So, after having her nightmare, Rain suddenly changed
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(of course in reality it took lots of effort from lots of deer! Thanks to all who took part, me and Rain are really greatfull!), she decided to keep her new looks as a reminding to herself not to give up and find out what happend in the past. Her dream totally freaked her out and she's afraid to go near the Ruin once again as if she was back to her fawn days. She knows that if she falls asleep there she might have more visions, but she is terrified by the idea to face them alone. Its spring and she is really looking forward to finding her mate who will understand and protect her. She knows her new looks make her kinda scary, so she is melancholic. Anyway she is sure that if someone is meant for her, it won't bother him. Funny thing though - she is often surrounded by fawns now - they are not scared of her at all.

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