Usually, every few weeks I'd check the well being of the forest, especially recently with the coming of a new era. That being said, I took some time to think about my personal experience in the place of my childhood and somewhat current dreams and I came across the phenomena of my lonesomeness.
I've been very motherless and mateless, nearly alone if you will; not that it's something that dulled my experience of the forest in any way but I'm looking for a slight shift.

I often yearn for a sense of family connection and the warmth of love magic.
A common longing for another soul to stand adjacent to mine.
The simple desire for acceptance from one's mother, her little buck is different from the rest.
One's longing for understanding from the populace that he has no want to be a protector but to be protected. To be a healer. A life bringer.

this little one cannot bear children like the mother they so long for. None the less, their love interests are still male......


( ill be in the forest soon....... look for my name)

I've tried and failed, to stay away from my true home, the forest. my friends and family alike have an incredibly strong dislike for the forest; explaining my prolonged absence but i'm confused as to why... this place gives me a day to day mental pleasure, it gives me motivation with the amount of joy simply thinking about the medicinal, sedative calmness within our limitless love. the forest.

Needless to say, I'm back and with intent to have a much bigger impact on our ever shrinking community. I need a family, a permanent one. I want to learn more and even teach others about our home and the love we have for it. Released from school for spring break, I've been given the perfect opportunity to give this place my love and attention. I want to experience the Endless Forest in a new more social light. Never would I say this place bores me but I yearn for a loving few, fellow deer, but I'm not sure how to take on something like this; that's why i made this blog (kinda...). I'm also in the process of creating a new persona, one i want to find in a group of people who love and enjoy me as i do them. I could always do these thing by my lonesome but i want to be more embedded in the forest.

As time goes on it takes my memories of the place with it. The Endless Forest beings me a revolving joy the continues to circle around and i want to keep it going, so i'm starting over... as a fawn.

I've tried and failed, to stay away from my true home, the forest. my friends and family alike have an incredibly strong dislike for the forest; explaining my prolonged absence but i'm confused as to why... this place gives me a day to day mental pleasure, it gives me motivation with the amount of joy simply thinking about the medicinal, sedative calmness within our limitless love. the forest.

Needless to say, I'm back and with intent to have a much bigger impact on our ever shrinking community. I need a family, a permanent one. I want to learn more and even teach others about our home and the love we have for it. Released from school for spring break, I've been given the perfect opportunity to give this place my love and attention. I want to experience the Endless Forest in a new more social light. Never would I say this place bores me but I yearn for a loving few, fellow deer, but I'm not sure how to take on something like this; that's why i made this blog (kinda...). I'm also in the process of creating a new persona, one i want to find in a group of people who love and enjoy me as i do them. I could always do these thing by my lonesome but i want to be more embedded in the forest.

As time goes on it takes my memories of the place with it. The Endless Forest beings me a revolving joy the continues to circle around and i want to keep it going, so i'm starting over... as a fawn.

A mother with no fawn
A buck with no mate
A fawn with no parents
A world long gone
The truth we all hate
it comes without a fair end
What is life when
everything is right
and your wrong...



// TOF rp roles? //
P.S.- im open to anything.

IS their any way for me to save a picture of my name to make it my computer background and my account picture? ive seen other people doing it, i just dont know how.

so i recently got the mini deer for ma'aka (my TEF persona), and i wanted a new pelt. i saved my skin several times but when i logged on again my pelt had reset?!?!?!?! Honestly i just want to remove my mini deer, get the pelt and mask that i want and then get the mini deer back... can someone help me with any of those...

- the pelt i see her with is the mostly dark blue with light blue accents at the front
-the face i was wanting is the white/tan-ish "Techno" sounding mask, or the bubble mask...

ive been playing the game fora while and all of my old friends no longer play, im looking for a group of deer to roam with and to take me under their wing. I also want to change my look and become a "mini deer". I enjoy role play alot so im down for most things. open to all...

-P.S.
ive been having problems seeing other people when i get online, can anyone help... it happened once yesterday.

Im currently trying to customize my character but no ones online to help me or will sit long enough for me to get the look im going for, anyone online thats willing to help me. ill help back too.- any one up rn? im on at the small mushroom circle trying to get the "mini deer" if anyone is willing to help?