a good day - the seventh moon

eyestrain's picture
You dressed me selfishly, then played the terror. A constant push and pull of panic and pretend impatience. I am ignoring you. Don't fall off my back while we're dancing, now. I haven't laughed so in ages.













Showing off for a little one, I tease an old friend.
I tease a dragon, just to try it. We play games with our clever feet and clever heads, laughing deeper into the forest.
He leads me to a clutch of stone eggs. His back is warm and smooth, and I doze in feathers.





All of this looks awfully familiar. Don't I know you?
Red red red. Didn't this mean something? Hm.
Aha, happy and laughing child. Look, my little insect. Haughty, mighty headdress
and one who
turns
their
head
every time I do.








My face hovers high above my head
There is a phantom in the forest with your name
An insistent child leads me about by the nose
a tower with a rabbit at its base
a loving couple sleeping sweetly
twins on the rocks and you there again, my friend, opaque but then you are a fawn, and not you at all
sleep paralysis i do not lay down to sleep, but everything fades to black
There is an old man trapped in a hole
two of his followers adopt me and I hold a shape-shifter as they disappear




i never saw beneath your mask
but I wondered about your face
are there crows' feet at the edge of your eyes from smiling?
Is your nose long and roman like mine?
What I wondered, dear stranger, is
are you me under there?









glad to see you little dancing partner glad to see you big black glad to see you familiar strange face but tired oh so tired just sleep and sleep



voice:











Laughing so hard... you little skull-faced butterfly and this one seems to hate the rain Won't you come inside? No? Oh little butterfly Until we meet again I love you An old brown stag of many colors is father today and mother right behind him leap into your belly after a long day a second comes to fill the emptiness left by the first This strange creature and I are becoming one what fun! you, you, you. knock heads. Rub necks. Walking your footsteps. What a mess. too tired to even move all our energy is blasting from our radiant halo




little brown creature (the first face I see) you smell good a white laughing face, I laugh a familiar face, crow faced friend where'd you go? yell TAG into Spyrre's ears matching pairs, matching pairs stable is The Red Why is everyone gone? What did I do? aletheia three smiles a desire to cover my face you were kind to me before please take care of me again i just want to be near you strange mushroom man and three smile my body is changing




Stomp the flowers, little fawn
crush them under hoof and flatten the whole patch with your body
roll with your friend on the vibrant blue petals
run with him through the forest, two bobbing lights in a dream world
tickle his cheeks with your fluttering eyelashes
because at any moment
you will be gone







The doe heard the faint pattering of the fawn's hooves. She knew someone was there, but who...she didn't know. Not receiving an answer to her question, though, she chose to see what the stars may say for whoever was out there.

Speaking a little louder than normal, she said the fortune for the fawn: "Ah, now I see that you are a mere fawn, perhaps you simply do not have the voice to come near. But I do see something for you, not short term but in the future. You will develop very well, and become a great deer, a role model, perhaps a leader if you choose to do so. But from there I do not know what you will become. There are many things that can affect your life, many choices that can alter who you will grow to be. Whatever path you choose, I want you to know that you will have little difficulty getting there."


Listening intently to her voice, head cocked,
the fawn's tail flickered
and the secretive smile starting from his eyes
made his face into a voice
that seemed to laugh
as he turned
and
dashed away

kicking up his legs with abandon.




At last
the stag
disappeared












THE FIRST brd APPEARED JULY 25th 2010
AND DISAPPEARED MARCH 29th 2011
"the heart as..." was read 6786 times.
THE SECOND brd APPEARED APRIL 14th 2011




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eyestrain's picture

Your stag's warmth was a nice

Your stag's warmth was a nice surprise. brd expected a harsher reception.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

My stag is a doe. (:

My stag is a doe. (:
eyestrain's picture

My apologies for the mistake

My apologies for the mistake Sad

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

No no, we gotten it before!

No no, we gotten it before! c: Her biography is in my sig.
She's tried to approach Brd before while he was on the hill by the ruins, (the one Eli sits on sometimes) but to no avail. Was a long time ago though.
eyestrain's picture

Skull faces and real antlers

Skull faces and real antlers make him a bit nervous sometimes.

He's still often skittish, it seems...

Also, I didn't realize your were you. I often admire your artwork.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Snowsauria's picture

Sorry Illrose ruined it. We

Sorry Illrose ruined it. We didn't know Brd would react like that. :/
eyestrain's picture

Please don't take offense.

Please don't take offense. The skull mask, red antlers, and gray pelt are all danger signs to him.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

Thank you for your company.

Thank you for your company. ♥ Smiling
Fincayra's picture

"Yes. It is okay." (:

"Yes. It is okay."

(:
eyestrain's picture

I am sorry to Sianna. brd's

I am sorry to Sianna.
brd's world has rapidly just started revolving in the opposite direction.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
shamiya's picture

No, it's okay. She has

No, it's okay. She has created tension with the blue stag and therefor, from what I have gathered, he is not too fond of her. - She however respects brd and was trying to get him to go back to him... that and I needed to AFK as we're having some furnace issues here in 20 degree weather. Do not be sorry Smiling Sianna is in character, and my feelings are personally not hurt.
eyestrain's picture

Your gestures were remarkably

Your gestures were remarkably easy to understand, I might add. The pushing-brd's-butt-with-sianna's-head was kind of brilliant.

I hope your heat problem is fixed soon.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Darling's picture

Mm..

Mm.. <3

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Hraeth's picture

It was lovely resting with

It was lovely resting with you and the others on Red Hill earlier today. Thank you for the company.
Brd's entries are very stirring, I've often come here to read them and admire each silently.
Ysrael's picture

Just dropping by to wish you

Just dropping by to wish you (and brd) well. (:
Kaoori's picture

Thank you, Brd.. for the

Thank you, Brd.. for the company, and for the help.
eyestrain's picture

I'm deeply flattered,

I'm deeply flattered, Hraeth.

Thank you Ysrael.

And of course, Kaoori. He is a scardey-cat but he wishes well for you.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
HB's picture

Looks like he found my Ninja

Looks like he found my Ninja ~ ..or Ninja found him. 8I
Serenai's picture

&hearts; I love this all.


I love this all.
Icon Art © Beloved
Hraeth's picture

Thank you for the close,



Thank you for the close, quiet company these past few days and the little bouts of play here and there. I hope you're well.
Tuhka's picture

I love reading these. Also,

I love reading these.
Also, it's been so nice having you sit with us time to times, thanks for the company. :]
eyestrain's picture

Oh Hraeth... that was

Oh Hraeth... that was you?
brd has been calling your doe Impact. I know there is a user on this site with that name but it is because of the shape of her pictogram.
You were the one who shared your presence first... Thank you for the beautiful picture. I love it.
I am very well.


I hope you are feeling better, Tuhka.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Sithrim's picture

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eyestrain's picture

The pleasure is mine.

The pleasure is mine.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

Brd looks nice up there

Brd looks nice up there :3

Edit: You left something behind.

eyestrain's picture

What a wonderful glitch!

What a wonderful glitch!

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

I hope you dont mind me

I hope you dont mind me rambling, but I really love Brd as a character. His appearance is gorgeous and his very presence in the forest seems to calm almost everyone. He is so simple, yet so outstanding and unique, one of a kind. You've crafted him very, very beautifully. Reading about him, his thoughts and feelings almost changes my views on things and I cannot stop once I've begun. I admire your skills in both writing and art, but your ability to shape and create such a wonderful character is something I envy and enjoy. Sorry for the babble! ♥
eyestrain's picture

I'm moved, Rhyolite... I

I'm moved, Rhyolite... I don't know how to thank you for saying something so kind... I am so grateful to have you sharing my work. Thank you for taking the time to tell me that.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

It's only the honest truth,

It's only the honest truth, Eyestrain and I'm more than honoured to say it and believe me, there's so much more I could say! You're an inspiration to many young artists, including myself ♥
Kaoori's picture

Your company last night was

Your company last night was so very much appreciated. The warmth was felt.

Thank you.
Scythe's picture

"Thank you, mister. You kept

"Thank you, mister. You kept us all warm."

(And thank you, eyestrain. I needed that as much as my character did last night. I appreciate it.)
eyestrain's picture

this was the first time brd

this was the first time brd was really torn between where he wanted to be.
he was sorry to leave you.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Verdalas's picture

I love the way you write your

I love the way you write your updates. It's written with such a flow that I get caught up into reading and left pondering over the many things it could mean. I truly commend you for it. *nod*

Oh, and I would love for Walter to meet brd in-Forest sometime. I have a feeling they would get along fairly well, for some reason.

Beautiful character.

Beautiful character. Intruiging.
eyestrain's picture

Thank you both, how kind of

Thank you both, how kind of you to say.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Hraeth's picture

"He doesn't hate you, Gentle

"He doesn't hate you, Gentle One.
He is.. troubled today. He was not himself when you met."


I know you don't text RP, but Noe, Impact, needed to explain. <3
Fincayra's picture

;___;

;___;
eyestrain's picture

Haha, me as myself, I

Haha, me as myself, I understand.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
gurgelin's picture

Sorry if we were bothering

Sorry if we were bothering you!
Even so, I was happy we met Brd again. ♥ Haha

Track, I love his set.

Track, I love his set.
eyestrain's picture

Oh, thank you... But his

Oh, thank you... But his appearance often changes.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

I am glad you got a hold of

I am glad you got a hold of your friend in Japan. ♥
eyestrain's picture

Me too... I donated a little

Me too... I donated a little money but it still feels like I should be doing more. Just trying to stay up on what's happening so I can offer insight to my friends whose families are over there more calmly than the television news. The constant hysteria of the media makes me so angry.


by the way... something from a while ago. I meant to draw brd there too but didn't have time.


partially referenced from this

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

I want to do more too.. I

I want to do more too.. I sent some money but just seeing everything makes my heart hurt so much.


That's absolutely beautiful.. she's so cute! I love her face.. and you included her floof..
I'm so honored to get artwork from you. Kaoori and I enjoy sitting with you and Brd. ♥
eyestrain's picture

They will recover. Aid is

They will recover. Aid is needed but if any country is able to endure natural disasters, it is Japan. Let's keep our thoughts with the people at risk but keep good faith that things will be alright. Japanese are very tough people. Their entire culture is built on celebrating life for its fragility just as much as its beauty.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

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eyestrain's picture

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I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

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eyestrain's picture

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<3

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

: ) I was so happy to come

: )

I was so happy to come back to the forest to see brd sitting by Evanine. Thank you <3