Miscellaneous

I've been inspired by a lot of the kindness I've seen as of late around here.
I've never really felt like I fit in in anywhere, most of my life. Even with friends I've always been an outsider, sharing many different interests than they. This place is the closest I've ever really been a part of a place. Most everyone has been accepting, welcoming and kind to me, even when I've had horrible emo days. I really try to hide those, because I try to not put my personal business out there when I can.
I'm flattered by the responses I get from my characters and my art. I've always been so self-conscious when it came to my art; some days I see such amazing art and I'll erase mine before i even finish. But the compliments I get here really have filled my heart and pushed me to keep going and practice.
I will admit that some days, the drama and hate that comes forth from this place upsets me, makes me angry. Perhaps we're not perfect, but I"d love more than anything for us all to be peaceable, and it hurts my heart to see some of the things said here. We're all from different countries, backgrounds, different ages.. we're one of the best mixing pots out there, and we should all be proud of ourselves in this wonderful community we're in. No community is perfect, but we can eliminate the tension and hate quite easily.
I met my best friend here and some of my closest friends, and I'm meeting new, wonderful people every day. I'm grateful I stumbled upon this humble screensaver one day while looking for animal games to play online.

This is mostly gibberish, and I'll probably delete it later, but.. yeah. Just felt the need to pour this out.

"Kiss The Rain"
Yiruma

I missed my 1 year TEF birthday on the 6th D: I've been so darn busy lately. I created Ourania on the 6th and joined the community much later. The people that told me about TEF are not here and do not play right now but I'm so glad they did. I've met so many awesome people and had a lot of fun wih you guys in the forest. Thanks everyone! <3 <3 <3 <3

A bit of Greek mythology.

_{"Niobe, queen of Thebes, once boasted that she was better than Leto because she had many children while the goddess had but two. Artemis and Apollo avenged this insult to their mother by killing all or most of Niobe's children with their arrows. The weeping Niobe was transformed into stone, in which form she continued to weep."}

and another quote

_{"A devastated Niobe fled back to Mount Sipylus and was turned into stone, and, as she wept unceasingly, waters started to pour from her petrified complexion."}

Don't you hate it when....
you do stuff. But you don't think of the consequence.

And its something you regret later.

And you can fix it, you can fix the problem. You can make it go back to the way it was.
But you are worried that no one will ever take you seriously again, or you worry that you will hurt others even more than the mistake you did in the first place.

That really sounded like I was pregnant then. Rest assured Im not.

I speak of more...strange(?) matters.
I wish I never did what I did. I want Ravenflight back. I miss her. She's like. A part of me. A part of me that isn't officially dead. A part that is lost.
I miss playing her in forest. With my own clever tongue and hand I can easily write her back. Play her back. Draw her back.
With plots I can bring her back to the endless forest. Theres no denying that. And I have many clever plans to do so. But in doing so, it would seem unoriginal. It would be like.
"Killing her
OH WAIT GUYS SHES BACK
Oh she's dead/left the forest
LOLJKS HERE SHE IS"

Basically. I would fear that I wouldn't be taken seriously. The whole thing wouldn't be taken seriously and Id probably confuse and upset many of the deer in the forest that knew her.

I just don't know what to do.

Well. I do know what to do. And I want to do it.
But I don't know if its the right thing.

Isn't it funny how characters can affect us like that?
We may not see it. And maybe some characters aren't like that.
But so many of them are reflections of ourselves. Little parts of us.
Personalities. Mannerisms.

And when you let them go. You cant help but feel the pang.

What a strange little world.

Hello.

My name is Sidewalk.

Your community seems to be very nice. I will enjoy my time here.
Perhaps, I should introduce myself.... With a bit of... hmhm. Mystery?

Shall we dance?

Something happened,, I clicked log in again, when i was already logged in, i don't know why, but all my stuff are gone?? i had alot of masks and such, but now everythings poofed??? i also cant see other players.
what do i do? o.o

How do you become a bigger animal then the normal spell in the new version?

Alright So I Am Making A Deer For My Signature Right Now.
And I Had Tested With A Little Deer Clip Art If IMG Coding Works.
And For Some Odd Reason The Little Deer Didn't Appear On My Signature...

I need Some Help as to what to do to get my little signature picture to show.
If someone could maybe give a few simple instructions?

~Mystic

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Sorry to bring this to the world of The Endless Forest but I have to get it off my chest before I explode. I'm not sure if my *ahem* family looks at my Art pages so this is probably the safest place to rant about it without getting hounded down by their... tyranny anymore than I desire.

Most of you don't know (Or some of you might, if you talk to me enough on MSN to know) that I had lost my Job way back in August. And since then I have been helping my mother with watching over my 3 1/2 year old Cousin. This wouldn't be an issue if his parents would TRAIN HIM PROPERLY... at this age, the boy refuses... and I mean REFUSES to use the toilet. He still goes in 'diapers' AKA Pull-Ups that he wears and he has EVEN Soiled himself in his UNDERWEAR!

The biggest one is that... they never SUPPLIED US for taking care of their child... never PAID us anything to buy him FOOD. They would never buy him food for US to keep here unless we TOLD THEM! Hell they wouldn't even give us money unless we ASKED them for it... and they still don't even pay us.

It's getting beyond ridiculous with this damned boy, we can take him to the 'potty' and he refuses or he HOLDS it until he is off and 5 minutes later he soils himself. But that's not the issue anymore... no... now his mother (fucking bitch that she is) is holding a grudge and giving my mother the cold shoulder for her own STUPID MISTAKES! Apparently she's not accepting the consequences for what the fuck she did. Which is just further reason for me to hate the woman anyway. I personally don't consider her a part of the family, she's not married to my uncle they are only shacked up and she believes that because of this her daughters get everything that my dear grandmother owns. HAH WRONG!

Anyway back to what's pissing me off in general... the fact that she is giving my mom the cold shoulder... ah yes that.

The Endless Forest

As the New Year starts.. thank you.

You May Not Know How You Inspire [Everyone]

TEF Birthday :o

Tears of Stone..?

Streaming of Consciousness

Hm... Hello.

Umm, everythinsg gone??

How?

Signature Help Needed

Blamed for Everything? (Mini-Rant)