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Physical Health : 80%
Mental Health : 90%
Traits
Name : Sean Grieg (forgotten)
Known as :
Balthamos, 'Mos
Title : The Guardian Ghost
Gender : Male Fawn
Age : Ageless
Species : Tef deer / Ghostly Presence
Orientation : Panromantic
Voice : Childlike, not clearly masculine
Size :
#23
Scent of dust and musty smell
Candles,
Crying mask,
Zombie pelt,
Mini spell
Ex Guardian Angel Tends to 'watch over' the others, the more he feels closed to someone, the stronger this instinct becomes. Moreover, he's still influenced by his old code, which, for example, pushes him to tell (nearly) always the truth or to get very angry at crystal clear injustices. He's no fanatic, anyway. -
Cradle Has elected to his home a little tomb at the graveyard, which looks like a cradle to him. Dislikes unknow creatures taking this place. -
Animate He's like a breathing living creature, with a beating heart, and his body, as solid, can be damaged. Nevertheless he's ice-cold to the touch. -
Paranoid Suffers of persecutory delusions. He's sure that "They" are on his trail and will find him even in the forest. Even if he's unlikely to consider a forest creature as one of They, he will be deeply upset by deers that seems to stalk or spy him.
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Water Due to his previous life experiences, he 's terribly scared of the pond and suspicious of the water in general. The snow is ok since it doesn't melt on his cold pelt, but the rain causes him to flee in search of a refuge. -
Soul Washer Punished with a contrapasso that resembles his sin: as he tried to purify a soul recurring to an easy way, so he must do to all the souls which asks his services. The purification consists in the forget of specific memories, that the Guardian Ghost will remember instead of the "washed" soul. -
Diet Since he 's partially ghost, he actually doesn't need to eat or drink anything. In spite of that, he's fascinated by the view of eating creatures and by any kind of sweet food. Instead he finds the process of drinking quite distrurbing.
- Obliging, always extremely respectful of everyone and well-mannered, is used to refer to others calling them "Miss" or "Mr".
- Clingy, has a constant feel of cold, so he's attracted the nearest possible to other living creatures. But this doesn't mean he dislikes cold creatures.
- Submissive, hates having arguments with others and will always search for a diplomatic way in order to solve problems.
- Patient and, if not stimulated, extremely quiet, since has no real time perception.
- Lives in the constant fear of being abandoned by everyone, a thing that considers inescapable.
- Poor fighter. In spite of his strong will, he has no clue on how to fight properly, lacks in physical strenght and has no antlers neither any kind of offensive "weapons". A ridiculously easy pray.
- Owner of Cypher's tie clip (a gift by Migisi), kept in "his" cradle.
Relations
Trusts
Migisi, Leviathann (gone), Cypher (gone), Nat-Nat
Acquaintances
Illrose, Crucio, Saburo, Alain, Djinn, Bright Eyes (awe), Herla, Harley, Umay (awe), Greitai, Ravly, Berlioz
New Encounters
Kody, Beren, Morikiah, Shineri, Gehirn (awe), Sho, Sonne, Momo, Vladimir, Neveah, Rumia
Fears
Tullus, The Warlock (deceased), Geography, Tieff (deeply unsure), Sianna, Tikwid, Ariel, Jack (gone)
Other
Writings
By me (
x,
x,
x,
x) - By Quadraptor (
x)
Art
By me (
x,
x,
x) - By Chickenwhite (
x) - By Kohva (
x,
x) - By Cicadia (
x)
By Pegasicorn (
x) - By Meadow (
x) - By HellsBells (
x) - By Mouchette (
x)
Hm, track. I believe this is
Yes, it's indeed my Mos
And no need to apologize, deers approaching suddenly scares him a little xD
/ I answered to our RP, btw /
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[E:] Late reply for Laiia: "
" Yes ... Yes I am fine ... Just unpleasant memories ... Sorry Miss " He replied quick, gaining again control of his emotions. " I do not actually mind being hurted ... But in the past, my ... Excessive attention ... Made someone else suffering. It was my fault. Has this ever happened to you, Miss ? ... You are wise when you say that we should not grow ... Attached ... To others. " He ended, with a resigned tone in his vioce. The ghostly fawn investigated one more time the doe's bright eyes before adding " You say you feel serene when you are protecting some people, Miss Nat-Nat ... I envy you because of this. "
Nat-Nat slighly smiled to the
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Balthamos thought the doe had
" And I am afraid that my attention could put the others in danger ... I do not want Them to touch the ones I care about ... Can you understand this, Miss ?" He said with some difficult.
Tracking this, your mini's
Track the deer with the grey
Ocean: Thank you, I'm
Thank you, I'm flattered. Have we ever meet in forest?
ShikaTale:
I know it, and thanks for the track ^^
Just now, getting Hooran's
Oh, I see ^^ I'll keep an
I'll keep an eye on your picto (:
Nat-Nat had a soft smile. She
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Hello. ouo
Laiia: He thought for a while
He thought for a while before answering. " In ... me? It happened sometimes, but no ... not now at least. They came from the Abyss and the Heavenly Skyes at the same time " The fawn replied, puzzled. That doe really seems to know a lot about the paranormal's dynamics. A new question come to the ghost's cyanotic lips " You are very well informed, Miss Nat-Nat ... How could you know about those things ? Probably you came from an astral dimension, even if you do not remember ... Or maybe you have born in the Hereafter ... " He started to suppose. It wasn't a great discover, but maybe he could help the doe someway ... In the end he wanted to do it so badly, it was becoming a torturing need.
1Antidote:
Uh, hi :3
I realized just now that you're Beren's player ... Hope that Mos isn't annoying him xD
Oh, no, he's fine with Mos
This character seems interesting. And by that I mean that you'll be stalked. B|
I see. And aw, thank you, I'm
And aw, thank you, I'm flattered c:
Oh ! Mos visited Nat' ?
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Nat-Nat nodded. • If they are intelligent, they won't come if you're near someone. It would be bad for them. They certainly want to be discret. • Then, she listened, her ears moving sometimes, to show she was listening, attentive. She looked back to Balthamos. • Maybe, yes... But I love the paranormal things, and I saw so much of strange stuff in my life... I'm a paranormal creature myself. And I'm maybe stranger than anything on this earth, so I can imagine all... All the surreal. • She giggled a bit, still surprized. • The Hereafter... ? Oh, no, I don't think. • She smiled. It was possible, though. Who could know... ?
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Double post o3o
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Yes, he watched over her for
- A relpy will go here -
It's very nice from him
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The ghostly fawn listened
Well hello there. I see you
It's a pleasure to know who this is. Seems like a darling character.
I believe it has been sheer
Thank you so much <3
The doe listened, attentive
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The doe's reaction confused a
" Because ... You know, Miss Nat-Nat ... That is how you get when you do this job ... I am ... An expert about memories ... Uhhh ... "
He could do nothing but trying to figure out what kind of terrible past the doe had, and monstrous, gruesome images started to turn feverishly in his mind. Memories from different ex-owners melted toghter, dazzling him with blood, scream and painful visions. Shhh ... The ghost banged his head on the ground, attempting to cover it with the hooves.
The doe looked Balthamos,
She shyly looked back to Balthamos, trying to chase her tears away. She hoped that Balthamos didn't see her past. Or he would be too afraid... Because she was, and she knew it, she was a monster...
... In the past.
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Track (:
Thank you, Dampir! Laiia,
Laiia, I'll reply soon.
Traack ~
Thank you
I added you on MSN. (: Also,
Also, thank you for the help with the mini spell.
Okay ^^ And you're welcome.
And you're welcome. We have been quite lucky with it xD
I agree, it's normally such a
Laiia: Slowly, the fawn
Slowly, the fawn raised his head. He looked really tired, but more serene than before. A pebble had made a little cut on his forehead, and some odd, viscous blood was flowing through it. Unaware of that, he replied, after a deep sigh " Nothing ... It is nothing, Miss Nat-Nat ... I am sorry, did not want to scare you ... Are you crying ? " He asked suddenly, glancing at her eyes. He felt so sorry for her, was it his fault? Did he make anything wrong to her? He was supposed to help others, not to make them feeling sad ...
(Just to let you know: no, he can't read the other's past.)
(Okay ! But Nat' can't really
She felt better when she understood he didn't see what she did. But some blood was droping on his head. • Oh, no, don't worry about that... But... Your head... ? • She tried to clean his wounds as she could. She knew the head could bleed easily, but it was still impressive. She was now more worried for Balthamos than for her past. She wondered what he saw, why he had this reaction. Then, she remember what Balthamos just said. She also added : • I'm not afraid... But... What happend ? • She slighly frowned, curious now, but still worried.
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(I know it right, I just
The ghostly fawn remained perfectly still when Nat-Nat attempted to clean the little wound. " My head ...? Oh, thank you Miss, but it is nothing, really ... Stupid head ... I am not too much used to being ... solid " He blushed lightly, moved by the doe's attentions. Her worried look made him feeling apprehensive. Overlooking the cut, he focused on the question. She said she wasn't afraid ... But how, how to explain everything with few, kind words? Balthamos cleared his troath, uneasy " My head looks little, but is full of ... Memories. Sometimes ... Start to unroll all at the same time. And ... It is not a pleasant thing, Miss Nat-Nat ... And I am weak, I lost control of them easily ... Can you understant this, Miss ? " He asked, a bit mortified because of his previous behaviour.
(Thank you so
Nat-Nat looked at the fawn, trying to hide a surprized face. The fawn and herself had so many similarities... Maybe it was the same story for all the ghost ? She slightly nodded, then answered : • Yes... Yes, I understand. It happens to me too... The memories are so important, so much that, sometimes, they're trying to come back at the same time... All... And your head is like... Destroyed. • She knew this feeling, she knew it so well... She was sorry for Balthamos. She always thought that she was the alone creature to feel that. The alone creature to have too much of memories inside her brain and her heart. She wondered for how many time Balthamos was on this earth. Nat-Nat forgot to count the years. They were too much. And the memories were too much, them too...
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So, when you came back, it
Hm, Kumiko, I don't know if
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Uh, guys, thanks for the
Oooh hi little mini c:
Hi you creepy buck! :3
Tracking c:
Thank you! :3
Aww. ♥
Congratulations, you have been promoted to "half-pint to be stalked and smothered". Made me just a bit happier to come back and see Mos with Bright.
Uhhhh thank you xD It's a
It's a pleasure. Mos was going to sleep in his cradle and saw Brighty all alone, so he decided to cuddle him a bit <3
I'll just leave this here and
Rousty. Don't run off. I hate
Don't run off.
I hate you.
Really.
Because I was working on a drawing with the exact same subject and now it is going to look like a totally crap compared to this awesomness!!!
You ninja you beat me on time!!! ç_ç
It looks so perfect, and I hate you so much <3
DDDDDDD''''''8 *burns the
I'm sorryyyyyyy. ;;;;;;___;;;;;;
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I want to see your picture when you get it done. 8''<
*tries to blow up the trashcan*
*Rescues a Roustemarras from
Pfff you silly you don't have to be sorry it so awesome! <3
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And no. Really, I don't feel like posting it after seeing your work!