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Updates september 27th, 2022;

Fixing a lot of stuff around on bios while I try to get back into things <3
Tried to get back into TEF last year as well, but then my dog's health declined and in the beginning of december last year she had to be put down, my best friend for close to 15 years.

This took such a heavy toll on me and I think was a major reason for why I was unable to get back into TEF. But yeah, new attempt! So if you ever spot any of my characters in the forest, pls don't be afraid to say hello to them or poke me on discord or something <3







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Starling; Thank you. :') And

Starling;
Thank you. :') And that's alright. n__n

Zeekil;
Feathershade likes her little squirrel minion. >D

Edit; New page is mine! Mwahah.
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Haha Feathershade and

Haha Feathershade and squirrel shall rule the world! xD
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Indeed they shall! xD

Indeed they shall! xD

Why did I not realize until 2

Why did I not realize until 2 minutes ago that that is a bebe Feathershade next to Joro?

/ slaps self

She's adorable. <3 ;~;

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Pfft, perhaps because she was

Pfft, perhaps because she was almost hiding inside Joro, lol. xD

Thank you, it was nice to see Lacie there. ♥
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Would you mind having Illrose

Would you mind having Illrose nibble on either Ciel or Galene? =)
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Not at all. :')

Not at all. :')
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Yay! ^^ Then Gal can join

Yay! ^^ Then Gal can join Illrose on her rampage c:
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Great! ^^ Then I guess Gal

Great! ^^
Then I guess Gal have to piss Ill enough off to bite her, or perhaps Ill just figures it's time to infect someone else. xD

((hey, psh... would it fit

((hey, psh... would it fit you now? =) )
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Sorry I didn't see this

Sorry I didn't see this earlier. Yes, now is great. ^^
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I will miss Feathershade my

I will miss Feathershade my dear <3
I'll hope that you'll having a fun time with your dad :-] <3
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Me too, but I'm going home

Me too, but I'm going home tomorrow, so it won't last long till I can play her again. :')
And I have, thank you. ^^
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"Get your bloody corpse off

"Get your bloody corpse off me and out of my sight you moron!" she glared at him, cursing her own weak state.





rofl. saved by a god |DD

edit: size fail
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"Such temper. I like that in

"Such temper. I like that in a girl." The stag snickered.


Haha, Tremor is lucky. ._. I love how they both immediately listened when it began to rain. xD
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She snotrted, letting her

She snotrted, letting her tail whipeing the air aggresively "I dealt with morons like you before... I dare you.. stay out of my way or you will regret it...!" she hissed, trying to cover up that at the moment, she merely could do nothing much to defent herself. She was still to drained from the ritual the other day.




haha yes.. i believe we both where like 'has to be a god here... B| find eeet.'

(excuse my failing please |D)





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He kept an close eye on her

He kept an close eye on her tail as she began to whip it around. Surely, it would be painful to get beaten by that one. But he still had a smirk on his lips.
Hm, that sounds like a threat." He narrowed his eyes, before lifting his brows instead.
"Or perhaps it is a challenge?" He snickered again. Sadly, if a doe first had caught his interest he wasn't interest in letting her go. But if she became to aggressive, he would simply leave for a while, and rather approach again when she had calmed down.

( And found it we did. xD Finally I've seen an abio too. :b )
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On another day she would

On another day she would propably simply have snapped at him, showing him to talk like that with her. His behaviour reminded her of a certain someone she luckily had get rid of by entering this place...
... if she had known there was a deer pendand to him here...

"Ohgoddamnfuckingmorongoanddieapainfuldeathsomewhereidiot!" she mumbled a rapid cascade of curses and turned around, getting away from this stag as fast as she could...
... what was... to her highest displeasure... not very fast, since her muscles still hurt like hell.



(haha yes. that was my thought as well.. 'woot and she is awake!' ... btw sorry for the inactivity and ooc presence right now xD i am packing stuff and... stuff |D
and
...i love phantom. |D
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The stag only shook his head

The stag only shook his head at her words, the smirk never leaving his lips. He just followed her with his eyes as she began to move away in a...not too fast pace. It was tempting to take advantage of that, but something held him back. He was patient, after all, this would not be the last time he saw this pretty lady.
"Hm, see you later then, pet." He said to her back, a dark smile forming his lips as he turned toward the pond, not interested in the doe anymore - at least for now.

( That's alright. ^^ I think they look very sweet there they sleep, even though it is OOC. xD

And I'm glad you do, I'm still trying to figure out his personality and such. :')
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(would you mind? ^^) Jade

(would you mind? ^^)

Jade found Illrose, not as a black deer anymore.. She wondered how she had changed back.. But more so, she wondered why it didn't seem like she recognized her.
Pierce had said something about the black deer acting.. odd when they changed back...

"Do you not remember me?" Jade asked the wounded doe with a quiet voice, void of emotion.
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( Not at all. :'b ) She had

( Not at all. :'b )

She had to admit this made her quite uncomfortable. Deer that behaved like they knew her, while she had no idea who they were. She didn't even have any idea what her own name was. She swallowed, staring at the younger doe, desperately trying to remember. But she then had to shake her head.
"No." She whispered.
"I don't know who you are...I don't know where I am, or what my own name is!" Her voice rose at the end of the sentence, and she almost panicked again, but took a deep breath, forcing herself to calm down.
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She perked her ears...

She perked her ears... couldn't believe what she heard.

Pet.

Her head shot around, giving him a deadly glare.
Ho... he would pay for this.... that stag messed with the wrong. Her tail snathed dow to the grond in anger as she moved on, leaving a well visible mark
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Jade had to looke away for a

Jade had to looke away for a moment and take a deep breath, to keep from letting the sorrow.. This was no time to be ruled by emotions..
Something had happened wh Illrose.. She only hoped her right mind would come back.

She wondered for a moment if she should tell her who and where she was.. Maybe it was something she had to figure out on her own..
Atleast she should know her name...
"Your name is Illrose." she said in the same tone, searching her eyes for any spark of recognition.
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Aldebaran; He stopped for a

Aldebaran;
He stopped for a moment, casting a glance over his shoulder. His own eyes met the deadly glare from the female, something that just made him laugh, before he turned his head away again, walking down to the pond and stepped out in the cool water.

( Pfft, I'm not sure Phantom knows what he's trying to mess with. xD )

uwharrie;
Her ears were flopped down, and she sometimes had to turn her head and focus with her right eye, since the sight on her left eye was blurry and uncomfortable. But her ears perked when she heard what the other doe called her.
"Illrose." She tried to 'taste' the name, but it didn't tell her anything, it didn't enlighten anything in her memory. But it was a relief to know what her name was, at least.
"And you...what is your name? How...how do I know you?" She asked the other doe.
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Jade had conflicting thoughts

Jade had conflicting thoughts for a few moments... How much should she tell her? Would it help or harm her? She knew some with amnesia just needed time to remember everything on her own.. but it broke her heart to see her adopted mother in this state..
"Jade.. My name is Jade.." she said, pausing before continuing, "You took me as an adopted daugher.."
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(guess our proud diva will

(guess our proud diva will tell him next time |D)
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uwharrie; Her jaw nearly

uwharrie;
Her jaw nearly dropped when the doe told her this.
"You..you are my daughter?" Well, Jade had said adopted daughter, but it wasn't much of a difference, was it? She hadn't even remembered her own daughter.
"Do you...do you know what happened to me?" There had to be a reason for this loss of memory. Things like that didn't just happen, or what? Besides, there seemed to be quite a few here on this place that knew her...and she didn't remember them at all.

Aldebaran;
Haha, that will be interesting. x'D
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The whole thing still

The whole thing still confused Jade, she didn't completely understand it herself...
"You were.. infected with a... disease." she struggled to find the right words to describe it.
"It changed you, turned you into something they were calling a 'black deer'.. All you sought to do was kill a stag named Pierce while you were in that state.. Someone must have.. killed you to change you back to.. normal."

She wondered if she was making any sense.
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Illrose listened carefully as

Illrose listened carefully as Jade tried to explain what had happened. She was hoping to hear something that would trigger her memory...something, anything at all, but her mind remained as blank as always. She shook her head slowly.
"I don't understand." She said in a unhappy tone, and her ears flopped down again. And if someone had killed her...well, at least that explained the pool of blood she had awoken in. But why had they left her there all alone, why had no one bothered to wait until she awoke again, to explain it all to her when she woke up again? Perhaps they didn't know she would loose her memory...whoever 'they' were.
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Jade looked down at the

Jade looked down at the ground, racking her brain to figure out what to say.
"I'm sorry.. I don't exactly understand what's happened myself.." she said simply.
She wondered if she'd ever remember anything.. Already she was nervous about Gustrio, who she had seen in the distance... What if she tried to approach him, not knowing who he was...
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She quickly gave Jade a

She quickly gave Jade a reassuring smile.
"Don't feel sorry. This is not your fault." She gently rested her chin on the back of the other doe, her healthy right eye for a moment looking in the direction of the red stag. She had noticed Jade casting glances in his direction, but why she did not know.
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Jade nuzzled her shoulder

Jade nuzzled her shoulder gently, as if she might break the doe if she where to harsh..
She still felt almost guilty for all of this.. Guilty that she hadn't been the one to put her out of the black deer state.. Maybe if she had been killed sooner.. things might have turned out different..

"I guess we just go with it now.. See if in time you come to remember anything?" the statement sounded more like a question.
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The gently touch made her

The gently touch made her close her eyes for a moment, and she could feel how all the tense muscles finally relaxed a bit. She gave a nod.
"Yes, that sound like a good idea." Illrose agreed.
"Oh wait, just one more question...that stag that sat with us earlier...I knew him too, didn't I? What is his name?" She couldn't remember anything about that stag, but he had behaved like they knew each other, just like Jade.
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She nodded. Jade guessed that

She nodded. Jade guessed that was all they could do for now.. play the waiting game.
The stag? Oh, him, "Judas? Yes, that's his name I believe.."
Jade didn't really know him that well.
"I think you too were pretty good friends." she told Illrose.
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She frowned. Judas. "It's

She frowned. Judas.
"It's really frustrating not remembering anything." She murmured, after trying to dig anything with the name Judas out of her mind. But of course, no memory about him either. All empty.
"I just hope you are right, that it will come back in time."

She'd be lying if she said

She'd be lying if she said she wasn't hurt that the doe didn't recognize her.

Still, trauma was trauma, and considering what she had been through, she understood. And so she remained with the doe, even as more company arrived.

She was shocked when the doe got up and started running and jumping. The girl made sure to keep an eye on her, lest her body gave out from the injuries still present. Once she had the chance, she spoke softly to her.

You seem quite energetic, despite the condition your body is in.

Her eyes ran up and down the doe's form.

I'll consider that a good thing. It's good to have you back...even if you can't remember everything.
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She had been laying still the

She had been laying still the whole day, and the level of energy in her body was finally too high to be ignored anymore. She had to do something or else she felt she would die of boredom, then and there. She tilted her head when the other doe spoke.
"Oh, I'm fine." Illrose replied, only taking a pause in her romping around to reply.
"These wounds may not heal like they should, but they don't hurt at all. Really." Okay, she could feel a slight stinging pain in her side, and the sight on her left eye was still blurry, but she ignored this, at least for now. She hopped around, before she stopped in front of the other doe again.
"No, I can't remember anything at all. I didn't even remember my own name, until Jade told me. She also had to tell me she was my adopted daughter, because I couldn't remember that either." She took a slight pause, tilting her head again.
"What is your name?"
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am I tracking this? I dont

am I tracking this? I dont think I am. Well, I am now
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Haha, thanks. &hearts;

Haha, thanks. ♥
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"I'd strongly advise you stay

"I'd strongly advise you stay away from Gustrio.." Jade said, limping up to her mother, her wounds caused by that very stag and Dinah Moon.

She went on, "Before you were changed, you vowed to stay away from him.. He hurt you so many times.. He hurt your friends, your family.."
She looked back pointedly at her many wounds, then continued speaking...
"You were in love with him, but you made a decision to stay away from him, for the sake of yourself and your friends and family... We all tried so many times to make it work, but it never did and I doubt it ever will... His greatest enemies were, are your closest friends..."

She wondered how Illrose would take that knowledge...


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Her whole body seemed to be

Her whole body seemed to be shaking. So much had happened this day, so much bad, and even though Illrose haven't been much involved, witnessing it all had been bad enough. She perked her ears when she noticed Jade coming in her direction, clearly wounded from today's fights. But for some reason, Illrose didn't manage to feel bad for her daughter. Her fur bristled, but she didn't say anything, didn't interrupt while Jade talked. So his name was Gustiro. She listened carefully as Jade spoke, and for some reason what her daughter said didn't really surprise her, not after all she had seen this day. But she felt a little down though, cause the red stag had really seemed to be nice...and now she knew why that other doe, Lacie, had tried to stop Illrose from going to say hello to him the other day. Because she had promised to stay away from him.
"I knew there was a connection there." She whispered, after a moment in silence. What she had felt when she greeted the stag, before all the fighting broke loose...she had been in love with him, and she had felt there was something between them this day. Illrose shook her head to get rid of the thought.
"But...but why would he hurt me? He seemed really nice today...gentle. Until you all came along and began to fight him!" Illrose casted a accused glance in Jade's direction, even though she knew she had no right to accuse her daughter for anything. She didn't know why they had been fighting, after all.
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She snorted in irratation. "I

She snorted in irratation.
"I don't start fights, I end them... He came at me first, taunted at me, tried to drive me away when I had been nowhere near him in the first place.. Then he had the nerve to go after Umay, even tried to steal her home. I wasn't going to stand by and watch him do it." she said rather harshly, then paused to take a deep breath.. Illrose didn't remember how this stag was..

"I'm past tired of him thinking he can take and do whatever he wants.. Hopefully today will make him think twice before pulling something like that on Umay and I again..." she said more gently.. Though she strongly doubted the lengthy fight had changed the stag's mind about anything..

"I wouldn't be surprised if he still loves you.. but you ended it. For our sake and your sake..
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The doe did not look like

The doe did not look like Illrose as Kahlan remembered her, but there could be no mistake. The doe she had stumbled upon was Illrose nonetheless. She knew not what had happened to change her appearance so. She had lost her grand antlers, the things that Kahlan had feared whenever they had fought. She had seen other antlers like that do great damage to opponents. Kylar had mentioned cutting someone by accident with a simple mismovement. Now they were smaller.

What had happened? Illrose looked as if she had been on the losing end of a fight. A fight that could have ended in death. Perhaps it did, perhaps she had been the victor.
"Illrose?" Kahlan asked, some concern slipped into her cautious tone. Illrose did not like her, and she did not...she didn't dislike Illrose. Not anymore, but she wouldn't call her her friend. Perhaps one day, but not yet. There were still residual traces of their mutual dislike between the two. Though since Illrose had left Gustiro there was no reason that they would fight anymore. Not that Kahlan really understood why Illrose seemed to get more violent around Gustiro. She knew that Illrose had had feelings for him, but Kahlan had never stood in the way of that. She didn't have similar feelings towards the stag.

"What happened to you...?" She asked finally.
--Mick--
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Uwharrie; So that was what

Uwharrie;
So that was what the fight had been all about. She had understood there had been something about that tree, since she had seen several of the fighters scent-marking it, but she simply hadn't understood why they would fight over a tree. Even if it was the home of this Umay, she thought is was a ridiculous thing to fight about.
"Alright, so I...left him, or something. For the friends and family I don't remember at all." All she knew was that Jade was her daughter, and she suspected to have some kind of relation to Umay, but had no idea what it was.
"And then what? Am I supposed to just watch while you and Umay double-team against him? I can't do that, Jade. You have no idea how horrible it was to see you all fighting today. Don't expect me to get used to that." Her voice was trembling, but her face had a firm expression.

Mick;
She just had to get away from it all. From the fighting, the rage, and her own confusion. Although the last one was impossible to escape, it followed her no matter where she went. She sat curled up in the tall grass in the Birch forest, trying to hide from the world. She could hear the foot steps of someone approaching, but she hoped it just was someone passing by, so she sat completely still. But then a voice said her name, and she perked her ears. Illrose then lifted her head and looked up at the doe that had spoken to her. A doe that obviously knew who she was, but Illrose had no memory of who this one could be. She frowned when the doe asked what had happened to her, trying to remember what Jade had told her.
"I - I'm not sure." She began, in a quiet tone.
"But I was told that I had been infected, and turned into a....a black deer, whatever that is. Then someone killed me, and now I'm back, but I don't remember anything. Nothing at all." She looked up at the other doe again, desperately hoping that this one could help her, that she could tell her something that maybe brought at least something of her memory back.
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"Once again I'll say we

"Once again I'll say we didn't start this.. He came to me practically begging for a fight. I wasn't going to be thought of as a push-over to him anymore.. Plus he had Dinah Moon against us so it was a fair enough fight, if not weighed in his favor." she said with a firm indifference.
She didn't regret what she had done. Jade had tried in the past to keep from directly fighting the stag, but she had finally snapped today, attacking him not only for what he had done that day, but for everytime she hadn't stood up for herself against him.

"You didn't have to stay and watch.." she said pointedly before continuing, "I don't regret what I've done, and I will do it again if he trys to start something with me again.. I havn't gone out of my way to fight him nor will I, but I won't be pushed around for no reason ever again.. I'm sorry, I don't mean to hurt you with this.. but this has gone on too long..."
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Illrose remembered...nothing.

Illrose remembered...nothing. She didn't remember who Kahlan was, how many times they had fought each other. Kahlan thought on that briefly. If she didn't remember that, should Kahlan remind her.
"So...you don't remember anything? Like who your friends are?" Kahlan asked. She might not have liked Illrose before, but she wouldn't wish that as a fate.
--Mick--
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Uwharrie; "Yes, you are

Uwharrie;
"Yes, you are right, he had that white doe with him, but that still doesn't change the fact that I saw you and Umay attacking him when she wasn't involved in the fighting. That was ugly and unfair, Jade, and I can't believe I raised you like that." She then took a deep breath, shaking her head slowly.
"I guess I shouldn't talk about this, since I have really no idea what's going on, why he attack you and Umay." She didn't understand. How could she have fallen in love with that stag if it was like Jade said, that many of her friends and family was an enemy to him. It didn't make sense.
"Fine, I guess I'll have to go somewhere else then, the next time you fight each other." She said sharply, her ears flipping back for a second. She then turned her head away, not really interested in talking about this anymore.

Mick;
She shook her head slowly.
"No, I didn't even remember a young doe that apparently was my adopted daughter, not until she told me who she was." She shrugged. She then looked at the other doe, studying her rather closely, but still no memory came to her mind.
"So, how do I know you?" It was obvious they knew each other, since the other doe had known her name.
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He was chasing Umay across

He was chasing Umay across the forest, the only time the both of us attacked him was to defend her." she said, dropping it there.

"I think he resents us.. I know think he mostly blames Umay for your's and his final parting.. We always sided with you, defended you from him on numorous occasions.. We tried making it work, but then he would chase us away from you, he would control you.... I believe he attacks us and comes at us both because he doesn't trust us, and he hates us for you choosing us over him." She said, trying to make it as simple as she could.

Jade said nothing to her last statement, only flipping her own ears back as well, eyes still on Illrose, wishing she would just remember all that the stag did to them all if she remembered nothing else.

I always reply so late. I'm

I always reply so late. I'm just awesome like that. :<

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The girl could tell that something was still bothering the doe, but she opted to ignore it. So long as the doe doesn't collapse in a heap on the ground, it was alright.

She listened to her carefully, a stinging anger building up in the back of her mind; not at Illrose, but simply at the turn of events that had occurred to get her to this state.

Lacie. My name is Lacie.

She said nothing more after that, hoping that the mention of her name might trigger something.

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