Saved, yet again, by Zombies...
10 . 03 . 14
10 . 03 . 14
WILL THIS EVER BE UPDATED AGAIN?
Last update Rossamund was still dead ffs.
The first time.
Fuuuuck.
Little self-reminder/MOTIVATION to at least go and try to archive as many RPs as possible before Skype deletes them so I can actually remember what happened when I do get around to it.
STILL LOVE YOU, CRAZYBITCH. I'M SORRY.
least you get a bio tho
Doing everything in her power to keep her presence in the Forest lightly-felt and difficult to trace, but inevitably brought out of her seclusion on a few noteworthy occasions.
Reunited with Castallion when she first caught scent of the buck, glad to see he was in as great as shape as ever (and just as colorful in personality as appearance). Tended as much to Rossamund as she could, finding the boy needed counseling through an admittedly difficult chapter of his time in the forest. Tried to work with him on fighting in his ghost form and encountered a hostile June during one their sessions. Spoke with the Rabbit and attempted to diffuse a little of the ire she understandably felt for both of them, succeeding on a few small points she felt. Vowed to take advantage of what communication had been established to try to follow through on it in the future, and from that could only strongly advise Rossamund on how to handle interactions if he valued having a chance of a relationship with his "sister." (It seemed he had been stalking a few of her friends. No idea where he learned that kind of behavior...)
More than the "physical" however, being relegated to this form had the Myling contending with heavily emotional turmoil. Did her best to offer her support where she could through these dark times, not minding when he came to visit her and Indi although made it clear after an encounter with Rohit that he understood both children were to be protected at all costs. Didn't feel she had to say more than that, and Rossamund appeared uplifted by her mentioning that she considered him like family. Less enthused about received the title of Aunt, but it was neither the place nor time.
Speaking of confusing familial ties, had been making gradual progress in her relationship with Indi's son, still finding it imperative to get him on accepting terms with her before approaching Abhiri. Starting to consider it wise that Rohit learn to spar, as he's a quiet, serious little thing with a lot of pent-up energy, and she frankly thinks he could use the outlet. He'd (unfortunately) seen his first fight not too long ago, despite her and Indi's attempts to keep him out of it knows he saw far more than he should have. Attempted to egg him on a few times on a lazy evening at the Playground, under Indi's approval of course, and probably only succeeded in cementing her Weirdo image. Though was able to deadpan though her joy in causing him some adorable frustration in the process of trying to get him to wrestle.
Ended up laying off him finally, and he'd retreat back to his mother on the boulders glaring at her as if she was the single greatest source of evil on this planet. Joked with Indi a few times about how much he seemed to take after his mother and just kind of gets this look back that made her question if the Sangai also noticed a certain
other resemblance the children bore... maybe JM wasn't going crazy after all.
One of the most significant recent occurrences to memory was no doubt Rossamund's safe and eventual return to life, after a long and frustrating journey. Saw to it that he was fed and accompanied for the first few days of his recovery, incidentally using up each of the rabbits she had asked him to kill just days prior, when food hadn't been of interest to him but was to her for a project. Didn't find out how it had happened, not finding the timing right then and also not having seen much of the Myling since that week, though hearing whispers here and there of some of his exploits, for better or for worse.
Caught Rohit and Abhiri out running around one night without Indi's usual constant supervision and got just close enough to keep an eye on them without alerting them to her presence. Indi showed up in no time, so she relaxed and fell into her own thoughts as the family played. Completely caught off guard when the trio came and took Red Hill by storm in a confusing game of
Zombies, no doubt initiated by Rohit, and ended up getting involved in it whether she wanted to or not. Somehow had been promoted from "Evil Zombie" to "Zombie Hunter" in the little guy's eyes, which while it sounded like an improvement at the time, Jokerman quickly realized still made her the antagonist in the little game. Though she fought back, was quickly outnumbered, mobbed, and infected to his seeming delight before Abhiri tired out. Rohit still looked at her like she was nuts when she rubbed the trees afterward, in an attempt to get him to play a little more. Would have to try more drastic measures later, but for the time just took it in stride and settled near the group tentatively. Heart all but seized when the smallest of the trio wandered over and ended climbing onto her back and falling asleep there. A whole myriad of fears put to rest by seeming to get Abhiri's stamp of approval and Rohit's growing tolerance. Didn't say anything to Indi at the time but knows it meant as much to her, too.
Her time and visits with Indi had been occupying the majority of her mind in one way or another, either working during the day on small schemes and building contacts with deer relevant to those schemes, visiting the family in the evening or stealing moments alone with Indi during the night. Hadn't been sticking her nose into much else that was arguably not her business, at least not in any obvious way. And while things were definitely much improved from where they started, the last thing she wanted was to any way encroach on the Topaz's time with her recently reunited family, or to be perceived by an intruding force by either of them. Found Indi by the flower patch near the river alone tonight and gladly took the opportunity to spend some time with the mother.
It wasn't too long before they were being watched. Waited to see if the other (Indigo) would approach on his own, but aware that her own companion was a little less comfortable with the bird's approach (Player assumes Indi felt tacky being caught wearing the same name so embarrassing) and went to deal with it head-on, as was the Sangai's way. Watched this as well though eventually interfered just to make it clear to the newcomer they weren't going to be chasing him, giving him the chance to come closer if he wanted. Could remember every one of her run-ins with Morioch since returning to the Forest and they were intentionally few and far between, but had seen enough of his small bird companion to make a few conclusions about his presence. Knew it was likely that nothing more than simple curiosity that had spurred the visit, though there was a few other possibilities too.
With this thought, plopped herself on the ground, intending to see how the rest would play out. Laid her head on her forelegs and watched with half-lidded interest as she waited for him to either come closer or Morioch to show up, standing enthusiastically when the older male came by. Took the opportunity to observe his behavior and appearance, nothing more than a sniff to his small companion which caused a small stir of amusement in the Kudu as he took off again. Watched the littler one leave, regretting that she hadn't been able to exchange greetings but time enough for that later. Maybe. Whatever it was, it was still better than Xetkal, and she resumed her earlier stance that there was no need for her to get involved.
Aware as they settled back down that Indi was still tense. Assumed her own omniscient Jokerman way what it was about without even asking, leaned close and quietly launched into the best reassurances and promises she could give her friend. Was cut off with Indi's words of knowing, and complete trust in her, and that was enough. In a moment of intimacy responded with the only thing better than that that she could think of which brought the doe pressing closer, things instantly seeming a lot simpler and a lot more complicated in that action. Shut out the world and lingered in each other's companies for as long as possible before Indi had to return to the kids.
Left as well, figuring the twilight hours would be the best time to do this. Despite Rossamund having promised to replenish the rabbit supply, had taken it upon herself to kill, cure, and preserve a variety of small vermin carcasses over the weeks following his return. Gathered them now and went off to the Birch to speak to a contact she'd made there, wanting to pursue a little whim.
It's good to see you both.
...We'll have to do something about that maternally-instilled sense of virtue.
Keeping close at Indi's family's heels should the need for aid ever surface; apart from that, busying herself with other things.
Many visits from Rossamund, to her relief. The Myling was doing a good job of checking in and putting her mind at ease. Watching his appearance shift from avian to vulpine to, at times, something like his original form. Which is at once heart-rendingly gratifying and more than a little bit amusing when he couldn't seem to perfect the hue.
Helped him work on his coloration this afternoon, the process being long and consisting of much trial and error and doubtless lots of effort from the Ghost. Eventually he got it right and their efforts were rewarded. Definitely didn't fall into the pond at any point. Settled into a mood for a moment and took note of the little Ghost sneaking off. Equally curious of where he was going as she was what he would do off on his own, and opted to explore the latter today. Feigned slumber and waited. The thought process being "He can't get hurt... right?"
Wrong. The Myling came back a short while later and settled back next to her. Could sense something was off and kept her mouth shut, just eyed him thoughtfully. At last he started spilling. Questioned him on it a little bit about his participation in a fight, as much interested in his ability to be hurt as the source of his injury. It seemed to be another hallmark of him gaining aptitude in this form.
Joined by Ciel and Neela as well, greeted the pair somewhat briskly as Neela was being adorable and shy and what was Jo supposed to do with [i]that? Felt bad; she really needed to work on how she approach fawns, little girls in particular, but that thought was intermingled with the one that most kids start crying when she looks at them, and more lately have thought that she was going to eat their brains. Didn't want to do that to Ciel's family, and entertained other ideas, all of which consisted of staying seated for now.
Resumed talking with Rossamund, though noted his change in behavior with the pair's arrival. Found out about... something. Unsure. Ushered him a bit closer to Neela, perplexed at both their behaviors when she found out they were supposed to be friends. Also barked out some orders for any future 'incidents' with protecting others. Trying to work with him as it was evident the buck's code of honor was a part of him, and there was no use trying to pretend it couldn't get him hurt anymore.[/i]
...He has my ears.
Visited the Sangai's homeworld in projected vessels and succeeded in establishing her children's souls' connections with the Forest. Concluded the long and arduous 'adventure' and returned to the Forest approximately a month ago, where they immediately set about trying to find the youths, both unsure and nervous that it hadn't worked out after all, or knowing if they would be able to recognize either fawn. Eventually mother and children were happily reunited, though it was clear it would take time and effort for things to settle down. Understanding of this, backed off immediately so as not to make the transition any rougher, even though falling back into old habits of withdrawing was the last thing she wanted right now.
Has busied herself with relearning the Forest. The first order of business being to touch bases with Henna. Accepted her sister's scolding for her lengthy absence (with no way of contacting) and insisted on learning of recent news. All worse fears seemingly came to light. Heartbroken to hear of Rossamund's passing, all the anger she felt directed purely at herself and even saddened that she had put Henna in this place. Made a sort of peace with it a few weeks later, however. Found a way to keep in touch with the boy's spirit and has not given up on finding a proper conclusion to these events. Treasures his attempts to make contact with her and does everything she can to increase the frequency of his visits.
A few other small visits here and there with others. Sat with Ciel at one point and was grateful as ever for his presence in her life, however little their paths may cross. But for the most part, drifted through the Forest like a ghost. Embracing the solitude and spending much time seemingly wrapped up in her thoughts near the riverbed, hardly moving to acknowledge the glances from certain passers-by; wisened up to a few less-friendly individuals in this way, though hasn't acted on it yet. Uncertain if she will. Also been crashing at the Topaz's home when she wasn't there, for a change of scenery. Sentimental like that. Found by Israel one afternoon in her favorite spot, and filled in on his recent travels. Unsure of how to receive the buck now that he's older, and treading carefully but firmly. Intends to learn more about him in light of Indi's relationship with her adopted son.
Rarely sees the Sangai after helping her to reunite with Rohit and Abhiri. Missing Indi like crazy after the events of the past months, which was expected and only natural. Using the time wisely, making preparations. Beginning to take small steps towards encountering the trio and familiarizing them with her presence, particularly Rohit, who already has a negative impression of her. Reassured by Indi that the boy has always been the cautious type. More endeared than anything with being able to see so much of his mother in the fawn. Happy to have them all here, and Indi so obviously happy.
Thoughts and perceptions challenged, even more than she thought they would be, by the two perplexing, spirited little creatures now in both their lives. Trying to do her best to give the newly-reunited family time to adjust, but acutely aware of certain aspects that are incredibly familiar. Keeping these thoughts to herself for the time being as she really isn't sure what it all means, though muses on it a lot in her spare time. Already charmed by and devoted to the fawns in mind, it seems.
"The only thing I've been is
And the Kudu is gratified, to hear the Snake's offer of help, although somewhere in the back of her mind she knows that the only proper revenge for herself would be an end to Thane as permanent as the one he'd coaxed Eraline into. She knows the Craftsman may come back, he did this time, but maybe the break would be enough time for some wrongs to be righted. "Just help yourself," she sighs a moment later, shaking her head, unwilling to complete the sequence. "What he did to Amelia kills me." A little too guilty of a look scans the grass before her, and for a moment she's grateful Levi cannot see her. "But her situation can still be helped. And I will help you however I can, if you need it. Or, I'll gladly stay out of your way."
To the doe known as Jokerman, there is very little more valuable than information. It didn't even occur to her that the war-torn mother wouldn't want to know more about the situation at hand. She'd spare her details where she could, of course, spare the possible nightmares that still plagued Jo and denied her many a night of sleep, surely Lev had had issues enough in that department. Stepping forward a couple paces, JM lifts her nose in the air, her own sense not as strong as Leviathann's, surely, but she can still catch Jetta's scent somewhere not far away. "Xetkal's back in the forest now, you know. He's hiding, but not in the way you'd think. That brown doe you keep seeing around Morioch and the fawns? The body belongs to Syahi, his old mate, but I was there the night she gave birth to her twins. It's Xetkal. And if you send him back to Hell, maybe more than one mother can be reunited with her children."
The serpent makes a motion
When Leviathann gets the go-ahead from Jokerman, she seems to brighten considerably. However, at the mention of Amelia, the serpent freezes and turns her sightless gaze on the kudu. Something about what the kudu just said didn't sound.. quite right. However, she disregards it. JM had always been a funny one. "He'll pay for what he's done. Thane will not get away with.. whatever the hell he did to my daughter." The serpent speaks slowly, carefully. "And I would appreciate any help you're willing to offer. I'm not proud enough to turn down an ally.. especially when I'll be needing all the help I can get."
As Jokerman makes to sniff her, Leviathann lowers her head, allowing the kudu better access. She waits for a moment, letting the other sort through the assortment of scents scattered across her pelt. When JM pulls away, the words she says rock the serpent to the core. At first the snake just.. stands there, jaws partially open as she gapes at her ally. Lune.. Syahi? That was who the familiar doe was? Levi groans inwardly, cursing her own stupidity. "You've got to be kidding me.." She groans, ears flattening against her neck before she looks to JM for some some assurance this was just a joke, a horrid nightmare. When she hears no laughter, sees no shift whatsoever, she drops her head, letting her breath fan out across the forest floor. "Are you saying I should kill Syahi?"
Her head lowers in
"He didn't touch Amelia. Please don't ask me how, but, I think I know what he did... and he is responsible for everything she and your family is going through right now, and should burn accordingly for it, but for what it's worth, if anything at all... it wasn't... like that." She trails off, taking a risk here, her body stiffens and she hopes Levi won't demand anything beyond this, but she would tell her if she asked. This was a very unusual pregnancy, and although Jo wouldn't repeat it to one of the fawn's grandmother, Thane had used the word 'parasite' to describe them. But to say any more would be to start treading just on the other side of what was considered not only unbelievable but intolerable, and she could already catch hints of uncertainty in Levi's voice as it was.
"I'm saying feel free to kill Xetkal, who's stolen Syahi's body, yes. Wherever his soul usually goes, he always comes back, cockroach that he is. Syahi is perhaps there now, or so I hope. I don't know how this happened in the first place, but it's the best guess I've got." She tilts her head somewhat nonchalantly, for a moment, her own rendition of a shrug. She couldn't see that Syahi had just died, with no warning, the second Thane had taken over her body. She had to be somewhere, and Jo had a better idea than most of where. "I'd be honored to help however I can. I swear Lev, things will be right for your family again some day."
"So your saying it was
When Jokerman speaks again, confirming Leviathann can kill Thane, who is currently in Syahi's body, the does ears pin again. How the hell did they 'exorcize' Thane from Syahi? That was the big question. But then.. something hits the serpent like a freight train. "You know.. 'Thane' was acting unusual this morning. Do you think his hold on Syahi's body could be slipping?" There is a small glimmer of hope that echoes in her voice. However, it fades shortly after, and if she could have frowned, the skulled doe certainly would have. "If he returns to his old form, he's going to be harder to get rid of. Was a bitch to 'send him away' last time."
Jokerman swears that things will be 'right' for serpentine family again, but Leviathann has serious issues believing that. "I'm not sure things were ever 'right' for us to begin with." She says honestly. "But its a nice sentiment, thank you. I hope you can find some closure with this, and that you can move on.. someday."
"I know... whatever he did,
Her head tilts attentively as she listens to the other hind's observations. "That would explain why he's been such a lamb lately," she can't help snorting. It's been a good while since Thane has caused any commotion, on top of which she'd been expecting him to get on her case for not completing her end of the deal yet. Her ears droop a little when Lev mentions what will happen when he returns to the forest in his proper body. Jo takes a deep breath in at the truth, and then nods knowingly.
"Yes, but this time you'll be ready," she says. More deer hate Thane than ever before, she feels good about this now, and if nothing else maybe the families will have some time to get properly established with all new members. "We all will. Maybe this is just what your family needs to heal." The Kudu's eyes close deferentially and she bows her head slightly, knowing it's none of her business. "Thank you as well. And good luck." With everything.
Da na na na ananananaa
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*OK with this.*
Overdue track here too. >>
♥ *honored*
tracks ~ ♥
thank you! I'm always so
:) I'm glad you're backThe dark little fawn
"Hey." The Kudu flicks an ear
"Yeah." Shaking off a bit of
"Good." Jokerman smiles a
"Yes." Rossamund looked at
Noting that she has caught
Rossamund shrugged. "I guess
Jokerman hunches over,
(I'm so sorry it took so long to reply, my keyboard's been on the fritz. If you lost your muse or anything, I understand. Rossamund's adorable btw! ♥)
toots
KIMI
Track. x)
Yay! Thank you. :)
:)Holy hell. Awkward greeting
casual track couldn't resist
couldn't resist any longer.
DM - LMAO omg. ♥ No
and Jo was like
*takes notes*
it was awesome
:)Ammy - THANK YOU! Big fat 'sorry' for the other night, by the way.
been nice, interacting...,
Ahh, thank you! Means a lot,
:) Reed's a lot of fun, some day I'll get to know him on a less aggressive char.Long overdue track~
And thank you!
c: I met you while I was on
♥ That's me! I keep
;A; How many other deer? I
... -slowly crawls over to sit next to on the rock- Laa dee daa. -whistles innocently.- <3
SO MANY DEER!! haha no don't
:) My chars tend to be reallyboringantisocial lately, so I'm impressed you even noticed this character. xD I know they all got good impressions of your deer, too.Heheheh. *Accepts* ♥ Welcome to TEF, by the way!!
I've been part of TEF for
I try to be as polite to everyone as I can. v-v Unless it's one of the stags trying to make moves. Then I just squeak nervously, act scared, and flee. >.> I'm so awkward, I know. Nadezdha's bio is up in my blog too. c: With this game has also come my delving into drawing deer. xD <3
It's nice to meet such sweet people. Thanks for welcoming me here, I think I'll be lingering about for a while. c: <3
AW! That explains then why I
YOU ARE VERY POLITE. And LOL in that situation... I think a lot of my deer would act the same way. xD I'm glad TEF gave you a reason to get in to drawing deer, I really enjoy your work. Can't wait to see more of it.
Please do stay a while! It's been a joy having you around (and this is a hard game to completely leave...)
I try to be as polite as I
I personally like the Community layout better than the Forum... I just need to learn CSS and I'll be all set. cB
My friend Chain Art, if you know who that is, is one of my besties. c: She and I role play a lot, and she is the one who named Farelia, and helped me name Nadezdha. I love her to bitsies and piecies. If it wasn't for her, I wouldn't have come back to the game like this. I'd just be one of those awkward deer hiding in crevices away from...other... deer... Oh wait I am. LOL. And I'll keep drawing deer. I'm updating Namenloss' reference sheet as we speak, hence why Nadezdha keeps nodding off in-game. x')
I try to be polite, both IRL and in games. However, I do have a few characters who classify as 'jerks', such as Namenloss, and once I am IC, I pull out all the stops. xD I'll still be all apologetic OOC, and silently squirming in hopes people get that in-character mode is completely different from out of character mode... v0v
Me too. x_x I could never get
Bah, you know, I'm afraid I took my own break from TEF last year or so and as a result I've been completely out of the loop as to most people here.
:( I'm trying to get better, though. I've definitely seen ChainArt around and have always thought she seemed really cool, one of the people I feel good vibes from. Will have to use this reminder to get you know you both better when given the chance. 8DI'm glad you also have jerk characters, hahaha, I definitely have one or five myself... I think that's the right way to approach it, too. I tend to be paranoid also and try to pay attention to how people have their characters react to mine to ensure they aren't bothered. More often than not I hope people know my characters are acting so ridiculous I can't be *serious.* Haha. It's definitely a good habit to approach them OOCly sometimes and make sure they're all right with everything that happened. Something I need to get back in the habit of myself..
I'm going to bed now and I think this will be one of the nights where I *do* remember close the Forest before heading in. Thank you so much for the company and chatter! ♥
Everyone needs a break from
LOL hey it's OK, as you said,
:) And please do! I'd be honored.The nightpelted little doe
This place was so big, with so many rare and exotic looking deer like she'd never encountered before, like herself. Things here seemed at ease, like everything should be this way; everything from the mini-deer frolicking around with fawns to the random giant tulips sprouting from the ground. Nadezdha stopped to inspect one, sniffing at it slightly before sneezing and dislodging her little bird friends. Without waiting for the winged creatures to settle on her once more, the dark blue doe shook her head at the giant plant and went on her way, walking under the dappled forest light.
Not far from the giant tulips
In such a small move the two females' opinions of the day can be contrasted, for where one enjoys the antics of fawns and giant flowers and literally has a flock of songbirds fluttering overhead, the other is standing calmly under the Idol's Tears simply hoping the former doesn't notice or comment on the rusty tint of the water flowing off her shoulders. Absentmindedly she'd think of all the things she knew about this individual; that she had been pleasant company in the past, seemed like a kind, vibrant doe... but casual acquaintances were to be left to be just that. Maybe she'd seek the other out on a more casual day.
I love your CSS. ;A; }} The
The sweet, irony scent Nadezdha knew all too well sifted up into her nares. Oh. Blood. Someone was injured. The starred doe swiveled her long neck slowly, glassing the area for any that may be laying in the grass in need of assistance. Instead of an attacked fawn, she saw a pelt she'd only come to recognize recently. Her furred brows furrowed slightly as she tried to pull a name from her memory, but there was none to be found. Well, maybe that was because she'd never met this particular doe properly. No names were exchanged, only the satisfaction and comfort of ever-silent company as they shared a rock and gazed out at the forest not too long ago.
She was no healer, but she knew a few good tricks to keep bleeding out from getting the best of someone. Her light short coat disappeared into the shadows for just a few moments, and she returned with two thick thorny plants held uncomfortably in her comparingly soft and small mouth. She approached whom she saw wounded standing under the Idol's tears, and lightly tapped her golden hoof against a stone, trying to gain the attention of this doe she'd bet previously. Her eyes held nothing, which was odd considering the supply of healing plant she held in her jaws. But her eyes were always void. Or, almost always. Her last life had taught her better than that. Still, she wanted to help, if she was allowed. If not, she would simply leave the Aloe leaves with the other and be off... maybe check on her in a few days despite any protests she may receive.
(Bahh, thank you. :C For some
For the couple of moments when Jokerman could feel the other's eyes on her she stands in place, heavy with the very prospect of undertaking a civil interaction right now. However, much to her satisfaction, the encounter soon seems to have been avoided or at least put off for another day when the small female slipped off into the dark woods. With that worry lifted, she allows her posture to slacken somewhat and finishes up her soak in the Tears, shaking her pelt out a moment later as she climbs up onto the riverbed.
Much cleaner now, her wounds still insist on bleeding futilely in protest to the constant moving around and reopening, and Jokerman is entertaining the thought of just cutting her losses and finding a nice dry sunspot make her own when the encroaching scent of the other diverts her focus. Though all too aware of the Nightfall's presence she keeps her nose and ears forward-facing and neutral until she makes it clear she seeks Jokerman's attention; she slowly turns her head back to look directly in the other doe's eyes. Her gaze lingers before falling from the seeming apathy of her expressions, to the thorny plants clutched uncomfortably in her jaws, and then back up again. Curious, now.
(No subject)
Somehow, without moving her
Ivi - OMG IT'S INDI RUN A
A slight incline of the Kudu's head indicated vague interest especially given the peculiar way in which the doe speaks to her, watching her motions closely as one aloe leaf was placed on the ground, ears twitching rapidly as she seems to realize what is being proposed. Sure enough, a rather arrogant retort to the effect of 'why don't you demonstrate on your own body first, I don't take plants from strangers' forms in her mind but before she can voice her objection the female swiftly and firmly presses the leaf against one of her worst wounds. She instantly tenses and rues her own inattentiveness, but seems to submit to her fate of dying slowly by possible toxins entering the bloodstream, especially given that it doesn't feel half bad. Jokerman hisses argumentatively between clenched teeth despite the soothing sensation and instead asks, "Where did you get them?" It may come in use to know, assuming she didn't later die by some delayed-acting poison in the seemingly innocuous plant.
*buttscoot*
NO
*PUPPY EYES* Y U YELL