06/03/2019

Spending more time with Millie and their Kid after getting to know her after a bab play session. Began to dislike the Rain even more so since it returns again and again. Trys to shelter her Kids as well as Millie and their kid the best she can. Growing protective over a recently met kid aswell, blind, never had seen a parent around it and grew sad about this fact. Being a mother Hen for everyone.

Was greeted with Confetti Rain today, remembered it from way back as she was still a kid. Grew nostalgic about it and does miss her family even more now. Glad however she has found her own now.

19/02/2019

Had spent the last months safe and sound in the other Realm Forest, deeming it saver then the Forest, fearful of the predators around. Woke in the morning with a bad feeling and an ache. Terrible Afraid of it as it didnt stopped. Thus as it got worser and worser with each passing hour decided to jump back into the Forest. Seeking help from the only Being she trusts fully with her whole Heart, Kajetan. Found him not long after and was told what that was about. Trusting his Knowledge, she did what he told her.

Not long after gave birth to two beautiful Daughters, Named them togheter with Kajetan, Abilene and Zalyn. Cleaned and groomed the Bab's trought Kajetans lessons. More then Happy to have him by her side, over joyed but terrible exhausted. Let the Sleep take over, knowing Kajetan looks over the Babs. Taking rest.

08/11/2018

Had the last day a interesting meeting with a Stranger, later introduced as Noelle. Talked shortly with her and exchanged names just to nap more with the other Female. Felt for once at peace with her Thoughts for this short Period of time.

Wandered not much later to the Pond as Noelle left already. Sought in the Peaceful- and quietness of the Pond. Not to mention to eat the fresh green Pondgrass, didnt like this grass at first but now came to really kind of crave it. Noticed later a blue Stranger (Z'ress), seemingly hurt and in Pain? Decided to shuffle over and keep a closer look until a second Stranger came by (vladik?). Moved a bit closer and dozed off not long after.

01/11/2018

Feeling kinda odd lately and out of panik sought help from Raizel. Spoke with the other female about her symptoms afraid that she could be sick and dying (over dramatic bean). Got reassured she isnt dying, just prolly pregnant (add here an internal screaming from lima), never had "The Talk" and thus falling out of all clouds and started crying. Got told to wait more to be 100% sure but has started to hide her belly with her wings, even tho there is absolutly nothing to see yet, out of fear of really everything. Knows that she must speak with him about it but pushes that thought away everytime it comes to her mind. PANIK MODE.

18/10/2018

After the Happenings During the Rut enjoyed now the Calmer Forest. Visited often her HomeTree and couldnt hide the longing to see the one who stole her Heart. Found peace in Solitude, after the eventful period of the Forest couldnt wish for more. Began to decorate the Tree and the near surroundings and feel the change of the seasons approaching fast, always loved when Snow falls. Secretly crafting Gifts for loved ones when she knows shes truly Alone, wishes to thank them in her own way.