May 17, 2012 - 8:21pm — Rutilus
It's been a long time since he's been to this place. Every time he comes back, he's reminded of why he left in the first place all those years ago. It wasn't running away - not so cliché as that - but rather, leaving unexpectedly. His mother and stepfather were furious at the time, but they never understood why he left. They didn't understand that it was their fault, that they'd driven him out. He was eighteen at the time, just out of school, going into university to study English, become a teacher. He could have done it, too, if he'd only stayed at home. But he didn't. And that only made him more bitter as the weeks went by without the comfort of home.
May 17, 2012 - 4:54pm — Rutilus
I've been feeling nostalgic for the past few days and looking through old posts on TEFc, and after a conversation with AA, we started to wonder if people would still remember aspects of the 'old' TEF, the way it was before roughly halfway through 2009, before things started to change. So we pretty much decided to make a blog with 'An old TEFer would remember these...' and then a list. It'd be awesome if people could help out with that, maybe share some of your old times.
May 16, 2012 - 1:28am — Rutilus
more writing, rated m as usual. I'm on some kind of late-night roll here, man, can't help it. I feel like I'm spamming, but...oh well.
m, guys. there's some weird implied shit here.
...yup, this is a weird one. seriously. you probably shouldn't read this.
you've been warned.
...really. if you're on 'BUT THINK OF THE CHILDREN!' island, stay out.
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hey! kid! you wanna earn a dime?
stroll up to that chick an' put her face outta line
she won't bite nor bark, she's thin as a bird
an' her voice is too weak to be heard
you like games, boy? I'll show you
the games I played when I was young
it's a little bit gritty, and painful, too
shut your eyes and bite down on your tongue
three weeks since I last saw your face
did she say she'd go far this time?
a wild night out can twist your mind outta place
you'd be better off with me inside
hey, boy, you're getting older
and the nights are growing colder
promise you won't tell them what I did?
I'd hate to have to hurt you, kid
May 16, 2012 - 1:02am — Rutilus
vent? not sure. m for implied language/themes
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goddamn demons in the street
take their time, it's time of mine
knife in throat's always a treat
twists my neck; it's fine, it's fine
air too thick with purple haze
can't percieve a thing infront
swallow drops of acid glaze
such a pretty little
spinning spiders through the air
you never stop lying
dirty fingers through your hair
admit it, babe; you're crying
I'll leave you in the street
you're out of luck this time
I hope you feel the heat
inhaling white lines
May 13, 2012 - 1:11pm — Rutilus
too late to beg you or cancel it
though I know it must be the killing time
May 12, 2012 - 9:21pm — Rutilus
you might as well not show up on the street
unless you wanna draw the heat
May 10, 2012 - 3:05pm — Rutilus
rated m for eh...I dunno, I just thought it was necessary.
May 10, 2012 - 1:19am — Rutilus
vent writing. mature language, whatever.
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you're a twisted piece of dirt
and it hurts, well, it hurts
you don't know what you're doing
you don't know?
what did you expect to get?
you've got no right to be upset
you caused this, you fucking caused this
and don't you dare forget
heartbreak hotel's all filled up
no spare rooms for shit like you
why don't you do something useful?
like stab yourself in the gut
screwed up, stop crying
your own fault, you know
no way of denying
you've got nowhere to go
May 7, 2012 - 10:27pm — Rutilus
I can't offer anything in return, really, but just...if anyone feels like drawing something dark, something fucking terrifying, that would be fantastic. I'm asking for something that doesn't have to take ages - seriously, a sketch/doodle would be fine.
They're like demons. Titanic in size and strength, one male and one female. The male's target is Seth, while the female has no target They're not all that humanised, although they both have human faces. I'm considering making them agents of Velocity, or something like that.
There are a few details that are set in stone, but otherwise everything is left open to interpretation. I know I'm asking for a lot with nothing in return but I can't draw and...well, it'd be nice to have some community interaction and stuff. I know it's hard to work with almost nothing, too, but yeah :c
'THE SHE' :
- Two hindlegs; whether they end in hooves, feet, paws, claws, etc is up to you
- Four forelegs, all ending in either claws or hands
- Distinctly wide grin; lips pull farther back than 'normal'
- Colour scheme should be primarily dark shades; perhaps with bright, neon 'makeup' on her face?
MALE;
- Unlike the female. Very different in appearance.
- Bright green irises
- Colour scheme should probably be opposite to the She's.
- Bulky; perhaps buffalo-like in body shape?
- Thick coat of fur, shaggy
that's like
crap but
sdfksdjfh
May 3, 2012 - 10:43pm — Rutilus
what a monster, what a devil
these are the things that mother told you to avoid
and yet you can't stay away
you were born to rebel
