped from his tight lips. This time though it was of amusement as he strutted around, "Why thank you, Miss Quill. If you cannot tell it would be very ungentlemanly to refer to you in such a lowly manner as to refer to you as 'you' or 'red little thing'. "

Cypher rolled his shoulders and cracked his neck. He had been sitting still for awhile observing the pair of stags who had been having a quiet conversation. It felt good to stand and walk again. Typically though he preferred to be on his own. The voice was telling him to be alone. It begged for him to lash out at the uninvited guest, to chase her away for a criminal did not deserve company or comfort. But that is who he was. Not who he is. Though the rebellious, unpredictable nature still ran through his veins and dwelled within his subconscious. A part of him was afraid the voice would take over again but for now, it seemed as if he was in control.

And he was not about to let fear rule him.

"If you do not mind me saying, your eyes are twinkling with a lovely delight."
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She decided to do a little

She decided to do a little posing too, lifting her head and pushing out her chest even further. With a little bit of trotting to and fro, she stopped just below his head, lifting her own to look in his eyes for a moment. Something caught in her voice--his eyes seemed rather sad. Quill shook it off, though. If he was sad, it wasn't her business to ask.
"Miss! Just Quill, Mister Cypher. I ain't no fancy little thing. Well, well! Yer manners are impeccable, Cypher." She pranced under his stomach then out again. Quill enjoyed being close to other deer, though she was aware this often disconcerted them. The little deer tried not to scare off too many potential friends, but hey, what could you do if they were all skittish? She shrugged her shoulders, in imaginary conversation with herself.
...And then she realized that she'd left a rather awkward pause hanging in the air.
"Oh! Thank ya, dear. Yer much too kind and entertaining at that!"
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His eyes widen a bit from

His eyes widen a bit from shock. It seemed as if he had underestimated the attitude that would be bind to such a small deer. Quill had a sense of spunk to her which was something Cypher found to be charming in a strange way. He could not help but somewhat admire the fearlessness she held within her.

"Pardon me then. And I am afraid that I will need to disappoint you, dear, for I am not 'mister' myself. I am quite the opposite really... More of a bastard or a sonvabitch. Those are the name I am more acquainted to." There was no shame in his voice as he grinned with pleasure. It was almost as if the words held no offense to him which is no surprise. He had heard so many call him either or the names and at times both. Shop owners, neighbors, the police... All refereed to him with a vulgar manner but it was the life style he had grown accustom to.

But perhaps speaking so nastily would be the wrong idea for an introduction, "Entertaining, you say? Well that is certainly one thing I would not dub myself, but if it brings such a sweet smile to your pretty little face than so be it. I shall be entertaining till the day I die."

The happiness that lingered over Quill seemed like it was refreshing to her. Perhaps something has been troubling her...? Cypher silently wondered to himself. A sliver of him wanted to ask. It must have been the tiny bit of normality that was buried somewhere deep down in his soul. A piece of normality that he did not even know existed upon the twisted thoughts and sickened feelings that typically made up his personality.

But the voice won the battle. He choose to keep quiet for he needed to keep some distance. At least the voice was granting him permission to escape its clutch for the time being, allowing him to speak to Quill. It would be wrong of him to not obey the voice. After all, he needed to thank the voice. So he kept his personal thoughts to himself to please the voice.
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Glancing up at his

Glancing up at his expression, she laughed, tossing her head. "Alright then, Sonovabitch Cypher. And I thought my name was strange! Seems I've finally found somebody who goes by something stranger than me." She was clearly teasing, prancing even more and grinning fit to burst.
"How sweet! 'Fraid you couldn't stop even if you tried, though. Just keep tryin' to hide in them little trees, buddy. Though the only thing you might be 'fraid of would be me laughin' 'til I die!" Spying some mushrooms nearby, she nipped one off and devoured it, feeling a lingering burst of magic.
With a sly grin, she crept close, suddenly releasing the spell in a burst of light. He'd made her even more playful than normal--which was really saying something. With a hop, she bounded off, waiting for his reaction.
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The small doe pranced around

The small doe pranced around him. Her petite body weaved around his thin legs as he towered over her. What is she doing? Cypher pondered as his eyes followed her swift movements. Is this "play"? Tilting his confused head to the side, he studied her. Playtime was something he never knew. The only memories of his fawnhood that he can remember were dark nightmares that he fought back and his moments of survival. The desperation that began with the need to steal food to live that eventually turned into the desire to steal all he could for thrill. The nonsense that came from running around, jumping, and dancing were foreign concepts to him.

Suddenly, a glow of light flashed around him. His eye mask disappeared and was replaced with a colorfully decorated mask. For a second, his heart stopped. Did Quill see his real face...? Did she catch a glimpse of the real him...? He prayed that she did not as the masks changed. He relaxed when he realized that she did not notice anything. With a sigh of relief, he approached closer. He was still new to the ways of magic in the Forest but the only way to learn more about it was through experimentation. Eating plants gave the residents temporary unique powers that changed the appearance of others around them. [i]It could be a powerful tool one day.[i]

Cypher began to chase after her as his curiosity lead him, "A strange stag lives a strange life. Tis how my life has always been but nowadays I cannot imagine a normal life. After all, we live in such a mythical place that can steal away one's identity with a simple flick of another's antlers."

He examined the mushrooms growing on the side of the tree's bark. They were a dark red, brownish color. A color that he had never seen before. Lifting his head, he took a bite of the mushrooms and cast a spell on Quill. As he watched her own appearance change before his eyes, he grinned but there was something about the way he smirked. Something that an onlooker could consider menacing.
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Quill noticed the confusion

Quill noticed the confusion in his body language. She had quickly come to recongnize body language, especially when it was a threat. For now, all she did was look slightly saddened. Was it possible Cypher didn't know how to play?
That thought was quickly erased by the wash of light over her face, revealing a lumpy white shape on her previously smooth face. With a petulant look, she shook it off. As it fell to the ground, the mask disappeared in a cloud of smoke. Quill rolled her eyes.
"Thank ya for that, buddy. Ya couldn't have chosen a better mask?" She seemed about to say more, but then she caught the look on his face. She knew that look. The long scar on Quill's face seemed more vibrant as she blanched, though only for a second. She regained her composure and bounce in an effort to hide that.
"'Ey, Cypher. You okay?" she called, head tilted to the side and quite ready to run if the need presented itself.
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Cypher could sense the

Cypher could sense the distress that rose from Quill. He shook the smirk away in an attempt to hide it, "Why yes, my dear, I am just fine."

With a leap, he was at her side. The concept of "play" was still new to him but for her sake, he would give it a chance. However, he knew no games or even truly knew how fun felt. The deer here did not gamble or fight or drink. They only ran about like crazed animals which was something that he had never done, "So tell me... How does one spend their time here in this place?"

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1. I did add some details to his biography about him if he were a human, but there is a lot that can be added.

2. I might not be in the Forest tonight. I have a bit of a MMO addiction and just recently purchased Rift. Today's a new patch. So... I'm so tempted to play it to see all the new things.
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Startled at his sudden

Startled at his sudden appearance beside her, she jumped backwards a few steps, then caught herself with a nervous laugh.
"Alright, jus' checkin'. You never can tell." Shaking off her nervousness, Quill managed to come closer again. Hearing his question, she stopped a moment to think. She was fairly new here too, still learning the ropes. In fact, some of them were rather... surprising. Quill shook that thought out fiercely, not about to think about her.
"Well, I guess you could say it depends on whatcha like. There's games of spelling, meaning them bright flashes of light. There's running and jumping. Dancing. I like to sit by the pond on occasion. Mother's tears make for a nice, cool dip, y'know. Otherwise, I mostly spend it 'sploring. Mother likes seein' all of the Forest. I've heard there's some stags like to spar and that sorta thing. " Thinking for a moment, she deemed this to be a good answer.
"Guess you can do most whatever you like."

((-goes to read through them!-
Rift looks awesome. o:))
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Strange spell casting,

Strange spell casting, mindless running and jumping, resting, sparring... Cypher mentally wrote the list down in his mind. At one point or another he would need to report back to AoM headquarters. Though he still was unsure as to why they had sent him here - of all places - to perform an investigation. Magic was clearly in use and was used frequently in the open. The residents of the Forest seemed to have no fear of using possible witchcraft publicly. Strange spell casting, mindless running and jumping, resting, sparring...

He grinned again, but this time from pleasure, "Sparring you say? That could be interesting. Though I lack the funds for a proper bid..." His blue eyes looked to the side as he briefly remember a boxing match he attended a few years ago. The thrill and excitement that hung in the fair as the two heavy weights went at each other had made him ecstatic. The adrenaline lead him to place a hefty bet upon which he lost. The night ended with him bloodied and bruised on the street corner after a brawl from his newly found debt. That was a night he would surely not forget but its warning did not keep him out from betting.

He shook his head as he began to stride around in a circle around her. Even with being trained to spy on others, he could not help but feel antsy once in awhile, "Did you say mother? Quill, I am not the type of stag you want to take home to Mommy."

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Rift is alright. I was enjoying myself until a huge world event occurred. These giant rifts (hence the game's name) opened up all over the land and a bunch of enemies ranging from 5 levels below me and 5 levels above me appeared. I kept dying, so I stopped. Sadly though I need to go to sleep soon. It's almost 2am where I live and I have work in the morning.
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"If yer talkin' about

"If yer talkin' about bettin', Cypher, I'm afraid that doesn't seem to be in abundance 'round here. Can't say deer have much in the way of valuables." Quill tilted her head, seemingly amused. She, too, rather enjoyed gambling when she had the money to do it. The rush of winning was addicted and losing could be written off. She'd been to casinos on occasion whenever the money presented itself.
Then again, she didn't know where these thoughts came from; perhaps her vivid dreams of a two-legged creature with a face like hers. Well, at least she knew they liked gambling!
Following his lead, she began to trot alongside him, taking two to three steps for every one of his. Unfortunately, this tired her out somewhat quickly. Quill sat down on the grass, watching him.
"Mother Idol. Have ya met her? She's the one who cries the tears for the pond, y'see. I don' think she'd hate ya or anything, if yer worried about that. She'd be more curious if anything. Don'tcha worry, Cypher." Of course, the Idol wasn't her real mother, per se; she had some vague sense of having some other attachment, somehow, but couldn't quite put a hoof on what it could be.

[[As a random note, Quill does exist as a human, but believes that her human side is a dream. Sticking out tongue
Ew. D: That sounds pretty bad. xD
Alright! ^^]]
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No valuables? Goddamn it...

No valuables? Goddamn it... Secretly he was disappointed by this realization. Thievery was an addiction that had never left his blood. For as long as he could remember, the need to steal always lingered within his mind. He could recall his early years where food was his only target but as he got older, he began to be drawn to more expensive material items. He knew how to pick a lock and was a master at pickpocketing, but what good could these skills do in world where nothing meant anything?

Cypher had glanced over his shoulder to see Quill resting in the grass. Typically his first reaction would have been to take it as an opportunity to dash away but he had grown to enjoy the company of another. It was a feeling that was both alluring and frightening. He was not the type to let others near him but the doe seemed to share a piece of his twisted way of life. He did not feel threatened by her and decided to join her in the cool grass. The voice seemed to have begun to rest. It granted a more time of peace but he could not help but wonder how long the peace would last.

"Can't say I have," he replied as he tucked his long legs beneath his body. "But I assure you. I am not the type you want to be mixed in with."
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"And what type would that be?

"And what type would that be? 'Cause I doubt it, bud." She noted that he had come to rest beside her. She was grateful for the company. Nobody was yelling or fighting; he didn't seem to her to be the bloody sort, always starting fights. That was fine with her. Brawls seemed to break out either in her dreams or in this world too often.
Musing, she looked down at the grass, then glanced over to the river. Beyond there was the entity that had welcomed her here at a price. With a soft grunt, she noted the dark pulsing at the edges of her vision. Normally, she could ignore them, save when she took the time to notice them. They weren't a bother.
"Seems this place is some kinda paradise. I haven't seen nobody starving or anything. Nobody seems to die, just gets close to it with their stupid lil' brawls. We all recover real quick, too." For a moment, her gaze flickered on him. He was a mystery, but Quill enjoyed mysteries. They often lead to something dangerous and fun.
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A smirk embraced Cypher's

A smirk embraced Cypher's lips at Quill's words. His eyes glazed over for a brief second as if something else possessed him. Within a blink of an eye the look on his face was gone and his expression turned to normal. "Yes... Paradise...", in a villainous tone. He took more mental notes regarding the Endless Forest for his report.

His ears flickered as he thought he heard the faint sound of something in the distance. Since his employment with the AoM, he had undergone training to notice unnatural phenomenons that may occur. This new training mixed with his observant personality worked well together. He seemed strangely on edge for an unknown reason. He gazed around but noticed nothing. It was too strong of a presence to shrug off but he decided to drop his guard with no threat in sight.
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Quill was still guarded,

Quill was still guarded, watching him for anything strange. Of course, she got what she'd been looking for. A strange look passed over her face as she studied him, eyes darkening with suspicion.
"You sure everything's okay, Cypher?" she asked quietly, attempting to catch his gaze. Noticing that he seemed suddenly tense, she turned her ears backwards, listening. Her dark eyes closed for a moment, trying to hear anything he might be hearing. If there was a threat nearby, she'd want to know about it too. Her voice had a rough edge to it when she spoke, as if she too was on edge.
"Somethin' has gotta be up with the way yer actin'. What's wrong? Now tell me honest and I won' have to hurt you." Her eyes opened and something glittered in them; clearly, this had been a weak attempt at a joke, though the serious undertone was still there.
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Electricity shot through his

Electricity shot through his body as his muscles grew tense. His ears twitched as his mind raced. The voice was trying to speak again. It was aroused by the growing anxiousness in the air. It was trying to take his mind back again. Normally he would give in and allow the voice to have full control but after his meeting with Quill, he piece of him wanted to resist. Silently, the fight began again within his mind. His mind began to split. His vision began to blur with the pain that sprung up through his body.

Quickly, he jumped to his feet and pranced a few feet away from her. He shook his head furiously from side to side trying to silent the voice. "Gaaaah...." he moaned to himself as his heart rate increased. Closing his eyes tightly, he tried to steady his breathing. His breaths became short and sharp. His chest caved in with each gasp of air. His body was stiff as he hunched over gagging. The voice kept screaming at him but he managed to push it back. At least for now...

A cold sweat dripped down his neck as he shook his whole body. He still felt numb and weak, but at least he was in control. A mixture of fear and anger swirled in his eyes as he gazed behind him towards Quill, "It's... Nothing..."
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"If that's nothing, then I'm

"If that's nothing, then I'm a ferret," she stated, rolling her eyes and pushing herself from her sitting position. A dark pulse at the edge of her vision meant Mother was enjoying this. She could hardly hold back her scorn. Really, Mother? There was no answer, but the darkness retreated a little.
The deer shook herself, ruffling up her red fur and looking up.
"Now, it ain't my business to pry, but something's wrong with you, Cyph." She caught the anger and fear in his eyes, meeting it with a calm, appraising look. Trotting closer, she nudged up against him, then backed off, observing. Quill's curiosity was peaked, along with her stubbornness.
"I ain't gonna ask what it is, but I think yew should come with me. Mother's Tears might cool yew off, seein' as you ain't lookin' too good. Maybe some blueberries too. 'Ave ya eaten lately?" she queried, already starting towards the stream.
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That feeling.... That feeling

That feeling.... That feeling of flesh upon flesh. Fur tangling with fur. The feeling of another's body pressing against his caused Cypher to stiffen more. It was a bizarre emotion that spawned from so many opposing emotions clashing together. Curiosity... Fear... Anger... and another feeling that was foreign to him. The feeling of longing?

Quill's touch was unexpected. He could feel the voice's fury run cold through his veins. The voice told him that physical contact was forbidden and wrong. All the contact he experienced in his life was painful. The only time he felt another deer touch him was in fights. He was use to the sharp pain of antlers digging into his hide or the feeling of heavy hooves smashing down into his skin; but the tender feeling of a doe was something he never felt. It both bothered him and in some way comforted him.

This is wrong... he thought quietly to himself. His eyes had dulled again from exhaustion from his panic attack. Still shaking from the shot of adrenaline, he looked down at Quill who was now standing beside him. He was not sure of what to say. The voice was telling him to leave. It was telling him to run but something else inside of him told him to stay.

"I... I..." frozen in place by his own thoughts, Cypher stumbled over words. He was finding it to be difficult to keep his chivalry. "I need a drink."
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"Can't say we've got anything

"Can't say we've got anything too strong 'round here, but I've heard talk of the mushrooms doing some funky stuff. Maybe fermented blueberries. Dunno how they do anyhow." She seemed to be musing to herself, beginning to wander. Quill paused a moment to look back.
"You sure do look like you need one. Water first. Come on." She motioned to him with a flick of an ear, trotting forward again. The wind pushed back the hair she'd fluffed up, smoothing it along her sides. If anyone could see her, her eyes were glittering with concern for him. What if he was some kind of mental patient? Quill shook her head. He needed help.
"Whatever it does, sure can't make you worse." Tossing her head, she looked straight forward, simply assuming he'd follow.
"We got poppies too. Pretty calming. I like 'em, though I mostly wear 'em." Quill laughed a little, in an attempt to lighten the mood.
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"No gin? No whiskey? Vodka?

"No gin? No whiskey? Vodka? Damn it..." Cypher mumbled to himself as he looked away from Quill. He was desperately trying to avoid her gaze. It seemed as of his panic attack had startled her, which honestly did not surprise him. It came without warning but that is how they always were. Not even he knew when they were about to occur. The voice is the one who knows when they will happen for the voice is the one who commands them. It is how the voice keeps its rule over Cypher's mind and it seemed to have wanted to remind him of his place.

With a few deep breaths, he collected his thoughts and calmed himself down. Embarrassment wiped across his face before fading to his typical cryptic appearance, "Sure, whatever you've got I'll take... Lead the way, my good lady, but I ensure that I will cover the bill."

[[ Oh lawrd I'm actually

[[ Oh lawrd I'm actually almost tempted for a human interaction with my Democracy...but that would end up with games of drunken blackjack, because she'd find a way so that they were both very much annebriated, haha.

Super tracking, because fedoras are sexy. ]]
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"Ain't no bill, Cyph. 'member

"Ain't no bill, Cyph. 'member what I said about no money? 'sides, I don't need men to buy drinks for me. I've always had enough to cover it myself, dear. Company's all I ask." Quill executed a mock bow, eyes shining. With a small leap, she took off running, only pausing when she got to the stream that Mother cried. Pausing to study it, Quill leaped down into the small pool beneath the constant streams from the Idol.
When she was fairly sure he'd caught up, she spoke from below.
"Come on down. Hope ya aren't afraid to get wet, eh? Might cool ya off after yer moment." Quill seemed hardly bothered now, intent on helping instead. Lowering her small head, she took a long drink from the cold pool.
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-creepy stalker alert- I am

-creepy stalker alert- I am enjoying this RP so much, just thought I'd say XD' I love him Steph (Quill too!), wish one of my charries could interact with him...not sure which though ._.'
Anyways...CARRY ON -cough-
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"A modern day doe I see,"

"A modern day doe I see," Cypher sarcastically replied as he stumbled along behind her. His strength was beginning to return but slowly. Each step required concentration to perform or he ran the risk of falling over. His body was light but swayed side to side as he trotted over the uneven earth. Inside his head the voice was screaming profoundly. It ordered him to stop this nonsense and to retreat to seclusion, but he ignored it. In return for his disobedience, he would have to face a serve punishment though it occurred sooner than he hoped. His inner beast thrashed about in his mind. It scratched at his skull while snarling like a rabid dog chewing away at his brain.

Wincing occasionally, he tried to hide the pain to not worry Quill. For a reason unbeknown to him, he felt the need to protect her from the truth. The voice was not pleased with his choice. He continued to ignore it.

Water babbled in the distance as if it were whispering to the near by trees. A cool summer breeze answered back. A sweet serenade sang around them but all Cypher could focus on was the maddening whispers within his own head, destroying any chance a peace that the scene could have brought. He saw the flash of red from Quill's pelt disappear into the creek below. Her voice called out to him, luring him down a path to a temporary sanctuary. Once at the water's edge, he began to undress. His vest was quite expensive; there was no reason to ruin it. Lowering his head, he unbuttoned it and tossed it onto a near by branch. He tugged his tie off and rested it beside the vest. All that remained was his long-sleeved shirt and the fedora upon his head. Carefully, he slid down the slope into the creek. The dip felt refreshing upon his body, but his head still pounded.

"I do not believe that I have had poppy," Cypher spoke softly as he sat down, allowing the water to rush over his tensed muscles. "Or mushrooms. Or any of the cuisine here for that matter."

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Shi, I saw Eiros in the Forest the other day. Cypher actually observed Soona and Eiros but did not want to interfere with their beautiful interaction. But I do feel bad for not spending time with him.
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Quill weaved beneath the twin

Quill weaved beneath the twin falls of water, slicking down the red of her pelt. Noting that he'd come down, she spared him a quick nod. "Good boy, Cyph. Is that helpin'?" Almost distractedly, the deer turned and gave a small nuzzle to the stone that was pouring out the water. In fact, the strange markings on her face seemed to match with the Idol's face and twin streams. How strange.
After resting her face there for a moment, she leaped from the stream, going around the back of the Idol. Poppies grew in abundance there and she picked up a few on her small antlers. She glanced at the various items of clothing on the bank and laughed silently. He definitely wasn't one to underdress, was he?
She slid down the bank, splashing into the water rather ungracefully and likely splashing Cypher. Oh well. Keeping the poppies dry, she offered them to Cypher. "Dunno if they'll do anything for you, but they calm me down plenty." As if to back up this statement, she settled down near him, looking incredibly at ease. Her eyes were half-closed and she sighed quietly.
"Guess we'll have to have you sample all the cuisine 'round here, Cyph. I haven't tried the blueberries myself, but the mushrooms sound delicious." With a frown, she shook the remainder of the poppies off. She always felt pulled somewhere when she wore them, for whatever reason. Maybe some errand Mother wanted her to run, but she wasn't interested in just that moment.
"As for your remark, I prefer to think of myself as 'forward-thinking'." A wide grin flashed across her face.
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Oddly, the water was very

Oddly, the water was very soothing. The soreness in his shoulders disappeared. Cypher rolled his shoulders and cracked his neck. A sigh of relieve escaped him as he regained feeling in his limbs. While leisuring, he caught a glimpse of Quill cuddling to the stone. His rose his left eye brow in confusion at the sight. And they thought I was the mentally unstable one.

His eyes followed her movements as she picked the poppies for him. As he watched her, a strange feeling clinched around his stomach. What is this...? His eyes darted from side to side behind his mask as he fell into deep thought. Concern... Friendliness... Kindness... My God... Why doesn't she realize I don't deserve this? His thoughts were disturbed by a suddenly splash beside him. He looked over to see her sitting at his side with poppies in her mouth; her own mind seemed to have been twisted within her own inner conflicts.

Another gut wrenching emotion struck him. A feeling that caused him to avoid her gaze as he accepted her gift. This.... This isn't meant to happen. Shaking the thoughts away, he gathered the courage to look at her again.

"Perhaps some time we will need to spend some time taste testing."
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Quill shook water from her

Quill shook water from her fur, pausing a moment to look around. With a sigh, she realized how futile that gesture had been. There was nowhere down here that wasn't wet. Giving up, she plopped down in the same spot, rolling over to let the water run through the fur on her back.
After a moment, she looked up and studied him.
"Yew avoided my eyes when I gave you those poppies. Any particular reason?" With a twist, she rolled back on her stomach, curling her legs under herself and continuing to look up. After a moment, she looked away, following the course of a poppy downstream. Perhaps he wasn't calmed by their scent like she was. In fact, she doubted anybody was. They seemed to lull her into some other state entirely; nobody else ever reacted like that. Still, they'd help in some other way.
Quill shot a glance at the tall idol, trying to see into her eyes. She flicked an ear at Cypher, nodding up at the Idol.
"Mother likes yew, I think." The deer laid her head down on the cool stone just to the right of her, closing her eyes.
"Taste testing. Sounds just fine to me, it does."
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The brightly colored poppies

The brightly colored poppies floated slowly down the stream before dispersing out into the lake. The water sparkled in the light, creating a lovely glow to the world around it. Cypher watched the flowers disappear and then turned back towards Quill.

The doe was resting calmly beside a large humanoid stone. His eyes looked up and down, studying the stone. A luring aurora illuminated from it as it stared down at the pair with hollow soulless eyes. Two waterfalls ran down the smoothed face as if they were tears.

Anxiety ran over him. Cypher pulled his ears back flat against his scalp as he returned the statue's gaze. He could not help but wonder if it was judging him. And if it was... Oh the things it would see and learn about him.

All the years of thievery.
All his lies.
His drinking.
His gambling.
His fights.


It was easy to hide his true nature from another, but from a spirit that acted like the voice? He knew he could not keep his black heart a secret.

"Mother...?" he asked with a gulp as his eyes locked with Quill's. "I thought I mentioned that it would not be a good idea to introduce me to her. After all... We have yet to have a first date." His last sentence was a pathetic, wary attempt at a joke to avoid causing tension.
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"You didn't answer my

"You didn't answer my question, but hey, guess I didn't expect it." Quill didn't look like she particularly minded. She simply lifted her head and tilted it to the side, giving him a small smile. At least he was finally looking at her. At the word "date", she winced.
God forbid if he was thinking about that. Quill supposed she'd have to tell him sooner or later, to be sure he wasn't getting the wrong idea. Unfortunately, if he already had it, well...that would only make it worse.
"This here lady welcomed me into this world. 's only appropriate that I call her Mother." That pulse at the edge of her eyes meant the Idol was listening more carefully. She seemed pleased, though. The Idol was curious, she could tell. Why, she had no idea.
Well, he certainly was a character.
"We won't be havin' any dates, dear, so no worries about introducing ya. Also, she can't 'xactly move, so ya don't have to worry about her kickin' yew out or anythin'." Perhaps he'd take the hint.
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It seemed is his attempt at

It seemed is his attempt at humor had failed. It was no surprise to him. Being around others was something he had never had done. He never had aid on his heists. To him, company just got in the way. It caused unnecessary attention when trying to be discreet. The only social skills he contained were ones designed for wild bars, casinos, and his more recent annoyance with other AoM agents before being sent out onto the field. Awkwardness was something he did not know how to handle.

He noticed Quill's wince. Obviously, he had given off the wrong impression. If living in this world was as difficult as it had been thus far, then a relationship was truly the last thing he'd need. After all, he could not keep his charade up forever. And the voice surely would not approve.

"Well then, it seems as if I have overstepped my stay," he rose to his feet. His pelt dampened by the water sparkled in the light as if his fur was coated with a diamond glaze. With a great leap, he jumped to the shore line and walked towards his belongings. "I apologize, milady, for any upsetting thoughts you might have endured." He glanced up at the stone before returning his gaze back to Quill. Politely he tipped his hat her way in attempt to make admen.
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"'ey, buddy! Don't leave! I

"'ey, buddy! Don't leave! I didn't mean no offence by it." With a rough shake of her fur to rid it of water, she leaped up onto the shore nearby. Quill darted to his side and shoved him lightly with her shoulder. With a long sigh, she figured it was worth him knowing, even if he decided she wasn't worth staying around. Her feet scratched up a clot of earth and she shuffled it around, looking anywhere but at him.
"Look, yer a nice guy an' all, but...let's just say guys don't exactly attract my attention. Or love. That there would be the main fact on why I won' be datin' you, nothin' else. Here's hopin' I didn't give yew the wrong impression an' all. Guess I'm just friendly." With a small sigh, she plopped down, looking at him through a sideways glance. It wouldn't be a surprise if he walked away; others had done it before.
"Yer welcome to go if that makes yew uncomfortable." Quill shrugged, looking at him straight on with a glint of defiance in her eyes.
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As Quill shuffled about going

As Quill shuffled about going on with her explanation, Cypher could not help but become confused. He heard her words but they seemed to fly through him like moths around a light. Blindly fluttering about without direction before heading straight to their deaths. Love...? What's "love"? Such a foreign word to him. The sound of the word burned. It greatly angered the voice, that much he knew.

"I... you... What?" stun-founded he stood before her with pure confusion on his face.
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The confusion on her face

The confusion on her face mirrored his almost perfectly. It was clear she'd never had to explain this before. "I...go on dates with girls? Not boys, y'see. Does that clear it up, Cyph?" Quill seemed almost ready to laugh at his expression.
"I fall in love with girls, not guys. Or well, I at least like them better." Love wasn't really her thing. Sure, short-term flings, times she thought would last, those were okay. She just hadn't settled down for the long-term, hadn't found the right one.
With a shrug, she lifted herself to her feet, thinking about the origins of her scar for a moment. Then she shook her head and glanced straight up at him.
"Izzat clear now?"
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Cypher's expression remained

Cypher's expression remained the same, though this time his head cocked to the side. To him a "date" was nothing more than leading another on to obtain enough trust to get the information he needed, and then disappear into the night. He had used cheesy pick-up lines he learned from his beloved noir films and his charming look aided him greatly with his goals, but he never put thought into it meaning more. He knew the term meant other things in the world outside of his but this was the first time it ever really showed itself.

"No no... I understand that just perfectly. I rest assure you," he stepped out into the sunlight to begin drying himself as their conversation continued. "Tis a shame though that a pretty little thing like you has eyes of another way, but to each their own I say." It felt right to say but he knew it was the wrong thing to say. Inside of his mind, he could hear the voice laughing with amusement at his failures. It savored the taste of his newly found emotional torture for even in his state of great confusion, a sliver of disappointment had buried itself within him. The voice was pleased greatly by this. It would not let him forget.

At this point, he was unsure of where he wanted to lead the conversation. Clearly his lack of exactly socializing skills had failed; killing any enjoyment with their conversation. Stretching, he could feel the water lifting from his pelt. The warmth felt good after the refreshing bath. Now if only the rest of the day would feel as fine as the sunshine.

As he watch Quill rise to her feet, he noticed a scar beneath her mask. His eyes narrowed as he tried to examine it without being more awkward. Blinking, he broke his concentration on it and returned back to her eyes.
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The air that Quill had been

The air that Quill had been holding in was released in a gust. She seemed to shrink for a moment, then stood, shaking herself off, as if something had been clinging to her fur. Quill trotted over to the taller stag, leaning into his leg with her head.
"Glad ya get it. I was afraid I was gonna lose you, Cyph! No, I wouldn' want that." Despite being ready for it, she had hoped he would accept it. With a smile, she suddenly noted his eyes on her scar. Her eyes darkened and her ears pinned back.
"Cain't say I know exactly where I got the scar," she muttered, looking off to the side once more.
"Let's jus' say that my dreams about it are unpleasant, even if I dunno what they mean." Quill shook her head violently, as if to clear out the thoughts.
"Say, yer pretty new 'round here, right? Mebbe I should show yew 'round this place. There's plenty enough to see and it's all real pretty." Now she was bouncing a little, eager to get going and distract the poor stag. Ruins first, then De Drinkplaats...Or maybe the Gods first...Her mind was whirring with plans.
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His body stiffened slightly

His body stiffened slightly at the feel of her soft body leaning against his. Physical contact was still something he would have to get use to. ...I was afraid I was gonna lose you... her words echoed in his head. ...No, I wouldn' want that... His cynical side seeped through has a quick smirk flashed at the thought. No, it was never his intention to hurt her but the voice liked knowing weakness. Knowing how to manipulate another was a bit of a hobby of the voice's. However, as it chuckled in delight at the new knowledge, a second much quieter voice pleaded with it. Please... No... Not her...

Cypher stood straight, somewhat pushing Quill off of him. But why...? Fear? Yes, he recognized it as fear but what was it that he was so afraid of? Was he afraid of her knowing the truth he hide? Was he afraid of conviction again? Or was he afraid of losing her as well...?

All these new thoughts and emotions hit him like a ton of bricks. He somewhat stumbled to the side as he lowered his head to gather his thoughts. Why do I care...? he asked himself as he lifted his head again to look back at her. She seemed to not have fully noticed his "moment" for she was still bouncing around and talking a mile a minute. He kept watching her as he pushed his thoughts to the side. It was too much to think about at the moment; and he knew it would lead to another mental war. For now, it was best to avoid it.

"I have seen a few places," quickly he said as he tried to keep up with her pace of speaking. "While investigating the land, I had gone pass a few leisure locations, but I have not spent time at any of them. So please, my dear, lead the way."
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"Mebbe the Gods first." With

"Mebbe the Gods first." With a bound, she leaped over the river, pelt flashing in the sunlight. Without waiting to see if he'd caught up, she began trotting towards the hill on which two tall white stones rested.
Quill took a moment to think, ears pinned back. Cypher was surely hiding something, but in this forest, who wasn't? Deer surprised her most of the time with what they hid. Quietly, she agreed with herself that she would be prepared this time. Whatever he did, she would counter it and survive it. Shaking her head, she raised her ears again, beginning to talk.
"Up here's these statues they call the Twin Gods. I've seen deer prayin' to them, though I've never really wanted to myself. My guess is they're the main religion 'round here." She led the way up the hill, looking up at the much taller statues.
"Real nice, ain't they?"
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The flash of red stood out

The flash of red stood out against the vivid green background of the Forest. Cypher watched as Quill eagerly began towards two sun bleached statues off in the distance. Her steps were quick for such a small doe, carrying her in a hurray away. He took a moment to grab his vest from the branch where he had hung it. His pelt and shirt were still moist but what choice did he have? He would look foolish carrying a vest and tie on his antlers; he could not carry both in his mouth. Instead he throw the vest over his back and placed his front legs through the sleeves. Buttoning it would take away more time that he really had. Quill was already out of ear range. Her voice had trailed off with her speech; he needed to catch up. He grabbed his tie and held it tightly in his teeth. The silk fabric was not a delicious taste. He winced in disgust as it touched his tongue, but there was no other way for him to hold it.

With a leap, he jumped across the creek with his eyes somewhat fixed on the crying statue that overlooked the waterfront. The voice seemed to hiss at it, like a cat warning off danger. As he stared into the black voided eyes, he continued to feel a great sense of judgment over him. For a second he could have sworn that the idol's tears flowed heavier. Could it have been mourning for him...?

He stumbled to the ground on the opposite side. The pressure from landing on solid soil distracted him from his concerned thoughts as he returned to look at the direction that Quill had gone in. She was hard to see in the distance. With her size, he could easily loose her in the forest floor. He caught up her with the his vest flapping in the wind as he dashed away from the stream. His tie fluttering between his breaths.

Cypher slowed his pace as he approached the hill. Quill continued to give a small speech as she began towards them in front him. His eyes followed the trail before her to the statues, where he met their gazes. The twin statues stood majestically in the sunlight as they guarded the Forest. Their stone bodies were strong and showed signs of their ancient age. The bright white color they had once been faded with the sun. The rough stone had smoothed from centuries of beatings from cold rain. Their eyes were soulless but Cypher could sense a god-like presence within them. The voice grew more angry. Its hissing grew louder in his head and it began to growl.Crap... They know, don't they?

The statues seemed to be scorning him. He knew for a fact that they were judging him but he figured that was their job. He could feel a foreign entity making its way into his soul, tearing each individual layer of him apart and examining every fiber of his existence. The voice howled in madness as it tried to fight off the entity like it was a virus threatening to infect him with a deadly disease. The inner turmoil made him sick. His stomach turned and the pounding in his head returned, but he choose to hide it. He knew that this was a feeling he would have to learn with, just as he had learned to live in correspondence to the voice. What had infected his mind quickly left. He felt a great sense of anger and disappointment lingering in the air as the statues began to frown down upon him.

Gulping, he took a step backwards, "Yes, quite lovely..." His eyes showed a grave distress as he began to tie his tie around his neck."Religion, eh? I do not blame you for choosing not to."
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Quill noted that odd feeling

Quill noted that odd feeling in him again. Catching his glance, she noted distress and it reflected in her own eyes for a moment. What could be bothering him so much? He seemed distant from her, as if there was an entire world in his own head.
The doe looked up at the statues, gazing into their eyes. These Gods had to be kinder than the one her parents had taught her about. A look of disgust crossed her face with the thought and she shook her head, ridding herself of the thoughts. Even if they were only in her dreams, a faint imprint, she still disliked them and the feeling they brought her.
Forcing a smile, she nudged him gently. "Religion's never been my kinda thing. Too binding, y'know. Too many rules." Deciding not to ask what was bothering him, since she hadn't learned much of anything yet anyhow, she paced around the statues instead, then popped out the other side to look at him, questioning.
"Only question I got is how a forest of deer managed to carve this. I don't get it. Mebbe they don't even come from here. Mebbe I'll ask Mother later, see what she knows 'bout them. After all, they gotta be about the same age." Seeming to weigh out something in her mind, her gaze suddenly flickered over the tie hanging from his mouth. She stifled a laugh as she came up to it and touched it with her nose.
"Did I catch ya at the wrong time, buddy? Seems I mighta rushed you outta there before yew had time to put that on. Yew need any help?" Her eyes were glinting with hardly contained laughter. He looked so out of sorts, clothes dripping wet and hanging. Shaking her head softly, she looked into the distance, ears perking up.
"I'll show yew the Ruins next...Unless yer the skittish type?" Mischief flashed in her glance beneath the mask along with a challenge.
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Religion's never been my

Religion's never been my kinda thing. Too binding, y'know

Cypher chuckled at her comment, "You are speaking to the choir, love." It was difficult to live a life as a criminal if one worshiped gods that taught righteousness and believed in strict discipline for stepping out of line. He knew for a fact that the moment he did accept a religion, he would be condemned to hell within seconds. His early missions with the Agency of Mystery showed him the truth behind cults. He refused to live as a lifeless zombie, following satanic commends. So he choose to live a life in the present and only believed in pleasing the voice.

Now partly dressed, he began to button his vest to complete his look, "A bad time? Never. A gentleman can always look his best even in the worst of times." Using his teeth, he fed the plastic button through the slip on the other side. The vest was secure around his slender chest and the tie was now ducked in. Shaking his head, he straightened his fedora. Standing tall and with his head tilted, he struck a pose while looking over at her. Yet despite his welcoming look, a mischievous sparkle glittered in his eyes.

I'll show yew the Ruins next...Unless yer the skittish type?

Another chuckle escaped him. This time he stepped to his side to expose his left leg to her. Around his upper leg, a red band was wrapped tightly. AoM was embroidered into the red material, though he was certain that Quill did not know what it meant. Oh if only she had any idea of the things he had seen during his employment as an operative. The succubi had had avoided, the siren calls he had learned to ignore, the ghosts and demons he had encountered almost daily, and the vampires... He shivered at the thought. He hated the vampires... Nonetheless, skittish was a trait he did not possess.

"Skittish? Not at all."
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Noticing his posing, the

Noticing his posing, the concealed laughter finally burst out. It was sustained for a couple of minutes before she managed to get it under control. A few harsh breaths and wiped away tears later, she shook her head and came up to him.
"Very handsome, if I do say so myself. Though it don't mean much comin' from me an' all, I s'pose!" Quill was fighting the urge to laugh again, small body convulsing as she held it in.
"Glad yew didn't say yes. I can't tie a tie for my life!" The currently-doe shrugged, which turned into a small stretch. When she straightened up, she glanced at the red band around his leg. AoM. Hmm. Quill noted that, but decided not to ask about it currently. A thought crossed her mind, though only vaguely.
Where in the Forest had he gotten all this stuff? After all, she'd hardly seen fedoras growing on trees.
With a little flaunt, she pranced off in the direction of the Ruins.
"Yew better hope you ain't, Cyph. 'specially not of ghosts. There's plenty of them around there, trapped forever and doomed to wander..." She turned around, winking quickly, then took off at a run, challenging him to keep up.
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Quill's laughter was of pure

Quill's laughter was of pure happiness. At first, it confused him. He had never heard such a sound before. Laughter to him was normally short and quiet. It came in the forms of quick menacing chuckles or the giggles of girls who fell for his charm. The voice was not happy to hear the sound, but Cypher did not seem to mind. He continued to ignore the voices groans as he preceded with Quill.

The speak of ghosts excited him. Perhaps this was why the AoM sent him to the Forest. Perhaps it was his mission to investigate the mysterious hidden within the woods. He always enjoyed interacting with ghosts. Breaking the truth to them about being deceased and seeing the unsettling disappointment in their eyes fed his masochistic hunger. It was why he had no objections to signing his life over to the AoM.

"Sounds interesting..." Cypher's head lowered as his eyes narrowed. His lips curled beneath the shadow that his fedora cast on his face. By this time, Quill had already darted in front of him. He rolled his shoulders to prepare for the run, and then darted after her.

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Also, last night when watching Doctor Who, I came across a character that perfectly displays Cypher's cynical look. It was in the episode The Family of Blood. So, just as a reference to anyone, whenever I talk about Cypher's "typical" look, I'm referring to an expression similar to the guy on the far left in the suit. He's suppose to always have an uncomfortable, threatening look to him but it's only the expression that they share. Cypher physically looks different.
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The red deer skittered to a

The red deer skittered to a halt in the front archway of the ruins. Curiously, she seemed almost reverent, looking up and tracing the lines of the ruined chapel far above her head. To her, it was beautiful, a somewhat peaceful (if slightly unnerving) place to rest.

With a small smile, she gave a bow to the tiny idols sitting at the ruins. Quill considered them something like cousins and occasionally came to keep them company. When she was sure Cypher was there, she rested her head on the smallest one.

"I consider these my cousins. They don't talk, though, but I think they're still livin'. Mebbe they'll talk when they get more comfertable." The red deer shrugged, motioning the stag to follow her around the sides. There were many graves of all shapes and sizes, sticking up from the ground. Some were decaying and ancient, while a few looked much younger, as if some deer had only just recently died. Moss hung above them in long strands, making the ruins look even older. Crumbling pillars looked like they could fall at any minute, yet somehow they still stood.

Quill glanced quickly at the rusting cage in the center, then looked away. Something about it almost worried her, but she didn't dwell on it too much. Instead, she trotted to one of the biggest graves and gestured at it.

"Sometimes deer 'round here die. Doesn't happen too often, but gen'rally they're buried here. I don't think all of these are dead deer, tho'. Some of 'em seem too old. Can yew feel the ghosts 'round here? Guess they like lingerin'." The deer shrugged, staring down into the dirt as if she could see what was buried beneath. Her ears flicked as if to catch some sound, maybe the moan of a long-dead deer.

"Then again, not all of 'em stay 'round here. I seen ghosts all across the forest. Guess they're the hangers-on. The ones who don't wanna let go. Some'd say we're all ghosts, but I don' believe that..."

After a few seconds, she motioned to him to follow her around the other side. Her dark glance fell over the deep, covered hole.

"This here...Well, nobody quite knows what it is. Might be some big communal grave underneath this lid, I dunno. Still, nobody can lift it and nobody's tried. Could be some horrible thing down there." Quill shuddered a little, but made an effort to hide it. As she walked to the other side, she pointed out the graves once more, all in the same various states of decay. Stopping near the front of the Ruins, she pointed to a large hole in its center, just behind the rusting cage.

"That there hole leads down to darkness. It's gen'rally sealed at the bottom, but sometimes yew can find a hole that leads deeper down. Never have wanted to go there meself." Quill shook herself as if ridding her pelt of invisible dust.

"De Drinkplaats next." Quill nodded to herself, turning back to make sure he was following.