Miscellaneous

Well if i can get my mom to look at and approve FeralHeart, I will get an account and if its not taken my user will be Gruffen! xD Can I have your usernames if you play so i can friend you on it when i join? Thanks!

EDIT: my mom and dad both said no. i cant play FH. my dad said i play my comp. too much already and my mom said she thinks its not safe. So you will not see me on FH anytime soon.

Hey. I am looking at the pictos right now, and it seems like they all look VERY similar at the moment.

Anybody have predictions on a new generation?? It seems we are in need of one.

Anyone sent a note to M&A saying we are running low on combos, either?

Well, I am going to give myself a day off this Wednesday and stay home so I will not be in forest. I am going to move back to my university Thursday so I want to have a day to pack, go out and wash clothes plus grab a few last minute things like some munchies and coffee and also spend time with my grandparents.

I may be back in forest once I move in and get settled Thursday though I'm not sure how much time I'll be on as I'll be at “work,” though it's not a really a job as I'm not being paid. Just some volunteering to help other students move into their dorms and join in some fun activities, like field trips and crap. I'll likely be on during the evenings though so I'll be right back in forest c;

Look at it this way, I'll be in forest more often. Depending on how much schoolwork I get XD

And I also promise I'l be back with a special treat

I'm not telling what it is, it's gonna be a surprise....

See ya soons

For a day or two. Going back to the homeland for a job interview for a couple days. I'm really attached to The Endless Forest already after being here for only a week :[ Just running around and talking to everyone (sometimes without words!) has been surprisingly therapeutic - I'm a little stress bucket. So I'm going to try to stay on the forums on my dinky netbook while I travel.
Bus ride is about 4 hours...does anyone want their character drawn?

They will probably look something like this: http://endlessforest.org/community/paperfang-81711

Abseilen (coloring still)
~~Carina~~
~~Foxglove~~
~~Beren~~
~~Steve~~
Juniper
Brooklyn
Sorrel
Evania

Have you ever felt as if you have a bit of your freedom taken away?

I'm not talking grounded, or denied TV cell phone, etc. (Besides, I'm to old for that now anyway)
I Mean in a more literal sense.

I used to live, up until a few days ago, in a neighborhood where I could wander aimlessly into the wee hours of the morning, without fear, without any trouble. IT was utter freedom, able to wander the yards, fields, woods, and streets in the silence. It was the place I could be to gather my thoughts, to calm down, or to just be one with nature.

But now, I've moved off to a dormitory in the city. I can't go out past 8 alone for fear of getting harassed, or worse. There is constant cars, and sirens, and men shouting and wandering in the dark.
Now, I can't go out to think, and the whole situation is so stressful and new.

I know I'll adapt, (Im very social, and consider myself likable) but still.
At least I can still roam the Endless Forest, yet its not the same. (Me and my fawn are relaxing by De drinkplatts)
Anyone else feel like they are sometimes stuck in a place where they cant get out much?

I'm sorry to bring this up again, especially here. But I really wanted to ask a question from someone other than my therapist, and you guys are my best friends...so here it goes.

Shimmyshimmy wrote me an e-mail the other day pointing out characteristics I have. It's difficult for me to grasp these because, well...being recently diagnosed with several things including high anxiety and depression, you have a hard time accepting the truth. I've gotten better at this, and am really starting to feel pride, confidence, and better self-esteem.

These things I've just been diagnosed with - ADHD, learning disabilities, a personality disorder or two, anxiety, depression...I'm making a commitment now to not let these defeat me. I've told myself many things that should have never been said -- that I was a failure, that I was weak, that I was flawed...that I should have never been born.

Those thoughts, they're going to end now. I'm tired of them, I'm tired of these feelings of worthlessness.

Shimmy's e-mail used words to describe me such as "fantastic", "selfless", "caring", and a "triumph". To read these words from someone else, that they actually think this of me despite the things I have written on this site about myself...it really digs deep into my soul.

I want to ask this then. I know this is my life and I have the right to do whatever I want with it, but I wanted to ask you all - if you were in my shoes, at this very moment of being ready to move out and live your life...if you knew that you will be living your dream job and that you really don't care about how much money you make...if you already had an idea for things you want to do for yourself later on, but had money to give away or use toward helping others...what would you do to better the world?

I already know I want to donate to charity. That's a dream I will be fulfilling once I have money to spare. But I feel like that's not good enough.

If you see a deer or fawn with the symbol the fawn on the left in this photo has, please be kind. His name is Juju and he is a little boy IRL. He tries to get along, but doesn't know all of the body language yet. He tries very hard, but gets confused sometimes.

Cheers!
~Lolalilu

The site isn't letting me "reply" so I wanted to include this edit to say thank you all for being understanding. He loves Endless Forest so much.

Starting Tuesday August 23, I will be on this site very little to not at all, probably only in the EST evenings or late at night. I am going to college, which is five hours away from home. Move-in is Wednesday, Entrance Exam is Thursday, Monday school starts, and I have a bunch of busy to do to begin college life. >.< Rough, but fun.

This inactivity will last until I get settled, so give it a couple weeks, maybe up to a month. I am going to miss you all so so much! But I promise to check in and everything.

Freshman year, here I come!

UPDATE:
Made it to my college town. Everything seems wonderful so far! Hotel is kinda funny, the Whirlpool tub is in the middle of the living room... but I guess in a King suite they only think a couple is staying, not a family of 3? Whatever though, at least it is more comfy and cleaner than the previous hotel! ANd it is pet-friendly so I got to see a lovely Catahoula Leopard Dog, one of my favourite breeds, and he is so sweeeeet!

Update2:
IN my room, parents are gone, and I am now a college student! This is crazy.

Recently since i changed computers' i had to reinstall TEF, i saved my spelldata's into a separate folder and transferred them into my current computer. But whenever i plug them in the pelt is always default.
So, what im asking is if there's anything i can do about this, and if not, would someone be a dear and help me get my set for Muse?
Oh if this question sounds really stupid its because i haven't played TEF since May.
The set was
Skull Mask
Butterfly pelt
and Noh antlers. <3

M O N D A Y

The Endless Forest

FH usernames

Pictograms: New Gen Predictions?

Important Notice

Roadtrip (Any Art Requests?)

Change of Pace...Ah Stress.

Just need advice [Non-TEF]

Please Be Kind

Inactivity (Checking-in with Updates!)

Art Requests?[closed- Dublin finished :)]

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