"My... friends, I love you all... but it pains me to not see you. I wish you all well, I wish you all will be happy. But I guess, I finally should take my rest... the flowers, they are beautiful. Yes, I love them so... and the butterflies... I just don't have the strength anymore... please, please don't be mad at me... if I close my eyes. And I don't wake up..."
Well, Toxic's Birthday (As well as mine) is today and so I got on in hopes of seeing his friends. I'm sorry if he ignored anyone that came up to him, I was looking for a couple deer in particular (Which sadly I didn't get to see) and it really hurt Toxic more than anything. Running around, in his personal condition he finally just collapsed in the flowerbed to rest.
This is likely where he'll be and stay when I log in later tonight to spend the last few hours of my birthday. I'm not going to hawk him off or kill him, goodness no... he's too precious to me to do something like that and he's got too many lovely friends on here that would kill me if I were to do something like that.
See, when I get depressed... a lot of my character's go through the same things. Some, worse than others... and Toxic, being how he is now (Illness, Infection... depression and being lonely) seems to be the one that reflects me the most. I hate being depressed on my Birthday but that's all I ever feel anymore when this time of year comes around. It'll only get worse when Thanksgiving and Christmas get around. In which, I'll likely just disappear off the face of the earth.
