a good day - the seventh moon

eyestrain's picture
You dressed me selfishly, then played the terror. A constant push and pull of panic and pretend impatience. I am ignoring you. Don't fall off my back while we're dancing, now. I haven't laughed so in ages.













Showing off for a little one, I tease an old friend.
I tease a dragon, just to try it. We play games with our clever feet and clever heads, laughing deeper into the forest.
He leads me to a clutch of stone eggs. His back is warm and smooth, and I doze in feathers.





All of this looks awfully familiar. Don't I know you?
Red red red. Didn't this mean something? Hm.
Aha, happy and laughing child. Look, my little insect. Haughty, mighty headdress
and one who
turns
their
head
every time I do.








My face hovers high above my head
There is a phantom in the forest with your name
An insistent child leads me about by the nose
a tower with a rabbit at its base
a loving couple sleeping sweetly
twins on the rocks and you there again, my friend, opaque but then you are a fawn, and not you at all
sleep paralysis i do not lay down to sleep, but everything fades to black
There is an old man trapped in a hole
two of his followers adopt me and I hold a shape-shifter as they disappear




i never saw beneath your mask
but I wondered about your face
are there crows' feet at the edge of your eyes from smiling?
Is your nose long and roman like mine?
What I wondered, dear stranger, is
are you me under there?









glad to see you little dancing partner glad to see you big black glad to see you familiar strange face but tired oh so tired just sleep and sleep



voice:











Laughing so hard... you little skull-faced butterfly and this one seems to hate the rain Won't you come inside? No? Oh little butterfly Until we meet again I love you An old brown stag of many colors is father today and mother right behind him leap into your belly after a long day a second comes to fill the emptiness left by the first This strange creature and I are becoming one what fun! you, you, you. knock heads. Rub necks. Walking your footsteps. What a mess. too tired to even move all our energy is blasting from our radiant halo




little brown creature (the first face I see) you smell good a white laughing face, I laugh a familiar face, crow faced friend where'd you go? yell TAG into Spyrre's ears matching pairs, matching pairs stable is The Red Why is everyone gone? What did I do? aletheia three smiles a desire to cover my face you were kind to me before please take care of me again i just want to be near you strange mushroom man and three smile my body is changing




Stomp the flowers, little fawn
crush them under hoof and flatten the whole patch with your body
roll with your friend on the vibrant blue petals
run with him through the forest, two bobbing lights in a dream world
tickle his cheeks with your fluttering eyelashes
because at any moment
you will be gone







The doe heard the faint pattering of the fawn's hooves. She knew someone was there, but who...she didn't know. Not receiving an answer to her question, though, she chose to see what the stars may say for whoever was out there.

Speaking a little louder than normal, she said the fortune for the fawn: "Ah, now I see that you are a mere fawn, perhaps you simply do not have the voice to come near. But I do see something for you, not short term but in the future. You will develop very well, and become a great deer, a role model, perhaps a leader if you choose to do so. But from there I do not know what you will become. There are many things that can affect your life, many choices that can alter who you will grow to be. Whatever path you choose, I want you to know that you will have little difficulty getting there."


Listening intently to her voice, head cocked,
the fawn's tail flickered
and the secretive smile starting from his eyes
made his face into a voice
that seemed to laugh
as he turned
and
dashed away

kicking up his legs with abandon.




At last
the stag
disappeared












THE FIRST brd APPEARED JULY 25th 2010
AND DISAPPEARED MARCH 29th 2011
"the heart as..." was read 6786 times.
THE SECOND brd APPEARED APRIL 14th 2011




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It does. (: Thursday was

It does. (: Thursday was happy to accompany him.

Congratulations on page two~
eyestrain's picture

heh... thanks

heh... thanks Smiling

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
GingerNut's picture

The stag that Brd saw with

The stag that Brd saw with the antelope pelt and the butterfly antlers, in case you didn't know, was my own Italy~ He's rather affectionate, although innocently so. He saw a nice cuddle buddy in him C:

Hope he didn't annoy him or you too much D:
eyestrain's picture

Not at all. We mistook Italy

Not at all. We mistook Italy for your Gumstick, thinking she had grown. He will be surprised to see her again as a fawn.
I was sorry to have to leave so suddenly.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
GingerNut's picture

GumStick is a boy, actually

GumStick is a boy, actually :'3 But it's alright~ I'm so happy that I finally got to interact with ya in-forest! Quite a pleasure, indeed C:

My day? Pretty good of

My day? Pretty good Sticking out tongue of course Brd was too confusing for Ace's curiousity xD I think my deer and Brd will never quite get along o.o

gurgelin's picture

Trackstalk! I just realized

Trackstalk! I just realized that you are one of the deer I had been wondering about. You probably don't remember my picto, but my fawn was following you around a few days ago, when you warded off a big red antlered stag. I really liked the feeling I got off your deer! Very serious, but so reliable and trustworthy. Such a nice calming aura Laughing out loud

Also, I've read some of your writing before and I love it, so I would have stalked you either way. Sticking out tongue
eyestrain's picture

Then it was you! I mistook

Then it was you!
I mistook your picto for Ginger's Gumstick... and then mistook Italy for Gumstick...

I am not so good at finding players on the forum from in the game.

I felt a little bad for you, to be honest. But my deer is terrified of the red stag. He couldn't leave your fawn there with him.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
gurgelin's picture

Hahaha! ^^ You're not the

Hahaha! ^^ You're not the only one to have troubles with pictos, I assure you. The only way I can keep track of things is by printscreening -everyone- and writing down what we did, or it would be hopeless. D: (It's still darn difficult to find them on here, though.)

Oh, no! There was no need to feel bad! I'd never seen anything like this happen before, and even if it might have been a frightening experience for my fawn, it was an interesting experience to me. Something to make her grow a little. ^^ She was a bit confused, though, because I think she had gotten a nuzzle from that red stag at some point in time, so wasn't sure what to think at first. Laughing out loud Well, now she is very frightened of him as well. P:

Anyway I had fun so don't worry about it! (I'm the one who should be sorry for being a nuisance and putting your deer in a stressful situation!) Hope to see you again in the forest sometime ^^ My fawn feels very loyal toward your stag after being protected like that. Smiling
thursday's picture

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eyestrain's picture

Thursday- ? Gurgelin- it is

Thursday- ?

Gurgelin- it is strange, isn't it. Forming or breaking alliances without words. From the viewpoint of a player I am very aware that the red stag has never actually done anything bad to my deer, and that it is simply a misunderstanding. But from the viewpoint of brd, the strength of his feelings and fears and hurts are so intense. And now those feelings have been passed down to a previously uninvolved party, your fawn.

A bizarre experience I am looking forward to continuing, to see how it might evolve.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
thursday's picture

It's Tamerlein. Made a new

It's Tamerlein. Made a new account, so I'm retracking. (:
gurgelin's picture

It IS strange indeed! And

It IS strange indeed! And it's what makes this game awesome, I think! ^^ Actually, sometimes I feel that explaining and talking things out in the community takes away from the raw experience in the forest. (But it's really hard not to do it anyway!! Sticking out tongue)
eyestrain's picture

Thank you Tamerlein. And I

Thank you Tamerlein.

And I agree, gurgelin. I'm trying to get away from the community a bit, but it's difficult because I like everyone here and the atmosphere on the forums. But to be honest I think I had more fun yesterday when everyone was nameless than I have in quite a while. It's definitely a different experience.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
gurgelin's picture

It's like why can't I have my

It's like why can't I have my cake and eat it too. D:

Somehow those friendships that you actually manage to make in the forest without any real way of anchoring yourself to them mean so much.
eyestrain's picture

I'm glad you understand those

I'm glad you understand those feelings.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
eyestrain's picture

Today was a lot of fun.

Today was a lot of fun. Smiling

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
eyestrain's picture

New entry. Thank you who

New entry.
Thank you who played with me tonight. I was smiling the whole time.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
eyestrain's picture

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I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Fincayra's picture

♥ My connection kept



My connection kept interfering with my gameplay, hence why Blue Stag kept evaporating randomly. :c
eyestrain's picture

I figured as much. It seems

I figured as much. It seems he and brd will have yet more drama, haha.
It was nice to see you~

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Aletheia's picture

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eyestrain's picture

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I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Aletheia's picture

{And on that note, I had


{And on that note, I had better go sleep. Thank you for tonight. <3}
Fincayra's picture

Well, I hope the next time

Well, I hope the next time will be better. He was distracted last night, and couldn't keep his attention on any one thing for very long. Haha. :x
eyestrain's picture

thank you. Don't worry


thank you.

Don't worry Fincayra. Everything will work out. The journey is just as exciting as the destination.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
OkamiLugia's picture

track! an interesting

track! an interesting fellow.

i was that gray/nubs/deer mask =D
FillMeUp's picture

Tracking this. &hearts

Tracking this. &hearts
Halafax's picture

It makes me sad that I do not

It makes me sad that I do not have a lot of time now to be in the Forest. I miss quiet times with Brd.
eyestrain's picture

Oh, hello Okami. I enjoyed

Oh, hello Okami.
I enjoyed our walk.

Thank you FillMeUp.

I am sure that brd and Halafax's time together will come again someday. I look forward to it.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Fincayra's picture

Aww, Brd.. I hope this isn't

Aww, Brd..
I hope this isn't the end of his attempts. ♥
eyestrain's picture

He might be easily

He might be easily discouraged, but he is also terribly stubborn.
It is very odd.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Fincayra's picture

It's cute. (: Blue Stag is in

It's cute. (:
Blue Stag is in a good mood tonight. Brd has a better chance now.

Tracking. Both you and Brd

Tracking. Both you and Brd seem like very serene and calm figures. TEF could use more of you around. And no text roleplay? Facinating. I can't resist it myself. Although volumes can often be spoken in silence. I loved your entry, please keep writing.
eyestrain's picture

I can't put into words how


I can't put into words how blissful it is that tonight could end like this.

@celticmystress
I find it interesting that textless roleplay would be unusual. The reason I was drawn to this game was the lack of verbal communication (although I find myself writing of words a lot lately...).
I am grateful you took the time to read and encourage me. I will probably end up writing much more, whether I mean to or not...
Thank you very much for your kindness.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Aletheia's picture

&hearts;... Little did we

♥...
Little did we know it wouldn't end there! x3

By the way, I love these entries. I find myself reading them multiple times each.
eyestrain's picture

Heheh Class is only a few

Heheh Smiling


Class is only a few hours away for me... but brd will stay until my computer turns itself off.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Aletheia's picture

Love this rain! I'll try to

Love this rain!

I'll try to keep A in as long as I can. My computer will probably end up shutting off too. x3

thanks for the fun you two.

thanks for the fun you two. the first time illutrea ever went in forest, and it was magical. thank you both so much! illu looks forward to meeting you both again someday.
Spyrre's picture

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<3
Have I mentioned before that I also love your diary-entries? Well, I do. I love the way his mind works, and how he actually do not speak, but is still very sensitive and expressive, makes him feel very natural that way.
Too bad that I havent managed to catch your deer in the forest yet. =)
Kaoori's picture

I love reading about Brd.

I love reading about Brd. He's so interesting. I know Kaoori finds him interesting too.
eyestrain's picture

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I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Serenai's picture

... I've not begun to watch

...

I've not begun to watch this yet...

Apologies for my tardiness. ♥
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Aletheia's picture

I'm afraid I'm not a great

I'm afraid I'm not a great artist, but I doodled you something. Brd was incredibly relaxing to doodle.
I only hope you feel better, Eyestrain. And I'm here to talk to if you ever want. <3

[e]: Durrr. I forgot to mention this was very inspired by your piece Drown.
eyestrain's picture

That gave me the first real

That gave me the first real smile i've had all day. It means a lot to me. You are a good friend.
Maybe another day we will talk. But for now I am just happy you are there.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Aletheia's picture

I'm so glad! &hearts; Okay.

I'm so glad! ♥
Okay. I'm glad you're there too. ^^

Also, I forgot to mention this was heavily inspired by your piece Drown. -slaps forehead-
eyestrain's picture

I could tell PS- Thank you

I could tell Smiling

PS-
Thank you Serenai. You're in no way late.




Also. To you who stayed with brd, thank you.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Serenai's picture

&hearts;

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I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

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