My heart leaps... But am I wrong?

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Yes, it is me again. And today, I feel as if I have done something terrible, but I'm not so sure about it...

I awoke in my favorite spot in the Pond, and searched for a friend. I did happen to see someone. Ahh, yes, my friend Darcy! I ran to where he was, to find him sitting with others. I didn't think much of it, and decided to join them. Soon enough, he stood and greeted me, and I him.

All of us played for a little while, but for some reason, the fawns were starting to pester Darcy. So he hid, and I tried to fend them off. Pretty soon we were both running away from where we were. After moving a little ways, he asked me what I wanted to do. Well, I wanted to dance on the bridge, so I told him to follow me, and went for the Pond again.

And what happened on that bridge...

We stood, and stared. I couldn't read what was going through his mind, but my heart beat harder than it ever had before. And he came up to me, and nuzzled me. My heart skipped a beat! He lowered his head and scratched the ground. We both seemed to be nervous, but I overcame it and nuzzled back.

I can't believe what happened today! I feel so joyous! Have I found love at last?... Or am I taking this the wrong way?... Because, something else happened today...

What a clumsy little thing I was, I managed to fall into the water. I came out naked, and Darcy promtply helped me get my set back. Soon enough, Reetno came around. Ah, Reetno! I thought, I'm sure to have more fun with him around! And so he helped me as well, giving me my antlers and mask. I thanked both of them, and we soon began to play.

Everything seemed to go well... But soon, Reetno became sad. And neither me nor Darcy knew why. But after a while, Darcy knew what was happening, and I had an idea... I ran, as fast as I could, all the way to the Old Oak...

Reetno... Was it me you liked? I can't stand this silence! Tell me what went wrong! Please, just tell me... I don't want anyone to be in pain because of me... Tell me, or I'll never forgive myself!

My guilt weighs me down... Am I right, or am I just being vain? I had no idea this would happen...

Do forgive me if I'm wrong...

*EDIT* well ive got more to say XD

Ahh, well, it seems I might have been a little hasty with my words... Reetno, I want you to know I'll be there whenever you feel so lost. So many think you are ugly, but I see beauty. Heh, do forgive my silliness. I'm just a bird, a silly silly bird.

Darcy, I hope to see you again soon. *giggleblush* I'm sorry all of this happened, and I hope we can all figure something out. I really want to spend some more time... you know, with you...

I apologize for my drama. But I suppose it runs in the family (Skokey gets quite worked up himself Sticking out tongue) Maybe I'm a little too sensative... But anyway, again, I apologize. My words were a tad hasty ^^;;;;
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*AlsoGlompTacklesSkokey* Ever

*AlsoGlompTacklesSkokey*

Everything's gonna be all right. Truely.
Find your footing, and take flight.
That may not make any sense, but think about it.
It helps me, so it could help you.

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Not too worry Fulu... Reetno

Not too worry Fulu... Reetno is just being very mopy and insecure. Watching you and Darcy interact like you were made him feel sad.
Reetno went off to the place where the one he has felt that he had liked tended to be, but she wasn't there.

(off topic here)
I had this funny scene in my head after reading her bio. Since she likes birds and Reetno has a bird face, I always thought of her following him with curious eyes filled with wonder because of his bird face, lol...

Fulu: *stares at Reetno intently*
Reetno: (>>; ) What are you looking at?
Fulu: You are part bird. Can you make bird sounds? *wags tail*
Reetno: Y... Yes... *backs away abit*
Fulu: Can you do that now?! Can you, can you, can you?!
Reetno: Y-you're starting to freak me out now...
Fulu: Will make bird sounds if I keep doing that?
Reetno: N-no! *backs off more*
Fulu: Aww... come on, please!

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i know Fulu can be a bit of

i know Fulu can be a bit of a drama queen. its pretty natural for her to be overlyguilty. kinda runs in the family i guess...

anyway... was i right after all? im not quite sure, because im REALLY slow when it comes to things like that XD if thats the case, i can see why Reetno would be so upset.

omylol thats hilarious XD hyperlittlefulufawn <3
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Aww.

Aww. -hugs-
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Ah. So you think you have

Ah. So you think you have found love.

Haha, Xylia again, lest you could not tell. Your diary entries... Hmm, the word... Interest me to no extent. I find you an easily likable doe, no wonder the males think the same. The butterfly, his name... Darcy? Ahh, him... Like I said fore, I sense a gentle understanding, but something else I cannot put my hoof on also radiates from his soul. His eyes... They are orange, yes? A bright, cheerful color... I tend to think eyes can mean the complete opposite of a deer.

For example, your eyes are black, representing dark night; unforgiving and cold. But yet your spirit defies that, as does your looks. Forgive my odd tongue; you must have trouble understanding.

An opinion from the Immortal... Treat both equally until you know your true feelings.
I hope that may be soon, or the friendship lest be broken.


lolXy. My little odd ranter. 8D -proud-

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Ahh, Xylia! Nice to once

Ahh, Xylia! Nice to once again hear from you.

Yes, Darcy is quite the gentleman... But as you said, I could also feel something else... I wish I knew what it was. Hmm, I don't think I agree with your logic. My eyes may be contradicting, but... well, take your eyes for example. You are shy, gentle, understanding... The very color that comes to mind is purple just from your personality. Another example would be Vessel. Well, technically he has no color, but that's just it. He's dull, antisocial, and deep thinking. I can't think of a color when it comes to him. So, I don't think all eyes agree with your statement.

It's hard to treat both equally after obviously showing affection to one. Though, I did try to cheer the other up. But I can see why one is so upset. I do hope nothing comes between them... Just because of me...

Xy's adorable <333
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=O Does this mean Darcy and

=O Does this mean Darcy and Skokey are..

WEEEEEE. CONGRADULASHUNS.

Walter tells me that he hopes you find some nice loving and if anyone discriminates he'll open a can of elderly whoop ass on them.
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he heh <33 Walter's sweet

he heh <33 Walter's sweet Laughing out loud
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Hmm, yes. Ha, you have a

Hmm, yes.

Ha, you have a point there, but I'm also antisocial, clumsy, and awkard. Vipin and Aspen... Their eyes are blue, yes... Calm and understanding in nature. But they are also grey, meaning both are tainted with sins, Aspen more or less than the Gentleman. Maybe eyes mean nothing... Maybe I am a crazy immortal doe with a confused mind. Actions speak louder than words, and butterfly has very loud actions.

I find the black one very interesting... Reetno, his calling? He has had a hard life, and his past clouds his mind with black. He is a hard one to read, yes... An expressionless pain he has. He feels pain when the butterfly approaches you, and he cannot control the pain he feels...


Ha, thanks. 8D <33
GROWUPALREADY GRRRR -hit fawnXy-

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