a good day - the seventh moon

eyestrain's picture
You dressed me selfishly, then played the terror. A constant push and pull of panic and pretend impatience. I am ignoring you. Don't fall off my back while we're dancing, now. I haven't laughed so in ages.













Showing off for a little one, I tease an old friend.
I tease a dragon, just to try it. We play games with our clever feet and clever heads, laughing deeper into the forest.
He leads me to a clutch of stone eggs. His back is warm and smooth, and I doze in feathers.





All of this looks awfully familiar. Don't I know you?
Red red red. Didn't this mean something? Hm.
Aha, happy and laughing child. Look, my little insect. Haughty, mighty headdress
and one who
turns
their
head
every time I do.








My face hovers high above my head
There is a phantom in the forest with your name
An insistent child leads me about by the nose
a tower with a rabbit at its base
a loving couple sleeping sweetly
twins on the rocks and you there again, my friend, opaque but then you are a fawn, and not you at all
sleep paralysis i do not lay down to sleep, but everything fades to black
There is an old man trapped in a hole
two of his followers adopt me and I hold a shape-shifter as they disappear




i never saw beneath your mask
but I wondered about your face
are there crows' feet at the edge of your eyes from smiling?
Is your nose long and roman like mine?
What I wondered, dear stranger, is
are you me under there?









glad to see you little dancing partner glad to see you big black glad to see you familiar strange face but tired oh so tired just sleep and sleep



voice:











Laughing so hard... you little skull-faced butterfly and this one seems to hate the rain Won't you come inside? No? Oh little butterfly Until we meet again I love you An old brown stag of many colors is father today and mother right behind him leap into your belly after a long day a second comes to fill the emptiness left by the first This strange creature and I are becoming one what fun! you, you, you. knock heads. Rub necks. Walking your footsteps. What a mess. too tired to even move all our energy is blasting from our radiant halo




little brown creature (the first face I see) you smell good a white laughing face, I laugh a familiar face, crow faced friend where'd you go? yell TAG into Spyrre's ears matching pairs, matching pairs stable is The Red Why is everyone gone? What did I do? aletheia three smiles a desire to cover my face you were kind to me before please take care of me again i just want to be near you strange mushroom man and three smile my body is changing




Stomp the flowers, little fawn
crush them under hoof and flatten the whole patch with your body
roll with your friend on the vibrant blue petals
run with him through the forest, two bobbing lights in a dream world
tickle his cheeks with your fluttering eyelashes
because at any moment
you will be gone







The doe heard the faint pattering of the fawn's hooves. She knew someone was there, but who...she didn't know. Not receiving an answer to her question, though, she chose to see what the stars may say for whoever was out there.

Speaking a little louder than normal, she said the fortune for the fawn: "Ah, now I see that you are a mere fawn, perhaps you simply do not have the voice to come near. But I do see something for you, not short term but in the future. You will develop very well, and become a great deer, a role model, perhaps a leader if you choose to do so. But from there I do not know what you will become. There are many things that can affect your life, many choices that can alter who you will grow to be. Whatever path you choose, I want you to know that you will have little difficulty getting there."


Listening intently to her voice, head cocked,
the fawn's tail flickered
and the secretive smile starting from his eyes
made his face into a voice
that seemed to laugh
as he turned
and
dashed away

kicking up his legs with abandon.




At last
the stag
disappeared












THE FIRST brd APPEARED JULY 25th 2010
AND DISAPPEARED MARCH 29th 2011
"the heart as..." was read 6786 times.
THE SECOND brd APPEARED APRIL 14th 2011




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Kaoori's picture

Kaoori chuckled. "Ah.. I

Kaoori chuckled. "Ah.. I forget sometimes I ramble in those other words. You're the white bird. Shiro no tori. Always full of energy and happiness, always bounding about in the air, like a bird. Your markings are like wings.. can they help you fly?"
eyestrain's picture

"Shi-shi-shi-shiro?" He

"Shi-shi-shi-shiro?" He swishes the sounds and nods vigorously.
"Maybe. Bat wings??" Tilts his head to stare out of the tiny eye-holes at the pale, open sky.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

"Any wings you want them to

"Any wings you want them to be."
eyestrain's picture

He stands and stretches,

He stands and stretches, pulling his body back from his hooves, pushing into his shoulders where a bird's wings might connect to its body, and bites his lip. But there is no unfurling and after a moment he lowers himself back to his knees.
"Bat, I flew. No touch the ground." He murmurs.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

"When you run.. you 'fly'.

"When you run.. you 'fly'. You are very fast. I have seen you. When you are a bat, you do not touch the ground, but when you are a deer, you run so fast you fly as fast as a bird."
eyestrain's picture

He pauses for a moment,

He pauses for a moment, staring dimly, then abruptly nods his head and smiles, little tail flickering. There seem to be some other words in his mouth, but they can't work their way out. Instead, he rocks back and forth slightly, as if making himself comfortable, and nods.
"So fast you fly."

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

she grinned. "You have it

she grinned. "You have it right."
eyestrain's picture

((I decided to share the

((I decided to share the voice I think of when brd speaks now. I'll try to accurately translate the song soon. It also suits him.))

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

I absolutely adore brd's

I absolutely adore brd's voice.
eyestrain's picture

Thank you. As he grows it

Thank you. As he grows it will change.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
shaku's picture

His voice is so perfect, from

His voice is so perfect, from what little I know about him. It's sweet, young, and soothing at the same time.

shaku's picture

dslkjaf that moth... The

dslkjaf that moth... The lighting is so powerful.

cicadia's picture

He's beautiful, and wonderful

He's beautiful, and wonderful company, too.
I hope we meet again soon.

Hart's picture

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eyestrain's picture

Aha! Look at this! That's

Aha! Look at this!

That's wonderful Vee. The extreme of the pose appeals to me. You're very adept with this kind of soft shading. I had not seen you do it before.

You are very generous to make a gift like this for me, thank you.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

Awh, that comic. Nobody

Awh, that comic. Nobody around to Devout. :c
Verdalas's picture

Very late track. :

Very late track. :<

Old man trapped in a hole, eh? I wonder who that was..
eyestrain's picture

Hmmm... an unfriendly

Hmmm... an unfriendly character, to be sure. But it was quite a spectacle, all those deer watching so closely. A strange and interesting moment in the forest.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
quadraptor's picture

The Joy of Working Also i

The Joy of Working

Also i found this song and it made me think about the talk we had last night, so I wanted you to hear it.

Amazegenalo's picture

I don't know if I've ever met

I don't know if I've ever met your deer and we never had any conversation but I enjoy reading your comments and kinda like your attitude towards certain topics -> so: track

Kaoori's picture

Kaoori and I are sosososo

Kaoori and I are sosososo happy to see you. ♥
shaku's picture

&hearts; &hearts; &hearts;

♥ ♥ ♥

This is beautiful.

This is beautiful. <3

MissButterflyCaught's picture

~snuggle~

~snuggle~
[right]
Kaoori's picture

We miss you, Eye. Anata ga

We miss you, Eye.

Anata ga inakute, samishii kimochi ni narimashita.
Kaoori's picture

nooo you were in forest and I

nooo you were in forest and I missed you
eyestrain's picture

Next time, maybe.

Next time, maybe. Smiling

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Aivilo's picture

Good to know you're about. I

Good to know you're about. I miss seeing your name around - you've always got something lovely up.
Hope you're doing well :3
Reyy's picture

Can I contact you via email

Can I contact you via email please?