As some of you know, I've been wearing a heart monitor for the past month now.
Well, today was the last day, and I was quite thrilled with the fact that I would not have to wear these "sticky pads" across my chest and ribcage anymore.
Now, from the beginning, I had to order the special non-allergenic stick electrodes because my skin reacted badly to the sticky parts of the ones the doctor gave me.
I would look like I was slightly burned with red blotchy patches in a circle were it had been.
The new non-allergenic ones solved this problem.
Until the last day. Today.
After removing the one from my chest, I noticed these red welts apearing on my skin. And now, I have a "e" shaped wound.
It doesn't hurt at all, just itches like crazy.
I just thought I'd share my ironic moment with you guys.
Guess even my body wishes to show some Edmund lurv. XD
So instead of creating a new blog for ever single update i have with life ill just create this and update it accordingly.although this has really nothing to do with anyone i want to have reasoning for my absences if they occur.
thank you all for reading.
2/10/12
Well in 2 weeks my life went from ok to horrible. i lost my boyfriend.and then the worst possible thing happened yesterday.
my dog that iv had since i was 2 years old got out the other night and we searched for her for hours. i ran without shoes on and ripped the skin off my feet. come to find out yesterday morning she was struck by a car and killed on impact. it honestly doesn't feel real.i feel like im going to go out into the living room to find her asleep on her bed.... i feel like this is all a dream. i cant even cry. my mom has been breaking down left and right and i only cried a few times... im so numb.
We had to claim her body from animal services. i saw her laying there on the table. she was cold and stiff and it still isn't real for me...
i dont know what to do anymore. and i may not be in the forest for a while..
I sure do like to be inactive.
I'll try to be active again ;;;
I'm pretty sure no one here remembers me but I'm an older (I guess?) member :<
I feel stupid for not staying on this site XD;
i haven't really been on much since august of 2011.
just a lot of bad things have been going on. and my new stupid laptop doesn't like TEF so i have to use my moms computer.
anyways i found out i have a really bad lifelong crippling disease. and its rheumatoid arthritis. and im in pain every day of my life. and i STILL have to go to school and all that stupid stuff.
but im trying to be on here more. i was in the forest last night and i will be in a few minutes. come visit agrona?
also im trying to make a layout or whatever for agrona but im having the worst luck. does anyone have any easy pre-made ones that i can use? or if your feeling nice you could make me one? c:
I heard about the forest a couple days after they closed registration to make the 3rd gen. I checked back near every day, waiting for my chance, almost forgot about it for a few days, and then was pleasantly surprised on my next visit... So much so that I sat and clicked random in multiple windows for well on two hours trying to find that perfect symbol that meant 'Me.' Luck of luck, I found more than I could have expected and had to winnow down my choices, after much deliberation I settled on two... the second day I got itchy fingers and had to go back on a random generator binge and grabbed two more. There will be character descriptions for them as soon as they split into more independent personalities.
I romped through the woods for hours meeting all kinds of friendly deer and engaging most of them in playful dance. One deer I especially remember and had fun with that first time then saw again the next day was an adult I can only think of as 'Triangles' with a glyph of two right triangles a smaller one resting on it's hypotenuse on one of the equilateral sides of the other, the upper having what looked like a small j inside if I squinted. I was unfortunately too enthralled to take any pictures. They had a habit of majestically parading around real slow and so it was easy to tag along and make a nuisance of myself, and we encountered many other deer on the way. I was amazed at the amount of fawns I knew to be third gen, thanks to my close association with the generator, and in such lovely arrangements too.
