...Rain was still gloomy and tried to avoid other deer. The thick mist didn't scare her today, even the howling and bats that creeped her before now were old news. She was drowned to the top of her antlers in despair and loneliness and wasn't really paing attention to where she was going. She didn't notice that no other deer was heard or sensed, that ecxept for the howling and the flapping sound of the bat's wings, she couldn't hear a thing. Then, all of a sudden she heard a fawn's voice. Poor thing must be lost and scared. The voice was weeping and calling to her. She wanted to be alone, but she was a doe for Twin Gods's sake! She was a fawn herself once and she knew how scary it can be to be all alone in the forest at night away from others. Rain tossed her despair aside. The fawn could have hurt himself in that thick fog or maybe bullied, lets face it its spring - stags get pretty crazy by that time and they don't stand even offsprings near their does. Rain galoped towards the voice. But it seemes to come from everywhere. And the weirdest thing was - she didn't feel the scent of this fawn... strange..Damn this mist!
Then she saw a big dark silhouette rising from the fog. "The Ruin?" she thought "Oh no, if fawn hurt himself somwhere in the Ruin this could be pretty serious." But is this place really the Ruin? The Ruin was just a foundation by now, with a few arches and columns left... But what she saw was a great building, like an ancient castle or a monastery... There were no lights exept for one little spark - a candle... Rain came a bit closer. Near the entrance arch stood a young woman, dressed in white. She was barefoot and bare-headed. She held her hand out towards Rain and waved, as if asking to follow. Rain felt a little scared, but she had this feeling that this strange girl knows her and maybe can know something about her past. She followed the girl into the inner yard.
- Who are you?- she asked.
- Don't you remember? - the girl's voice was heard as if she was far-far away
- I don't even remember who am I, - sighed Rain.
- Well, maybe its for the best...
- Was I someone terrible? - Rain couldn't feel her feet, she was freaking out
- No, dear, in fact, you were gorgeous. You were nice, everybody loved you.
- Than why is it best for me not to remember?
- Because there's too much pain.
- What? - Rain was shaking.
- Betrail, pain...ooooh...so much pain... - tears ran down the girl's face, her hair lay so that Rain couldn't really see it, just the sparks from the candle in her eyes and thin pale lips...
- Why did you call me then? - asked Rain
- I didn't call you. You came because you wanted answers. But take my advice and don't search for answers anymore. There's nothing left back there for you. Only pain.
All of a sudden, the flash of lightning broke the sky in half. But istead of thunder, laughter, cruel, insane laughter...
- Run, run fast! Get out of here! - the girl screamed.
But Rain couldn't move as if she was made of stone. Than she heard another loud sound - the sound of chains - and a cage was dropped on her. Girl stood there screaming. Then another lightning flashed. The girl's eyes widened, she dropped her candle and slowly fell on the ground. Her white dress turned red from blood, but Rain couldn't see what caused such intense bleeding. She screamed on top of her voice as she never screamed before, bacause when the girl fell, her hair messed and opened her face...Rain was looking at herself... The bloody fog came pouring from everywhere... And then everything became blurry...

...Rain woke up shaking. And screamed once again. She was in the cage! It took her a few seconds to realise that all of it was a dream and she got into the old cage in the Ruin on purpouse because it seemed safe... She jumped out of it and slowly dragged herself to the pond to get some water... She was terrified to her very soul. Who, who in the world was she?!

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