It's not an emotional vent like depression, etc, idk if I should really call it a vent? Maybe more of a confession.
I'm afraid that I get judged for not drawing my characters and judged I'm not taking care of them.
I want to write about them but I have a major writers block lately and it's frustrating as all hell.
I don't know, I just get afraid I'm seen as a bad owner or 'mother' of my characters because I don't draw them.
I honestly want to draw them so bad and draw other people's characters(because they're awesome holy) but I don't know where to start, don't even know how to draw a circle to get started, I lack motivation and patience for it.
Is there any tips for this?? I have a creative mind and although I love writing, I also feel the need to express the scenario or characters in a more visual way? I'll get inspired by just the way the wood floor at my grandmother forms things and I get frustrated because I can't draw it.
Well, I guess this turned more into a vent & confession than a rant, rofl.
Seeing as I suck at doing ANYTHING with CSS, I'm looking for someone to make something for me. So the only thing I have to do is update it c': I have some art and am also looking to commission some more for in te bio.
So if you also do art! Great C:
It would be for my main deer Echis, and I (also) will need one later for my second deer Nerys. ( I first need to get art for her)
If you'd like me to draw you a deer, drop a reference in a comment below. The number of requests I'll accept will depend on the amount of my free time.
