a good day - the seventh moon

eyestrain's picture
You dressed me selfishly, then played the terror. A constant push and pull of panic and pretend impatience. I am ignoring you. Don't fall off my back while we're dancing, now. I haven't laughed so in ages.













Showing off for a little one, I tease an old friend.
I tease a dragon, just to try it. We play games with our clever feet and clever heads, laughing deeper into the forest.
He leads me to a clutch of stone eggs. His back is warm and smooth, and I doze in feathers.





All of this looks awfully familiar. Don't I know you?
Red red red. Didn't this mean something? Hm.
Aha, happy and laughing child. Look, my little insect. Haughty, mighty headdress
and one who
turns
their
head
every time I do.








My face hovers high above my head
There is a phantom in the forest with your name
An insistent child leads me about by the nose
a tower with a rabbit at its base
a loving couple sleeping sweetly
twins on the rocks and you there again, my friend, opaque but then you are a fawn, and not you at all
sleep paralysis i do not lay down to sleep, but everything fades to black
There is an old man trapped in a hole
two of his followers adopt me and I hold a shape-shifter as they disappear




i never saw beneath your mask
but I wondered about your face
are there crows' feet at the edge of your eyes from smiling?
Is your nose long and roman like mine?
What I wondered, dear stranger, is
are you me under there?









glad to see you little dancing partner glad to see you big black glad to see you familiar strange face but tired oh so tired just sleep and sleep



voice:











Laughing so hard... you little skull-faced butterfly and this one seems to hate the rain Won't you come inside? No? Oh little butterfly Until we meet again I love you An old brown stag of many colors is father today and mother right behind him leap into your belly after a long day a second comes to fill the emptiness left by the first This strange creature and I are becoming one what fun! you, you, you. knock heads. Rub necks. Walking your footsteps. What a mess. too tired to even move all our energy is blasting from our radiant halo




little brown creature (the first face I see) you smell good a white laughing face, I laugh a familiar face, crow faced friend where'd you go? yell TAG into Spyrre's ears matching pairs, matching pairs stable is The Red Why is everyone gone? What did I do? aletheia three smiles a desire to cover my face you were kind to me before please take care of me again i just want to be near you strange mushroom man and three smile my body is changing




Stomp the flowers, little fawn
crush them under hoof and flatten the whole patch with your body
roll with your friend on the vibrant blue petals
run with him through the forest, two bobbing lights in a dream world
tickle his cheeks with your fluttering eyelashes
because at any moment
you will be gone







The doe heard the faint pattering of the fawn's hooves. She knew someone was there, but who...she didn't know. Not receiving an answer to her question, though, she chose to see what the stars may say for whoever was out there.

Speaking a little louder than normal, she said the fortune for the fawn: "Ah, now I see that you are a mere fawn, perhaps you simply do not have the voice to come near. But I do see something for you, not short term but in the future. You will develop very well, and become a great deer, a role model, perhaps a leader if you choose to do so. But from there I do not know what you will become. There are many things that can affect your life, many choices that can alter who you will grow to be. Whatever path you choose, I want you to know that you will have little difficulty getting there."


Listening intently to her voice, head cocked,
the fawn's tail flickered
and the secretive smile starting from his eyes
made his face into a voice
that seemed to laugh
as he turned
and
dashed away

kicking up his legs with abandon.




At last
the stag
disappeared












THE FIRST brd APPEARED JULY 25th 2010
AND DISAPPEARED MARCH 29th 2011
"the heart as..." was read 6786 times.
THE SECOND brd APPEARED APRIL 14th 2011




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GingerNut's picture

Oh goodness, yes O,O

Oh goodness, yes O,O
*AWESUMEtrack*
I can't wait to see this in completion... It looks lovely so far :'D
eyestrain's picture

What i'd really like to do is

What i'd really like to do is something like Fincayra's blog here but I don't know how. For now this is a placeholder but if anyone could help me understand how to take the code in that blog and modify it for myself it would be greatly appreciated.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

Edit~ I wish I could help you

<~twack of LOVE~> Laughing out loud

Edit~ I wish I could help you with that :\ Maybe ask her? All I can do is help you make the comment boxes and main post smaller T-T

Verycrazygirl's picture

Yes! *tracklazorz*

Yes!

*tracklazorz*

Kiraki's picture

*Noms* :3

*Noms* :3
Spyrre's picture

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<3!
*track*
Apparanza's picture

Tracking~&hearts

Tracking~&hearts

By Leuvr
J!n's picture

:>

:>

&hearts

&hearts

Munkel's picture

ah -tracks- :3

ah -tracks- :3

Track track

Track track<3 I love the set up a lot...so beautiful Smiling
-Konoha-

Baal's picture

Ah! I must continue to stalk

Ah! I must continue to stalk you! XD I wish I could offer assistance with your bio code, but sadly I am not very good at CSS. >.<
Tally's picture

Finally.

Finally. <3
Kaoori's picture

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Smiling

- tracks ten million times

- tracks ten million times -

I wish I could help, but I need help too.

I want to create a blog/biography thing like that too but have no idea how
Good luck though! Just ask Fincayra, I'm sure she'll help C:
ocean's picture

-squeal- Brd's bio!

-squeal-
Brd's bio! <3
By the way: x
Code for tabs, which Fincayra used in making that blog, I believe.
Hope this helps. c:
BrokkenSaint's picture

Tracking, this a awesomeness.

Tracking, this a awesomeness.
arrowdoe's picture

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<333
eyestrain's picture

Wow... thank you guys so

Wow... thank you guys so much. I was surprised so many of you seem to have been waiting for this...
I don't really know what to do with it, but I am happy each of you have taken interest in my deer.

Ocean, thanks so much for the tabs info. I edited everything but I can't get the tabs to work, all of the divs remain laid out in the post. Does anyone know how I can fix this? Less importantly I would also like to center the div with the tabs inside of it, but a left float with 0 auto 0 auto margin doesn't work. Not essential though.
Your link helped a lot though, thanks.

Thank you everyone.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

I think it might be an issue

I think it might be an issue with your size coding.... are all the Div's including the main one the same size? I've found that they don't work if not.

eyestrain's picture

I set the height to all of

I set the height to all of the divs as auto and left the width undefined. I suppose then it's best to give it a fixed height?

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

Yes, I think that would fix

Yes, I think that would fix it. Try taking the auto ut and giving them all fixed sizes on both ends of the code. If you'd like the different sizes you could put another text box within the first tab divs and size them however you'd like ^-^

Fincayra's picture

Definitely tracking! The

Definitely tracking! The layout and the pictures are beautiful. ♥
eyestrain's picture

It worked! Thanks so much,

It worked! Thanks so much, Kitty.
And thank you very much Fincayra.


I posted a new entry here but didn't make a separate blog. I don't know if that's a good way to do things.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

No problem ^-^ I think it's

No problem ^-^

I think it's more organized, but people might wonder where things went o.o

Fincayra's picture

(: Oh, and here is the code I

(:
Oh, and here is the code I used for Newcomer's layout:

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Ysrael's picture

In this post is contained a

In this post is contained a track in disguise ♥

and
Ah! The nameless that brd mentioned above... They jumped together on the playground rocks? If so then that was me... My internet connection has been really touchy lately and when I opened TEF the other day I found myself to be a nameless.

Shortly afterwards I was able to log back in, though... So I apologize to brd for leaving him so suddenly ♥
eyestrain's picture

I worried about that, Kitty.

I worried about that, Kitty. Hmm.

Thank you Fincayra. I will mess with it when I have the chance to pull another all-nighter to mess with code, haha.

And thank you Ysrael. Were you the stag who turned into a frog and then jumped out and spooked brd? Afterwards they ran through the forest for a while together, very close in step.
If so, your company was greatly appreciated. Don't worry about having to go. Partings are inevitable.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
eyestrain's picture

New entry posted... This one

New entry posted...

This one was fun to write.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

*flails* Its always so much

*flails* Its always so much fun reading brd's daily happenings. c: *hearts* Vivi didn't want to make the blue stag wander away, thus why she stayed behind. ^^

and of course she'll follow him! she has a fun time copying him XD

Fincayra's picture

I love how you described his

I love how you described his scent. ashdggsd you are so talented it's not even funny. ♥
That was incredible, last night. I hope Brd is not too discouraged - I should like to have these two meet again. I think the more Brd is around, the more the Blue Stag will get used to him. He was just wary last night because of the antlers. (;

Track. &hearts;

Track. ♥
eyestrain's picture

I think Vivian is the closest

I think Vivian is the closest friend brd has... My roommate walked in and was watching me play and even though I don't think she got it entirely, she did think it was cool that there was a human on the other end who was my friend without us ever speaking. It is amazing what can be communicated just by one's presence.

The same thing goes for you, Fincayra. It was a truly unique experience.
I've started writing so much and using so many words to describe what happens in forest, and to create a story in a way. But what drew me to the game was what happened between our deer yesterday. I am sure they will meet again.

Thank you for tracking, Ashdrau.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

=O epic tack

=O epic tack <3

Fun read

Fun read <3

Ephra's picture

Ah! How can you be so

Ah! How can you be so talented at drawing and writing? Laughing out loud I've gotta track this.

Mmhh.

Mmhh. <3
shaku's picture

*gnaws on*~ Pretty >>

*gnaws on*~ Pretty >>

Iaurdagnire's picture

I hope to someday meet you in

I hope to someday meet you in forest (: I really like your character.
eyestrain's picture

I am too honored... Thank you

I am too honored... Thank you all.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
eyestrain's picture

9-4-10 entry added

9-4-10 entry added

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

Oh my...what happened to Brd

Oh my...what happened to Brd today? Poor guy....

"You seemed very wary of

"You seemed very wary of approaching. Is there...something wrong, stranger? I hope I don't come off as someone bad..."
eyestrain's picture

Thank you for your company

Thank you for your company Tamerlein. Sorry I don't text roleplay.

How was your day, Kitty?

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
arrowdoe's picture

Aleit was trying his hardest

Aleit was trying his hardest to appear less intimidating to Brd xD <3
We enjoyed your company~
eyestrain's picture

Thanks, Doe. It was

Thanks, Doe. It was appreciated.
He's in a weird place right now.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

Mm, I figured as much, deary.

Mm, I figured as much, deary.

I just wanted to have Thursday say something. I felt weird doing anything otherwise.~

(:
eyestrain's picture

It's best to do what feels

It's best to do what feels right, I think.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

&hearts I'll have things

&hearts

I'll have things unspoken on her side, shall they ever sit together again.

Sometimes the silence is better.
eyestrain's picture

Each person has their own way

Each person has their own way that is best for that moment... The silence tends to mean more to me, but sometimes being connected in more concrete ways is less distant. If that makes sense.

In any case the company was good for him, thank you.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet