Thank you. Thank you for your...


uh, comment.

Vandettta;

Look, i don't care WHO you know you are, your not me. so, if you WANT to have the pleasure of having a bucket of moron dumped all over you, puh-lease. be my guest. Just remember. I have friends. You really need to work out your rudeness and take yourself with a grain of salt. That's ALL you'll ever be to me. So, you need to realize I don't CARE about you, or Quad, or how sassy you are. Your a bully and a sissy. Deal with it.

Sentry;

hahahaAHAHA, okay, listen, kid.

I don't have to be you, I know a fool when I see one, I'm surrounded by them daily.
Some people might not like me, but that's different from having at least five people a day IM me thanking me for trying to show you what a little idiot you are.

I will not take care of my rudeness, I don't need to, I'm only rude and mean, and nasty to people who deserve it.
Like you, for instance, who seems to thrive off of being unkind to others on a daily basis rather than just keeping your trap shut when it needs to be.

Look through your track list.
How many of those blogs have arguements that you started somewhere on them?

You're just a petty child throwing a temper tantrum because not everyone does exactly what you want them to do, like a toddler who's mom won't buy it a candy bar.
People like you make me want to vomit.

I am no bully, if I were a bully I could easily do what you do, I could post on every single blog that has one small thing I don't like, and I could go on and on and on about how I hate it and how that person should change.

I have friends too, and judging from what people say about you, I have a lot more.
However, that isn't the point.

The point is you, kid, are a hypocrite, calling other people bullies when the only bully here is you.
After all, I might not be nice, but at least I'm not-nice to people who deserve it, and I admit I am not nice c:

The constant passive aggression. Everywhere.

Kutanra: Tracing won't help you do manga either, the people that draw manga/anime/cartoons can draw 'real' things first and then stylise them. I dont mean to be patronising but I made all these kind of mistakes when I was younger and it frustrates me no end when I can see people making the same mistakes when its so easy to avoid having to relearn how to draw later because you've been doing it a certain way for so long. There is nothing wrong with manga or anime as a style but its not a good way to learn to draw anything.

I'm sorry for starting this 'thing' with SentrySeb *cough troll cough* It was not my intention. If anyone is jumping on this misguided little child on my behalf please stop, it couldn't bother me less if they are rude to me. I know I'm right, the kid is wrong and apparently delusional and I'm not going to bother reply to it any more because its a waste of time and effort.

Perhaps if we ignore every negative post from now on it will stop

Anyway I have better things to do like drawing

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My rant: I ripped the knee of my favourite jeans!!!!! I suck at sewing. Also my Christmas present hasn't arrived yet, it was posted on the 25th of November. I wannnnts it *cries*

My rant:

I bought a gift for my girlfriend...and I want to open it. :B
I'm a bad person xD ♥

Sypris made me think of one of the things I've been putting off for weeks myself. XD

I'm terrified of getting my person a gift because I'm afraid she won't like it. ;-; And I'm too stubborn to be convinced otherwise, hehe

I need to get off my lazy bum and go do things >__>

LAZY BUM RANT, GOOO

Also, I watched all of my Dr. Who and now am left with nothing to creepily obsess over. :< Sad day.
/end sillyness

Ysrael -

I know how you feel. Her gifts are always /perfect/. She gets me things I even forgot I wanted. Or makes me the cutest dolls of my 5000 characters. ♥ but then her gift suddenly came to me >>; so I got lucky. -breath of relief-

Non-TEF

Twice in three months have the buttons...or the zipper, of my pants have just popped off.
Favorite pants too. I loved my gray pair and I actually walked around with bobby pins in the zipper area to at least try to close it up, and it only looks even more stupid than just the zipper being open.

Makes me wonder if I'm fat or my ass is just too big...Oh right, that's fat. 8D

Being sick with mucus, wheezing and coughing for a month because of my bronchitis, tonsils, as well as having a cold at the same time.

My cat knocking off the stuff on my fan right after I put it back up.
___

Let's see....TEF-related.

When someone whines about how a biography layout looks like someone elses. I understand flat out they-look-like-siamese-twins that would upset people.
But if it's just a section or something or two...it's not that serious. People should get a grip about that.

When someone whines about how there's personality traits, just three or four as an example, that someone also has,
and feels it their duty to publicly degrade the biography owner's blog going all "give credit" with a comment. You can't own personalities, and big deal if the whole personality trait list is similar.

But people usually do that in the first place because they think the personality belongs to someone else's character...

Spelldata sharing. I'd rather not risk losing my version of tef that I use (which isn't the latest) over people exchanging too much of data. I've only shared data once and that was last november.

Almost every new person wanting the zombie set. WAIT UNTIL HALLOWEEN.

I feel like making a blog in contrast to this (if it hasn't been done already), about posting positive stuff. I'm in a good mood and I like the people here.

This is the most redneck-sounding music I've ever heard (trust me, I live in the southern US, so I know rednecks), and they keep playing a shorter commercial of this on the TV.

And it just makes me cringe hearing it every time because it sounds so stupid.

For the last half year reality hasn't been like my expectation... sometimes in a big way. The person I considered my best friend hurt me and hasn't apologized, and my relationship with my mother has gotten kind of rocky. I had a very good friend who understood what I was going through encouraging me, but with the end of the semester she has graduated and moved several states away.

There is also someone I like... it took me by surprise. I haven't felt this way in years. But I think his feelings are for my friend who left.
And I still have bad days, where I can't think of anything redeeming about myself.

It's weird.

I'm glad to have the forest. At least somewhere I know I can find someone to be with me. And at school, for a little while, when my friend and I were together, I didn't feel lonely, and I felt like myself again.

I don't know how it will be when I go back.

We are messaging each other and will talk over skype, thank you for reminding me we will stay connected.

Just be patient, it will all work itself out. Those who reject strangers just miss out on your company. I'm sorry to hear of the rude players.

Even if you don't have 'characters'... you can go into the forest and interact. If you want to be with others and give love, you will get love.

Connection issues?

If you post in this forum, maybe you will get more help?

Glad to offer a lead. There may already be information there.

Hope you can get everything sorted DayandNight. - You can approach my deer whenever and I will not exclude you.

For quite a while now (maybe its because I'm 15) I have been feeling pretty down (and no its nothing to do with my ex, we had a mutual split about 4 or 5 months ago) I haven't really got anyone to talk to, and then I realised in one of those slap-yourself-on-the-forehead moments that I had created a blog specifically for this sort of thing.

So here is the rant of Kutanra:

All my life I have been a second thought, a hastily added "and you", sometimes I am not even seen.
I don't know why this sort of thing happens to me but I know that I am no dazzling beauty, some could even say I am slightly in the negative when it comes to looks.
And none of my friends ever start conversations with me, I am always the one to say hi on fb or MSN and after that its becomes more of an interview because the only way to get any response is for me to always ask questions about their day etc

I annoy people a lot. When I get nervous or excited I become a motor mouth and when I realise I'm talking to much I get embarressed and either talk faster or find some excuse to leave. I am also uncommonly loud. What seems normal to my ears is often percieved as a shout by others. I always get really embarressed when people inform me of my rambling, especially my mum.

It just seems that everything I do goes unoticed. I feel like metaphorically in my life even when I am drowning I will let myself go under if I am holding someone else up. But then they just get to shore, get out and wander of leaving me gasping for breath.

I have never surpassed average, I know that if I put in a tremndous amount of effort I could become something slightly more but I have no interest in art beyond doodling in class and my 5 known piano pieces aren't very useful as a party trick. I restrict my singing to the shower for everyone's sake and my feet have never been graceful on the dance floor. I know some people will comment saying I should put effort into it and believe me, I constantly sing and dance when no-one is around. I have just never found my natural talent which everybody else seems to have. I don't even have fashion sense.

My biggest problem apart from being the black sheep of the family and life in general is the expectations people have of me, I have a moral to never expect anything of anyone and to give them a clean slate each day but at school I am in the highest set for science and quite a few other subjects too but I am in the lower ranks of those sets yet everyone treats me like I should be getting easy 100% and am getting Bs purely to spite myself although I am amazed I get Bs!
The teachers always say "You're a bright girl, you can do this" it annoys me no end.

Sometimes when people I know complain about their lives (in rl, people on here are allowed to rant) I want to scream, you have it good if you find the teacher annoying oh well you only have them for an hour then you go home to siblings and parents that love you. I am patronized by all my teachers then go home to a house which if it isnt empty contains my mum who fails at hiding her dissappointment and a dad who is too much like me in the dominance genes when it comes to TV remotes and chores. I become nocturnal in the holidays because it means I sleep through the times when my parents, mercilessly teasing sister and brother-in-law (who is the devil himself) and other humans are up and about; thus being up all night with a book or the computer in solitary conditons which are far better than isolation amongst others.

Most of the time now I spend my school days making sure I am the unimpressed bitch that everyone tries to avoid, if only to stop the pain in my heart that other create despite it keeping me in the lonliness to which I am so well aquainted.

Thank you so much if you read all that. Sorry I went on so much, I have no doubt (and hope) that it is mostly teen hormones talking but please do not talk down to me purely because of my age and treat it as nothing, that is something else I can not stand.

Nowadays all I ever want is a hug...

Decided to come in with some real content..

For most of my life I've had emetophobia (vomiting) after several horrible experiences as a child. Right along with it I have odd, particular food anxieties. I go to therapy twice a month and I'm slowly getting better, in fact I was going out of my shell to try new things.. However a recent, mostly innocent, comment by an unknowing family member about how "you don't eat ___? That's really weird, haha." really got to me. I don't know if it hurt my feelings or I'm just hyper sensitive on the subject, but I ended up breaking down alone in my bedroom that night wishing I was "normal". I want so horribly, badly, desperately to be normal, to eat like a normal person. I was healing so well to the point that my fears were mild and unnoticeable, but suddenly it feels like much of that progress has just rolled backwards at 60mph. I'm sure things will get better at my next session.. but for now I feel horrible. Sorry for ranting, I know no one else here can help or anything I just had to get it out. ,_,

Kutanra: I know exactly what you mean. I've said some of the same words, had the same feelings.

The best way to look at it is that you are unique, there is no one exactly like you. When you start realizing your strengths more than your weaknesses, you'll discover that you have a unique and wonderful purpose in life. Never let anyone tell you what you are supposed to be. That's your decision, not theirs.

If you ever need to clear your head, take a walk through a zen garden in your mind or try hiking a mountain to find your goal. I hope these help

And never give up! Life is stressful but we persevere so we can fulfill our dreams. When you get to that point, you'll be proud of yourself for what you have accomplished.

When was the last time you left your deer in the forest, wandered away, came back, and discovered another deer (that you probably don't even know) was sitting by them?

...
I havn't had that happen in months honestly.

Is everyone just too edgy to sit by another now days?
It seems..depressing.

Shamiya and minimuuh thank you, I know I talk/type with an overly sophisticated manner of speech (my posh accent is hilarious) but surprisingly although I go to a private school I am only one of three people who doesn't sound like they come from a council house. Mind you I'm best friends with the other two so yeah...

minimuuh I think you hit the nail on the head. I have very little if no self worth, I am one of those people who will always take a bullet for my friends, but not to be a hero, purely because I believe their prospects far outweigh mine.

Tally although I don't have any actual issues with various foods I am incredibly picky and I know how fustrating it is seeing a delicious plate of food and knowing your only going to eat about a quarter of it. And I am always picking bits out (even in public to my mothers horror hehehe)

Tuhka I am so like that its unreal. Somedays I just wanna run through a field, completely and utterly destroy something (did I ever mention if I was reincarnated I wanna come back as a wolf? think about it, no chores, no clothes, and you can shake a twig around until you think your teeth will come out) then other days I just wanna curl up and glare daggers at people, do rugby, it helps relieve fustration

And ice breaking is very hard to do, especially when you've been put into or accidently get yourself categorized. (whenever theres an awkward moment I always say polar bear, its a real ice breaker) I probably wouldnt be so bad if it werent for my ADD which is like ADHD but without the hyperactivity, google it

Alecsander, I know, most of the time I just stop where I am and go off so I'm usually in the middle of nowhere but if I see another deer I will usually sit by them

And finally Quad, those pieces you wrote were wonderful! Very relaxing especially since at the time I was listening to this song which lasted for both descriptions (it was the longer version of this but is no longer availiable)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mSHLICAhpwg

I think everyone here would do well to listen, don't do anything else, just play it, lay back and listen

I get really upset when people flat out ignore comments. Not like typical comments like, "Cool character!". or "Nice CSS", but when you actually take the time to write out a question and it is blatantly ignored.

I don't like asking questions, I feel like a burden. It takes a lot of contemplating and growing some balls for me to be able to ask a question, especially off the wall, random ones. So to go through a personal mind-battle with myself and then finally get the balls to ask the question, only for it to be ignored, it upsets me, ESPECIALLY when I've been nothing but nice.

On most of my help- or CSS-blogs I barely ever reply with "You're welcome" or "Thanks". I don't always reply to everyone individually when I'm getting comments and sometimes I happen to overlook a question. :s

hmm, i never posted in one of these before.. buut~

i did not like getting honked at by this one deer that didnt want me to come near it cause of it's angry characteristics.
it was the only group in the forest and i couldnt get near it. -_-


and deer anatomy is haaarrd.

^ I know how you feel. >.> I've been rather angry with myself and everyone around me the last couple of days, and I have no idea why. Hope you feel better soon, though. *Nuzzle*

And please feel free to interact with my deer if you want to, even when not using Kaoori or Takeshi. :')


My own little rant;
What is so 'special' about me, since I play TEF? There is nothing more 'special' than playing any other game, watching sports or sitting on facebook all day long. >.<
Obviously you don't know what you're talking about saying this, but it still hurts. I feel enough like an outsider where I live, and don't really want this to be just another thing that makes me 'different.'