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August 17th, 2013

Went immediately to Zafeiri, and surprised to find Luyu there. Tried to greet her twice but got no response? (I think lag might have been the problem on her end?) Didn't bother to ask, immediately sniffed Zaf then went off to collect ingredients to make the medicine for the doe.

Gathered many blueberries, poppies, dandelions and water in her mask. Once all ingredients were gathered near Zafeiri, started relentlessly smashing the blueberries and some poppies for oil.

No matter how much work it was, she was bound and determined to undo the injuries Pig, Halla, and the unknown did to Zafeiri.

August 16th, 2013

Woke up and immediately went to visit her father. Brought him poppies, scent marked the tree, and told him how much she missed and loved him. Left the gravel when she saw Lilith nearby. Happy to see the blue doe, bounded over to her to exchange greetings and nuzzles. Happy that she still comes around.

Sat with her for some time until dozing off.

Roused a little while later and Lilith was gone. Had scented blood nearby, but it wasn't prominent until a breeze came her way. Turned to see Thorir, along with some else sitting by a tree. Went over to greet him, but saw a badly wounded Zafeiri next to him. Ran over in shock. Looked her over and started crying. She was dead. Gone. Forever. Just like Papa. But then after a few moments, noticed the oryx doe breathing. So she was alive! Thanked the Gods. Nuzzled her over and over, catching scent of the culprits on her friend. Halla, and unknown scent (Farren), Pigface and a bit of Fletcher and Ramsus. Felt her blood boil, but all it did was make her cry more. She had to do something, but what?

Just lay curled up with an unconscious Zafeiri and sobbing Helios until Zafeiri woke up and tried to move to the Idol. But the journey was short, as she had to rest and fell unconscious again. Stood over the mother and her fawn, watching for danger; particularly Halla, the unknown scent and Pig.

In a nutshell, covered Zafeiri with healing poultice and gave the doe poppy seed oil to help with the pain.

(Player is super tired x.x; )

August 12th, 2013

Woke up and immediately limped to the pond to drink. Enjoyed the cold, crisp water. Resisted the urge to rub herself all over the trees, not only because it would harm her injuries further, but also because Pig was right there and she knows that he would probably pitch a fit.

Went to the sunspot in the Ruins that she had taken a liking to a while ago, and sat next to the dandelion there.

Decided not to let her wounds get her down. Desperate to fill the lonely gap that certain family members had bestowed upon her. Suddenly finding herself wondering where Red Eyes was. He was nice, silent company. And he was big, so he could protect her. Hadn't seen the strange stag in some time. Thoughts traveled to Mama and Fusions. Hadn't seen either in a long while as well. Hoping they are both well, wherever they have gone.

Limped through poppies, gathering them as she made her way to her mothers tree. Placed the flowers at the base of her fathers grave, tending to it affectionately, and noting the growth of grass over the dirt. Found herself starting to cry. She knew it wasn't all that long since his death, but thinking about it always made her emotional. Scented her mother had been here. Perhaps Mama isn't so far away after all. Felt better about this. Said goodbye to her Father, and started to wander again, limping all the way.

While wandering, saw Morikiah with a black fawn. The fawn looked familiar, but couldn't put her hoof on it. Ended up watching them for some time, and noticing Kusabi nearby, as well as Fury and Umay in the distance.

Wander wander wander.

Settled down in a patch of blueberries near the playground. Wondering if she could spy on Hyperion and Acaji from here.

Dozed off for a bit, only to realized she was being watched. Turned her head to see that a little blue doe (Ziara) was watching her. Could have sworn she had seen this blue doe before, but...couldn't remember exactly what the relation was. Either way, greeted her and was invited to sit with her. Happy for company, and silently admiring the pelt that reminded her of the night sky.

Sat quietly with her for hours. (Player is so tired RL x.x) Eventually just fell asleep there when Ziara was gone.

August 11th, 2013

Woke up to see Fletcher, Galene, and Lee standing there. Kind of unnerved. None the less greeted them all, but sat back down. Itchy as all hell. Darn leaf bandages.

Did some limping and walking and even got a nuzzle out of Fletcher.

(But then Player went to bed because holy shit the melatonin hit like a ton of bricks. x_x)

August 9th, 2013

Had let her wounds get too bad. Could barely move. Unsure as to what is wrong with her and why she just didn't go to someone for help. Wonders why she is too depressed to go to see anyone. Avoiding everyone.
Was found by Achi, probably the only deer who gives her the time of day anymore. Not that it's Zafeiri's fault, with her dealing with Hyperion and Acaji and the ex-herd. Wanted nothing more than to snuggle the buck and apologize profusely. Sensed and pretty much saw his frustration with himself. Feeling his pain. Wishing she would grow but at the same time...doesn't. Is so afraid to grow up. Is so afraid to remain weak.
Zafeiri found them, along with Shahla. At first the doe didn't know what happened. But soon realized these wounds were from that terrible night. Could pretty much feel her guilt and what she was thinking. Reminded the doe that she had refused to leave even before trouble started.
Received top notch medical assistance, finally. Did not like the stinging and itching, but managed to be a good girl through the whole thing. Waited patiently as Zafeiri worked on Achi. After the fact, asked Zafeiri if the doe was going to tell her mother. Was a bit scared Zafeiri said she would tell Nadya, but at the same time knew her mother would probably forgive her...still regrets worrying her in the first place. Was told to move around, but really did not feel well enough to move except a little squirming. Questioned about nightmares, and got a response that she really didn't like. Picturing her fears and making them silly. It was hard to imagine Acaji silly...especially with such a terrifying face he had.
Achi asked what to do if the fear was being a nightmare himself. Tea did not like what he said, at all. Did not comment on it however, too tired and hurt to want to get into an argument. Wishes she could do something to make him feel better. Did however, hope Zafeiri could help him feel better about himself. The oryx doe made it clear that although Achi got injured, he still saved Tea's life; the fawn is eternally grateful for this. Snuggled herself between the doe and buck, telling Achi that he wasn't a monster, that Hyper was a monster for making an innocent do bad things, Acaji was innocent, being used by the demon. But she didn't know how to help him...and she was far too afraid to try and approach him.
Eventually just fell asleep between the two.

July-August Something-th, 2013

An rp from a while ago.
Got her ass kicked by Acaji.
Totally not doing well.
Really hurt.
Sorry Farelia :<
And Tea hates you Hyper! She gon' git choo!

July 19, 2013

Wandering. Determined to make new friends.

Had gone off to the pond for a drink, noticing some deer near by. Turning to leave and begin exploring but was quickly approached by Jacob. Was impressed that he had come to her so quickly. Even a little shy. Felt happy that someone still came to her. Greeted and nuzzled him, even more happy that he returned the latter. Followed him to the Twin Gods to help him get his pelt back.

Lead into the birch, where she discovered Halla and a few others. Noticed that Shahla finally had her fawns, though felt bad she wasn't there for it. Was a bit cautious as Halla came over, unsure if the doe was upset with her or not by how slowly she approached. But after a greeting, received a nuzzle and was happy to return it.

Relieved. Fletcher came over from sitting next to a cub? (Duran). Greeted and nuzzled. Pretty elated at this point. More attention then she had gotten in a long while. Also met a creature that was like a deer but not (Andromeda). Extremely curious about her. Met Levana again, happy to see the little fawn.

And finally met one of Shalah's fawns (I think it was Shardul x.x). Got nuzzled and sneezed on. She figured it was all the flowers. Laughed about it anyway and proceeded to cuddle up next to Jacob.

Fell asleep because player wanted to go play WoW.

July 12, 2013

Sitting with Zafeiri and her family. Feeling a bit inflated because of her good deed the day before...

Left Helios when Italia ran off. Tried to get her to come back home but was just attacked and hissed at. Finally gave up when Zafeiri came over. Wandered to her mothers tree and flopped down. Aurik all over again.

Fell asleep.

July 11-12, 2013

(The following was strictly rp)

Woke up alone as usual. Wandered around a bit, but had scented blood in the direction of Zafeiri. Went over to where she was and check up on her. Found her at the Playground in a miserable state, bleeding hooves?, with a tiny sleeping Helios curled up nearby. Where were the other fawns? Tried to asked the doe what was wrong, but was mostly ignored by her. Figuring this is becoming a normal thing with everyone she knows. But then Zafeiri muttered something.
"Hyperion... Please... Give her back..."
Almost immediately understood what was said. Hyperion had succeeded in taking Italia. Thought about going to ask Halla to open the portal, but unsure if the grey doe still had the power since her return. Suggested they try to open it themselves. But before they could really formulate a plan, Hyperion was there with a sneer on his face. Was immediately shoved under Zafeiri alongside Helios who seemed to be crying. The two adults spoke to each other
Felt a bit helpless, although angry at the demon stag. Italia needed her mother! At Helios' whimpering, stood a bit over him as added protection, though there was little she could do to stop Hyper if he got through Zafeiri. Tea had spoke up with a growl of her own, demanding Italia be brought back. She was ignored by Hyperion, given only a quick glare by the male.
Then he said something about 'them'. Figuring that he had taken Devasha too... (though she was at home ) Threatened Hyper that she would get her candle. Ignored again. Feeling useless! Really confused when he said something about being crammed into one body. What? Ignored it. Still peeved.
After a while, it seemed Hyper was going to give the fawns back, even after her threatening him. But they needed to bargain... Really just wanted to kick him!
Was suddenly told to get the Gods Magic. And to take Helios with her. No idea why, but figured there must be a good reason. Had to bribe Helios to follow her.
Brought him home, discovering Devasha. Left him with her, and got him to stay by giving him a bunch of blueberries. Ran off to pray at the Twin Gods statues. Begged them for help. Was graced with the white color, the spell tingling in her body.
Ran back to Zafeiri only to find Hyper...doing something to her. Had no idea what, but it wouldn't end well, she knew it. He was going to kill her! Screamed at him to leave her sister alone. Ran at him, casting the spell on him and headbutting his hind leg. Had never heard a scream such as his. His magic was so erratic, it opened the portal behind him. Zafeiri ran in.

Soon Zafeiri came out with Italia and...a little fawn that looked almost like Devasha in color, but looked very much like Italia with the spines. Hyperion disappeared in the portal.

Followed Zafeiri and her two fawns back to her home. Curled up with them and fell asleep, exhausted.

July 10, 2013

Had been avoiding the main forest for a while, preferring to stick to the outskirts. Feeling less and less emotional over things. Founds more interesting items, just seeming to want to collect and be lost with her treasures.
Strange rock that seemed to have a bunch of little rocks in it. There was some moss growing on it too. Thought the pop of green color was nice.
Peculiar Flower that she had never seen before. Was quick to pluck it. Maybe someone could tell her what it is.
Top half of a chipmunk skull that she found gross but hey, more bones.

Deposited them in the hidey hole before going to visit her father. Told him how much she missed him, and how she really needed him. Needed someone. Feeling disconnected from everyone, but blames herself for it.

Sat by her fathers tree for a time (because it took me forever to randomize what Tea found *SOB*). She had noticed Fletcher near by, but he was with Lieva, and for some reason with Reed. Did not like that at all, but figured it was because Lieva was there. Also figured she was the reason Fletcher didn't come over. Didn't dwell on it. Despite the distance, still loved him anyway, even if it seemed one sided to her.

Was going to just sleep, but was suddenly approached by a white fawn named Kyra. Has no idea her relation to Aria. Talked for some time, which started positive, talking about Tea's treasures and her adventures in the Outskirts. But it began to get sad. Learned that the other lost her sister and Father. Admitted she lost her father too. Apologized for putting a damper on the mood. Then ran off to get one of her feathers to give to Kyra as a gift. (Rp was continued) Talked about wings and flight and flying. Never realized how much she wanted to feel the wind through her feathers again like she had when riding on Fusion. Promised Kyra she'd help her learn to fly, suggesting the less deep parts of the pond as a cushion in case of any accidents. Also gave Kyra one of her feathers.

Fell asleep a short time after. (LILITH WAS THERE I SWEAR!)

July 1, 2013

Woke up and rubbed her scent all over her mothers poppy tree. Wanted her and her father to know she was alright. Said her goodbyes to the tree, then went to place her treasures back in the hidey hole. From there, went to the pond for a long drink and to eat the water reeds. Feeling particularly hungry today. Vaguely aware Fletcher ran by, but paid him no mind as she was focused on eating. He didn't stop, so she he must have been in a hurry again.

Finished eating and went to go lay in the sun, but was approached by a small, unknown deer. Seemed to have taken a liking to her? Was rubbed a bit. Ok... Oh well. Romped around with the deer for a while, until Zafeiri came over. Happy to see the oryx doe. Tried to introduce the little deer to Zafeiri, but the deer got a bit aggressive. Tried to calm them down until Zafeiri turned to lead Tea away. Wanted to patch this up, but thought it best just to leave. Didn't want drama to start up. The little deer called to her a few times, called back. "Come with, be nice." But the deer didn't want to come and kept trying to get Tea to follow her. Told them no. The a big stag came over. Seemed to bother Zafeiri so she moved off. Followed. Little deer followed and stood by as she and Zafeiri sat down. Tried once more to get the little deer to come over, who looked sad. Tried to apologize then sat down again. Unsure.

Sat around with Zafeiri until her babies awoke. Stayed with them for a bit, then wandered back to her mothers tree. Had a chat with Achi and curled up with him.

June 29, 2013

Spent most of the day watching over Helios until Zafeiri came back. Eventually, at some point, wandered away to her fathers grave and lay there. Feeling oddly numb. Or rather, unfeeling. Happy for Zafeiri, but at the same time...Doesn't even know how to explain it.

Curled up against the tree, eventually falling asleep in the fog of her mind.

Got up, having scented Halla's scent stronger than it has been. Ran off to find the source, only to find a bunch of people gathered there already. Felt...awkward. Happy to see Halla back and alive, but she felt invisible. At least, to everyone but Jacob. It didn't seem Halla wanted to leave Shalah's side, and there were already so many deer there already. Appreciated Jacob wanting her to join in the romp, but felt it best to leave. After a little while, bowed to Halla and Shalah, before retreating to her Fathers grave, after retrieving her candle. Halla was back, and she wanted it again.

Now if only he'd come back too...

Figured she would learn about how Halla got back through the grapevine, if anyone cared to even tell her. Betting Fletcher will, after everyone else knows. Curled up against the tree again.