[center]Right then, I've been debating this for quite some time. Anyone who has read Khalid's Bio would know that Khalid had a son before he came to the forest. He was actually separated from his son during the run from the creatures that attacked him and his heard and has since thought his son to be dead. Of course, this isn't 100% the case. In actuality his son was separated and is desperately trying to find his father.

Khalid's Bio

I don't truly have a set 'look' for his son, much less a name in thought. The general basics are, he is like his father. A sort of Hippogryph type creature with deer instead of horse, whether he has the wings, etc. or not is completely up to who wishes to play him. I'm really out to let the person who volunteers to go with how they wish for him to look so long as he follows the basics of a Bird Like Deer/Creature like his father.

Of course, with this he will have an adopted Sister :3 (IE: Blue) And there won't be a Motherly figure unless a doe wishes to adopt him in as her own (Though I could see Gwen as being a semi-motherly figure due to being Blue's adopted mother)

Mostly this is for a little extra boost to things, since Khalid is a strong character that I feel for I'd more so enjoy someone else playing his son. And the way I see it, he can be named, customized, etc. to play to your style and the only thing I ask for is what I said above. Now to see if there are any takers >_>

Hopefully others will show some interest in this ._.;;;;;;; don't be afraid or shy guys, I don't bite XD But if no one else comes in then this might just turn into an easy "You two are it!" sorta thing.

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Notice: I've decided I will take TWO sons for Khalid, it seems the best choice for me seeing as it would be SO hard for me to choose just one.

Really, it's 3:40am and I just cried for about 20-30 minutes. Honestly... my life isn't peaches and cream or anything like that. I don't live a healthy, normal life like so many others who have a well paying job or anything like that.

In all honestly, I've been dealing with my mother putting me down for years and I guess it's finally getting to the point where it's taking it's toll on me and making me think "Well maybe I just AM what she says."

To put it simple, and in the best of words. I deal with my mother calling me a lazy excuse for a child almost... well really every god damn day of the week. When I 'over sleep' on my days off I am constantly called a 'lazy bum' or something else in that regard and it really hurts. I get told I do nothing for the household and that I do nothing period when I do but it's never acknowledged.

And I really hate crying... I honestly do. It tears me up because I'm 22 years old and I still cry. Then again, everyone has to cry at some point in life right? If not early on but throughout their lives. I'm just hating what my mother says about me, and when I tell her to "Shut Up." (Yes I have broken down to the point where I have people) I get greeted with more bitching or hits (HARD hits at that) to the shoulder.

I love my mother, I honestly do. And I still live with her. I can't leave, I make... 800-900$ a month at my job 1000-1200$ IF I'm lucky and get a 3 check pay period, and if I were to 'rent' my own place... 500$ of that would go to that. That's not including Bills, Food and other important things. I'd be scrounging more in Debt than anything else (And well right now I'm so back logged on a Credit Card I wouldn't be ABLE to live on my own anyway) and so living with my mom helps in the part of it.

Take note, Nightmare is a very violent creature at times. Depending on who you RP him with depends on the way he will react towards your deer. This could turn into a rage from him or a placid state depending on who all gathers around him. Don't be afraid of him attacking, he never attacks in game or in RP style. At least, not in a normal manner as shown on Nightmare's Bio his 'attack' is to sniff and then he scratches at the ground. Sniffing allows the smoke that flows from his nose to cause minor hallucinations in those he seeks.

Nightmare was created from Toxic when he was ill and near death with his infection. And thus, Nightmare sees everyone that has claimed to be Toxic's friend save for a select few (Leea and Leeon mainly) as Toxic's downfall. Thus he openly seeks those around that are like those of Toxic's friends to give them a hallucination which could be a number of things, from them being sick like Toxic or them going through with the thoughts of an injured leg.

With that said, anyone who wishes to RP with him is openly welcome to. New or old it doesn't matter to me. Though let's try to keep a semi-orderly fashion if you want to interact with more than one player.

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All righty then I thought I'd post my most common In-Game online times for my characters depending on my mood.

I live in Kansas so this is CENTRAL time so that you may all know. Anyway, since I have to share a game computer with my Mom this is why I am not seen online as common as most others.

My common times online are 10pm Central time, after my mom goes to bed. How long I stay online and up depends on if I have an early work shift tomorrow or not. For the most part I stay on for maybe 2-3 hours on an early work day, 4-5 hours on a later work day and longer when I'm off the next day.

Right now my common character being played is Nightmare, whom... I think it amusing enough. But I can switch around my Online deer depending on my mood. Lately I haven't felt much of a draw towards Claudia or Iviran. Mostly I've been playing Toxic or his Nightmare. Either way, that will be my most common time online IN game.

Well, after coming down with something very suddenly Monday I had to call into work today and I'll likely have to call into work on Wednesday as well. Mostly because I might not have just a common cold, it could possibly be Pneumonia. So if I suddenly go offline or just stop acting on my deer (Since I'm online currently) I might be having a very bad coughing spasm.

I'm going to try to get to the hospital in the next couple of days. Since the medicine I'm currently taking can only do so much and my coughing is really starting to hurt my chest and sides. But yeah that's how it is right now, I'm probably going to go offline soon enough after my meds kick in so @@

Well, it's been asked several times... who Toxic's secret love it. It's not the best of stories, and it's something that I was trying to figure out how to work with for a bit and then things seemed to flow. Toxic's guilt has gotten to him, he's drifting down the Mental Drain fast because of things that he knows he's done (From hurting Nathan to hurting Ceyln) he's been feeling so down that nothings been fully capable of cheering him up. Except for one thing...

This is for Arri, I'm sorry it's not the best @.@ I'll try and do better later sweetie <3 *much love*

For those curious, Estellan is my Birthday Gift (As well as Toxic's) From the wonderfully Talented Arri, and thus... in the end, ultimately, Estellan became more than enough to heal Toxic's broken heart and give him the push he needed to fight his illness and infection.

I would like to take this time to personally thank every single person on this community that has done Fanart of any of my deer in the past... and in the future. Really, it means a lot to me to see others actually taking the time out of their day to just sit down and draw something of my characters. No matter the skill or talent behind it, you are all special and it means more than anything to me.

I am THANKFUL and HONORED that anyone would do any sort of Fanart for my characters. And really, I'm more surprised than anything. Really, to see someone drawing my character it really takes my breath away because for me, it means I'm doing something right and that YOU enjoy the character for who and what they are. Thank you, every single one of you.

With that said, this blog is going to be a Link section for those pictures that have been done for my characters. Meaning, no one is going to hide if I have gotten fanart So, if you have ever drawn something for me please, post a comment here and link me to it. I want to get a collection here, so that I may (When I update my deers bios) post them onto the bios when they are updated. I THINK I've gotten everyone around here... I don't know though <_<

Seriously, when I want to get online to play the game does the same bullcrap that it's doing to others. Picto's gathered in one spot and not spacing out, no deer, etc. etc. I'm really starting to get sick of it! I swear, I want to participate in the rut but I won't be able to fully ENJOY it because of this...

Is it because I'm running on version 3.13 or something? Because I downgraded so I could be able to cast DoTD Pelt on others... if it's going to be doing this maybe I'll just go BACK to the newest version... I'm trying to get on Toxic right now... but I'm having NO LUCK on the freaking Pictos spacing -.-

Damn connection... I know it's not me or my internet... because my internets running JUST FINE! Maybe if I disconnect like 50 times it'll load like it did last time -.-

Don't kill me Maji *hides under a rock as a squirrel* I dun mean to be mean or write angsty things D=

Theres a meaning behind this. Toxic, within the last few weeks of his illness has gone off the deep end. His feelings are so rattled that he doesn't see anyone as his friends besides a select few... and in his mind... Nathan abandoned him completely. He feels betrayed slightly, but it hurts him big time to just brush Nathan off like this. He really does care for Nathan greatly.

But, a hardened heart has made him colder and more prone to shove those who really care for him away. For those who don't get the Reference at the end of this... it's a quote from LOVELESS in FF7:CC XD Maybe Toxic could be saying that as he's walking off? I'm not sure... I will say... this was quite fun to type despite the fact that I was almost in tears typing it... it hurt me to type it actually.

Nathan can mend things with Toxic... yes, he can... but it's likely going to take some time. Rather, a really long time. There's a few things that mean a lot in here.

Why was Toxic tearing up the flowers? Nathan has the purple flowers wrapped in his antlers... Toxic, was taking his anger and pain out on the flower bed. So if he's randomly doing this in game you know why 8D I shouldn't be allowed to type stories at 3am ^^;;;;;;;;;;

Man I always find little things that urk me... sorry for editing this so many times @@ And if anyone reads it feel free to leave feedback. Just don't get all D< RAWR at me >_>;;;;; I type what I feel at times. And I type stories out of random... XD

Who is and who isn't taking place in the rut. If you have special requests for who you wish to have online then post here. I'm almost afraid of Iviran xD I'm afraid of a doe actually picking him LMAO! I'll update this once a day for the most part, depending who I'm on at the time though I'm probably going to alternate between Iviran and Claudia. Maybe an every other day thing, or I'll go between the two every hour. NOTE: They will share a picto with Toxic until they are full grown where they will gain their own pictos.

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Ghost Mikaila
Mikaila will likely not be tending the rut, seeing as she is a Ghost/Spirit she wouldn't be able to give any stag the right of an Heir or any fawns. If she is online at the time, she will more than likely stay off to the sidelines and ignore advances towards her from stags. She doesn't see anything to gain from the Rut. Of course, she might do some playful flirting. She will not pick any stags. If she nuzzles you a lot it means she enjoys your company and likes you.

Note: Stags that wear the Kirin Pelt will NOT be able to approach her as she will run away out of fear.

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[=#FFFFFF]Maliran
Much like his sister Maliran will likely not be taking part in the Rut seeing as he is a spirit of a fallen Fawn. He will, watch those that come around and will be protective of does who do not show interest in any of the stags (Or those stags that cannot take a hint) but he will not show any want to fight or get near those that are being taken. Since Maliran himself doesn't lean towards Does, they are welcome to approach. He'll enjoy the company but he won't be selected as a mate. Seeing as I don't think he'd be capable of producing.