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Pictures featuring Q <3

just a few pics i took the other day. didnt really think about them until now XD





this is THE best sitting spot ever. i dont go up there too often though, its almost impossible to pull it off :< but once you do, you feel proud XD



best picture frame of the whole game. i think ill use this somewhere...





and of course, the fawn party. sorry i left so soon, something was getting buggy with my buttons. i couldnt listen and i couldnt dance, so i had to get away to make sure everything was working properly. oh well, Q had tons of fun XD
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lol false alarm...

i know its just a day, but incase you start wondering why im not in the Forest, its because ill be busy.

my exboyfriend is coming to my house to hang out in person for the first time ever. so i gotta pull it off, otherwise it could spell disaster >_< so i dont think ill have time to get on the Forest until later tonight when he leaves.

wish me luck peoples! and see ya tomorrow <3

*EDIT* apparently i misjudged how long it would take for him to get here. so i guess i might be gone tomorrow XD
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Let's all join the Emo Parade...

so yeah, this is the Emo Parade! a hopeful bandwagon maybe D:.

the rules are, draw your deer (however many you want) in their emo set, for when they're feeling down Sad.

if your deer dont have an emo set, but you still want to do this, go ahead and make one up! you can ask me or someone else for help (i love designing sets) or come up with one on your own. you arent required to wear the sets at all (they are your deer after all). so have fun with it!

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My deer:



Skokey's set, comprised of the Long mask, Deer of the Dead pelt, and Candle antlers. A set made up of intricate designs and dark motives. The mask represents Skokey's devotion to the Twin Gods, but he still doesn't completely trust them. The candles represents the one who guides souls into the afterlife, using dim candles to light their path. And the pelt reminds him of his past, of how sickly and thin he used to be. The bones reminding him of his illness, the black reminding him of how far he was from the light...

Fulu's set, comprised of many things you would never find dark, but full of symbolism. Her antlers represent a bird who's been shot through the wings, leaving blood stains and crippled flight. Her mask represents what she is feeling, and the blood of unhealed wounds replacing normal tears. Her pelt represents the scars of past wounds, scars that will never fade away. These streak down her back as if she had been scourged several times.

their sets are very symbolic, which is why they only resort to them when they are depressed.

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Sariebearie's deer:

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okay okay okay... Darcy, Scythe, i have an idea...

DRAMAPHOBES. GO AWAY. THANK YOU.

why dont we... i dunno, explain what psychological things were going on when this happened. what happened to make Fulu leave Darcy and go to Zilant, and what made Zilant come up to Fulu, and what Darcy thought about all of it...

i hate being left in the dark as far as psychology goes. i want to know what was going through their heads, and ill explain what Fulu was thinking in comparison 8>

its kinda dumb, but i would like to know. if youre not comfortable going into it, thats fine, ill take this down...
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eh heh...







yeah... today was fun <3
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BLEH

stupid computer is stupid...

it shut down after i got onto the forest. sorry for confusing you if you were there!

im gonna try again... if it happens again... i just wont go on today.

>_<
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<333!



<3
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Fluttering Feathers - Chapter 2

A few months had passed, and Fulu was old enough to walk and speak. She asked many questions, and Jayla was patient enough to answer them. Word had spread about the few final victims of a mysterious disease that had been going around. She knew one of them was the one taking care of Skokey. She found herself more worried about him now that he had no one to look after him.

The day of Siki's funeral, Jayla and Fulu walked a little close to the Graveyard, where the funeral was held. She knew Skokey was there, and she didn't want to go over and meet him now. Now was not the time. She remembered what that stag had told her in her dreams. He had not visited since that one night, but his words still hung in her mind. Was it almost time? Was Skokey old enough to understand yet?... No, not yet, she thought. His wounds are fresh, I don't want to add any more to them.

They walked by a few trees, the ground becoming darker, and paler as they passed by the Ruins rather closely. Fulu pricked her ears and looked in the direction of the Ruins. "Mama, look, I see rain. But it's coming from the ground and going up!"

Jayla, obviously confused, looked over to the Ruins. She didn't see anything, nothing close to rain coming from the ground. She lowered her head, "Sweetie, there's nothing there. I don't see any rain."

"But it is there, Mama! But it's only in one spot." The two of them looked on, and Fulu said quietly, "I hear deer crying, Mama..."

Jayla lowered her ears. Is that what she meant? Fulu had said many strange things like that, often relating what she saw to what she heard. Jayla wondered what was wrong with her. She heard those deer crying, and she saw rain in reverse? Perhaps something did happen when she became a dove...

"Why are they crying? What's the matter?"" Fulu lifted her big black eyes up to her mother expectantly.

Jayla paused, and said quietly, "Because those deer had lost a friend. And they miss him. So much so, that they're crying."
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Love: My deer speak

Love is... Well, uh... Love is hard to describe. Some may find it easily, for others, it takes much time. My love had come easily, but took time to grow. She was once my friend, but now she is much more. Our playful romps in the flowers have become cherished beyond any earthly material. My love had come so easily, but for others, it is different. It may take years for them to find their other half. Some may never find it. I say that there is someone for everyone, and nobody was meant to be alone. Love is a powerful thing, and it can bring light to many darkened souls. I am truly in love, I know what it's like. I don't ever want to lose her.

Love is indeed a powerful thing. It can strengthen hearts, or it can shatter them. I have experienced both. My heart was taken by one, but torn apart soon after. But then, in all darkness and hopelessness, another came to lift my spirits. Love is not something to be taken lightly. You must cherish it, and protect it, like a bird protects her eggs. If something is thrown at you, you must come through it together. If it's too big for you to handle, then you will lose the love you gained. Love can change you forever. It can change your entire outlook on life, whether for better or for worse. There is still a hole in my heart, because I changed one's outlook for worse. Love, no matter how healing it can be, can still leave you maimed.
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