Diary Entry

Notes: hey some might recall me but I am back, my laptop well now old laptop broke and the RAM overloaded so i needed a new one it took up this this point to get online and come back ( I had forgotten my user name curse those X's) but I am here and I can say i miss the friendly face here and the kind users. SO i am now here and ready to work on getting myself settle down into the community!

P.S.:

I have stop drinking Coffee and switch to tea so it's now funny my name is Coffee Crusher

*pops out it's head from the bushes of outside life*

"Oh my, such a long while and eternity,
For this fellow's absence in this place's amity~

Perhaps, an amend from this such year(s) of life~?
Yes, a similar ol' dear with an improvement's strife~
Is prepared for another friendship and interest-sharing might, indeed~"

*waves at everyone within it's return*

The Antideluvian
Born from the blood lake
affinity to poppies
male
soft
solemn
curious
sad
broken skull in half
all grown
black and bleached needles

Father? Mother? Pond?

Pfp by Harvey

"We Are One."

"Hello I'm not dead I am very much alive and still lurking!"

Sylph

I like to doodle?? a lot??
i'm very quiet and most likely wont contact you unless you contact me first
hello and hi and welcome, it's not the best but here I am I guess?

[center][=Book Antiqua][=#9370DB][=19] 6/27/23

I never quite felt as though I belonged here. I don't think I'll be returning, enjoy your week and the new game

9/28/19- Hi,,, so I’m not totally gone in case anyone was wondering, which I find doubtful. But I finished Bootcamp yayy, I’m not sure if I should start coming back?? Idk I just I miss the beautiful art and calm scenery but I don’t miss the little to no interaction I’ve seen or anything of that sort. So this might be my goodbye to everyone? Well, everyone who comes across this I guess. I had a nice run but I don’t think I’ll be coming back other than logging on to see the updates and sit in the forest ambience. Have a nice day

10/15/18- Going to start edging back into the forest again using this accounts picto. I'll be OOc and just chilling, so please feel free to message me or sit and chill with my deer. The ambience is very nice. I've oficially been accepted into the Air Force, i'm going in with the Aerospace medical Service job under my name, so i'm happy i'll get to help people

8/10/18-Heyy. I'm kind of sad, I've lost almost all my drive to play this, rip my characters. I've been on as much as possible to honor Fly and be a part of the circle for him.

I woke up today inside my secret hiding place from the forest.
This log is small but big enough for me! but it's by the water and my fur gets cold and soggy when the pond leaks into the log.. . But But! I hid from the forest! It couldn't see me through the log so it couldn't eat me.

I ran into the first deer I met here! A friend who I danced around with! We found a mushroom ring and I could feel a special life feeling inside of it. I dug up some of the mushrooms and ate them but I went unchanged, my friend sat in the center and called me over to sit.

The ring's life was given to each of us, making our symbols grow brighter. I became a small creature with this life- this energy, I was so small! too Small! My friend was as big as the trees like this!

I was scared they might step on me but they were very careful with their steps. I chased them because I was angry! I tried to jump at their legs but I couldn't catch them, and then I stumbled back into my own fur and form.

My energy only changed their pelt into a brown.

My friend can fly! They jumped from the tall rocks and ran through the air sitting on the wind!
I could not catch them no matter how high I jumped! They came down but I could not go up! Sometimes I felt the wind be solid under my hooves but then drift away and send me to the ground.

I think I could fly too... if I learned how. I won't give up!
Someday I'll fly just like them! We did other things in the forest too but I'm tired..

maybe I'll remember the other things we did when I wake up and record them here in this place. I can't see this place but I can feel it with my thoughts, there are others here. Is this how everyone connects? I can't understand most of the voices but I think I know a few of the feelings that are sent through. How strange that this place is always with me but at the same time isn't anywhere...

As I get tired I understand this place better but when I'm awake I can't even remember it...

will tack cer's pregnancy and the time he cares for the kiddos until they are "born".
interactions and plotting of any kind is welcome. please contact me via discord for anything at all.
Discord: Calix#0183

knew the game of deer. It is recent.
Communication this game is to connect with the world of people with only gesture.
It's interesting and interesting.
There are rules that have just started and do not understand.
I do not know whether friends can be made. Please make friends. Ty

?????I knew the game of deer. It is recent.

Communication this game is to connect with the world of people with only gesture.

?It's interesting and interesting.

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There are rules that have just started and do not understand.
I do not know whether friends can be made. Please make friends.

I found two other deer who were small like me! They were young like me too!

One had my symbol but was not me because I am me! There can not be two me's! The other had a symbol like a river with eyes, but .. We played so much and so fast that I didn't get a good look at them and now I am left without a true knowing of them..

We chased each other through the trees jumping over everything in great leaps! We passed by many different creatures and deer some which played with us and some who didn't.

At the place that feels like sad, with the big flat standing stones and moss covered stone trees.There was a deer who was stuck behind flat branches that were cold and hard! They grew in a circle and connected over the head of the deer. There was no way in or out that wasn't through them so we couldn't find a way to free them. There were other deer around them, maybe when they wake up they will help the stuck deer.

I was sad that I could not help but we went and continued to play leaving the deer behind. I could have slipped through the bars but the big deer could not.. I wonder if they're stuck there even now..

The other me had left us to play alone and me and the other went and prayed at the statues that felt warm and like home. The figures felt special and the life of the forest surrounded them, I wonder who they are..

We were gifted white pelts from no one, did the statues give us these pelts? I stared for a small while at the statues but then our game of chase began again.
We ran around and played by the rocks and on the rocks and jumped from the highest ones we could!

Later the other deer with the symbol like a river went to sleep and faded into the forest. Does that happen to everyone when we sleep? There are some who sleep but are still here, does it only happen to small deer like me?

I don't want to sleep, I don't want to disappear, I want to remain in this forest with the others.
Maybe if I hide the forest won't eat me...

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