Nat-Nat - adopted sister. loved.
Caine - adopted brother. loved, gone. Greitai - friend, ally. respects. Djinn - best friend. his first former infatuation. Miyako - best friend. former infatuation.
Kodiana, I'm sorry, I can clearly understand what you say, but I want to ask you to stop following Djinn. I'm sorry I had to attack you, but there was no other way to tell you to back off because you seemed to ignore me when I was trying to ask you politely to stop following her. She was running away from you because she didn't want you to come close, was that too hard to understand? I really don't have anything against you as a person, all those actions in-game were in character. My character Beren enjoys Kodiana's company, but please, if he asks you NOT to come with him, PLEASE don't follow. It gets annoying sometimes. If you want, Beren will come and find Kodiana when he is not with Djinn.
I wanted on is was on friendly terms with it and all forgive that my misunderstanding
Has brought so big damage...
I understand all but I can't will be measured with that that I can't be with you together with Djinn.
I understand that your intentions were good, but Djinn didn't wanted you to come close, but you kept coming and it didn't help at all. It only made Djinn more angry. I understand that you want to be friends with Djinn, but you should understand that Djinn could not want to be friends with Kodiana.Though I'm not sure if she wants to befriend Kodi' or not. It is all up to Djinn to decide. Perhaps you should give her some time?
Well, I can't understand, what now? What reasons to attack Kodiana again? I did'nt see Djinn around, I saw just Beren attacked Kodiana, when she stayed on place and did'nt anything. Or this is good tone , show bad characters now? You really can't just ignore if you don't like something?
If I'm not right , I'm sorry, but I'm really don't understand.
Well, fist, this is my problem, not yours. All actions were in character and I didn't mean to offend anyone personally. Sorry If I sound rude. No offense.
This wasn't what I would call 'fighting', this was just and irritation. And there are other reasons behind it, not just Djinn. I can just ignore it if I don't like something. I just don't want to ignore it sometimes. But this time there was nothing to ignore, because nothing was bothering me. And if it was bothering you, you could have just ignored it.
I really don't want to start a fight here. If you want to discuss this further, or if you have any other problems with my character or me, you can email me privately at
It's good to finally be on a deer I CAN approach Beren on. :'D <3 ... Positively anyway. He had a bit of a scuffle with my Crucio yesterday.
You remember Leviathann? BZD antlers, great argus pelt, skull mask.. she got in between Beren and that other deer with the secretary bird pelt that he was fighting with. That's Cru's sister, and with two angsty deer on both sides of her, well.. he wanted to watch her back. xD; Who was that, btw?
This is your problem while it concerns only you. When your interests crossed with interests of other players, it is no longer only your problem.
"All actions were in character and I didn't mean to offend anyone personally"- this is what annoying me a most of all. (not exactly your words, this attitude as a whole, because we can do all what we want, and then just say- "sorry, I'm in character:)". And no matter if for example other player had a very bad day and after playing in the forest he decide to commit suicide, because other player was "in character" and it crushed him... Great position.
Ok, we have a limited number of actions, and not all can understand what you really wanted to show. Situations looks like Beren attacked Kodiana.
And I can't ignore, when somebody attacked somebody don't matter here or in real life. I understand when this is rp, when two players understand each other and they know what they do. But Kodiana it's 13-years old child, which even can't rightly write English. She don't understand why you do this.
This is like attack namless deer because it irritate you.
I won't use private letters, because this is problem of all comunity.
What I want, it's people to be little more kind and tolerant.
I know that what I said about being IC is not an excuse for me for doing such things, I was just saying that I didn't want to offend anyone personally.
I can't predict the mood of a player behind the screen. I know that she's young, cant correctly write English and does not exactly understand why I do this (even though I told her the reason), but I did it anyway. I understand your point in all what you wrote, I understand that you want to protect her. And I know that I should stop. I understand my mistakes and I don't need anyone who would start telling me what I have done wrong. You could've just kindly asked for me to piss off and I would have kindly done so. I also think that you took those actions too personally. Even if they weren't directed towards you. This had nothing to do with you.
I am only tolerant towards those who are tolerant towards me. I know I can be a real asshole and I fully admit that.
The red doe gazed at Beren with a yellow cat-like gaze reflecting her joy and concern upon seeing him. "Hello, sir. I'm very happy to see you again - are you feeling any better?" Cervena could not forget the scuffle between Beren and another stag she didn't know. She hoped that sitting would be a more restful position that would aid his recovery, however slight.
Beren's skull was covered with long hair, his eyes could be barely seen, but the stag could see everything around him as well as the red doe sitting right beside him. His ears flickered as she spoke. '' Hello. Nice to see you again, too, miss. I couldn't say I'm fine, since I couldn't force myself to get a proper rest, but don't worry about me, I'll be fine.'' Beren wasn't sure why she would care for him, since they know each other very briefly, but he was grateful for it.'' What is your name, miss? It would be a pity not to know such kind doe's name. '' A faint grin went across his skull.
//Why do you have to be on so late ;A; it's almost midnight where I live and my parents are killing me to go to bed ;n;
ooc// Omg D8 I guess we have wacky timezones, but I was leading a summer camp this week which might explain why I haven't been able to be online earlier. It ended today though, so I should be on much earlier from now on c: ♥
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Cervena hadn't before witnessed a fight like that before, only watching friendly spars from afar. Sensing that the brawl had been more than just a spar had caused the red doe to become concerned about the possible amount of damage that could be done to each stag. However, after determining that the other stag seemed more ill-tempered, her worry had settled on Beren. She frowned upon hearing he didn't feel much better, but nodded when he said he'd be fine. Her ears pricked when he asked for her name, and her frown was replaced with a small smile. "My name is Cervena, and it would be equally pitiful if I were to go without knowing your name."
Beren plunked down. He was happy to finally be able to get some rest. Even though he prefers resting alone, the red doe beside him didn't seem to bother him at all. In fact, she seemed to be a calming company. ''A pleasure to meet you, Cervena. My name is Beren.''
// Fail^ And yayy, hopefully Beren and I will be able to spend more time with Cervena. 8D
Cervena nodded with a smile. "A pleasure to meet you as well, Beren. Have you been in this forest for long?" she asked curiously, her head tilted to the side in a quizzical manner. She hadn't seen anyone else quite like him before and wondered if she had simply missed him while observing others or if he was just new.
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ooc// Fail2^ And yesss I'm looking forward to it too~!! ♥ BAMBAM~
''No, I haven't been here for long.'' He shook his head. ''I'm still not very familiar with this place.'' His voice sounded somewhat scared. He was afraid of unfamiliar places, especially if he had to wander them alone. ''How long have you been here?'' He was hoping that, perhaps, she could show him around.
//fhfgjgfjfjdg THAT IS SO FUCKING GORGEOUS. ;A; That screenie edit is just dgjdfjjhsfjdfjg amazing and that face is SEXY AS HELL. ghfgjghkgk THANK YOU SO MUCH. ♥♥♥♥
I don't find my 'thank you's' enough to thank you. :|
Ah, so he was indeed new. No wonder she hadn't seen him around before! She nudged him comfortingly when she noticed the slight fear in his tone, and gave him a small warm smile. "Just a few months, but long enough for me to know my way around this forest. I could give you a tour whenever you like," she offered, since she wasn't sure if now was a good time with his wounds.
Cervena wondered where he was from, where he'd been before entering the forest. She didn't want to seem like she was prying though, so she restrained herself and kept silent.
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ooc// ROFL YAAAY just knowing you like them is enough for me~!! 8D♥♥♥
Beren couldn't help but smile and softly giggle when the red doe nudged him, it tickled him. He lifted his head. His predatory eyes were looking straight at the doe ''Traveling with a monster isn't very safe.'' He spoke with a serious voice, but then, a treacherous grin went across his face. ''But yes, It would be great if you could show me around.'' He nodded slightly.
//Geez, my replies are so short ;-;
Sad that Cervena disappeared. I believe you're having connection problems, yes? :c Well, I closed my TEF game window, too. Not much to do there anyway.
Cervena grinned when he giggled, not expecting that at all and finding it quite funny. Her ears swiveled back and forth when he locked gazes with her, and she found it impossible to look away when what she sensed was something predatory. The fur along her spine subtly rose and flattened, and her heart sped up just a bit. She had been raised all of her life in fear of predators, being constantly warned not to stray too far away in case one should catch her.
But there was just something about Beren.
The red doe lifted her head a little. "Perhaps not, but I'm willing to take that chance." When it came to danger, her mind told her to run but her heart told her to stay. She, in a twisted way, liked the fear and adrenaline it could bring. Her ears pricked when he spoke again, and she nodded as well. "Let me know when. I don't want to strain your wounds," she murmured.
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ooc// I don't mind at all, mine can get short too xD
I was so frustrated that I couldn't get back in, but I managed to now. /fail
Hope to see Beren soon again, then 8D
Beren rolled on his back and glanced at the doe, smiling. ''Fearless one, eh? Hehe.'' He giggled softly. ''Alright, I will tell you when I'm ready to go.'' He stood up to shake his fur and sat down again, this time closer to the doe. He curled up beside her and layed his head on her back.
//fffff that's like so short and late and lame. Sorry D:
I guess my brain wont work because I'm hungry :c
I hate when I can't connect to the forest or picto's wont spread. Hopefully I won't experience these issues any time soon.
And I hope to see Cervena soon, too o3o
The red doe couldn't help but smile at his position and the giggle that followed. Fearless... more like curiosity that led her a bit too far sometimes. "Perfect. This place is really quite lovely." Cervena didn't think of the forest as a prison like so many others, despite the fact that she was separated from her family and home without any knowledge of how to get back. Everything was so beautiful to her, so interesting.
Her head turned to his direction when he sat closer, and then laid it on his back after he had done so to her. A predator he may be, but there was still that something that allowed her to feel calm around him.
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ooc// Oh pfft it's fine ♥ We can end this rp for now and start another up again whenever he's feeling better, if you like C: And yeah I hope you never have to go through the connection/picto fails like I did today @.@ Lkfjdhfd<33
Gdhfgjfhg alrighttt, lets end this, thenn.<3 Yeah, hopefully I won't have to. And I hope that you wont have to go through them either. I can't wait to meet Cervena again. :3
Oh, lol.. that's Jonah. Caine "raised" him (aka barely tolerated him) from a fawn but due to some drama over Caine's current mate they loathe each other. It's kind of complicated.. Jonah's frustrated and came to yell at him and Caine doesn't want him ANYWHERE near himself, let alone Beren and Cervena. He's ready to gut him.
He's just been trying to keep Jonah away from them, despite how much he'd love to kick Jonah's ass.. again.
Btw Jonah usually wears the skull mask. He's maskless for whatever reason. His player's also having huge connection issues.. you should be able to find his bio under Caine's relations section.
Oh.. Alright, I see. Good Caine~ I hope he didn't got hurt ;n; <3
Well, I went for a picto hunt on Caine's bio and found Jonah listed as an enemy so I thought that it was him, but I wasn't completely sure, because my pictos are glitched :|
Jonah doesn't hate Caine, he's madly in love with him. He's just very frustrated and absolutely crushed. Plus a poor upbringing and a while in isolation made him snap a little.
Uh huh. Since we're done fighting, I'm gonna sum this up as best I can:
Up until recently Caine's been a HUGE loner. He likes it that way. So when fawn!Jonah showed up he'd pick him up and throw him as far as he could by his antlers after constantly telling him "no, get away, I HATE being around others, fuckoofff" numerous times. Jonah stuck around anyway.
Caine started getting involved with Liam. Liam found out one day talking to Jonah that Caine had "abused" him as a fawn. Liam had also been abused as a child, so he flipped out, ran over to Caine, gave him the whole "RAAR IHATEYOU YOU'RE A MONSTER" speech etc and ran off. Being able to relate to Jonah, Liam started to get close to Jonah instead. This made Caine just.. FREAK and he attacked Jonah one day, hurt him real bad.
He's pretty much loathed Jonah even more ever since. He showed him sympathy and understanding once and nuzzled him (which is a big deal since his first ever nuzzle was from Liam and he still only nuzzles his closest friends, only Beren mostly) and Jonah freaked and like attacked him for it, so Caine pretty much went "fine, fuck you, I won't play nice with you then. Screw you."
Obviously Liam and Caine had a chat and worked things out since they're together now but.. yeah. That's a whole other story.
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Appa, thank you for the track :3
And the CSS here looks terrible, I'm so not happy with it. Like, At all. I should totally redo it :c
Well I not will pursue it
Well, I can't understand,
If I'm not right , I'm sorry, but I'm really don't understand.
Well, fist, this is my
This wasn't what I would call 'fighting', this was just and irritation. And there are other reasons behind it, not just Djinn. I can just ignore it if I don't like something. I just don't want to ignore it sometimes. But this time there was nothing to ignore, because nothing was bothering me. And if it was bothering you, you could have just ignored it.
I really don't want to start a fight here. If you want to discuss this further, or if you have any other problems with my character or me, you can email me privately at
Lol, wtf this nameless. :|
lol, I dunno. :| It's good to
It's good to see Caine again <3
It's good to finally be on a
You remember Leviathann? BZD antlers, great argus pelt, skull mask.. she got in between Beren and that other deer with the secretary bird pelt that he was fighting with. That's Cru's sister, and with two angsty deer on both sides of her, well.. he wanted to watch her back. xD; Who was that, btw?
This is your problem while it
"All actions were in character and I didn't mean to offend anyone personally"- this is what annoying me a most of all. (not exactly your words, this attitude as a whole, because we can do all what we want, and then just say- "sorry, I'm in character:)". And no matter if for example other player had a very bad day and after playing in the forest he decide to commit suicide, because other player was "in character" and it crushed him... Great position.
Ok, we have a limited number of actions, and not all can understand what you really wanted to show. Situations looks like Beren attacked Kodiana.
And I can't ignore, when somebody attacked somebody don't matter here or in real life. I understand when this is rp, when two players understand each other and they know what they do. But Kodiana it's 13-years old child, which even can't rightly write English. She don't understand why you do this.
This is like attack namless deer because it irritate you.
I won't use private letters, because this is problem of all comunity.
What I want, it's people to be little more kind and tolerant.
I know that what I said about
I can't predict the mood of a player behind the screen. I know that she's young, cant correctly write English and does not exactly understand why I do this (even though I told her the reason), but I did it anyway. I understand your point in all what you wrote, I understand that you want to protect her. And I know that I should stop. I understand my mistakes and I don't need anyone who would start telling me what I have done wrong. You could've just kindly asked for me to piss off and I would have kindly done so. I also think that you took those actions too personally. Even if they weren't directed towards you. This had nothing to do with you.
I am only tolerant towards those who are tolerant towards me. I know I can be a real asshole and I fully admit that.
LOLYAY CAINE GETS A LITTLE
I'm gonna go smother Beren with love on my bio now. <3
YAAYYY 8D Smother him as much
Smother him as much as you want <3 Just not too much of course.
The red doe gazed at Beren
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Beren's skull was covered
//Why do you have to be on so late ;A; it's almost midnight where I live and my parents are killing me to go to bed ;n;
ooc// Omg D8 I guess we have
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Cervena hadn't before witnessed a fight like that before, only watching friendly spars from afar. Sensing that the brawl had been more than just a spar had caused the red doe to become concerned about the possible amount of damage that could be done to each stag. However, after determining that the other stag seemed more ill-tempered, her worry had settled on Beren. She frowned upon hearing he didn't feel much better, but nodded when he said he'd be fine. Her ears pricked when he asked for her name, and her frown was replaced with a small smile. "My name is Cervena, and it would be equally pitiful if I were to go without knowing your name."
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Beren plunked down. He was
// Fail^ And yayy, hopefully Beren and I will be able to spend more time with Cervena. 8D
Cervena nodded with a smile.
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''No, I haven't been here for
//fhfgjgfjfjdg THAT IS SO FUCKING GORGEOUS. ;A; That screenie edit is just dgjdfjjhsfjdfjg amazing and that face is SEXY AS HELL. ghfgjghkgk THANK YOU SO MUCH. ♥♥♥♥
I don't find my 'thank you's' enough to thank you. :|
Ah, so he was indeed new. No
Cervena wondered where he was from, where he'd been before entering the forest. She didn't want to seem like she was prying though, so she restrained herself and kept silent.
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ooc// ROFL YAAAY just knowing you like them is enough for me~!! 8D♥♥♥
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Beren couldn't help but smile
//Geez, my replies are so short ;-;
Sad that Cervena disappeared. I believe you're having connection problems, yes? :c Well, I closed my TEF game window, too. Not much to do there anyway.
Cervena grinned when he
But there was just something about Beren.
The red doe lifted her head a little. "Perhaps not, but I'm willing to take that chance." When it came to danger, her mind told her to run but her heart told her to stay. She, in a twisted way, liked the fear and adrenaline it could bring. Her ears pricked when he spoke again, and she nodded as well. "Let me know when. I don't want to strain your wounds," she murmured.
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ooc// I don't mind at all, mine can get short too xD
I was so frustrated that I couldn't get back in, but I managed to now. /fail
Hope to see Beren soon again, then 8D
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Beren rolled on his back and
//fffff that's like so short and late and lame. Sorry D:
I guess my brain wont work because I'm hungry :c
I hate when I can't connect to the forest or picto's wont spread. Hopefully I won't experience these issues any time soon.
And I hope to see Cervena soon, too o3o
The red doe couldn't help but
Her head turned to his direction when he sat closer, and then laid it on his back after he had done so to her. A predator he may be, but there was still that something that allowed her to feel calm around him.
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ooc// Oh pfft it's fine ♥ We can end this rp for now and start another up again whenever he's feeling better, if you like C: And yeah I hope you never have to go through the connection/picto fails like I did today @.@ Lkfjdhfd<33
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Gdhfgjfhg alrighttt, lets end
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Caine: "Well hello to you too, sexy. ;D *rubs on*"
Rofl <3
LOL, ikr |D Btw, who's that
Btw, who's that maskless deer with fan antlers? I can't find it on the map. Sorry to interrupt you guys :|
Oh, lol.. that's Jonah. Caine
He's just been trying to keep Jonah away from them, despite how much he'd love to kick Jonah's ass.. again.
Btw Jonah usually wears the skull mask. He's maskless for whatever reason. His player's also having huge connection issues.. you should be able to find his bio under Caine's relations section.
Ahhh, I was wondering who
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Oh.. Alright, I see. Good
Well, I went for a picto hunt on Caine's bio and found Jonah listed as an enemy so I thought that it was him, but I wasn't completely sure, because my pictos are glitched :|
Jonah doesn't hate Caine,
Well.. more like a lot. xD;
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Uh huh. Since we're done
Up until recently Caine's been a HUGE loner. He likes it that way. So when fawn!Jonah showed up he'd pick him up and throw him as far as he could by his antlers after constantly telling him "no, get away, I HATE being around others, fuckoofff" numerous times. Jonah stuck around anyway.
Caine started getting involved with Liam. Liam found out one day talking to Jonah that Caine had "abused" him as a fawn. Liam had also been abused as a child, so he flipped out, ran over to Caine, gave him the whole "RAAR IHATEYOU YOU'RE A MONSTER" speech etc and ran off. Being able to relate to Jonah, Liam started to get close to Jonah instead. This made Caine just.. FREAK and he attacked Jonah one day, hurt him real bad.
He's pretty much loathed Jonah even more ever since. He showed him sympathy and understanding once and nuzzled him (which is a big deal since his first ever nuzzle was from Liam and he still only nuzzles his closest friends, only Beren mostly) and Jonah freaked and like attacked him for it, so Caine pretty much went "fine, fuck you, I won't play nice with you then. Screw you."
Obviously Liam and Caine had a chat and worked things out since they're together now but.. yeah. That's a whole other story.
Ohgod how I love this drama.
Thanks for clearing it all up c:
LOL. You and me both. lD And
And yw. <3
Beren is a lovely name
*Goes edit her bio*
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Yeah, I like it, too.
What's wrong with Beren ? :<
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Needing some time alone