July 15, 2010 - 2:42am — Sonata
My best friend died today.
fuck
fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck
FUCK.
There are very few people in this world that I like.
There are two people that I love
and now I've lost one of them
I don't even know what I'm going to do without her, I don't know
she was more than a friend, god...
I LOVED her.
which is a lot coming from me.
would have died for her, which says even more
She's probably the only reason I'm still alive today, that one little thing that kept me from ending it all
fuckfuckfuck
I loved her so much
This is why I don't get close to people
my chest hurts
and I can't even cry, I cried myself out a long time ago
and that hurts
my eyes hurt
my chest hurts
my heart hurts
I hate her for leaving me like this
oh god, Ari I need you
god damn it all
it's not fair
I couldn't read this and not
'I'm sorry' just doesn't come close to cutting it.
I can't imagine...
Wow, this is... I can't even
But I think we all on the community will do what we can to support you through this.
;;
I'm sorry about your loss...
*Agrees with what Tera
I'm so sorry to hear you're hurting. My sympathies and love.
Words can't do much, I
But we are here.
♥♥♥
god... ... same like tera
... same like tera here...
I.. hm.
I am sorry...
Thank you all... so much...
so much...<3
That's really sad actually I
I feel almost the same as you do
One of my family members died almost a year ago and I still can't get over it.
And I agree with Tera
I'm really sorry of what happened.
We're all here for you. This
D= *can only offer hugs*
I'm sorry, Sonata...
;; ♥
♥
-offers a hug- We're here for
We're here for you...
♥
-Crushes you here too.-
*Holds*
;;
I have no idea what I could
I hurt for you and the pain that comes with losing someone so loved. I wish there was something that could be done or said that would make it all better, but I know there's not.
Don't keep it locked up. ♥...
i know no words that will
but like everyone said, we are here.
<3
I love you all so much...
I don't even know how to begin thanking you all...;;
The responses to this alone
God, you are all so beautiful.
-Rejoins the ever growing pile of love.-
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I... Oh gosh, GOSH Sonata,
Gawds, I cannot express my sorrow at this. My best wishes and thoughts are with you lovely, and I also hope that your friend is at peace too. Best of luck, and know that I and so many others are here for you if you need it ♥ I...
*cuddlehugsquishies* D: ♥
If I ever lost my best
This is horrible for you, and my sympathies go to you and all of her loved ones.
Just whatever you do, don't be afraid to take time to remember her as she was.
My gosh, I'm so sorry this
However, you need to know that with her or not you need to keep hanging on. She would want you to be happy and safe, don't let her loss push you off the edge. Hope is never something you can afford to lose, be strong please, for her and for yourself.
Thank you, all, so so much
-holds- sorry this is all I
sorry this is all I can offer...hang in there. we love you, you know..<3
I am not sure what else I
...Oh god, I'm sorry ;;
*surrounds you in hugs, love, and pillows*
I know how this feels...
...*snifflesob*....I'm so
Wh-hoq did she die? *sniffles again* Ah my gawd...;.;
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...*snifflesob*....I'm so
Wh-how did she die? *sniffles again* Ah my gawd...;.;
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Words are nothing in a
Stay strong, because you are an amazing and beautiful person.
<3
I'll probably say sometime,
thank you for your words...<3
When the things we love in
But as the days, the months, the years go by, that monstrous void slowly begins to fill. New memories - and old ones - start to crowd in. Bit by bit, the void will slowly shrink - though it will never - can never - truly go away.
There will always be a scar. There will always be this jagged ugly line on your breast and it will be there forever.
And I like to think that no matter what you believe in, one day, there will be a split second - or longer, if you think like I do - where everyone you've ever lost will be before you and one by one, they will place their gentle, soft hand on your scars and wipe them away. That ache, that hurt that you've carried around for as long as you have? It'll be gone. It'll be wiped away from you.
I am so sorry for your loss. I am so sorry that you've got a scar too. I know those new memories won't make it go away and I know that it'll take a long time for that hurting to stop, but it'll fade.
One day, it will be gone forever.
Then you'll be home.
oh god, Bylah ;;
;;<3
thank you, so much.
you don't know how much it means, to me, just to know that you, that everyone, have spent just a moment looking at this, much less to take time to give words of comfort.
All of you.
Thank you.
your comfort says so much.
so much more than words ever could.
awwwww i'm so sorry to hear
Oh...sonata thats terrible...
Bylah, I'm crying right
That was fucking beautiful.
Sonata-
You're in my thoughts-
and-
-Dead of cute.-
I've never been one good at
Sadly I can't do the same in return due to distance, but I can at least share the same words that kept me going when the world was cruel:
"Adversity brings knowledge and knowledge wisdom."
I started crying reading all
-hugs- &hearts
Oh no...Luff. ;______; I
I can't imagine either. I was so close to losing a dear friend in a car accident back in December, just before christmas. I think I might have some common ground here about this, because I wished I was in her place, I wished it was me. Because what happened to her, she did not deserve at the least. The bastard that was driving hit her at 45mph, and wasn't punished either because he did a 'hit and run' stunt.
I will not ask how Ari passed,
but please know that we are here for you.
All of us.
Oh dear, I can't even
Hang in there. I'm so sorry. ;;
We are all here for you if
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I... can't even imagine how
I think there's nothing I can say to make you feel better, no way in hell words would be enough. But I'm so sorry... ,__,
I only just saw this this
*hugs*
Wish there more I could do
I too have only 2 or 3 really
So i can not even imagin how you feel , but i wish you better times and " huggs " you !
Aww, man... Life's really not
♥ thank you
thank you<3
again
all of you<3
so much
You're welcome, hun
No-one should have to go through such pain alone T__T
I now hoe you feel... My