its snowing!

meh. ive seen snow before XD but im kinda ticked because my family keeps forcing me off the computer to use the internet. ITS NOT THE ONLY COMPUTER WITH INTERNET GUYS. they can always use dads.... or even mine! i wouldnt care if they used mine, they would just need permission XD

so... i have to go to a musical because we got tickets and my sister-in-law is in the orchestra. plus, Music Man. COME ON. who wouldnt see it? my high schools performance was excellent! why would this be any worse? of course.... it is a children's theatre...

so i wont be on until its over i guess... and it starts at 7 PM, so i dont know when ill be back. BUT ILL BE ON AGAIN I LOVE SNOW... just not cold...

oh darn, Darcy's on and i cant even play -_- i havent seen you in forever Darcy!! oh well, maybe later... at least i got to see Reetno and Kumiko again.

SO ILL SEE YA LATER. i gotta shower and eat and all that humanly crap humans do. BAI

YES I AM, AND HERES WHY



dressing up as Vessel's dad???



Seele clone???



Darcy clone???



I would've been a Magnet clone too if i didnt sneeze off the only Golden Butterfly pelt

Many days had passed, and the two deer knew something was wrong. The stag approached the Twin Gods statue early in the morning, anger burning through his body. "How dare you make my child imperfect!" He looked behind his shoulder, seeing his mate and fawn slowly coming closer. He turned his head back to the statue angrily, "Well... Now he's your problem."

The stag soon hid behind the nearby trees as soon as the other two came. The doe set the fawn down infront of the statue. She nuzzled it, an aire of sadness surrounding her. "Now, Vessel, we'll be gone for a little while. Just stay put and wait for us. You'll be safe." The fawn smiled and nodded. The doe bid him farewell, and made her way over to the stag. She looked at him, tears filling her eyes, "Are you sure about this?"

The stag nodded. "I'm not going to raise an imperfect fawn. The Twin Gods shall send us another. And next time, it will be strong." The two walked away, slowly disappearing into the shadows, making themselves hidden from the fawn. He heard a rumbling, and looked behind him. One of the statues was shaking violently, and the fawn could feel a great anger coming from it. He shook and hid behind the other statue, which seemed comforting. But soon, the right statue stopped, and the fawn heard a faint but soothing lullaby, coming from the two statues. He softly fell into a deep sleep.

From that day on, the fawn's mother could not bear children.

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im really starting to fall inlove with this style. i like how it looks :3

the little story is quite a bit longer than the first one. i think they'll steadily get longer as i go XD

The sun rose on a perfect new day. Morning dew collected softly on the grasses and leaves. While the world was at play, a doe with a striped pelt sat warmly smiling beside her newborn fawn. She had cleaned the fawn well after birth, making sure nothing was left unchecked. The little one fidgeted a little in his sleep, but settled down again. The doe giggled softly. The sun shone brightly on her butterfly-esque antlers.

A stag walked up to the doe proudly, examining the fawn. His face was red, more animalistic, and very stern. He stood behind the doe, "How's he doing?" He asked softly.

"He hasn't said anything yet, but I know he's okay. He's done quite well." She nuzzled the fawn, who stretch a little in reaction.

The stag nodded, and looked up at the sky, thanking the Twin Gods for their newborn fawn, and asking that he be as perfect as any other fawn.

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so, heres the first addition in my art story. im gonna be all over the place with my art, so try to keep up i epicly failed at Vessel's dad DX

im sure you all know what will happen next

*EDIT* put in there pictos DX i made em up

it figures.

the FIRST time i get to see Fenqua again on the Forest since her vacation, and the server goes down.

great, guys. Skokey's gonna be bawling for hours. not me, him. you know how girly he is XD

Fen, is there something you should tell me? i was a little worried when you turned away from me at the playground...

My day had been very much outside my character. But in all honesty, I enjoyed it. And I shall tell you why.

I had gone out of my shelter of isolation to join what friends I could find. Much to my displeasure, no familiar scents came to me. And so, I found a stag in need of a few spells. One deer I had already met had been helping him with his pelt, so i decided to do the rest. I went and reluctantly ate a few pinecones before the right adornments had been found. And again, I ventured farther and ate mushrooms. Thankfully, the one time I cast a mask spell it ended up to be the one he wanted. And he thanked me. I was about to help with his pelt when a familiar scent faintly trailed to where I was. It was Darcy.

Ah yes, the first deer I had met during my first outing. I must say, our bond has grown quite a bit in such little time. He seemed quite happy to see me, although I looked a bit different. I was not as afraid as I was before, and I greeted him contently. After a few minutes, he led me away from where I was, and let me take the lead for a while. I thought a nice sit in the Old Oak would be enjoyable, but I saw that he had too much energy for such a quiet act. And so I played along. How he ran and jumped around me as I stood so awkwardly! I was nothing like him, but yet I feel so comfortable around him.

Vessel misses the spooky weather. and he hates Skokey for keeping him out of it, AND WEARING HIS SET AGAIN XD

Vessel is quite protective...

anyway, ive been bored. there i said it. ive been drawing more in my sketchbook than anything else, and its all Legend of Zelda related XD i swear, LOZ has taken over my brother. first he played Four Sword Adventure, then Wind Waker, and now hes playing Ocarina of Time, and AFTER THAT he'll play Majora's Mask... man... so much Zelda.

so thats what ive been drawing. and lately ive been getting to bed too late to write anything in the comfort of my room, so thats why i havent really been writing. or drawing. ill try to get the rest of my gift arts and special self-assignments done soon. i have 7 giftarts left, give me some time plz!

and something supernatural has been happening... every time i log into the forest, i get sick to my stomach. i try to ignore it and enjoy myself, but i cant seem to shake it. its happened before, but for a while, the experience has left me. i believe it has something to do with playing deaf. a lot of the time, i play while my brother is down here, and he doesnt like it when im hanging around a huge group thats having a spell spam party. he says the spells sound like a rusty swingset XD sooo.... well, lets start another paragraph XD

i apologize in advance to those i hang around in the forest. i might not be feeling good behind the screen, so i may not want to run around and hop and stuff. ill still buttonmash though

right now, ill go into the forest as Vessel, because ive been neglecting him. and since my brother isnt here, ill turn up the sound for as long as i can. hope to see you there (and i hope you see my set this time...)

Skokey spent the next day bashing his antlers against the larger Birch trees. Fenqua looked from a distance, she was starting to worry if he was going into a relapse. Large red flower petals tumbled from his antlers every time he struck a tree. He continued to do this for several hours.

At one point, he stopped. His head was still against a tree, and he just glared at the ground. Fenqua gingerly went up to him. "Skokey... Are you alright?"

"No, I'm not alright." He leaned his weight against the tree, "I don't know what to do..."

"I'm sure she'll be fine."

"I don't think so, Fen. They're horrible creatures, she's probably dead by now!" He lowered his ears and tail, "It's all my fault. I should have driven those things away."

"It's not your fault, Skokey, you know that."

"Then what am I supposed to do? I can't just sit here and do nothing!" He rammed his antlers against the tree again, a small flurry of petals flying off his antlers. There weren't many left.

"You should go after her then." A voice came by, one that was slightly familiar.

Skokey turned his head and studied the stag. He had a blueish coat, with a Masquerade mask. His pictogram read "Yorres". Skokey remembered him from some time ago, they had a very brief conversation. He never thought he would see him again this soon.

"Yorres. What are you doing here?" Skokey curtly asked.

"I heard what happened. You seem very confused, Skokey."

"Yeah, I am... I'm not sure what to do."

"I think you should go find her. What those humans did should not go unnoticed. You should find her before it's too late."

"How can I find her? I don't know what it's like out there. There's more chance of me being killed as well."

Yorres turned his head in the direction of the edge. "Yes, but what about your sister? Are you saying you aren't willing to rescue her?"

...

I do not know what to write anymore.

My mind has gone assunder.

Nothing makes sense to me.

And lonliness feels all the more painful.

My mind has gone the way of lead feathers. Of piercing grass. Of ever-darkening rays as the sun climbs higher. Of water that takes up no space.

I've gone into a place with no entrance. So how did I come in?

I feel I've traveled miles, but I look back and see the place where I began.

...

I speak of insane things that will never come to be. Why? My mind was so clear... until that day...

Could it be that socializing has brought me to my knees? Has the one thing I thought would prevent my insanity actually provoked it? I can't help but wonder why I cannot think straight. So much to take in... Yet my mind couldn't take it.

After I left them, those so very kind deer, I walked. And walked. Until even I didn't know where I was. I was exhausted and hungry, but still I pressed forward. Soon I collapsed, and unable to get up, I squirmed pathetically. I was glad no one was there. And so I stopped, finally. And thought.

Only to find that I could not think.

How I sat there and grunted silently, trying to come up with a single thought, but yet, nothing! You cannot ever imagine what it is like unless it's happened to you. It's incredibly frustrating. And so, becoming angrier, I decided to put my blank mind to use, and fell asleep.

uhh.. please excuse the very epic conversation between me and Sariebearie. omg Sarie, do you SEE what we said about Vessel and Xylia? XDDD

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Last Updated: 1/7/09

Requests: Closed
Commissions: Never XD
Trades: Closed

Next Generation:
Fenkovan and Faytha
Chanse (heres the first one)
Kailani
Spade and Devi
Thalia
am i missing anyone?

Anything Special?:
I'm trying to get everything else done. As soon as this is all finished, I'll do something special

Ref Sheets:
Skokey - Done
Fulu - Done
Vessel - Done
Clock - Done
Tropa - Done
Mercutio - Done
Cerelia - Not Done
Faytha - Not Done
Bellsio - Not Done
Chanse(?) - Not Done
Andromeda - Not Done

Self Assignments:
Ref sheets for Dannii's deer.

Taliene - Done
Rutilus - Not done
Jared - Not done
Nina - Not done
Lorak - Not done
Danielle - Not done
Leo - Not done
Tybalt - Not done

Just because I felt obligated XD its been a while, but i can still do them!

Song Inspired:
Tropa and Serpentine (Anywhere - Evanescence)
Chanse's Journey (Bright Eyes - Simon & Garfunkel)

what? you thought Bright Eyes would be about Skokey and Fenqua? *SHOT*