.it's all around me. |Emdeaur| .the space you're not filling.

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• Emdeaur, Em, Emmy - created June 6, 2008

• complicated, broken, uncertain

• pansexual, intersex, androgynous

• generally calm, even-tempered, logical

• poetic, can be moody, romantic

• lonely, deeply scarred, used to be more than what he is now

• emotional, longing, intelligent, easily stressed

• craves affection, hates change, requires closure

• rarely dominant or submissive, talks a lot, body will never age

• slightly taller than a TEF-deer, hazel eyes, loves the color orange

• easily jealous, insecure, never shy

• any pelt/any antlers/any mask (has no firm grasp on magic)



secure

Evania
the single most important thing in his life.
will never be complete again without her.
taken by the gods.


Skyangel
was extremely influential to his life and adolescence/previous love/gone

Evelys
(b.) daughter with Evania/adores and would die for/slight insecurity around

Capulet
(b.) son with Crucio/strongly regrets never being there for him/would die for

Beravenon
(b.) grandson/loves

Exit
non-biological sister/adopted at a young age/raised as a child/adores

Jorogumo
(a.) sister/cares for immensely/respects and would die for

Flail
(a.) sister/protective of/loves

Demon
(a.) brother/feels inferior to/respects and loves

Aleumdaun Misang
(a.) sister/cares for and protects/loves

Jax
(a.) brother/an equal to/open around/cares for deeply/secret lover

Caden
(a.) nephew/protects and watches out for/loves

Averell
(a.) niece/will protect but not strongly bonded to/loves

Kasmir
(a.) niece/will protect/loves

Willis
(a.) nephew/has not met, will treat like family upon meeting

Enthbril
(a.) great-nephew/has not met, will love and protect

Aamori
(a.) niece/loves and protects/gone

Euriea
(a.) niece/cares for and protects immensely/loves

Ji
(a.) niece/loves

Hexane
(a.) nephew/loves

Dajhi
closely-bonded friend/loves/gone

Gustiro
highly affectionate towards/looks up to/submissive to

Misaki
claimed/adores/gone

Spirituelle
bonded to/likes and protects/mentally inferior to

Mikhail
strongly bonded to/would protect even though he'd never need it/inferior to and unrequited feelings for

Angel
friend/slowly drifting apart/cares for

Buttons
strongly bonded to/protects and adores as a playmate/loves

Shineri
bonded to/cares for/likes/gone?

Copolymer
loosely bonded to/affectionate towards/likes

Lucy
loosely bonded to/likes

Umay
bonded to distantly/has fought against and fought with/respects and likes

Vala
loosely bonded to/enjoys the company of/likes

Kody
very small bond to/looks up to from afar/respects and likes

Lilly
friend/likes

Moonrose
friend/likes

Phoenix
friend/likes

Angel
friend/loves






unwelcomed

Visil
fears/dislikes/avoids

Illrose
distant dislike/avoids/uncertain

Jade
dislikes/avoids/ignores

Cadaver
unreasonably terrified by/avoids at all costs

Lucian
vicious dislike/hated by/avoids






insecure

Behrdaulemause
son-in-law/wary about

Leviathann
wary around/cares for immensely/indebted to/intricate reasoning behind feelings

Gehirn
uncertain of/respects/mixed thoughts

Saosin
respects/likes/vastly inferior to

Sianna
very unsure of/uneasy around/previous friend

Basil
father/looked down on by/looks down on

Miarza
mother/respects, adores/overwhelming importance to/insecure around

Crucio
father of his son/unsettled around/he and the choices that were made around him directly affected the one he loved






♥

♥

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miss him gah

miss him gah <3

/stalks Such beautiful CSS

/stalks
Such beautiful CSS

Clare, kiki;

Clare, kiki; ♥

Spirit; I've missed you too. D: -lovelovelove-

acer; Thank you~ ;w;

*rubs self on bio* Hai there~

*rubs self on bio*
Hai there~
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retrack, dahhlingggg

retrack, dahhlingggg
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8o ?

8o ♥

Sam; 8D HELLO YOU.

Sam; 8D HELLO YOU. ♥

PretPret; Meep~ Thank yhoo, daaarrrrliingggg~ :3

Flat; <8D ♥
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omnom

omnom

Ooky; -nom'd- ;w; &hearts;

Ooky; -nom'd- ;w; ♥

*roll*

*roll*

D8

D8<

-runs after Jala with a mop-

STOP IT YOU'RE TRACKING FOREST EVERYWHERE.

&hearts;

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EMMMMMY ;A; This is awesome.

EMMMMMY
;A; This is awesome. He needs to come back. Cause I luff him. |D

-Rubs all over this and

-Rubs all over this and purrs-
This...this...LOVE!!

Dina; &hearts; Lydster;

Dina; ♥

Lydster; THANKYOU-LOVELOVELOVE- ;w;

JanJan; LONG. TIME. NO. SEE.

JEEBUS.

GET OVER HERE AND LET ME LOVE YOU. -smother-
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Tracking this.

Tracking this.
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realized im not tracking

realized im not tracking this..
sorry to bump it up though ;;
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I missed seeing Emdeaur

I missed seeing Emdeaur around; hope you've been well.

(used to play Dajhi, back then)
Display pic by crabbycrown ♥

Ah, hello! I've missed seeing

Ah, hello! I've missed seeing you too. ♥

I'm here now and then. It was really nice to just exist in the forest for a bit. IC Em was definitely experiencing some loneliness and just sat with whoever seemed to not mind his presence hehe.

Cheers, lovely~

Don't think we ever got to

Don't think we ever got to interact but it's really good seeing them back - was actually thinking about them a couple weeks ago.

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<3

Em has a really hard time

Em has a really hard time recognizing anyone (as does his player...>.>) but is doing his best to be friendly. The forest is strange. Everything is strange.

Claire; ♥ BB!