Diary Entry

Ohn had a strange dream the other day. He woke up and found himself to be a full grown stag, but he was also nameless and faceless. At first he was completely alone in the forest, unable to find anyone else no matter how hard he tried. Eventually he found other deer, but these deer were mirror copies of himself. Nameless, faceless stags. They danced together for a short time, and then laid down together. Ohn fell asleep and (hopefully) when next he wakes up he will be himself again.

(So I missed it...what was the deal with the sites and stuff being down yesterday? I logged in twice where I (and apparently everyone else) was unable to log in as Ohn...it was a little creepy at first, particularly as I do expect to become a stag any day now ^^)

I've been sad, lately. Really quite sad.

And even though I'm not really personal friends with anyone in the Forest, it's a place I visit often, to escape.

Just want to say thank you to all you strangers. Every time I log on, it's guaranteed I find another deer who appears friendly and approachable.

Thanks for letting me relax with you for a while =)

To click or not to click?

Not as image heavy as last time, but heavy enough.

Smacking myself again for letting screenshots build up for so long.
Even though these are from not even a week's worth of time, there's a lot of them. I plan to start cropping screenshots for another post after this one, too.

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Sometimes there is no one here at all, and I sit in the darkness of the fog. The land has changed; it's foggy and cold, black where I touch it... and luminously grey in all other distances. I write fragments of poems to pass the time, and doodle familliar pictograms in the dust.
It's interesting; even if I don't see someone often, the fact that I could, if luck favors me, gives me a strength of heart; they feel close. Now, I worry about the people I cannot see, about Scape and Dag and Nevilly, so close and so far away.

I slept and had a dream.
And in this vision, I was walking in yet another foreign world, not the forest, but a garden. Sweet roses grew all along the garden's walls, trying to escape and fly over the fence, out into the world I know far better. And there I came upon a painting that showed looming dangers; there was violence, a red stag with grand antlers, but inside very small and frightened, with eyes too withered to see; and there was Greed of the heart, a skinny doe who tried to hold all close and let all seep away. And there was Lust -- not the deer, Lust, but the dream, Lust -- who looked to me so alien I could not know her nature. I thought she had a gleam in her eye I misliked.
I turned my head and saw my host there. My host was a beautiful creature, not wholly deer; far more delicate of limb and soft of eye, with long lashes and a sweet smile. She had with her her handmaidens, Despair and Joy, who walked in her shadow, and could do good or evil. But she herself was benevolence itself; she herself was only Love.
"Come and walk with me, sweet disciple," she said. I have never refused her, and so took to walk the garden beside her. We walked down the path and saw all manner of pretty flowers. Until at last we came upon a white rose, lovelier to me than all flowers in the garden. It was a joyous rose, but it trembled shyly in the wind, and the stem turned towards me before darting away.

Back on the live server! Woot!

Today the forest was pretty crowded. A lot of adults hanging out in a fairly large group (at least larger than what I've seen thus far).

The Red and Brown skull-faced stags behind Ohn are fighting (or play fighting...but there was no laughing, so I'm going with a real fight). Ohn, being something of a "Tween" at this point (should become a young stag in a day or two), wanted to join in. Of course, he didn't because they're much larger and scarier than he is, but he did emulate from the sidelines for awhile before deciding to try something his own size. The two other fawns in the area were peacefully enjoying each others company when Ohn decided to try to pick a fight with them. He didn't completely succeed. They kind've reared at each other for a minute or two....and then broke into dance. ....it's too hard to be a mean fawn. ^^

I'm so sorry I have been so inactive for the longest time... not finishing the
requests or anything.... I am really sorry.

I know most of you don't remember me but.... I
truly miss my deer friends here..... Especially
my close ones such as Sgro, Emiva, Haru, and everyone else...

FFFFFT. I feel like crying because because because I do. ;3;
I lurv you guys.... u3u

-flees, sobbing a lake-

Finished.
Aleit has successfully completed his first Rut. He has met many new deer and hopes to meet them again in lighter terms. Only time will tell.
Not quite the outcome I wanted for Jullelin. :/

The Endless Forest

A strange dream

Thank you

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