January 24th
So uhh I almost died last Saturday. Couldn't breathe, flatlined and everything I think. I think I literally came back frim the dead. The cancer got into my brain ventricles and wouldn't let any of the fluid drain so the pressure p much ballooned. Had to get a shunt put in, still recovering from that surgery. Needless to say I am no longer in school and I guess the fight's still on, I'm just on borrowed time rn
We'll see what happens now. This cancer really wants me dead, but I really don't want to let it take me yet. Don't wanna be morbid, but I just want to say that in case anything still happens, you guys are amazing and supportive and I love you all. I'm sure you'll hear from Tuo or my sister if anything were to happen at this point ♥
We dont choose to be born.
Its your life and you can live it any way you want, with or without her support or approval.
My mom is also an awful person. I milked her and her house for as long as I could before I saved enough money to barely make it in NY, despite how abusive she was to me. I never went back.
Just consider this please: Dont jump from one toxic situation to the next out of desperation to get out (Ive made this mistake). Think about the long-term, even if it means sticking around a little longer while you save money. Make sure that move you make is the last, so you never have to deal with this again, and your move will be secured. Also, dont confide in her anymore. Dont give her any reason to make you feel bad or humiliate you anymore.
Im seriously so happy and excited for this new chapter in your life. Itll be tough getting there, but itll be worth it. Power through it like youve done with everything else so far. You got this. <3
Speaking of new chapter, hello page 4!
Thinking of you always, Jay.
♥ Wishing you well
Wishing you well
♥
You got this.
I wish life was being fair to
Is there anything we can do for you?
Sending positive vibes your
tysm guys ♥ could get
could get me butter pecan ice cream and a paper bag to wear for when the rash hits
no ilu and i don't need anything but all your good vibes, hnn
it's good to hear from you.
Really good to hear an update
hey, I'm a silent lurker in
You are unfathomably strong.
♥
♥
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Hang in there. You're in my
You're the strongest person I
love you sm and we're all so
thinking of you ♥
you're in my thoughts, hoping
Keeping my thumbs up for you
Love you dude, hang in there
Wish I were better at words.
Best wishes your way.
Here to send my love and
You've been in my thoughts,
What everyone else has said.
Sending strength and love to
Even badasses like you feel
thinking of you... keep
Wishing you only the best
Thinking of you. ♥
You're in our hearts and
thank you all ♥
2/8/20 I'm back in the
I'm back in the hospital, guys, and it doesn't look promising.
I hate to be the second one to do this around here, but in case I only have a few days or a week left, I'm glad my characters and I got to know some of you and yours so well. Thank you for a fantastic childhood and a more creative and fun-filled adulthood, haha.
And thank you, some of you, for giving me second chances.
My thoughts and prayers are
My heart is with you.
I just wanna let you know
I don't know you that much or we haven't played together, but I still will send you strength and love to your way ♥ You will stay in my thoughts.
Fin... We are honored to have
Please give it all you've got.
Keeping you in my thoughts.
adorable art by Tuoho! ♥
Keeping you in my thoughts,
I don’t think we’ve ever
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Thinking of you ♥
You are such a strong soul.
We love you and we're all
Thank you for sharing your heart, your stories, your brain-babies. I know we don't interact much anymore but some of my fondest memories come from you and yours. Kick ass and take names. We'll be here, thinking of you. No matter what.
(I wish I were better with words)
I'm right here in CO with Fin
Fin, you're so brave and
No matter what happens I want to take the opportunity to say how great you are, it's been a privilege to see you live your authentic self in spite of everything you've had to be put through.
Give it hell. We love you.
Aw, man, Fin. Makes my
Makes my stomach knot.
Sending good vibes your way. Wish I could do more than that.
Tell your sister hi for me.
Hoping for the best for you.
Whatever happens, it's always been a privilege to interact with you and your characters. Let's keep up the trend.
Formerly ocean.