a good day - the seventh moon

eyestrain's picture
You dressed me selfishly, then played the terror. A constant push and pull of panic and pretend impatience. I am ignoring you. Don't fall off my back while we're dancing, now. I haven't laughed so in ages.













Showing off for a little one, I tease an old friend.
I tease a dragon, just to try it. We play games with our clever feet and clever heads, laughing deeper into the forest.
He leads me to a clutch of stone eggs. His back is warm and smooth, and I doze in feathers.





All of this looks awfully familiar. Don't I know you?
Red red red. Didn't this mean something? Hm.
Aha, happy and laughing child. Look, my little insect. Haughty, mighty headdress
and one who
turns
their
head
every time I do.








My face hovers high above my head
There is a phantom in the forest with your name
An insistent child leads me about by the nose
a tower with a rabbit at its base
a loving couple sleeping sweetly
twins on the rocks and you there again, my friend, opaque but then you are a fawn, and not you at all
sleep paralysis i do not lay down to sleep, but everything fades to black
There is an old man trapped in a hole
two of his followers adopt me and I hold a shape-shifter as they disappear




i never saw beneath your mask
but I wondered about your face
are there crows' feet at the edge of your eyes from smiling?
Is your nose long and roman like mine?
What I wondered, dear stranger, is
are you me under there?









glad to see you little dancing partner glad to see you big black glad to see you familiar strange face but tired oh so tired just sleep and sleep



voice:











Laughing so hard... you little skull-faced butterfly and this one seems to hate the rain Won't you come inside? No? Oh little butterfly Until we meet again I love you An old brown stag of many colors is father today and mother right behind him leap into your belly after a long day a second comes to fill the emptiness left by the first This strange creature and I are becoming one what fun! you, you, you. knock heads. Rub necks. Walking your footsteps. What a mess. too tired to even move all our energy is blasting from our radiant halo




little brown creature (the first face I see) you smell good a white laughing face, I laugh a familiar face, crow faced friend where'd you go? yell TAG into Spyrre's ears matching pairs, matching pairs stable is The Red Why is everyone gone? What did I do? aletheia three smiles a desire to cover my face you were kind to me before please take care of me again i just want to be near you strange mushroom man and three smile my body is changing




Stomp the flowers, little fawn
crush them under hoof and flatten the whole patch with your body
roll with your friend on the vibrant blue petals
run with him through the forest, two bobbing lights in a dream world
tickle his cheeks with your fluttering eyelashes
because at any moment
you will be gone







The doe heard the faint pattering of the fawn's hooves. She knew someone was there, but who...she didn't know. Not receiving an answer to her question, though, she chose to see what the stars may say for whoever was out there.

Speaking a little louder than normal, she said the fortune for the fawn: "Ah, now I see that you are a mere fawn, perhaps you simply do not have the voice to come near. But I do see something for you, not short term but in the future. You will develop very well, and become a great deer, a role model, perhaps a leader if you choose to do so. But from there I do not know what you will become. There are many things that can affect your life, many choices that can alter who you will grow to be. Whatever path you choose, I want you to know that you will have little difficulty getting there."


Listening intently to her voice, head cocked,
the fawn's tail flickered
and the secretive smile starting from his eyes
made his face into a voice
that seemed to laugh
as he turned
and
dashed away

kicking up his legs with abandon.




At last
the stag
disappeared












THE FIRST brd APPEARED JULY 25th 2010
AND DISAPPEARED MARCH 29th 2011
"the heart as..." was read 6786 times.
THE SECOND brd APPEARED APRIL 14th 2011




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gurgelin's picture

Musical chairs... On Brd.


Musical chairs...

On Brd. Smiling

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Unplugged's picture

How does the tree do?

How does the tree do?
eyestrain's picture

It grows.

It grows. Smiling

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
ocean's picture

Your mind is fascinating. I

Your mind is fascinating.
I love this.

/mental choke/

/mental choke/
eyestrain's picture

I thought a lot about

I thought a lot about changing his pictogram.
I registered two new ones, even.




But brd is only brd
and it is best for him to be himself.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Hart's picture

Woaah. o_o Second Brd? How

Woaah. o_o Second Brd? How curious!

Oh- oh my goodness this was

Oh- oh my goodness this was gorgeous.
That... that is amazing. The spirits. The way you told the story. This inspired me and gave me a brief shiver.
Munkel's picture

Ah the tree... This is so

Ah the tree...
This is so lovely, so wonderful ♥
Spyrre's picture

Amazing. This was just

Amazing.
This was just amazing, I´m not even sure why I´m so moved by this....
you´re just that amazing storyteller.
And such an inspiration.

There´s a second Brd now? I had seen him sleeping a lot, but I had no idea that he was merging into a tree... Hope that his new fawnhood will be a good one too. <3
Unplugged's picture

Wow, I'm not sure what to

Wow, I'm not sure what to make of this. I'm curious to see.
Starling's picture

Awe.. this is gorgeous

Awe.. this is gorgeous <3
OokamiAzura's picture

Omg I love this....

Omg I love this....
Iaurdagnire's picture

I looked at this on my phone

I looked at this on my phone today walking through the woods at lunch, and it made me smile and appreciate the fungi on the trees. The semi-wild highland cow ruined the mood by pooping ._. but still, seeing this even on my iddy biddy screen made my day.

I love it when people draw spirit things with big square hands like that, reminds me of my lost childrens books...
I'm excited to meet the new brd.

Your mind is delicious. Gimmie.
ocean's picture

Quote:Your mind is delicious.

Quote:
Your mind is delicious. Gimmie.


braaaaaains

Sorry, felt compelled to say that. c:
I still need to spend more time with brd...I smile when I see his pictogram.
shaku's picture

I'm so incredibly interested

I'm so incredibly interested by this. I can't wait to see what the second Brd does.

Although, in a way, I feel like we've lost the first? Like when the Doctor on Doctor Who dies, and even though his reincarnation is still the Doctor, we've lost a personality we know and love... Anyway. I'm hella excited!

You are an exquisite

You are an exquisite storyteller, eyestrain. This left me speechless for a long time after reading it.

Lovely brd. His seashell will find him.
Uruushou's picture

Geez... Your style is so

Geez... Your style is so amazing and inspiring! I could look at your drawings all day; they're so full of emotion and mystery. ;-;
2TK's picture

Ahhmygosh this was amazing.

Ahhmygosh this was amazing. It made my heart choke a little

Your art is always stunning and inspiring
I keep scrolling back up to see the orange movement lines.
...and I do hope to meet someday
c:

Ysrael's picture

Shaku your Doctor Who

Shaku your Doctor Who reference made me grin like an idiot. ♥


But anyways.
I've always been inexplicably drawn to brd. Definitely even more so now. Everything you create makes me smile, Eyestrain.
Aletheia's picture

Have a fawn doodle!

Have a fawn doodle!
Serenai's picture

I feel like I've... Missed

I feel like I've... Missed something.
This is interesting and makes sense.
Yet I am perplexed.
Icon Art © Beloved
eyestrain's picture

brd's tree grows here and

brd's tree grows here

and there is a fawn in the forest, too

i hope he meets all of you

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Munkel's picture

I hope to meet him too

I hope to meet him too <3
OkamiLugia's picture

My heart melted :3

My heart melted :3
parrotsnpineapple's picture

This has captivated my

This has captivated my interest.
I feel a little sad actually, but reflective and calm at the same time.
A strange mix of feelings.



(And I hope you get your brd plush soon C:)
eyestrain's picture

(me too... and I will. Just

(me too... and I will. Just one more week. It helps take the edge off leaving my friends for the summer)

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Toya's picture

*track track track*

*track track track*
Nayu's picture

Your trait is so gentle. I

Your trait is so gentle. I love everything, from the colors you used, how you managed your plans and played with spaces. Brd's bio is so touching <3...

Siggy by Butterbrot <3
Kaoori's picture

I hope to see Brd again. He's

I hope to see Brd again. He's always a comforting presence in the forest.

I will look for his tree, too.
eyestrain's picture

Thank you both, I'm glad.

Thank you both, I'm glad.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Iaurdagnire's picture

I think I saw them today...

I think I saw them today... the picto wasn't showing for me in game, but it was on the map. Sorry Dag wasn't as playful (: he would like to meet Brd-fawn (are they still named Brd?...)
Aletheia's picture

There's something strange


There's something strange about being older than you. The little fawn scratched the dust with her stick, scratch, scratch, scratch. So I won't be.

Brd was absolutely adorable.


Brd was absolutely adorable. Thank you so much for the company. <3
Also, that comic is fdkslajf. I can't even. No words. It's just that incredible. I love your art style, the way you color and illustrate things, everything. Fantastic. Truly fantastic.


"You were quite lovely company, young one. I do hope we will meet again another day."
eyestrain's picture

Thank you, too. The first brd

Thank you, too. The first brd was also fascinated by the padlock stag. I'm glad they met.



a barrage of enthusiastic nods




I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
wingeddeer's picture

Oh,I find this quite

Oh,I find this quite lovely.Your writings and art amaze me <3
And I think my Awentia met your deer? She was the mini with the Space beluga pelt,Magpie feathers,and no mask.
If that was you,thanks for cheering her up ^^


eyestrain's picture

Yes Thank you

Yes Smiling
Thank you

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

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eyestrain's picture

It's so cute!

It's so cute!

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

omg, you used it for your

omg, you used it for your icon! I have the biggest grin.
eyestrain's picture

It makes me smile whenever I

It makes me smile whenever I see it.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

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Small and feeble looking. The

Small and feeble looking. The white buck cautiously approaches the other, curious of the black-striped deer he had found.

//you don't mind a brief little interaction, do you?
eyestrain's picture

The young stag stands, ears

The young stag stands, ears forwards, watching the other's approach. A shake runs down his body. He cocks his head and nods agreeably, moving in to sniff his guest with a sensitive nose.

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet

...Track....

...Track....
Kaoori's picture

"Thank you, Brd.. for your

"Thank you, Brd.. for your company tonight. And thank you for spending time with my daughter. I know wherever she is.. she is smiling."
eyestrain's picture

He smiles widely and

He smiles widely and croons,
"Kaoori, Kaoori"

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet
Kaoori's picture

"Un, Shiro-kun.."

"Un, Shiro-kun.."
eyestrain's picture

He tilts his head. "Name?"

He tilts his head.
"Name?"

I don't strive to be the best, but instead I strive to do my best, and always give it my all every time.
-faunet