thank-you gift for Quad under the cut~

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An ongoing record of Vasska's... er... sitting conquests...?

LOL I feel old.
Sqish is... 36 months old soon. Like, Dec 20, I think? Figured I'd log on for a bit to celebrate :3
*random*

that... you actually like... and want to keep? Makes you want to develop further? Makes you want to keep as a part of yourself? .. A character that you put time and effort into, and don't get bored of after a few weeks/months. I find all of those questions that I just asked.. hard for me to accomplish or stand up to expectations that I motivate myself to have.. I'm really upset and mad since Ive been trying for months and months on now to actually create something that Ill love and learn to "communicate" with in a way.. you know.. how you share your problems with your character sometimes.. if anyone even has a clue as to what Im talking about... and, well, if you think that I'm crazy than I will go with that, too. Ugh.. train of thoughts that you don't need to read since they are useless. Anyways, I have already read all the "how to make an evil character/stag" by thereisstillhope or whatever. And the one AliceV and the others created. So... now I'm at a dead end. Help?