Snow's updates and info.
October 16, 2010 - 1:48am — Snowsauria
Updates september 27th, 2022;
Fixing a lot of stuff around on bios while I try to get back into things <3
Tried to get back into TEF last year as well, but then my dog's health declined and in the beginning of december last year she had to be put down, my best friend for close to 15 years.
This took such a heavy toll on me and I think was a major reason for why I was unable to get back into TEF. But yeah, new attempt! So if you ever spot any of my characters in the forest, pls don't be afraid to say hello to them or poke me on discord or something <3
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Christina; Snow;
Born august 23, 1989.
Likes the night.
Likes to be alone.
Loathe animal cruelty.
I love the Disney Classics.
I am a highly sensitive person.
I have a dog named Chrystal. Rest in peace, love ♥
My favorite colors are red and golden hues.
Favorite TV- shows are Supernatural, Vikings Game of Thrones/ House of the Dragon.
I don't like arguments, and tend to keep my opinions to myself.
My favorite bands are Nightwish, Wardruna and Danheim.
Huge fan of tattoos, has many plans of new ones sometimes in the future.
'Snowdurr'; Usually goes by Snow
Wears anything.
Size #2
Freckled face.
Usually very lazy.
Respectful of personal space.
Cuddly - but only when warmed up to someone.
Will be more than happy to help others gain spells they need.
Generally a bit shy and reserved, though has her bold moments.
Friendly and accommodating, likes to romp or rest around with others.
Me, in a sense, though still have some traits I lack - though wish I had.
Not only one, but two beauty spots just above the right corner of her mouth.
Can interact with IC characters, though aggressive actions will not be taken personally.
Sometimes have a slight feeling of responsibility for those around her, especially fawns.
Aggressive actions should be taken as play, would never behave aggressive towards anyone.
Illrose
Svanrand
Kaura
Averell
Nimh
Lifa
Skellr
Apocalypse
Lunar Eclipse
Maeve ✝
E-mail;
Discord; Valkyrie#7470
DeviantArt; snow-89
Instagram; valkyriexchristina
My characters is always IC. Their actions are theirs alone and does not reflect my opinions as a player. I do however take responsibility for their actions, so please contact me on e-mail or skype if the actions of my character somehow bothered or upset you. If there is something about my character's behavior you don't understand, reading their condition, thoughts, mood and recent happenings can give you a heads up about what's going on, or you could just ask me. n_n
Roleplays are highly welcomed either here on TEFc or on discord <3
Background image © Snow.
Silently, she observed the
"It doesn't matter anyway. I'm leaving this place, remember?" She could have left long time ago, perhaps it soon was time to actually do it.
( Sorry about that. xD )
This time he smirked, letting
"Yes... yes... you'll leave." his voice was calm now. "...like me.... like I will leave this place...yes..? He he..."
He snickered, the smirk widened into a grin.
"but other than... than for you... no one would care about that... or... would be happy about that, yes...?" he was still staring at her "Planning to change that, my lady yes...? Wanting to break a few... a few... f...f...friends of yours before leaving, yes...? He he is that your plan...? Heh..tricky you...."
Illrose nodded her head in
"What?" She hissed, with a growling undertone.
"Break my friends? I would never do that! She added, still growling.
"But I admit things are pretty messed up now." Now her tone was all empty. She knew she had to do something about the situation. She didn't want to loose Jack and Kheiron as friends because of Gustiro, but she also knew how it felt when the red stag was angry and wouldn't have anything to do with her. But then again, Gustiro had plenty of other does in his 'herd', he didn't really need her.
He let out a hysterical
"Oh.. oh of course never, never... he he he... you can't deny that, lady... " he licked his lips. Still his eyes where piercing through the shaded glasses.
"...oh.. yes.. yes... wonderfully messed up... he he... wonderfully messed up...yes? Did you know that... that this little... little carrot boy ... ah what was his name...? Kheiron...yes.. hehe... is that... hmm despaired that... that he asked me for help..?" he snickered again, even more hystrical than before.
"Me out... out of all people... me.... he he isn't... isn't that sweet...? Thank... thank you very much for this." his voice had a threatening sound now...
His laughter made her even
"It's true, I wouldn't! You should at least know that. Do you think I like this mess? That I like having to stand between him and you all the time?" Her voice got louder the more infuriated she became and in the end she almost screamed at him. But what he said next replaced her anger with confusion.
"Kheiron? What...what kind of help did he ask of you?" She knew Kheiron didn't like what was going on between her and Gustiro, but she had hoped the two of them would get along, eventually. But that didn't seem likely to happen anytime soon.
He snickered again. "Oh...
"Oh... can't guess that yourself...?"
His voice had some lurking sound again... and was dangerously calm.
"like I said... pretty desperate... the poor carrot-boy... he he... he risks pretty much for you, you know?" he smirked.
Now that he finally got into this situation... it was just too tempting...
... of course he had still Kheirons request in mind...
... but maybe he would manage to mess with all three of them now...
Let's see how far he could go.
"No, I actually can't!" She
"Risks much for me? If he need help he only have to come to me, instead of turning his back at me whenever I try to approach him." Illrose's voice had a slightly cold tone now. It was that Kheiron had done the last time they met; turned his back at her, pretending she wasn't there. And now he and Jack seemed to be talking behind her back? Illrose shook her head, furious and with a feeling of hopelessness considering the whole situation concerning her friends and Gustiro. A true mess, and she didn't know how to deal with this without making anyone really pissed off...it seemed to be to late for that anyways.
aww Illrose seemed like she
is she ok?
Adrenaline shot in his
... but still.. he watched his tongue...
"Yes.. yes YES that's the way he deals with it THAT'S it... stupid damn carrot boy..." he screamed and shook his head again, letting out a growling noise
He soaked in the air, forced himself to calm down again.
"He wanted me to get you away from that dullhead, damn carrot DARED to..." he stopped...
... remained silent.
Let's see if she would get courious now...
Janet; Pft, she is fine, just
Pft, she is fine, just sulking around again. Sorry she was rude to Xentrie. ♥
AliceV;
This wasn't really the reaction she had expected, and it made Illrose blink in surprise. She had somewhat got the impression that Jack and Kheiron stood together, that it had become her against them of some sorts. Illrose frowned.
"Get me away from Gustiro?" Illrose sighed. So it was that Jack had attempted to do when he was acting all weird, or..? She sighed again, stared down into the ground before she lifted her gaze and looked over at Jack again.
"How the hell did I manage to mess this up so badly?" She asked. This was hopeless, no matter how she tried to work things out, someone would get mad in the end.
He snorted. "Yes... get you
Jack shook his head once more....
He smirked in a strange way
"how...?" he seemed to be pretty amused now.
"Well... well you just fell for the wrong i guess." He bared his fangs in a wide grin.
nah its alright he
Tracking this, too. c:
AliceV; "I'm not going to
"I'm not going to blame anyone for this, it's just...so frustrating!" Why couldn't they all just get along? Why couldn't her friends accept Gustiro, and why couldn't Gustiro understand she wanted her friends around? Illrose suddenly felt tired. Not physically, but mentally. She walked over to the closest tree and sat down next to it, resting her back against it.
"Yeah, I guess I did. He were my goddamn enemy, how could I possibly believe it would work out?" That was a rhetorical question, and she didn't expect any answer. With a heavy sigh she rested her head on the ground.
Janet;
♥
ChildlessFather;
Thanks. :')
Nekumbra slowly tilts her
Illrose looked over at the
"Hm, it doesn't look too wise to get on your bad side either." She replied, curious about this strange doe. Her mood hadn't been too good today, but it seemed it was her closest relations that got to suffer. She didn't feel this same irritation toward strangers like this doe.
"And don't feel sorry for that deer. He knew it was coming. It's all a game to that jerk." She shook her large antlers, before she tilted her head.
"What is your name, if I may ask?" She questioned after a little while.
( Haha, I got really exited when I saw Nekumbra. :'D )
((She was pretty terrified
"Nekumbra, dear. But I've been called many other things such as 'monster' and 'fiend' too. It doesn't phase me anymore as it used to.", she took a step back instinctively when she watched Illrose shake her great antlers.
"Oh...oh I don't mean to be rude, I am sorry. I just have had very bad run-ins with antlers much like those. They really intimidate me, I will admit.", the spider-doe then said. She wanted to tell Illrose that there was no reason to be afraid of her, but she didn't want to give the much larger one any ill thoughts toward her. She was frightened enough as it is.
He stayed where he was. He
He didn't fell any pity for the doe...
... he had cared for her... a tiny bit. There had been a fragile connection... he actually respected her...
But this respect... faded away now.
Of course he didnt mention anything like this.
Instead he let out a snort.
Smirked...
... there shouldn't be any difference noticable for the doe. At least not yet.
"Enemy eh...? Teh... love... hate... actually the same feeling... passion." he mumbled.
"Anyways... its not only frustrating... its also dangerous...yes...? Carrot boy dared to fight... not only that dullhead, but also me... me... pah! Wanted to force.. to force me... to use me... use.... me... "
he shook his head again. This was not entirely the truth... though... but hey, who cares...?
"Reay... ready to throw his life away... just because of all this mess... yes...? He he, So many injured by now... how... how long ... would you think it will take until the first one you care will fall... eh...? How long...?" his eyes pierced through the shaded glasses again
Quad; ( Awh, poor girl. xD
( Awh, poor girl. xD I'm glad she didn't flee though. )
"Hm, Nekumbra. I am Illrose." She frowned slightly as she noticed how the other doe stepped back when she shook her antlers. She then gave a slight laugh.
"These are nothing to be afraid of, I have full control, believe it or not." She was used to the weight from the antlers, and she had learned how to use that weight to her own advantage. But it was a good thing her neck was as strong as it was, or else she probably wouldn't have handled them.
AliceV;
Illrose could almost feel how things had changed between them. She had always considered him a friend - one of the first deer she met in this forest - and she had always hoped he once would return that. And she felt she was so close, so close, and then everything got tossed overboard. It wouldn't be an easy task to gain his respect again - if she ever managed it before they both left the forest.
"You are right, it is dangerous." She had always been around to protect Kheiron before, and she deserved a kick for neglecting this task lately. Illrose slowly shook her head.
"No one is going to fall. I won't let it happen." She said in a determined tone.
He snorted again. "Teh
"Teh yes... yes... yo won't let it happen... yes? Like you prevented your enemy from crossing the borders yes?" his voice suddenly had a sharp tune as he said the last words.
"It's too late proud dragon. You got what you want... hehe you got yar dullhead back... yes... hehe for the price of those who.... who cared... yes...? Carrot boy... and... others..."
he shook his head... remained silent again...
.. he seemed thoughtfull.
... though... hidden behind the shaded glasses his eyes started to shine in a strange way.
"Maybe it is time for you to leave this shit behind." he stated. Now his voice was calm... lie it always was when he had one of his 'light moments'. Though.. this wasn't a true 'light moment'. If his eyes had been visible, one would be able to tell this.
"Alright, so I made a
"I really messed things up. I'm sorry." She wanted to ask if Jack saw himself as one of the 'others', but she felt that would have been to cross a line, so she should probably choose her words carefully.
"Leaving would probably be the wisest thing to do, but I can't just leave all this without doing anything." Not that Illrose had any idea what she could do, but she had to figure something out.
The white shook his head
"Whatever you do now... you will only make it worse..." he replied, still calm... and also in a strangely resigned way...
"Do... do you really want to put your f...f....friends through more of this mess...? "
Jack's eyes narrowed behind the shaded glasses....
What a delicious situation.
Kheiron was right... she had a lot of friends... and many who cared for her... really cared for her. If he would manage it that she would leave ... leave without any word to them...
Heh... this wouldn't only hurt her (if it would hurt...) but at least all those who cared for her...
Some kind of... sweet, sweet collateral damage?
On the other hand... if she would't leave... all this mess would go on and on and on... and he maybe would be able to cause .. even more mess... he he
Oh what a delicious situation...
He turned his gaze away, like he did some time before whenever he didn't want her to see his emotions... when... he told her some of his secrets...
damn how could you couldyoucouldyou! Idiot!
"But I have to do something."
"When do you plan to leave?" She therefore asked Jack, trying to sound as casual as possible, as if nothing had happened and this was just yet another day in each others company.
It seemed like his whole body
Again adrenaline shot into his veins, he immediately laid back his ears... lost controll...
Leaving... leaving... leaving the thought that hat haunted his mind the past days, took controll over his whole 'life' here in this damn prision...
He was so close so close...
All of the sudden this thought was there again, let him forget any other thought, let him even forget the chance for a new game.
A wild, insane grin distorted his features all of the sudden... "Leaving leaving, yes.. heheheh yes?" he snickered and giggles. "Oh would would... would leave immediately, now, without hesitation, just in this moment if i only could find THE RIGHT WAY OUT!" he screamaed and jumped towards her, his head down like he wanted to attack her.
Illrose didn't see what was
"It's not my goddamn fault you can't find your way? At least I showed you the portals, didn't I?" She snapped in return, stomping a hoof in the ground in a warning. But the angered expression behind her mask soon softened.
"I am sorry though. I know how much you want to get out."
He shook his head once
he.. he should... shoul just... ow how much he just wanted to let this rage...
No.
no...
He shook his head again...
... what was he here fore...anyways...?
He lifted his head again.
"Pah... pathetic live." he mumbled... then he glared over to the doe again. "...no need to feel sorry... fat lizard." he growled.... then he snickered again, started to grin.
(sorry, i was a bit distracted by the forest xD)
She watched him carefully as
"Don't call me that. I'm not fat!" She pushed her antler into his side in 'revenge' for being called such thing.
( Haha, I understand. xD )
The gentle touch let him
...nono soldier... don't lose it... not yet.
"Excuseme, m'am you are bigger than the house I grew up in... yes, lady... you are fat." he replied with a shaky voice...
... then he backed off a bit. Staring at her.
"Fat and obsequious... intersting combination." He replied in a sharp tune
Illrose knew she really
"I am not fat! And I am certainly NOT obsequious!" She roared, stamping her hooves in the ground as if to prevent herself for running at him again.
He wasn't quick enough... not
The impackt pressed the air out of his lungs... let him moan...
... it hurt wonderfully but it wasn't enough to break some bones...
He struggled a few steps, but managed to stay up on his hooves. He goughed...
That was it.
Something inside him snapped...
...he groaned as the antlers on his head started to grow....
"so so so?? hehehe! And why why why do you crawl back to that stupid stupid dullhead ,yes? Like a little filthy dog?!"
he panted before he jumped forward himself, stepping around her antlers to attack her site now with his full weight
Illrose lifted her gaze upon
"Because I care about him! Do you even know what that mean...to care about someone?" She growled, narrowing her eyes at him.
"But I was also stupid enough to believe it would work out. I won't make that mistake again." She then looked back at Jack, shaking her head.
"Please don't do this, Jack. I don't want to fight you." She took a few steps back, as if to emphasize her words. But the words were merely spoken before she got a glimpse of white in the corner of her eyes, and in the next second felt his weight slamming into her side. The impact made her clinch her teeth as she stepped aside to remain standing, before she swung her head around in Jack's direction with her antlers lowered.
This time he was fast enough
It wasn't complete success though... one of the lower tines scratched alonside his spine, leaving a deep red mark.
Burning pain flooded his mind, cleared it up a bit.
"Care, care, care...." he whispered, while crawling backwards to get out of her reach.
Picutres and memories flodded his mind.
Oh yes, he knew how that was.
He knew it much too well.
He shook his head and started to laugh again.
"How can you care for one that just destroys you, eh?" he screamed again between two giggles "...how can you he he he just care for one who just dumps you whenever he finds another amusement.... that comands you around like a little puppy eh!? How can you care for someone..."
Suddenly he froze in place.
... a thought just crossed his mind.
Finally he knew why this relationship bothered him that much, much more than it should.
It was not only that he hated the dullhead to the guts...
... this relationship showed also a lot of similarities... to the one he had with his 'sister'.
Sometimes it hurts to look into a mirror.
The black doe knew it had
"I believed that I could make that change, if I just cared enough for him." Her voice were calm now, as she was thinking about all the good times she and Gustiro had shared, both alone or with others around. It was the memory of those times that had made her always returning to him, no matter what had happened between them to make them fight or having an argue. But deep inside, she knew it really was beneath her to keep crawling back to the stag everytime something went wrong...and for what, wasn't she going to leave soon anyway? Illrose was too caught up in her own thoughts to even notice how Jack seemed to freeze into place in front of her, she hadn't even noticed how abruptly he had finished his sentence...or not finished it at all.
"No... no no matter how much
This time he wasn't really talking about Illrose and the dullhead anymore... he was merely talking about himself and Jane...
He snickered again.
"No matter how much you care you won't change." he repeated a little faster, still half sitting, half laying on the ground. "you can't change, no matter how much you care..." he looked up to the doe again, a strange grin in his face.
"He is what he is and he will ever stay what he is... he he... the only one who will change... who already changed... is you.. you ... you fat lizard. he he..."
Silently she listened as Jack
"You seem to be talking from experience." She remarked, her voice as cold as her eyes right now. The corners of her lips twitched for a moment.
"Do you think I wanted to change? I didn't want anything of this! If it had been up to me I wouldn't have been here at all!" She wanted to change back, so badly! She wanted to be all heartless and destructive, without a second thought about anyone else than herself. Jack had no idea how much she wanted that, now more than ever.
He just laughed as an answer
The musckles in his hint legs tensed... ready to jump...
"Well... he he... too bad hm..? sometimes life is a bitch...yes...yes.." he snickered again... "but you know what...? you can change this... you can change back, fat lizard... you know the way."
Suddenly he jumped forward, charged at her again. "YOU KNOW THE WAY! come on come on you just need one step to change back evil dragon!"
Illrose had lowered her own
"Know the way... You mean leaving?" Yeah, leaving would made her appearance change back to what it was supposed to be, but that didn't necessary mean the personality she had gotten while in the forest would change as well. Her head snapped up as Jack suddenly took a jump and charged toward her, and she quickly lowered her antlers to meet him while his loud words chimed in her ears. One step to change back. It sure sounded easy, but it couldn't really be so simple, could it?
as their antlers met the
he quickly drew back, didn't want to give her time to lock...
He backed off a few steps, shaking his head again. The cut on his back sent calming waves of pain through his body... sweet burning waves... he could feel something warm running down his site.
He stared at the doe, his rage calmed down again...
"I never wanted to be a knight." he suddenly stated. "I always wanted to be a pilot."
He shook his head again... ah.. still not enough to let the weight on his head vanish again.
"Yes... yes... ment leaving... he he... beter run a way, lady... better run away..."
Their antlers clashed
"A pilot?" Illrose may have heard the term before, but she wasn't sure. As a being from a medieval world, she didn't know too much about modern technology, but she had learned something now and then. She then tilted her head, and a flash of cold returned to her eyes.
"Is that a 'friendly' advice, or a threat?"
"Don't know... don't know
.... he wnated to get rid of this damn weight on his head... he didn't like it... didn't...
... slowly the antlers shrinked back.... vanished from his head again...
He sighed and stopped his strange moevement all of the sudden.
"I... don't... know, yes... he he... maybe both...?" he lifted his gaze again, smiled at her. "... what else will you do, if not running away yes...?" he smirked.
This time Illrose barely
"I will leave, eventually. But I'm not going to 'run away.' " She answered in a short tone.
The white snorted as
"Heh... whatever... I'll look forward to see what you will do about all this mess now... he he... I'll enjoy the show, oh yes.. yes..."
He snickered, turned around and slowly walked away. All of the sudden he didn't feel like going on here...
.... kheiron had to wait for his favour.
...if he would ever really get it. Heh... maybe he was lucky and everything would figure out without his doing... then he had little effort... and still payment... he snickered.
"See ya later fat lizard... I need a drink now ... yes..." he snickered without turning back and slowly headed off to the pond.
(hope you don't mind this lame end... but...ya... like i said on msn... we are cought in the paaaaast xDD)
"Yeah, I bet you will." She
"See you." She answered, not even bothering to get angry at his usage of her new nickname. She had to admit she much more preferred the old one. Illrose waited till Jack was pretty far away, before she finally sank down into the grass again and closed her eyes. It probably wouldn't take long before she was sleeping.
( Yes, we are. xD And I was starting to loose my muse, so I think it was a good idea to stop here. ^^' )
Holy crap. xD Um. Since
Um. Since Lucifer is away, Im making Dinamo temporarily inactive, just until Lucy returns. Maybe, to make up for their rp, should we start a new one with my new character, Thriae, and Illy? Its up to you. <3
Sure, we can do that. n__n
Im sorry. ;~; Um. So, I type
Um. So, I type away~
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Large. Large is she. Hairy, also. Very hairy. Its a soft hair, though. Her name is Thriae, and she is quite new. Only here about a month, she is always scouting for new friends. So, this is how she happens on a-never-actually-met-but-heard-of-many-times Illrose.
Despite her being so large and thick skinned, she is quite wary at the sight of new friends. Then she opens up to quite alot more. Very dependable, loving, and firey. She looked over to Illrose with her immistakeable liquidy green eyes, not really knowing how to approach Illrose.
She wanted to make an impression, so she decided to easily amble up to Illrose and say hello, rather then cowering away helplessly. She walked her wide strided walk - that if she tired, she could outwalk any smaller deer with taking less steps - over to Illrose, smiling friendily down at the doe. "Hello..", her voice rolling out of her mouth, as soothing as a river's flow.
Illrose was already keeping
"Hi." She answered, with a slight bow with her head, her normal way to greet a stranger.
Akjgfdjfg. Im totally
Um, the deer that was near Illrose is Vovomir(Fan antlers, DOTD mask, Beluga pelt). Hes mostly OOC right now, until I get his bio completely set up and decided. c:
Just thought Id let you know. Im using Dinamo's old picto until his grows up. <333
{e} Sorry about when he left. He tried to nuzzle Mr. Mousey, but it failed and I had short time. xD
That is alright, just take
And I was thinking it perhaps was him, since he had Dinamo's picto. :') Will be interesting to interact with him properly when he becomes more IC. Also, sorry Illrose didn't really greet him, she was rather taken aback when she suddenly was surrounded by Wonderland- deer. xD
Thank you, but I will
Oh definitly. I can see them having some deep conversations, talking about dragon stuff. x3
And, its fine. I knew it was a little spazzy there. I didnt have alot of time anyways, so I really didnt try to. And, I know Illis loves her Mousey. <33