i M NOT LIKING THE GAME SO MUCH WHEN I CLOSE OUT OF IT IT GOES BLACK WHEN I TURN OFF AND ON MY COMUTER IT TURNS TO SMALL SCREEN THI GAME SUCKS IT HAS VIRUS!

Its strange, when your used to holding the world at your fingure tips and then suddenly all of that dissapears.

Transformations from a world wide communicater, to praying someone will just...say hello.

my grandmother told me once that computers and internet were a curse, becuase my generation didn't know how to be alone.

She might be right.

I've found more so recently, now that school has actually started again from spring break I feel more alone than I did sitting in

my room durring the week vaccation. I don't understand how that works really...but when I look around at the faces I see, I

still feel like a dirfter in the sea, or a wanderer in the sahera. It may be stress releated from school, who knows. Maybe its me

just feeling sorry for myself having to sneek online just to rant emotions I probably should even be revieling to a community of

words, but you know it helps me. The black lines that create words on a screen provide a comfort, if only for a moment. A

small pool, an oasis, a raft.

It would probably help if I had some kind of work, something to distract my mind from the passing of time and the silance of

those im so used to hearing...reading about. Few of them whom I know in person,friends from school, life, even they have

been quieted by the facts of life. Everyone. Busy.Tired.Away.All of them doing something important, or for a reason they have

weither they actually wish to be there or not. Just the same, I sit there unable to find that work unable to find that one break.

Most of the time I blame the economy and thats true in part, most times I go searching for that rare job opening all I recive is

the same responce "I'm sorry, we need the workers, but we can't afford even temps" and so I move on. Alone it seems

despite the many people in the world sharing my same probloms, my troubles are universal now and yet I drift.